Tea Time w/The Awakening Doctor -- Jesus and the awakening

Hey, hey, hey guys, my hair's a bit weird. All right, all right, I'm gonna give everybody a chance to pop in, but in the meantime, let me just introduce myself. I am Dr. Denae Arias, the Awakening Doctor. Now, I am not a medical doctor, I'm Phd, so just so you know, I don't give medical advice. That's not my area of expertise. However, metaphysics and things that are beyond, um, what we see— meta, that's what that means, beyond our vision— I'm your girl. All right, you guys, as you pop in, let me know you're here. Um, hopefully the chat is working. Somebody let me know. Welcome, welcome, guys. All right, today's tea time is going to be a bit different. Hey, Cynthia! Yay, glad to see you. Okay, today is going to be a little bit different. I'm going to be talking on a big subject, um, so I will do the morning energy reading, um, I'm not sure if I'm going to do it on this live or do it after and post it, depends on how deep we get in this live on the topic. Hey Kelly, how are you? How's Brian doing? So you guys who are part of my kaleidoscope kingdom, you know how I roll, you guys have been with me for a while. If you guys could keep an eye on the chat while I'm going through all of this, um, today, and as people pop in and, um, immediately want cards or something, if you could just kind of let them know that's not what's going on right now. I may or may not get to that. Holding space for you, for both of you, hun. Hey Jenny! Hey Kathy! All right, so, sorry guys, I've been running around this morning and this light makes things hot, so if I'm sweating, I apologize. Uh, had to run down right before going live. Okay, you want to get in the shot? I promised Mr. Cody B last night that he could attend the live. You know how he is. I forgot about him this morning. So as I got ready and sat down, Mr. Man starts screaming, Mom, Mom, Mom, gotta go to work! So he's here. You know how he is. How's your butt? Your butt looks good. Okay, all right, you guys, so let's get into this. And again, thank you guys for monitoring the chat for me. Um, I will be responding to questions and things like that regarding the topic at hand. Um, I will not be responding to, um, comments about pulling cards or readings or anything like that. That is not what today's tea time is about. Okay, um, today's tea time is spilling the tea. We're going to spill the tea on what I call the religious hangover, the religious veils, because whether you have religion in your background or not, we are all being born in these bodies, um, in the matrix. We are all under religious programming and doctrine in one way, shape, or another because that religious doctrine of the tree of knowledge of good and evil that Adam and Eve took the apple, um, that's a fake doctrine. That's a fake tree. Remember, there were two trees in the garden: the tree of life, which is God's tree, that the Bible does not teach. Um, I'm not gonna go into a lot of that background because I've already done a video on it after this live, I will link the video that I'm referring to right now. It's on YouTube. It's called The Matrix Part 1, I believe, How It Became. So in that video, I explain the two trees and kind of how this got started. So what I'm going into today is a little bit further. I'm gonna talk about Jesus, who he is, who he was back then, um, the mis— conceptions, misperceptions, um, and all of those different things. So if you guys have questions, I want this to be interactive. Please, by all means, put them in the comments. Um, so I won't be looking directly at the comments, but I will try to, um, pick up on what you guys are laying down. All right, so, um, where do I start? You you know, this topic is so big, meaning that, um, no matter where you're at in your, um, spiritual journey, your evolution, there will be something for everybody in this conversation because this can apply again to wherever you are in your journey. Um, a little bit of where I'm coming from and my background and, you know, why I speak on this. So I was always drawn to spirituality. I've had gifts since I was little, just like most of you who follow me and watch me. I was raised in an environment where the gifts weren't very welcomed. They made other people uncomfortable. I've always kind of been— not always kind of, I've always been searching for full truth, whatever that truth was. But through growing up, actually when I was 15, 16, my stepmom at that point just freaked out because of, you know, I was opening up. I was really into horoscopes and astrology, spirituality. I was raised in a Christian environment, so spiritual warfare, that type of thing. I was also into rock music, Mötley Crüe, Ozzy Osbourne, Led Zeppelin, all of that. So, um, out of her own experiences and her own fear, enter Christianity. 15, she decided I was the devil's child and pulled me into a Christian church for a deliverance. That was a very, very interesting experience. There were 12 elders sitting in a circle around me, and there I was. And it was a really weird, dysfunctional— their version of therapy session. It was really, you know, berating me and telling me I'm possessed and all this other stuff. And hours— I was not allowed to leave. I think it was like 6 or 7 hours until I just kind of confessed and they cast demons out of me and all that. Anyways, so through all that, what's that design? Fear, right? And that whole thing, you know, if you don't accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior, you're going to hell, blah, blah, blah. So anyways, just giving a little context of that threw me into Christianity in a really interesting way. By the time I was 17, I had read the Bible beginning to end 3 times. So I was very studious, and it was more of, I want the truth. I don't feel this is the truth. This does not make sense. How can— if God is love, what is this punishment? What's this good and bad? And depending on what theology I subscribe to, you know, the parameters kind of change. Oh boy, here comes Cody. Um, all this time while I was reading the Bible, every time— come on, come on, dude, come on, buddy, it's okay, good boy— all this time, I, um, when I would open the Bible to read, I would always say, Lord, show me your truth. I don't feel this is true. This doesn't make sense to my heart. To my mind. I mean, you can make— you can have anything make sense to your mind. Those are beliefs. Beliefs are only things that you keep telling yourself until you believe it to be true. So it's not real, but it may be real to you. So as I was on this journey, um, all through my 20s, 30s, um, and in my 40s, you know, I really started to pull away, um, but God was revealing to me different things as I was reading through the Bible. And then when I was leading some women's groups and stuff, getting ready for my sermons and doing research— and I'm the type, I want truth, I want to go all the way back to the root. I studied Hebrew, I studied biblical times, I've studied different religions. I do have a doctrine in divinity. Which just means I have a lot of freaking knowledge on religions and such. But what was— what would come through in the way that, you know, I always knew Jesus very differently than what the church taught. You know, the church talks about holy reverence and, you know, right words and you gotta come in the right way. That's not the Jesus I knew. The Jesus I knew was a little, you know, cheeky. He was funny. He was a bit rebellious. And that to me was so real and so relatable. And even though I was in the church doing what the church, you know, said I needed to do, internally there was a whole new dialogue going on. You know, that whole thing about having a personal relationship with Jesus, I did have that, but it didn't look like the way the church thought it should. I always, like, when I'd be upset, frustrated, or I didn't understand something, I would go to Jesus. Yes, I threw myself on the floor crying, screaming, rolling around like a maniac. I did that. Um, you know what the Bible says, prostrate yourself before the Lord, blah blah blah. There I was on the carpet rolling around for hours, and then I would feel his presence like from my heart. And my interactions with him in my private time was completely different, like I would go to him and I would say, what the F is this? What's the truth about this? You know, this was the relationship that I had with him. And so obviously that was in conflict. So yes, my whole time in church was very conflicted because my heart and my experiences were showing me completely different. And when I would read the Bible, I would ask God, show me your truth, show me your truth. So here we are, I'm now 50 years old. Remember, I started this when I was a kid. I've been on this path a long, long time. I was also somebody who totally bought into that born-again Christian, you know, left behind stuff. Now what I'm going to be talking about here, guys, I am in no means Don't eat a hole in my shirt. I'm in no means here to step on anybody's toes. This isn't to challenge any beliefs. This is to express the truths I've learned and to share those. Where I always come from is a place of wanting to get you thinking, wanting you to question your own beliefs, question everything you've been taught, to find the truth for yourself. Because my truth may not be your truth, and that is absolutely okay. And so just know that that's the context I come, come to you in. This tea time will probably trigger you. It's good— what I'm going to share will probably fly in the face of all the religious beliefs. So with that said, let's continue. Jesus came here, and I'm gonna address a question, um, that Jenny asked yesterday. Jenny, thank you so much for having the balls to ask these questions, guys. I know there were questions I wanted to ask, but I was too afraid to. Guys, don't be afraid to ask. So Jenny, in answer to your question, you said you thought God— hey, hey, hey, Nobody needs to see the boobies. You said you thought Jesus was the Son of God. What was all this other stuff? You're confused. So religion, the Bible, and the Jews, and the Romans, and the religious people of that time, they spoke that Jesus was the Son of God. Jesus comes around and says, I'm the Son of Man. So Jesus came, and his purpose of coming here was not to teach a new religion. It was really to correct the bullshit that had been going on, because he came and he was born into a Jewish family because it was the Jewish religion that the Jewish and the Romans that started their own doctrine to control the mass of the people. Um, anything you hear today, please do your own research. You guys always know I say research for your own. Take what resonates for you. Some of this may be over your head at this time. That's absolutely okay. Your cells are hearing it, and it will come back to you when you need it. Um, just like in my readings, guys, take what resonates. Do your research. You, um, take your own truths. Never give away your power to anybody. Um, you are created just like Jesus was, in light and love. You have the same stuff. Okay, so back to the question. So yes, do the Jewish religion Um, that's what Jesus was rebelling against. Jesus came— sorry guys, I've got hair that keeps flying into my face and it's bothering me. Jesus came to speak truth. Not only did he come to speak truth, he came to be truth. He came to be the I Am Presence, the light and love of God. He came to show the religious people the error of their ways. They were teaching a man-made doctrine, a doctrine of duality, knowledge of good and evil. This was to completely designed to control the people. So Jesus, when he was born, he was born Yeshua ben Joseph. So, um, Yeshua was not this saintly child. He was very rebellious, very mouthy, loved laughter, loved practical jokes. He gave his mom the run for her money. You know, he was born to man. So let me draw that for us today. We are the I Am creation made in the image and likeness of God, just like Jesus was. But we're here in these bodies having human experiences. We learned to be human. We learned to be in the matrix. Jesus came to shed light on the truth, not the truth of God being this old ancient male figure that, you know, if you're good or you do things right and he approves, you go to heaven. If not, you go to hell. That pissed Jesus off. That's what irritated him the most. Now, you guys, um, if you know about the Bible, Jesus disappeared for a majority of his life. He hit 12 and then he was gone. He didn't come back till he was 30. Why do religions talk about that? Why don't they teach about that? Because it doesn't fit their doctrine, their man-made God of duality. Jesus came to address the god of duality and said that's not the truth. Jesus came to talk about the mother's presence, the love, light and love, because that's what was missing. That's what wasn't being taught at that time. Now the Bible talks about being born sinners. The word sinner means mistake. Sin means mistakes, guys. We were born into these human bodies. We are supposed to make mistakes. That's how we learn. But the Jews and the Romans, the religious people, took that and were like, hey, we can control people out of fear. Another thing for you guys to go research on your own— research Rome. 365 AD. It was the Romans that took the true word of Jesus and twisted it, and now we have the New Testament, which is, um, yes, the disciples wrote it and contributed, and it's from their viewpoints. Um, overview, how did we get there? The disciples were also under Jewish rule. They liked what Jesus said. They knew it was the truth. But after he was crucified, they caved. They didn't put in their letters the truth about Jesus and what he taught because they were afraid. They were afraid that what happened to Jesus would happen to them. So where did Jesus go at 12 years old? You guys heard of ancient mystery schools, um, over the years? You've heard of people going on, um, these spiritual treks, leaving home, going to the Himalayan mountains, or, you know, wherever they were led to, um, on this soul journey by themselves. And as they're trekking on this, mysterious beings appear, you know, those type of stories. Um, to give you something in this time to kind of relate to, if you guys have watched the movie Doctor Strange, there is more truth in that movie than you realize, and it goes along with what I'm speaking about right now. So Jesus was taken to the Himalayan mystery schools. Why? Because he was born to man. He was in human body the first 12 years of his life. He learned the matrix, and he knew innately he was here to speak truth. He knew those weren't truths, but he was very rebellious. He was very much in his human consciousness. He got very discouraged. So at 12, he was taken to the Himalayan Mystery Schools. From 12 to 30, he studied. What did he study? He studied the Ascended Master teachings. The resurrection, the truth, and the light. So in other words, what, um, that's where I come from, that's where my truths are now. And guys, I'll be honest, I didn't open up to it right away because of what I did learn through Christianity, what I experienced, and realized, you know what, I used to study cults, I used to teach about cults. Um, but I always knew Jesus was here as a living example. Um, my heart— in my heart, I knew he was the way, the truth, and the life, and he set a living record for us to follow. That's what the spiritual awakening is about. You know, he talks about the path that it's easier to be a camel and go through the eye of a needle? He's talking about the awakening path, turning into the truth about who we are, who God is, and what we're here to do. It's not easy. Remember after Jesus got baptized from John? So Jesus had come back at that point from the mystery schools. He's a bit more enlightened. Now he's back in the matrix and he hears about John doing these baptisms, so he's thinking, yeah, I want to go do that. So he goes and he gets baptized. He comes out of that water, he kind of stumbled. He, he had a divine experience. When he came back out of that, he went 6 weeks into the desert. 6 weeks in the desert, what was he facing? He was alone with himself facing the human ego, not just his human ego, but the collective human ego of the world, the false beliefs, that duality, good and evil. Hey, hey, stop. What we know and what he called Satan and the devil. Why did Jesus use some of the words he did? Because at that time, he was using the words that he could to try to get through to the understanding of the Jewish people. So Satan, the devil, is the collective human ego. What is the collective human ego? It's our thoughts and our feelings. Hey guys, sorry, I need to take a drink here. So what am I saying? I know I'm giving you the Cliff Notes and all of this because there's so much to unpack. And again, we're all at different timelines on our journey, um, but he came to teach the resurrection. Jesus was never here to teach the crucifixion. Yes, the Jews and the Romans wanted to use that to control the people, but the truth of it is he came to show us the path of resurrection. Um, he did talk about in the New Testament that he had to leave, he had to leave his body, and that he was sending someone else, and that was the Holy Spirit. Um, Cliff note: the Holy Spirit is actually a feminine energy and it's Mother God. But he also said that there were more people that would come that would do what he's done and do greater works. What was taken out of the Bible is what he calls those people. Those are his followers. He calls them The Untouchables. Why are they the Untouchables? Because they've gone within, they face themselves, they have decided to follow in his footwork, footwork in his works, and bring light and love and the truth to people. Um, so there's a lot of references throughout the Bible of truths, but the New Testament is filled with a lot of mistruths, a lot of things that were taken out. So, um, I did a post before going live, and that post, I have a link to my YouTube playlist called The Christ Letters. Hey, hey, don't bite my finger. Um, Jesus has left letters. There's 9 letters. I encourage you guys, if this is resonating at any level, even if you're triggered— because whenever we get triggered, that means there's a false perception or a false belief playing out within us— do your research. Google, listen to the Christ Letters, listen to what he has to say. This is him in this time coming forth about who he is, what he was here to teach, how it all went wrong, and all of those different things. So, um, yes, my program Your Cells Are Listening and WhyCal is based on these ancient teachings, the ascended master teachings from the Himalayan Mystery Schools There are modern mystery schools today. Do your research. I'm not here to tell anybody what to believe or any of that. I am the first one to tell you there is no right or wrong. You are here to express God. You're not here to please God. You are here as an I Am Creator being made in the image and likeness of Mother Father God to express express that truth however you see fit. And just like Jesus, you know, he spent all those years learning, learning to awaken, learning the truth. Yay, awesome, Jenny! Um, just like you are here. And guys, um, for those of you who have been on this been on an awakening journey for a while and who feel called to the resurrection and this and the ascension. So the ascension and the resurrection are actually two different activities. How old was Jesus when he was crucified? 33. How many levels of resurrection are there to go through? 33. There's no coincidences, there's no happenstance. Jesus was crucified because the religious people didn't like that he was here to speak the truth. They knew he was here to speak the truth and he was gaining a following. They wanted to shut him down. So if he is crucified publicly and humiliated, that would strike enough fear into people that it wouldn't happen again. Their whole goal— because they knew what he said, that there would be more who come in his name and will do greater works than him. Guys, they're on the planet. You resonate with me, these teachings. You're one of them. We are here. We are here to bring the light and love. That's why our life has been so intense. You know, we were committed in the matrix. We were so afraid of doing wrong that we became A+ students in learning the matrix. What did that create for us? An internal life of pain and trauma because we learned to be something we really aren't. Spiritual awakening is about awakening to the truth of who we are, having the balls to go through that eye of the needle, which means turn within, look at everything that we believed, and have elephant-sized balls to say, no, that's not the truth. That dark period of time that you go through, through this awakening that feels like the abyss, that is equivalent to Jesus's 6 weeks in the desert, getting alone with himself, closing off all that false falsity, falsity, and really opening up and allowing himself to be pure and clear. Purified and cleansed means getting rid of human duality and human consciousness. Hang on, sorry guys, I got to get up close to read. Um, I've heard that everyone in heaven is 33 years old, but if nobody dies, is it our spirit that is 33? Um, actually, that is a false myth. Because we are infinite beings, so our soul never dies. We are ageless, um, and heaven and hell is that construct of duality. So not saying— to relate it best, because most people can relate to heaven, um The closest thing to heaven would be the, like, the fifth dimension, Shambhala. That is the ascended master realm, but there are higher levels. Um, again, there is no duality, but here, when we're here, reincarnation is true. What happens each lifetime, we're gaining a bit more knowledge. We are here in this embodied, in this lifetime, to bring forth all the knowledge we've gained in our past lives and awaken and be the light and love. So what happens when we lose the physical embodiment? So death is also part of that duality and matrix. The religion teaches, oh God, when you die, God help your soul if you go to hell. Guys, God is love, unconditional light and love. There is no punishment in God. That is a man-made God that would send somebody to hell. That doesn't exist, by the way. Hell is our own thoughts and feelings about it. So when we lose these physical bodies and we haven't awakened yet to the truth, we, our souls, go to the planes of bliss. That's the close— you can call that heaven, whatever, but the truth of it is called the planes of bliss, where we wait to re-embody because we're not done yet. Our souls have a mission. But even now, when we're awakening, when we ascend— so ascension is about waking up and ascending out of that human construct. It's coming off that wheel of karma. So a lot of the stuff that we are clearing in this lifetime, a lot of the painful crap, it's karma that we're clearing. Once our karma is clear and we lose this physical embodiment, we don't go to the planes of bliss. We don't come back. We go to Shambhala. Now, if you haven't finished your awakening before you leave this body, or in other words, finish the awakening, the resurrection, you go to Shambhala, the mystery school, and you are taught that there. Then you are in service. This is how we have our spirit guides and things like that. Um, so a lot of the stuff that we were taught is just not true. Now, there may be some truths And truth, truth always is, but the more illumined you get, the farther you go on this path, the truth expands. The truth never changes, it just expands. Like, a lot of you guys are recognizing and realizing in my readings— my readings are timeless, um, what I teach, my courses, whatever you have, you know been exposed to. You can hear one thing, but you go back and re-listen and you can get something totally different. That's the way it's designed. This is truth. This is Ascended Master teachings. I am teaching what Jesus learned. Lord Maitreya was his Ascended Master sponsor. He's the one who came to Mother Mary and said, hey, Jesus has got to come with me now. It's time for him to learn some truths. So, um, I don't know where— why I got off on that. So in other words, the more illumined you get, the more truths you're going to open up to, and they're just going to get bigger and bigger. So don't get upset or frustrated if right now some things go over your head. If you're listening with an open heart, your cells are taking that in. And guys, anything that I teach and where I come from, I'm not teaching you anything you don't know. I'm teaching you to remember the truths. So, and that's why I will always tell you, don't take my word. Listen with an open heart, do your research. You align with what resonates with you. There are so many different spiritual groups out here now, all teaching similar but different things. There's no right or wrong. Everybody has their part to play. We are all one, but it just depends on what path you resonate with. Um, I resonate with the resurrection. I know that's what I'm here to do. Did that happen overnight? Hell no, guys. I told you, I've been on this journey since before I was a teenager, and it took me a while to open up to this because my mind kept saying no, no, you know. But understanding the matrix and the whys behind all of it, it takes a lot. Let's see. This is why I always feel like I was born in the wrong time. Yeah, because, um, most of us feel we were born in the wrong time, born into the wrong family, yada yada. We really aren't. We are on purpose and on time. This is the lifetime, guys. This is the Age of Aquarius. We are all in this embodiment going through this, coming out of hell. Guys, if any of you are afraid to go to hell, just know you've already been there. Your Matrix life taught you what hell was like. You are now in the process of stepping out of that mental prison, that energetic hell, and it is a process. We, yes, we chose the families we were born into. Why? Because we needed those experiences in this lifetime to see them for what they really are so we can get back to our true self, our true divinity. Because guess what? We're a stubborn bunch and we learn through pain. The more pain you go through, that means there's a bigger truth and you're living a big fucking lie. So there is so much truth. And okay, so let me try to address that. We are all sons and daughters of God. There is only one Creator, which is energy. There isn't this older man with a white beard sitting up there that created everything. That's not— that is a myth. That doesn't exist. It's masculine and feminine energy. Yes, there is Mother God and Father God. And remember, the masters have to work with our construct, our idea, which is duality. Um, so we are all made in that. Jesus, the bigger truth— so strap in, take a deep breath, hold on, this is probably gonna go over some of your heads and trigger you, and that's okay. So listen with your heart. Jesus, Jesus, yes, he's Lord. Yes, he's King. He's King and Lord of the Golden Shrine Galaxy. That's another system in our galaxy of worlds. He came because he saw what was going on. He's like, you know what, I'll come and do this. So for the— to get behind our mind's idea that Jesus was the first and only and he was sent, that's bullshit. Because there was so much before Jesus came. Jesus was over doing his thing in on his planet, um, the Golden Shrine Galaxy. Guys, research this, um. The native people, the indigenous people, those are Jesus's people. They all came from the Great Shrine Galaxy. Happy. So, um, and Jenny, I know you're referring to the post I did the other day. Um, was it Archangel Michael? I don't remember which one it was, but it talked about Lord Metatron. Being the firstborn. Lord Metatron is the firstborn of Mother Father God as an archangel. Jesus was never an angel. He wasn't an archangel. Um, if I haven't triggered you enough or blown your mind yet, Mother Mary, before she embodied as Mother Mary, she was an archangel. She's twin flame to Archangel Raphael. Guys, religion wanted us to think that Jesus just had that one life and that's all he did. Life— again, we're infinite. So much went on before the Bible, before Jesus came. The world was going downhill. Um, Venus plays a big role because Venus is our sister planet. It's our guardian planet. Yes, Buddha, Muhammad, Jesus, they all came to teach the same thing. You study their teachings, taking duality out of it and what religion says, their message is the same: the love of the mother's presence. No, no, no, no, and we are not going to eat my cards. Homie, go up there. Sorry. Okay, so also, you guys have all lived before. This is not your first time. You are here to do what Jesus did. He is our teacher. Buddha, Muhammad, Jesus. 3 different people with the same message, different places in the world with the same message. So, um, and for those of us, it takes a while, especially if we studied religion or, um, taught it or anything like that. It takes a while to unravel ourselves from it. So guys, just know that is a process and that's okay. I went back and forth for the longest time. Remember I said the Holy Spirit, that's the feminine, that's the love, that's Mother God. She does have a name. And for— okay, let me address this. Oh boy, this is probably gonna irk some squiddlings with some people. But, um, where was I going with that? Crap. See, I have so much I can talk about. The Holy Spirit, Mother God. Oh, my story. So I was always very drawn to the Holy Spirit. I knew that energy and that presence, and I believed in it 100%. What never really felt right was that it was masculine, but I didn't know any different. And then during my process of coming out of religion, I stumbled across a spiritual group that— and by the way, guys, remember I told you I studied cults and stuff? So I was very like, woo, standoffish. Whoa, wait. Um, so to give myself over to anything. And then, um, the Holy Spirit showed up in my room one day, and I knew the presence. I threw myself on the floor and I said, all right, I'm done being stubborn. I'm opening up to the truth. Show me who you really are that I can relate to. And nothing happened. So then I go and I get in my shower. My shower is my magical place. And I'm in the shower and all of a sudden this presence comes over me and I just start bawling. And I'm like, oh my God, thank you, I know who you are, I know who you are. Um, and that's how I related Mother Akasha to the Holy Spirit. They are the same. So remember how I said Mother Mary was an archangel first before she embodied All of us who think that, well, Mother Mary and Joseph and Mary Magdalene and all of this, that was the only embodiment— throw it out the window. That's not— they all had different things before. Uh, Mother— God's name is Mother Akasha. Uh, I always felt like all the people you've listed and all the religions out there are all one, and they're— yes. We are all one. We all have different pieces of the puzzle. So, but remember, religion, any type of religion, I don't care what it is, it is built under that duality and the human construct. You're gonna be a little bugaboo. You want to hear it all. Uh, yes, Mother Akasha. She is beautiful, and I should have been prepared. I have pictures of her. But in full disclosure, yes, I am a full-time student of the Radiant Rose Academy. Why? Because it was through there— I found them via YouTube, I was led to them, and I found truth. It resonated with my heart and my being. It was Mother Akasha who came to me that day when I said Show me who you are. I recognize the vibration. That's who lives in your heart. You guys did, Sherry? Awesome. So yes, I've got— do I even have pictures? I've got Lord Maitreya. So anyways, there is a spiritual hierarchy. Those things that you're seeing me post or repost from the Radiant Rose Academy right now with the different Masters and Archangels, why am I doing that now? Because the American Thanksgiving starts the 49 days, the 7 sacred weeks. This is a time where the diff— each day for 49 days a different ascended master overlights us. They come closer to us. We can learn about them, work with them, and call on them. So that's why you see that going on. It also happens twice a year. It will happen again, um, in the springtime. But it's a time where they can come into our octave closer because remember, guys, we are still in the third dimension. The ascended masters can't stay long in that dimension. Um, so that's why you're seeing those things. That's why, you know, in reading a lot of that, you're probably going, what the hell is she talking about? What is this? Those are just kind of the fuller truths. There is so much to learn about this— hair— the spiritual hierarchy. Excuse me, our spiritual hierarchy. You know, it's not just Mother Father God and Jesus. There is the great Divine Director, the Director Logos. He oversees all of it. We've got archangels, we've got ascended masters, we have the elementals. Yeah, guys, it is, it is so mind-blowing and so interesting, and I'm not gonna lie, it's triggering. Why is it triggering? Because because it flies in the face of what we were taught. And guys, like, for me, I love Jesus with all my heart, and it was an ass-kicking for me to shed the beliefs of religion. And the way it happened for me, I look back on it now and just go, oh my God. But you know, I am a stubborn one. And, um, God will get you to a place, and if the more you press down and repress it, there will come a time it will come out. Mine came out over the pulpit. Um, I was trying so hard just to keep my mouth shut. I was in the process of leaving a church because I no longer agreed with their methods, and the pastor basically was trying to gaslight me and manipulate me and all this stuff. And I was like, nope, nope. Um, finally got my strength, and it was literally she said something over the pulpit. I sat in the front row because, you know, I was assistant pastor at that time, that I knew was a blatant lie. And I didn't want to expose her dirt or any of that, but I was not going to be shamed for shit I didn't do. Next thing I know, I pop out of my seat. Not only do I pop out of my seat, I jump onto the stage with the pulpit and I open my mouth. And yes, it was truth. I didn't do it in ego. Truth came out of my mouth. But there was such— I guess the way I could relate it was like when Jesus went into the temple and threw all the tables. I mean, I I was pissed and I just let it rip and I picked up the pulpit and I threw it. Yeah, not one of my finer moments, but it happened, so I'm putting it out there. So anybody wants to dig up dirt on me and say, ah, she lost her shit on the pulpit and threw it, absolutely 100%, I did it. So, but I was not going to be gaslit and told all these different things and be told to lie to my husband in the name of God. So anyways, apparently somebody needed to hear that. I don't know why. Yeah, see, truth will always make sense. Religion tries to make you believe it makes sense. You want— Donya, what do you want to study? What do you want to find? Uh, no. Oh yeah, this, uh, Sicilian Taurus. Guys, you know, when I talk to you about— I get where you're at. I get it when you lose your shit, and that's why, you know, I tell you to see the fuller truth. I used to own the crown of losing my shit, and when I would lose my shit— no, no, not you, Mom— it was epic. It wasn't this little, you know, nobody saw it. Oh no, it was usually freaking public display. Yeah, there is so much more So Joseph, let me just drop some more on you. Joseph, Jesus's dad. You getting into it too, puppy? I'm gonna kiss your belly. Joseph in that timeline was actually Saint Germain. If you guys haven't heard of Saint Germain, let me know. If you guys have heard of Saint Germain, let me just keep blowing your minds. You heard of Merlin? Saint Germain. Christopher Columbus, Saint Germain. William Shakespeare, Saint Germain. Guys, in your own time, write out William Shakespeare. Look at all those letters. You turn them around, what does William Shakespeare say? That name is on purpose. Saint Germain, he's very smart. It says, 'Will I Am shake a spear.' He's saying his will, the I Am Presence, is here to shake a spear at all the falsity, the false teachings. Shakespeare's writings, yeah, they're a bit hard to understand until you're on the awakening path. They're all about the duality and the truth. I had a date quote the Bible saying a woman is supposed to be obedient. Oh yes, yes, yes. Okay, let me address that one. So Remember, Jesus came to speak about the mother's presence. The mother's presence has not been on this planet. That's what has been hidden. And the truth about women and our power, our divinity— we are the other half. It's not just the masculine, it's not just Father God. That's out of balance. So women being obedient, because guess what? It shut us down. It shut our voices down. All this time up until December 21st, 2012, that is a date in history where the masculine patriarch rule, which has always been here, came to an end. That's the first day of the Age of Aquarius. The Age of Aquarius is about the rise of the divine feminine, bringing the unconditional love back. That's us. If this— again, you guys, you know I'm not here to dictate or tell you what to believe. I'm here to share the truths, the higher truths that I've remembered, that I've learned, that I adopt, and to share that with you. But I encourage you to do your own research. Find what resonates with you. If what I'm saying resonates with you, by all means, go check out the Radiant Rose Academy. Why are we different? And this, this isn't— I hadn't— this isn't about promoting them or any spiritual group. I'm speaking my truth. I am a full-time student of the Radiant Rose Academy, absolutely 100%. It is a modern-day ascended master mystery school. It is the only spiritual group on the planet right now that is speaking about the Mother's presence in its fullness. Fullness. You want to hear from Mother Akasha yourself? You can. It's on YouTube. It's on our website. You want to hear from Jesus, which now he likes to be known as the Christ? Jesus was his human consciousness his whole life, and when he went to the mystery schools, he learned about the Christ consciousness. He's called the Christ because he's not the only one. The Christ is a consciousness. It's a 5D consciousness. Jesus wasn't— Jesus was the man. The Christ is an energy. It's the consciousness. So yeah, it really was to keep us in, in bondage. So, and it hasn't been safe for the mother's presence to come into a female embodiment because guess what? The dark forces have been here. They would be on the lookout. They would have killed the female child a long time ago. The dark forces, y'all want to know how they came to be? In case you're curious. And also know that there— the dark forces now that are playing out here, it's human consciousness. The actual black magicians, dark magicians, and all of that you might have heard of, they— Archangel Michael has removed them off of this planet for this time. What's— what we're dealing with now is the residual human consciousness. But how did they get their information? How could they create things that mimicked God, mimicked miracles, mimicked Jesus? Because remember I talked to you about the, the ascended master mystery schools? So there were people who, to get into a mystery school, you had, you were pretty much called, you followed a calling, you went to the Himalayas, you're trekking up the mountain, go watch Doctor Strange, and a mysterious being appears, and then a door opens and you go inside. Now you're in the Himalayan Mystery School, guys. You know, if you're following me, you know this path isn't easy, because while you're in this mystery school, you're still human. You're learning to— all, um, you're learning how to disassociate with the human and learning all the truths. You're learning how to work with the laws of creation. You're learning Divine magic, all of that. Not everybody stayed in the mystery schools. Yes, there were mystery school flunkies. There were people who got kicked out of the mystery schools. What happened to those people? They were preyed upon. They were preyed upon for their knowledge of what they learned. They didn't know they were being preyed upon by the dark magicians. The dark magicians became dark magicians because of the half of the knowledge, or the partial knowledge, that the people that failed out of the mystery schools told them. That's why dark magic— it doesn't work, yes, but is it lasting? No, it's not full truth. It is not truth. So that's how that came to be. Yes, exactly. And that's why, guys, that's why I welcome you guys to ask me questions, because there is so much. And I, I will always honor everybody, whatever your beliefs are, where— it doesn't matter. Because guys, on this journey, just like Jesus, we're not here to judge. We're not here to judge anybody, and we have to honor everybody. You know, so for those of you who are listening, and if you're feeling uncomfortable or triggered because you find peace in religion, I'm not here to change your mind. Please, by all means, follow your heart where you find peace. But if you're one of those people that have been following religion but you're not really finding peace and life isn't changing for you, then you're here for a reason. And my purpose is to be the light, be the way shower. I can't teach you anything I don't know. I'm not one of those teachers. I'm not somebody who's just read a few books, created some ideas, and said, hey, here you go, you gotta follow me. No, you're not going to hear that from me. I will not teach anything I have not experienced. Now, with that said, I have experienced a lot. But that's where I come from. I'm not here to tell you you're right, you're wrong. I'm here to share truth and what I learned and the fuller truths. And if that is something that you're also searching for, awesome. I'm not here to debate or argue. I will not debate or argue with anybody. Again, I'm not here to tell you you're right or wrong. I'm here out of unconditional love, my purpose, and boldness. It took a lot, many years for me to get to this point, to be able to step out in my full truth and say, you know what, here I am, these are my beliefs. They don't have to be yours, but these are my beliefs and this is why I believe that. And if you want to know about it, I will tell you where you can find the information. You will always hear me say, do your own research, do your own research. But if I resonate with you and you are drawn to me at a soul level, my path is the path of resurrection. I am in that process. I am here to teach the truth, the light, and the love. I am here to hold the door open for you to walk through. I'm not here to judge or condemn because that— you get enough of that in your own life. You get enough of that in the matrix. I'm here to show you how to get out of the matrix. Yeah, guys, there is a whole vast universe of spiritual truths out there. So guys, um, YouTube, the Radiant Rose Academy, you don't have to subscribe to any of our classes. Those are paid subscriptions. We have so much out there on YouTube. That's how I started. I started listening to the YouTube, the different discourses. Every week Mother Akasha comes and teaches us. Her class is called the Tree of Life class. Um, once a month we have master's class. Different masters come and teach. Jesus comes, Mother Mary comes. They share with us their lives and what it was like. Guys, Let me blow and blow your mind in another way. Ascent. So Jesus lived the human consciousness. He had to do what you're doing to get to where he was. Mother Mary, Joseph, um, Mary Magdalene, Buddha, Muhammad, all the different masters you hear about, most Masters, I say most because not all of them, but most Masters have walked this path. They have come, taken up a human embodiment. It doesn't matter who you are and what achievements you've achieved in this universe, when you choose to embody on Earth, the third dimension— Earth is in the third dimension, that is the plane of experience. This is where we take on these physical bodies. We learn to be human. Then we have to unlearn being human and remember who we are. Because when you take— when you're born, veils are put placed over you so you don't remember until a certain time. So most ascended masters get it. They understand because they took up human bodies. They walked through this. So everybody was given free will. This is a free will choice. No ascended master, no God, no angel can overwrite your free will. That's why they don't come here to tell you what's right or wrong, or you have to do this, or you have to do that. No, there are examples, there are teachers. They come to show us the truth They're here to encourage us, but no master will ever come to you and say, you have to do this, you have to do that. If you're entertaining beings or entities that are telling you, you have to do this, you have to do that, that is not truth. That is not a true being of light. So know that they all, even God, Jesus himself, Mother God, Father God, they have to respect your free will. So this always has to be a free will choice. You have to be on record and say, you know what, I'm open and I allow myself. You want experiences with an ascended master, with an angel, you have to let them know. So yeah, and guys, that whole thing about women need to be silent and need to be obedient That's what we're all coming out of, that deep-rooted pain inside. You know, that dark air when you're trying to level up and there it's just so damn dark in there that you just want to run. You don't want to look at it. You have issues with other females. You've had issues with your mom. The truth about that root, it goes back lifetimes and lifetimes. It goes back to the fall from grace. Because it's a root false perception about the mother's presence. So that's the fuller truth. So yeah, there's a lot to unpack. Yes, Third Rock from the Sun, guys. TV and media is so powerful, and it has been used all this time to indoctrinate us into the matrix even more out of fear. Saint Germain has been overlighting directors, movie directors and producers, to help break up that human consciousness. There are shows and movies that you probably don't even know that the ascended masters overlit the producers. Who am I talking about? Avatar, Star Wars, the Force, uh, Doctor Strange, the superhero movies. Guys, that's all preparing the world for this time, for the Age of Aquarius, for the untouchables. So do your research, um, meditation, do your research, follow your truth. Do not eat any of my cards, mister. Don't give me that look. Um, how do you know when you are moving out of your human consciousness? Oh, you ready for that answer? The human consciousness will kick up into high gear. Fear, anxiety, doubt, that void, all of that, that kicks up. And once your altered ego— when altered ego starts to go into panic mode, That's how you know. That's how— because the altered ego is not gonna freak out, get upset, or try to hold you back if you're in your human consciousness, because you're doing what it wants. It's running the show. Altered ego is— it was born out of the matrix, duality. It only knows that. So anytime you try to step out of that and and into your I Am Presence, the Christ consciousness and divinity, it is going to throw a fit and it's going to do all that it can. Remember, it's a programming. It was something you learned. The only thing it could do is come at you from judgment, fear, condemnation, blame, shame, and guilt. Anytime you're confused, confusion does not come from God. It doesn't come from divinity. Comes from the matrix. Yes, you know what, Jenny, that's how it was for me too. And guys, you know, I said in the beginning, I spent many years in spirit, you know, spirituality, spiritual warfare. When I was a teenager, I started having dreams, like dreams I remember today that I knew were real experiences. 12 years old, I found myself inside of a mountain. I didn't know this at the time, I do now, but, and in the middle was this flame, the Violet Flame was everywhere, it was rising up, and I saw so much, you know, today I know I was inside Mount Shasta, Inside an ascended master retreat, Saint Germain was there with me. I've had experiences in my dreams where I've— this one was so amazing to me back then. I'm standing like in the library and this huge pulpit, for a lack of word, I mean, this thing was huge and these books were gigantic and it was just wall-to-wall books. Think of like Beauty and the Beast that library times infinity. And I remember an angel bringing down a book and opening this book, and the pages were blank. And I'm like, well, what is this? And the angel said, look closer. And I looked. As I did, words and images started to appear, and the pages would turn. That was my life. That was the book. These were chapters in my life. In different things. Have you heard of the Akashic Records? That's a thing. Um, so you guys probably have had experiences in your dreams as well. Remember, we're a multi-dimensional body. We're a multi-body system. When you lay this physical body down at night to go to sleep, your light body, your soul, goes out. It's busy at night. There, you know, you're learning, you're doing all kinds of stuff. So there's a lot that goes on. There's so much to this. And things that you've been through, different modalities you've tried on your awakening path— don't discount any of it. It all has a purpose. You're putting— you're gaining different pieces to puzzles, and you're putting your puzzle together. Remember, you're not here to please You are here to express God. How do you express God? You get to know your true I Am Presence. There's no right or wrong. You get to express it however you want to. The Matrix didn't teach you that, so it's painful to come out of that. I have not read The Midnight Library. Let's see. Good, Donya, I'm glad to hear that, because what we watch on TV— remember, the human, the Matrix takes technology and uses it in harmful ways. Media, TV, and all of that. Yes. People watch that. It gets into your cells. Where your attention goes, that's where you're living. If you're watching horror, murder mystery, dark stuff, you're keeping that alive in your consciousness. So we have a choice, and it takes discipline to get away from, you know, those human things. But when you throw yourself into spirituality and more positive things, that's what starts to play out in your life. Bad birdie, yes, he's a monkey. Wow, thank you, Joan. I'll check that out. Yes, absolutely, I'll check that out. So guys, I'm so glad to hear that this is resonating with you and you know, helping you. There is so, so much on this that I have wanted to bring forth for a long time, but it wasn't the time. People weren't ready. You guys are ready. So something that I will be doing in the new year in 2022, um, I do plan on being way more present, doing more lives, but Tea Time— this will evolve into more of enlightenment, this type of topics, um, things like that. This is where we can come together and openly discuss this. I will still be doing different lives for readings and all of that. I'm here to serve you guys, but come 2022, tea time with me is going to be about the deeper truths, really the meat and potatoes of the awakening, not surface-level things. Akasha is with all of us. Guys, thank you, thank you so much for allowing me to have this space. This has been in my heart for so, so long, and like I said, you know, before this time, it really, it wasn't received, it wasn't ready. Guys, 2020 was a very pivotal year. Started the massive awakenings. There will be more mass awakenings as we go through. We are here to help the others because, guys, the base of all of this— we are one. All of us are one. We are one with Mother Father God. You know, um, any group that teaches they are the only ones with the truth, it's a cult. Run like Forrest Gump, because that's not truth. Each— all groups have pieces to the puzzle. And, you know, there, there is no right or wrong on this. And again, how can I say that while I say religion is Matrix? Because even in The Matrix, there are truths. You know, they're not full truths, they're twisted truths and omissions. Um, but they're still truths, and they helped get you to this point to find the truth for yourself. All right, you guys, I have gone over my time, and maybe tea time in 2022 ends up being, you know, a couple of hours, because we can— I can definitely talk on, talk on this for a while. So yeah, so check, check things out. Check out that playlist, The Christ Letters. That is something, you know, don't expect to get it right away, not at all. I have been studying The Christ Letters daily for over a year. I listen to them on the playlist. I also have the book, so For those who prefer to read, you could get the book on Amazon. The playlist with the letters being narrated is free. The best way to do it is, you know, read a page or two, listen to a little bit, and then, you know, let that kind of marinate and get in. Come on, you little monkey. You wanna— I know. Come on, baby. Because it's not something you're going to take in right away. You'll always find more and more. Like I said, I've been studying it for, for a while now, and every time I listen, I get even more. And that's how— it's okay, there you go— that's how it's designed. As you get more illumination and you grow, go back, go back, listen to that, listen to my videos, my readings, whatever, you will always get more. Because remember, the truth will always just expand, and the truth will always meet you where you're at, at your level of consciousness. That's the truth of true divinity. All right, you guys, let's see. Yeah, let's dive deep, guys. I want from you is to be you. Yeah, and guys, you'll get there. It took me a while to get here. Um, you know, it takes a while to feel safe in your own skin. One of my goals is to create a community where you do feel safe, where you can express who you are. And guys, Expressing who you are, don't, don't judge it. It's okay. You're gonna go through growth spurts. You know what you may want to express today, you may not want to express tomorrow or next year. It's okay. It is absolutely okay. You are finding what works for you. Allow yourself that freedom. So, all right, you guys, thank you for hanging out with me this morning. It just— I can't tell you what our exchanges do for me as well, because remember, iron sharpens iron. We are all on this path, and Akasha— God, I love Akasha. You know what, I'm gonna post a picture of Mama. I love Mama. She's so amazing. Why is my office pink? Why is pink my thing? If you guys knew me before my awakening, pink was not my color. Pink is Mama Akasha. She comes on the pink ray. Every ascended master has a ray and a colored ray. I have pink blankets when I need to feel— when I'm in my cocoon or going through stuff and I need to feel that mother's presence, I have pink blankets specifically for that. I will wrap myself up in that and say, Mama, I need you, come hold me. That's what I do. So that's why pink is my color. That's why my office is pink, pink, pink, pink, pink, pink. I love the mother's presence. And that was something I never thought I'd say because I grew up, my biological mom tried to kill me 3 times. My stepmom played out her role. No, again, there's no judgment to anybody. They played their role. Their role wasn't easy to play. But I knew when I was little, I remember 3, 4 years old being in my room standing on my bed going, What the fuck is this with the mother and moms? And I don't like women. And being corrected right away that one day I'd know the truth. So here I am, nevering like I've never before. Guys, I used to say I would never be a vegetarian, I would never do this, I would never believe in ascended masters, yada yada yada. I 100% tried to buy into that Bible. Look at me now, never like never before. So you know what, give yourself the permission to never like never before. Thank you guys, thank you for accepting me. I love it. Yeah, yeah, so Mama Akasha is here, um Guys, and if you, you're gonna start seeing different ascended masters on my page, things like that, you resonate with them, there's a specific reason. Also, um, those of us on the ascension, awakening, and resurrection path, we all have an ascended master sponsor. We do not pick our sponsors, they pick us. So there is somebody overlighting you. Yes, we all have a guardian angel. That is true too. Yeah, Jesus. Oh, I love Emmanuel. I don't really— I refer to him as Jesus for when I'm speaking to an audience because I want it like Jesus. I want to be able to use words that you guys can relate to. But where I'm at now on my path, if you guys hear me say the Christ or Emmanuel, that's who he is to me, um, and that's how I refer to him now. But I'm still— because again, Jesus was his human side, um, that he had to grow out of. And that's when he became Emmanuel. And remember, the Christ isn't a person, it's a consciousness. Buddha— Buddha consciousness is Christ consciousness. Muhammad, he preached Christ consciousness. So it doesn't matter if you call it Buddha, Muhammad, Allah, God, Jehovah, Bob. It doesn't matter. Thank you, Sherry. Yeah, guys, let's all never like we've never before, right? Welcoming in the mother's presence, it will change your life. But guys, don't get caught up in that, okay, I'm gonna study and I'm gonna believe in— magically my life is going to be amazing. It will be amazing, but remember, we're in the process. We're in our desert moment. Remember that, guys. If you take this away, when you're in that void, you're facing your human consciousness, it's acting out. Jesus talks about this in his letters. Just hang in, you'll get there, you'll get there. It's a process, but as you open up to truths you walk away from that human consciousness and it gets easier on your path. All right, you guys, as always, I am sending you oceans of love from my heart to your heart. It is an honor to be on this path with you and to serve you. All right, guys, I will post today's reading a little bit later at some point, so look for that, and I'm just sending you so much love and support. Bye. Say bye, Cody. You wanna say bye? No, you're gonna be a butthead. All right, can I have a smoochie? All right, bye, you guys.