Tea Time w/ The Awakening Doctor -- Jesus and the awakening -- Christ Letters -- is he coming back?

Hi, hi, hey guys. All right, I know the lighting is not very well, but that's okay. We're not here for the lighting. Don't pay attention to— I guess maybe I should scoot over all the stuff behind me, still decorating for Christmas. I know it's only a week out, but I'm running behind. And of course, soon as I go live, my nose wants to run. Just took a Benadryl, so hopefully that won't be an issue. Hey, Kathy B, how are you? Sorry, I'm waiting for my Benadryl to kick in. Oh yeah, yeah. How are you guys this morning? Are you guys ready for Christmas? I'm not. I just got the tree partially up, not even done with it yet, and I realized, oh my God, Christmas is next week. When did the time go? Hey, hey, hey, Jelly Bean, Jelly Bean, Jelly Bean, Jelly Bean. Decided to pop on a little bit early just to kind of hang out with you guys before we get this going. And just so you know, I can't really see the chat very well, so, um, yeah, that— there's that. I think Shannon's in there. Hey Shannon, how are you? Yeah, it's next week. And guys, you're gonna laugh, here I am outing myself on the internet. Um, I have cards to send out, but did you notice they're still in the box? I haven't opened— I'm like, oh my God. Um, yesterday I finally started my Christmas baking. Um, I think I got one thing— no, two things done. I'm like, wow, I am way behind. Hey Jenny! Sorry guys, you're gonna see me keep wiping my nose. I did just take a Benadryl. As a matter of fact, let me take another one because it's not stopping. Be right right back. Do not pay attention to the mess behind me, okay? It's a mess. It's a work in progress. All right, I know you're all scoping out the mess behind me. Okay, it'll all come together. Yeah, well, the cards are in the box and, um, my laptop is sitting on the box. So yes, guess what? Guess what I will be doing today and tomorrow? Trying to get out my cards and stuff. So it's been crazy. How have you guys been doing with this full moon? And since right now it's just my, my crew, um, my, uh, Kaleidoscope gang in here, I'm gonna do an announcement later. But guys, I woke up this morning to— I normally get very interesting DMs. Most of you know I don't really answer a lot of them or anything like that. I see a lot. Hey, but here's the thing. I don't want dick pics. I don't want boob pics. I don't want ball pics. I don't want naked body pics of any shape, size, whatever. I don't care. I don't care what it is, I don't want to see naked body parts. Okay, just gotta put that out there because this has become a very interesting thing. So just putting it out there, what happens if somebody sends me naked body pics? They get blocked. So just, just don't do it. Whatever you— why you want to do it, I don't care. Just don't, please. Just practice some restraint. I don't want to see that. All right, hold on, I gotta look at this. What does it say? Hey, Shay Blaze, I'm not sure I'm doing cards on this. Um, I wish I was kidding, I really do. And a lot of it, I mean, honestly It's people that I don't know, I haven't engaged with, or things like that. But that is not the way to get my attention at all. So yeah, it's, um, I know it's Shannon, I know it's you. All right, so for Tea Time with Dee, I know you guys love when I do card pulls and the readings and Truth be told, I love them too. I may or may not be doing those today. I don't know. As a general with tea time, I want to use this time to be a deeper support for you guys, answer your questions. Thank you for those of you who have been emailing me and reaching out to me for questions, especially regarding last week's tea time and the Christ Letters. Guys, it's so— there is so much information. I welcome your questions. And yes, this flies in the face of everything we were taught, so it's a lot. So you're going to have a lot of questions. Don't feel like you're bothering me or anything, um, with questions. When I'm bothered— putting this out there— is when I get naked body pictures. I don't want to see that. I don't want to see that. Questions I'm good with, naked body pics not so much. Let's see, ah, sending you all kinds of love, Shannon. I'm assuming you're in retail, sending love to all the retail workers right now. Both of my kids are in retail, and I hear the stories of how people are, and I'm just like, oh my God. Anyways, all right, so Tea Time with Dee is really more— and moving into 2022, this will be a platform for if you guys have these questions, any type of questions regarding the awakening and, and things like that. Doesn't mean I won't pull cards, but just so you know Tea Time is not the live readings. Um, in 2022 there will be more of those. Um, and it will just— readings are readings. This is really a platform for support, um, for you guys to hop on, ask me the questions you want to ask, and get live feedback. Joan, hey honey, yes, I saw, um, you need that link. I will get that to you. Um, if you want to search for it in the meantime here on YouTube, just Google The Christ Letters. There is one that— actually, you know what, hold on, I have my phone, I can multitask. Let me post the link to The Christ Letters. Um, Copy the link. All right, I'm gonna go— I'm putting this link in my private group because I don't think I could post it in here from my phone. If you guys know how I can, educate your girl, but in the meantime, let me put it over there. And I already told you guys about my nose. I'm sorry. I'm waiting for the 2 Benadryls to kick in. Okay. Here's my group. Okay. There you go, my dear. It is posted. You guys can also just Google this. On YouTube. There's this playlist, has all 9 letters. Um, the 9 letters, guys, just so you know, uh, this is something— and even the Christ says it in his letters— um, take your time with it. These are deep truths, and as you listen to them, absolutely they're going to bring up questions because, guys, religion didn't get it right, you know. So there's a lot of beliefs and ideas that we're getting, we're trying to get past. So yeah, let me see. Okay, let's see. Donya, what did you say? Okay, thank you, Donya, for not sending dick pics or nude pics. I appreciate that. Okay, so yes, Jelly Beans, thank you. Um, Jelly Beans will be my, um, bouncer. She'll answer questions and stuff as well because I don't always see the comments when I'm live. So, okay, I apologize, these allergies. Okay, anyways, you guys got your snacks, your drinks? I got my little chocolate croissant right here, so forgive a girl if you see crumbs everywhere. All right, so there were some really good questions asked regarding the Christ Letters, and guys, for those of you who have been listening to them— shoot, I was gonna bring the book down— there's also a book. I listened to the Christ Letters over and over. I've been listening to them. I think about a year, year and a half now I've been studying them. I do have— I play them all the time, but then I also got the book because I'm a bookworm. I like an actual book. Um, and he does talk about reading the book and going a page or two at a time, let it sink in, meditate on it. Um, because when truths are trying to get in, they have to kind of get in and help push out the false beliefs. And those false beliefs are ingrained in us for, you know, a long, long time. So be patient with yourself. But as you listen to them, and I know, Jenny, you've been listening to them and you've had some amazing questions and response to them. I'm excited. I'm excited to see that and hear that. Because guys, the bottom line is truth is truth. And when you hear truth, your body reacts to it. And you, at a cellular level, you know. And it is so freeing. But guys, yeah, there'll be a time it'll be confusing as well. Um, yeah, yeah. And you know what, a lot of it will be over, over our heads. And it's supposed to be because we have been living this life, especially those of us— and if you're here right now, I'm sure you have religion in your background, that's why you're listening— we believe things that we were told and that we really thought were true. Come to find out they're not, and those are the same things that have held us back. Yeah, truth will speak to your spirit. Um, so let me look at— like I said, I have a few questions I want to answer. Um, let's dive in with Christ returning. For those of us— and I say it this way because you guys know I was a Christian Pentecostal pastor. So I 100% bought into it hook, line, and sinker. Jesus was coming back, you know. I had read the Left Behind series, um, that whole thing of, you know, just kind of standing there and then all of a sudden one person is gone and the other person is left behind, or people are going to be leaving their body and their clothes are just going to be left. Okay, I want you to know religion— and I'm just going to speak specifically to Christianity because that was my background. So Christianity and all religion comes from fear-based. It is, um, all built around the knowledge, or the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, which is duality. It doesn't exist. It is the Matrix. The Matrix is the Book of Knowledge of Good and Evil, aka the Bible. Um, if you haven't watched my Matrix series part 1 here on YouTube, you might want to go watch that. I break down a little bit about Genesis and the two books, but essentially Religion teaches a man-made God. Why do I say that? Because the true God is love. The one law of the universe is love. There is no duality in God. There is no judgment punishing God. So with that being a truth, The Left Behind series, or, you know, the— help me out, I totally forgot what they used to, or what they call it. Shit, there's a name for it. I can't even see, I went blank on it. But anyways, when Jesus comes back, um, you know, coming down, they, they explain it. There'll be a trumpet, eyes will look up, and half the population will be caught up with him. That's great fantasy. It's great to help control people with fear and am I good enough, am I doing this, am I doing that, but it's not the truth. So the truth is, will Jesus come back? He's already here, so yes. Will it be the dramatic style that religions talk about. No, it's not. Because again, Jesus, Jesus, that name, he was born Yeshua ben Joseph. Jesus was his given name, his human name. His divine name is the Christ. He went through this awakening process to become the Christ. He wasn't born The Christ. Um, so yes, the second coming, but there's another word, another buzzword. Um, anyways, that whole dogma of the clothes, you know, being left behind, um, one will— one gets the rapture. The Blondie song just hit me. The rapture. It's not okay. It's not going to happen that way because that is based on the whole premise about, you know, let's— I'm, Julie, I'm using you. Julie and I are hanging out and all of a sudden, you know, the clouds part, the trumpet parts, there's Jesus, and one of us goes and leaves the clothes and the other standing by. What does that do? Fear. That's judgment. One, well, was one better? Was one not? It's all part of that duality matrix of fear and control and what's going to happen, you know, if you don't do this or do that or believe this or believe that here. It's still rooted in fear, in judgment, and in duality, so it's not truth. What truth is, is the Great Awakening. We're already in that. Jesus, these Christ Letters, as you listen to them or read them, you will hear him talk about, you know, these are the true letters. What Jesus came to do was not to create a religion. He was here to talk about our mind, about consciousness, about the one law, about the one True God, which is Mother Father God. There is no judgment God. So basically, the rapture, you know, the second coming, all of that is really talking about the awakening. The disciples, they spent a lot of time with Jesus, but Jesus still had to get through the disciples' indoctrination from the Jewish religion. And he, he didn't really. He did to a certain point, but when he came for the Last Supper and told his disciples, this will be the last time I'm going to be seized, they, in true human form, what did they do? Did you think, you know, here's their prophet their leader telling them, hey, after tonight I'm not going to be here anymore, here's what you need to be doing, blah blah blah. You think they would want to honor him and hear what he has to say? They didn't. They went right into fear. What's going to happen to us? What's going to happen to us if, you know, they take you and they crucify you? And well, what about our safety? So Jesus was just like, I can't even talk to the— I can't get through to them because of that human consciousness. So he did teach them the truths, but after he was crucified, the disciples didn't want that to happen to them. They came back and they told their stories their own way that fit the Jewish doctrine of a punishing God. So the New Testament's a bit tainted. So anyways, yes, the Great Awakening is already happening. It's happening in waves. What was that? Sorry. Yeah, so Jesus is already here. The Christ Letters Take your time, listen to them as you can. I want to say the first 6 months after I became aware of them, I literally would put— I put them on, I sleep with them, I put them on when I'm doing, you know, chores or whatever. I just always had them playing because there is so much truth, so much enlightenment within these 9 letters, and it is deep that it takes a while to process. Um, so the rapture is all really— yes, we're in the middle of it. It's just not the way— there's no fear behind it. This is the Great Awakening. We are— the Great Awakening is spiritually awakening to truths that the Matrix is duality-based, it's fear-based. You know, all of us who are awakening and turning, you know, towards the light, learning the Christ consciousness, learning consciousness, learning truths, we are all here helping others to awaken. That's why it's in waves. Not everybody's awakening at once. My awakening started back in, I want to say about 2010, is really when I could kind of say, oh yeah, I'm awakening. Um, it, it started before that, but when I was consciously aware of it, 2010. We're what, 2021, about to be 2022, and 2020, there was another, you know, million or so people that went through an awakening. There's been two other like mass awakenings. That's what's been going on through all this chaos. But if you keep your attention on what's happening, you know, COVID, all this other stuff, guys, no, this is the, the rapture. Because I have to, to be able to for you to be able to relate it, I kind of need to use the terms that you guys know. But as each of us awaken, as each of us enlighten and hold more light, as we heal ourselves, we are holding that Christ consciousness. We're holding the space for others to awaken. Collectively, we are doing this. This has to be done before Will the Christ reappear? He will, but don't expect it to be the way religion says it all, because all of us who are enlightening and awakening and changing our mind, our feelings, our hearts, we are speaking the Christ consciousness. We are coming from the Christ consciousness. We are one. We realize, we know that the one law of life, that law is love. And so as we do this as a collective, it gets stronger. That's why you see, you're gonna see a lot of, you think you've seen crazy stuff and things like, oh my God, that's really not going on. You haven't seen anything yet. There's more coming. But know that as that darkness is being exposed, it can only be exposed because more of us are waking up. We are connecting. You know, Jesus, these letters, the Christ Letters, they speak directly, like Jenny said, to your spirit, to your soul. It's living that oneness. And once you have that, and once you start down that path, You can't go back. Like for me, I can't go back. I cannot go back to duality because I've seen the truth. I know the truth. I'm making that real in my life. And it's not a linear process. So yes, he will be coming back, but you're going to be seeing it different. Each of us that hold the light, you're seeing the Christ consciousness. Jesus— here's another thing, another falsity that religion teaches, that Jesus was the only one. No, Jesus was born into a human body. He was rebellious, he was mouthy, he was kind of rude, unruly, hard to discipline, wild. Sound like us? Absolutely, because he went through that. He lived. He understands what it's like to be human. Then he went through that awakening. I talked about that last week, um, on Tea Time. So he came— the Christ consciousness is a consciousness, it's not a person. The Christ consciousness was in Buddha, was in Muhammad, you know, it's the ascended masters, all of it. It's consciousness. It's not a person. Religion made us believe that it was a person. No. Sorry guys, I'm trying to catch up on some of the comments. Let's see. Yeah, exactly. Once the door opens, you can't close it. So guys, um, those of you who resonate with this and the Christ Letters, you are part— you are part of who he talked about. There are things in the Bible that were omitted on purpose. But this is part of why we're— I mean, this is a big part of why we're here. So yes, those of us awakening and on this path, we are bringing in the Christ consciousness. We are divorcing our human consciousness and accepting and really bringing in the Christ consciousness and bringing that forward. That's why I talk about the 5 human habits that religion is rooted in, because it's human consciousness: judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, and shame. Jesus had none of those. There were people on his path, and, um, I'm going to tie this into a some of the comments regarding family and toxicity and people like that. Jesus knew he couldn't help everybody. His presence, the consciousness, the light within him, the truths that he carried irritated people, and he knew there were some that just weren't going to receive him. He had no judgment or anything for him, but he was bold in love. He would say, I have nothing for you. And he would keep walking. He wasn't judging, he wasn't being mean. He discerned their consciousness would not receive what he was and what he had to share, so why bother? And that's the thing that, um, with us as well, there are people who just, they just want to argue. They're stuck in their ways, and that's okay. We need to honor everybody in their beliefs. But that doesn't mean we need to be subject to it. There are far too many other people who need to hear the message. So in love, you know, and you get there once you start to heal yourself and get past, put distance between your traumas and the toxicity, that you can then stand and just say, in love, I've got nothing for you. There's no conversation to be had. I have not spoken to my family. I stopped after my dad passed. Before my dad passed, he passed in 2017, but even before that, I had very limited contact. I love my dad. I loved him tremendously, but most of you know I grew up in a toxic toxic environment with a narcissistic stepmom. So I left home, in case you guys didn't know, I left home at 14. So I've been on my own for a long time. I did that whole holding on, trying to be the better person, yada yada, and then realized, holy shit, this is narcissism. They're not going to change, and it's okay for me to say no. So since 2017, I haven't had contact with any family, blood family. I mean, aside from my daughter and my son, but parents, aunts, uncles, any of that, um, today, and this is for the past few years, I have no animosity. I have— I hold no feelings. So when I made that comment that, um, the Masters— and this was regarding Akasha in one of her discourses talked about needing to just love everybody. Yes, that, because it's the one law. But again, those, especially with family who it's been toxic, there is a time you need to distance yourself. You need your cocoon. You need to heal you. It evolves to where, like, now I have no animosity. I have nothing but pure love love for my stepmom, my ex, whoever. There's been a whole line of people, but today I, I don't think about it. I don't have any ill or any in an attitude or anything, and I send them nothing but blessings and love. But I also know they're not going to hear what I have to say, so I just go on my own way because again, the fuller truth is there is no hell, there is no punishing God. I don't need to run around and save anybody. And everybody is responsible for their own karma, you know, they have their own path to walk. And guys, everybody in your life who has been toxic or abusive, they played a role in your life. Wasn't easy, but it was a role, and it was designed to teach you, to lead you back to truth, to the essence of— in the truth of who you really are and who Christ is. So when I say I have nothing but gratitude for every person who's been in my life, every person who's betrayed me, hurt me, used me, raped me, whatever I can literally sit here and say that because I've walked through this and learning the truths and meditating on this and sitting with it. It's a lot. As you guys know, I've been on this path since 2010. So yeah, let me see. One time I've seen Jesus. Yep, yep, yep, yep. Will he speak about the Immaculate Conception and Joseph? He talks about that a little bit. Um, I, I can go into that as well. I guess I'll probably put that for another one. Um, it's truly beautiful. It is absolutely beautiful. Remember, we're all energy, so the Immaculate Conception, it's truly divine and beautiful, and your pineal gland, your third eye, plays a bigger role than you realize at this time. Um, so yes. That is talked about. Okay, so before I lose my full train of thought, so Jesus is here in a different way. It's not gonna happen the way you think or the way we were told. What else? Oh wait, I had another question. Hold on, let me make sure. Ah, okay, there's been no mention of Joseph when he talks about his family. He will get there, he will talk about that. Joseph, as I had mentioned, is Saint Germain. Um, so yeah, there's a lot there as well. Now again, The letters, each of the 9 letters, he goes over a lot of different things. And before anybody asks, yes, I think it's letter 6 or 7, he talks about sex. He talks about, um, the true power in that, and he talks about how religion and the human consciousness has really done a lot of damage regarding homosexuality and things like that. That is all human construct, because again, the truth of the matter is we are spirit beings. We are not male or female. We are both. It's here on Earth that we have an earth suit that has an innie or an outie. That's it. And so many lives have been hurt and broken because of this idea of sin if you, you know, love somebody of the same sex or whatever it is. So he does talk about that, and it is so freeing and so enlightening because it is— it's more truth. Um, all right, let me see what else. Okay, if we meditate on positive things, let's say like abundance, Jesus talks about in the letters it's purely ego-driven. Okay, let me expound on that a little bit. So Again, we're working with the religion constraints of what prayer is. Guys, you've been lied to about what prayer is through religion. So prayer and meditation are actually two different things. Prayer is an attitude. It is your inner thoughts and feelings on a daily basis. Meditation. We do not go into meditation to get something. We go to meditate— let me hold on, let me back up. Meditation isn't the time for us to bring our wish list. Meditation is the time for us to go within, to connect with our I AM presence, the Christ consciousness. And to be still and quiet and let the Christ consciousness pour into us where we get divine revelation, aha moments, things like that. When we go into meditation, when you start meditation, you set an intention. That intention is like a searchlight that goes out during that meditation and brings back to you what you want. If you're setting an intention for meditation and it's about money, abundance, a person, I don't care what it is, I'm just using these examples because most of us struggle with these things. So we, we do this, we go into meditation, oh, I'm going to meditate on this, you know, I'm going to get my answers, I'm going to get the abundance or whatever. No, that really is ego. That's an ego impulse. It's the human consciousness, and it doesn't do you any good because meditation is— it's, it's that divine time of quiet with you and Christ consciousness, the I Am Presence, Source, whatever you want to say. So don't bring that into meditation because that's what he's talking about. It's ego-driven. So knowing that you are the I AM Presence, made in the image and likeness of Mother Father God, one with, one with the universe, one with the Christ consciousness, for us to go into prayer or meditation and ask and beg for. And I say that because I was guilty, I did it too. So hey, I'm speaking from experience. Um, that's duality, that's double-mindedness. It is ego-driven because it's doubt. We're basically saying I have to go to you and ask and beg, or, you know, meditate, pray for something that is already natural to me in my own, um, divinity. Instead of— the truth behind is we need to become a vibrational match. We need to know. You need to know who you are. You need to know that you are made in the image and likeness of Mother Father God, that everything that they are, everything that Jesus was, is within you. But we, our human consciousness, sets us up to think we're lacking. So when we go into meditation, um, with those needs, we're already setting ourselves up saying, hey, I'm lacking, I'm doubting that this is going to show up, instead of going in all knowing, all faith, and saying, hey, here I am, I want to make contact with you, I want to come into balance, because when I make contact with you and I'm in balance I raise my vibration. That is when I know I am one and all my needs are being met. And guys, the Christ Letters, he— you will hear this throughout the letters. He talks about the 9 attributes. The 9 attributes are our divine inheritance. It just comes with life, but religion kind of tainted that so we're not aware of it. But So yeah, so use your meditation effectively with the intention of connecting to your I AM presence to get to know you. Prayer, you know, yes, as you're going along this process, you got to work with where you're at. So for now, with where you're at with prayer, don't do that with meditation. Do that separately. Just say, you know what, I apologize, the birds are getting hungry. Just, um, you can bring your needs. All right, all right, Christ, these are my needs, or I've got this bill, or, you know, um, I want $500,000, whatever it is. Again, there's no judgment in what it is. God's not going, oh, you can't have that. No, it's not that. It's getting past what religion taught. Religion taught that you are separate from God and that you have to do all this stuff to be worthy. That's all the bullshit. So that's what you've got to work through. I hope that made sense. Is that making sense? Let me know. Let me look over here in the comments, guys. Not exactly, Donya. Hang on. And Jenny, actually those are not the 9 attributes. Um, okay, no, okay, so the selfishness, that is a human consciousness religion construct. There is no selfishness in Christ consciousness. You are to stand in your knowing and be bold. Guess what? I'm going to blow your mind right now. The religion taught you to be like, oh Jesus, please give me this, oh I need this, oh please. Throw that shit out, get rid of it. You will come to understand that he wants you to come boldly to him. You come in all your knowing and you stand up and say, you know what? I command and demand that this bill is met. I am grateful that I know who I am and that I am connected to the Christ consciousness, and this is my divine inheritance, and I'm not supposed to worry about this stuff. I command and demand that in love this happens. So that's going to be another whole thing. It took me a while. That felt really weird to me. Because again, I was taught a different way. So, um, so it's not selfish, it's knowing, it's being bold, commanding and demanding. That is you basically shutting down your human and saying, you know what, God, I know who I am, and the way I've been living is, is contradictory to the truth. So here I am. So you come with no doubt, no fear, and in knowing, um, the law of attraction and abundance is really your— it's, it's your divine inheritance. It's your divine— it's who you are. We were taught that the law of attraction and abundance was against religion because the universal laws— there's no fear, there's no doubt, they're always acting. It's a vibrational match. But we're not a vibrational match when our inner dialogue is thinking and judging. We're being selfish, we're doing this, or I've got to do this for others before me. Stop it! Stop, stop, stop! That will keep you stuck, and it keeps people stuck, and I'm so sick of it. I'm not yelling at you guys. It's the religion because it keeps you back. It still makes you feel unworthy. The ego drive, whenever you're doing something, you know, yeah, definitely pray for people, but you being more enlightened, you go before the Father and say, I know the truth about this person. They are the I AM Presence. You know, God bless them. Show up for them. That has nothing to do with you. You are not here to save anybody but yourself. Yes, you— the one law is love. But here's the battle. Here's what we go through while awakening: getting rid of our ideas that are fear and doubt-based. Fear of being selfish, things like that. Fear of asking too much. There's no such thing. We are infinite beings in an infinite universe. No. And so you absolutely, 100% Don't just visualize abundance and money. Don't just visualize a fat-ass bank account and a mansion or whatever it is for you, because it'll be different for everybody. Feel it. Picture yourself in there. I don't care if you're sitting in a studio apartment right now. You want to be in a mansion? Act like it now. Because if you don't act like it right now, you will never materialize it into your life. It will always stay away because there's doubt and fear. So be grateful for that studio apartment, but know the truth of your being and that you can manifest a house or mansion. Again, whatever it is, you are learning how to use the laws, the universal laws, effectively. Because what we've been doing, we've always been using the law of attraction We've just been doing it from duality in the matrix, so look at what we've manifested. Uh, let me see. Thinking, as I've been saying, thinking doesn't make it so. You need thinking, but feeling makes it so. So you could sit and think positive and say positive affirmations till they're running out of your ass like diarrhea. Doesn't matter if you don't feel it. It's not going to happen. You're just mental masturbating in positivity instead of negativity. They go hand in hand. Image is the thoughts, it's the mind, it's the masculine of God. Feeling, heart, love, that's the divine feminine, that's the activator. Um, well, yeah. When you can literally open and allow yourself to welcome in the Christ consciousness, it comes with the divine inheritance. Um, but again, you have to become a vibrational match. Becoming a vibrational match is undoing all of this duality programming. Um, okay, yeah, no, those aren't the 9 attributes. The 9 attributes, uh, actually, they kind of go along with what Denae was just saying, that divine abundance, the inheritance. Uh, one of the 9 attributes is, um, need and necessity. You have a need, it's met. You're the Christ consciousness within you meets it. It's about living life from your heart, knowing the truth, knowing the truth of you, knowing the truth of existence, and knowing that lack, limitation, anything that is not love is the illusion. It is not Sorry, that's Coco imitating me. Um, it is not the reality. It may be your experience, but it does not have any truth within it to hold still. It literally is an illusion, and it's a hologram, and it's based out of the human consciousness. That's why I stress all the time, guys, what are you aligning with? Are you lining with lack, limitation, doubt, and your human consciousness? Are you rising up and taking all that lower vibrational energy and turning it to you to have that faith, to get rid of all that doubt? Because when you do, with ease and grace— guys, this life is supposed to be with ease and grace. When we know who we are and we don't deny that, we don't come from doubt or fear. I guess I don't even need that in my ear. When we don't come for doubt or fear, we are in the Christ consciousness. We are in love. These things flow naturally. That's why I talk about being in the flow. Otherwise, if you got doubt, fear, the humanness, judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, um, and shame, you're in your sandpaper bathing suit. Swimming upstream like a salmon, mental masturbating. Yeah, not— it's not fun. That's not how life is supposed to be. Yeah, and again, God doesn't judge. There is no human habits in, in God. So, you know, if you want a ranch, if you You want to be a billionaire or trillionaire, again, God's not judging. God's not sitting there going, who the hell do you think you are? You think you can have that? No, you got to do this, this, and this first. No, what you got to do is make contact with the truth of your I AM presence and who you are, the Christ consciousness. That starts to unravel and reprogram the duality matrix programming. Because it's not just religion that is ruled by the matrix. Government— wait till I, um, explain the truth about government in the word. You guys know I study words, and I've studied Hebrew and Latin and all of that, and I want to know the root words and break it down. Wow, government's gonna blow your mind. But anyways, that's, that's for another, another day, another topic. So yeah, again, it's all about our mind, getting our minds right. When we can get our minds right, everything else falls in line because it's in our mind where the prison is. It's in the mind that, you know, we get tripped up, especially if we've had the Matrix stuff down our throats. And we all have, because it's in religion, government is run by it, the education system is run by it. Everything in the Matrix is obviously Matrix based and run by those 5 human habits. That's why Jesus, when he was Jesus, said the road is narrow and few find it. Why? Because you have to face yourself. You have to face your stinking thinking. You have to face your limiting beliefs. It really is just your thoughts and your limiting beliefs that keep you back from everything you want. Absolutely. Oh, thank you, Joan. It's not quite done yet. Yeah, don't pay attention to the stuff in the back, it's a mess. I'll get there. See what else. Okay. What else? Okay. If you guys have any other questions, let me know. What else can I talk about on that? You know what? Hold on. Let me— I'm looking up something on my phone so I can discuss it with you. Stand by. Oh, I do have a search function. Okay, here we go. I think. Okay, the 9 attributes. Are you guys ready? No. Yeah, what he was saying is when you are practicing the law of attraction from the human consciousness that is ego-driven, taking it into meditation, having the doubt, having the fear, all of that. That's the duality. Okay, the 9 attributes. Let me see. It is the— it's growth, nutrition and nourishment, healing, protection, fulfillment of need and necessity, work and survival, rhythm and spiritual law and order. So when you, um, start to learn and understand the 9 attributes, those are— that's— you can call it the inheritance or whatever it is, the attributes. That is what plays out in your life, guys. Work— what work means in Christ consciousness: getting your mind right. It means getting over that human consciousness, staying in love and knowing and moving forward. That's work. It's not, it's not what the Matrix calls work. Um, okay, Tanya, I had a question thrown at me. The other day, if Eve was Adam's first wife, where did Lilith come from and her children? Okay, so Adam and Eve are true. Um, it's not about Adam's first wife or anything like that. Um, What we were taught about Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden, it's hyperboiled human mind duality thinking. Because again, in that story, Eve took a bite of the apple or pomegranate, whatever. Off the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Duality. That's not how it happened, guys. Um, watch my Matrix series. It talks about that. It talks about, uh, I know, me, I know, baby. Um, so again, a lot of that is just It's just false teaching. So the children, the first children and all of that, guys, it's all of us. It's all of us. We were here. We were here during that time. But again, We didn't birth, you know, coming into these human bodies back then, it wasn't the way it is now, just so you know. So yes, so in the Christ Letters, you'll hear him talk about growth, need and necessity, nutrition and nourishment. In other words, everything that you shouldn't worry about because it is just part of your life and showing up for you when, when you're tuned in and tapped in. Okay. All right, guys, let me see what time— 10:07. I need to get going soon, and obviously feed the hungry cockatoo, or she's just gonna keep doing her thing. All right, any other questions, guys? I want to make sure I've got your questions answered before I move on. Mm, and I have low battery too, so I apologize if this cuts off. Before I officially end it. All right, while you guys are thinking if you have a comment or not, I'm gonna do an overall reading for us for today. I'm using 3 moon decks since we're still under this intense full moon energy. Yeah, of course, keep your questions coming, guys. Yeah, the 9 attributes are amazing, guys. I'm really enjoying your questions because again, there is so much I could talk about. We're all at different, you know, levels and stuff, so keep the questions coming. You guys are not bothering me at all. And don't let ego mind, um, human consciousness start getting in your head and talking if I don't respond or anything like that. Just shut that shit down. Um, so yeah, just know your questions, um, are always welcomed. Nude pictures are not welcome. I think we've already established that, but any of the questions, absolutely. All right, love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. I pour my love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. I have been so out of— like, I can't even believe next week is Christmas. As you know, I'm not even fully done decorating yet, but, um, I bought— I wanted— I don't even know why I'm sharing this because I'm staring at it and you guys can't see it, but I'm going to show it to you. I wanted a sleigh, um, I don't know why, but just to put stuff in it. So, um, I went— well, I actually, I bought two decorations this year. I don't know if you guys can see it. I'll bring it. You guys want to take a little tour? So this is my Nutcracker man. Forgive all the shoes there. Oh shit, cut off his head. There he is. Bought the little Nutcracker man. And can you guys see this? My little sleigh. Anyways, I have no idea why I took a timeout to show you that, but I did. I know, Beanie, I know, I know you need your penis. Mama knows. I know you'll get them. All right, looking forward to having the house done. All right, well, well, looky looky what cards fell out. I mean, given the topic that we've had, right, you guys know I can't make this abundance abundance, gratitude, and growth. Yep, that's what's coming, guys. The more you lean into this spirituality, the Christ consciousness, undoing that human programming, abundance and growth Guys, and here's another thing, what he talked about it being ego-driven. When you know that you know who you are and what Christ consciousness is, this just shows up. You don't have to sit there and try to manifest it. It just does. It happens. If in your past life, yes. All right, guys, one day I'll sit down with you and share where I've come from and how things just now appear in my life, how I got this house, how things just now show up. I am so freaking grateful for it, but my life wasn't like this before. So, all right, clear your mind. Hopefully today's tea time will help you with that. Find a balance. Yep, strive to find a balance daily because again, go easy on yourself, no judgment. You are undoing a program that has been playing for so long. So go easy on yourself. Take a breather. Be real. Be your authentic self. Absolutely. Because guess what? We need you. We need you to help us usher in this Age of Aquarius, help set the tone so Jesus can come back. Guys, we're all gonna see him, don't worry. The Ascended Masters, the angels, Jesus— it's all real. All right, Spirit. Oh, actually, I'm gonna grab a tarot card before I get that one. All right, Spirit, all of you and none of me. What does my collective need to see? And yes, Eve was used by the Matrix to further push down the truth of the feminine energy. Guys, the Age of Aquarius is all about the rise of the feminine energy. We closed out the Age of Pisces, which was the patriarchal age, the age of masculinity. We're now in the matriarch, the mother, the love. Look at this. Yes, keep it up. Reward. Forward. Knight of Pentacles. Steady. Slow and steady in your spirituality will create, or what will show up, the side effect of it is abundance. Absolutely. I just— what? You just answered my question. Yes, absolutely. It will all just be there, guys. Doubt and fear keep us stuck. It makes us work like crazy when that's not the only thing you need to be working at is getting your mind right. Well, and showing up for yourself, but you know what I mean in that context. You guys saw that pop out, right? You saw how that popped out. Can I get a witness? This is a full moon card, Surrender to the Divine. What energy are we under right now? Full moon. And surrendering to the divine is surrendering to