The Awakening Doctor LIVE insight sessions

Hey guys, hey guys, hey guys. All right, give me a moment to get set up. Get this earbud out of my ear. All right, all right, all right. How is everybody today? If you're popping in, let me know if you joined me this morning for tea time. All right, sorry guys, I had planned on being all set up, but You know how it goes. Hey, Jilly Banes! Oh, you did? Oh, I'm on. I can't see it yet. Yeah, we just had a kerfuffle downstairs. I say we, it's just the bird and I in here. I have Cody, but I heard, um, Coco losing it, and she has different sounds and words for different types of things, but the way she was sounding was like there was an intruder in the house. What the heck? So anyways, um, I just figured she was a bit upset. Got the lizard in front of the fireplace, Lord Lizard. He loves it there. Um, anyways, then I heard Cody losing it right as I'm about to go on, so I thought, oh my God, So I had to go downstairs, and needless to say, I got Cody here. Coco's downstairs. Um, Cody had escaped. He's a— he is a Houdini. And so he was over in the fruit basket eating my bananas. Thanks, dude. Hello, Josh! How are you? Yay, you were at tea time! How did you like it? Hey Kathy, Sherry, Shannon, Jilly Jill. Yeah, it was a lot of reading. All right, so anyways, I got Mr. Naked Pants here and I just gave him some snacks, but He's looking at me like, Mom, you're live, I want to be over there with you. No, no, you're good, you're good over there. All right, so let's see what is going on today. Yeah, next week is gonna get a little bit more interesting, um, kind of piecing all of the puzzle pieces together. Yeah, you know, Jill, I have thought about that. I have. I would love to because my crew is very interesting and unpredictable. I wonder where they get that from. But getting all of them in one area and Fight Club not breaking out, it's possible. But when the camera comes on and they know it's on, they're like different kids. Yeah, yeah, it's definitely like Ace Ventura over here. Coco has decided she's in love with Lord Lizard. Um, and loves to give him kisses, and he's all for it. It's just you never know what's going on. All right, let's see. All right, Spirit, all of you and none of me, show me the cards I need to see what is going on with the collective today. How are you guys feeling the energy? I'm liking the energy, but it's very, um, interesting. Lots of unexpected weird things going on, but I'm here for it. Yeah, you're right, I don't speak about Fight Club. I don't— half the deck fell out. I'm not taking that. We don't— we'll call Fight Club book club now, and we don't talk about book club. Yay, Shannon! I'm glad you're feeling fabulous. Cherry, yep, we don't talk about Fight Club or book club. All right, first rule. Can you guys— are you guys already feeling like the change in energy? And we're about to close out February tomorrow and start March. I'm already feeling this new March energy, and I believe we just came out of the post-Mercury retrograde shadow phase. So yeah, all right. Mm-hmm. All right, here's what we're starting out with. Yeah, yes, I'm feeling all the Pisces roller coaster in all ways. Okay, the overall energy here, we're starting out with Totality, the Creator. And Postponement. This kind of sums up almost all the readings this week. It's been very dualistic energy, you know, um, moving forward, leaning in, saying yes to the adventure, but then there's the resistance, that claw that wants to pull you back. So you have to ask yourself, is this postponement out of fear and doubt? And postponement could be procrastination and things like that. Um, ask yourself, where are you maybe not showing up for yourself in a bigger way? Where are you still having some maybe excuses? Guys, we're great at storytelling to ourselves and giving ourselves excuses, um, whether it's to do something, not to do something. You know, monkey mind loves to talk us into and out of things. So this is really saying, you know, what, what has you on the other side looking out instead of, albeit if you need to, opening the window and jumping out of it? All right. Josh, I'm feeling your energy, and when I feel your energy, I'm looking at the Judgment card. Um, I love the energy off this card personally. Um, this is talking about awakening, um, at a, at a deeper level. This feels as if You've been on a precipice of change or breakthrough, um, for a while now, and it's almost, it's almost like at certain times you wanted to throw in the towel and give up, but at the last minute you don't, and you still pull through. It's almost like an energy of kind of questioning yourself, like, how am I even still here? You know, how am I doing this? Feels like you have been accepting parts of yourself at a different level, um, than you did before. Things about you that in your mind or your energy you didn't want to accept, you have it. I just feel like this push through As I'm looking at this, you know, her authentic self is coming from her heart space. That's where your soul lives, it's in your heart. And it just feels like you're at this point of just opening up and saying, yeah, yeah, you know, I accept me, whatever it is. Almost like you're finally saying, you know what, I'm gonna go with the flow. I'm not gonna try to control it. I'm not going to post bone anymore. Um, you're turning that fear into courage, and the universe is going to meet you at that. March is going to be a very good, favorable month for you. Um, the number 2 during March feels like it's going to be very significant for you. Okay. Let's see. Sorry guys, I don't even like to hear myself sip, but you know your girl gets thirsty and hungry when I do these readings. All right, uh, Awesome, Josh, thank you for validating that. Okay, who in here— I'm gonna start reading these cards, I'm gonna hold them up. If it's your story, claim it, let me know. This could even be for a few of you. I'm looking at the Seven of Wands, Three of Cups, Page of Pentacles, and King of Cups. As much as I wanted to read them separately, I'm not able to at this point. This is interesting. Um, feels like this King of Cups is the energy that I'm picking up on the most. So whoever this is, or this is going to resonate for, you're in this King of Cups energy. You have a lot of deep feelings or strong feelings. It could be about a person, place, thing, whatever, but, um, you don't let it out. You don't let it show. You really want to come together with people, whether it's for dinner, hangout, um, celebrations, just, you know, friendship, companionship, but You've gone through a lot, and the Seven of Wands, you know, with her up in, in her energetic bubble here, um, okay, I feel like you have a lot of deep emotions. You want to move towards something Actually, there's somebody you're not being fully honest with, that you— maybe this is you. Maybe you're not being honest with yourself. Let me try to explain this energy that I'm picking up. You want to be with friends, family, community, whatever it is. However, you're very much in singular energy. Deep down you want this, but at the same time you don't want it. This could be a dream. This could be— I mean, it could be anything. The overall message is don't, don't give up yet. Don't get bored in this, um, journey. Get really honest with yourself. Yourself. What do you want for you? What do you want for you? Not what others want for you, but what do you want for you? Because it feels like whoever this is for, you want to go in a completely different direction. This can even be about you— to honor yourself and go in a different direction, you need to walk away, um, from some people. Is this resonating with anyone out there? No, Cynthia, um, it's this energy of almost, um, waffling back and forth with yourself on what you want out of life. Um, this could be, you know, the dream career, the dream job. Sherry, me maybe. You drop the earth and water and— yeah. Okay, um, take the time that you need to really feel into what you want, because when you open your heart space and get honest to what you want, you're gonna get what you want. Ah, Josh, this could be you as well. Like I said, so wait a minute, it's got to be— there we go. That's how I'm looking at it. And then we have this in the middle. This energy is all about you're saying and doing things opposite of how you truly feel. You'd rather just kind of sit in the bubble and kind of hope this goes away than push through. Oh, sorry guys, the dogs are losing it. Cody's over here. Flapping his wings like he's gonna take flight. Who are you kidding, Poppy? You don't even like to fly. Yeah, when I went downstairs, like I said, you'll hear him run across the floor. I have hardwood floors. Last night when he did this, he was running across the floor going wee wee as he's running. Wee wee wee. So the bird is a nut. Yeah, I'm talking about you. I am. Okay, yeah, I'm telling you guys, I swear I have a picture. I'm gonna post it. It's of the lizard after, uh, I wiped his butt with a baby wipe because it was dirty. I get it, he's a lizard, he doesn't like cold wet things on his bottom. But I did it anyways. The look he gives me after, it's hysterical. It's like you could hear his thoughts. Woman, what the hell is wrong with you? Okay, for those that what I was just talking about resonates, how I was saying to keep pushing through because what is on the other side, this is what you're gaining the courage to move towards. Ace of Pentacles. You choose what's in your heart. Step into your authenticity. Stability, money, finances, all of that. This— and I know right now You could be feeling like the Page of Pentacles, like, oh my God, how can I make this work? What's this, you know, what's going to happen? But in this, there's like long— I don't know if you guys can see it— like roots coming off of this pentacle. You are about to get an ROI, return on investment, of things that you planted a long time ago, that they needed to grow roots. And when I talk about planting, um, and manifesting, I'm talking about— this is, this, this is karmic, meaning you have sowed a lot of good karmic debt. Just like negative karmic debt that we need to clear, positive karmic debt results in a payout, in dividends. The work that you're putting in on yourself, going with the flow, breaking yourself open, your heart space, accepting all of you, is leading you into a more abundant, more stable life. All right, Jelly Beans, are you in here still, ma'am? Ma'am? I just— I'm in a weird mood, guys. I just like to have fun. Jilly, are you here? Speak up, speak up. Kelly, hey, haven't seen you in a while. Been thinking about you. Well, Miss Jilly Jill, moving on. Love you, girl, but moving on. We'll put your little card to the side. Alright. Cynthia, Cynthia, Cynthia. Thank you. You broke your what? Hold on. Sorry guys. I can get up close. You broke— I'm assuming that's wrist. I'm going to assume that's wrist. Ouchie. All right, Cynthia, Miss Cynthia, Miss Cynthia, what message does spirit have for you? Queen of Cups. Apparently I can't hold on to cards either. Cody, you're looking suspect. Don't act the fool, we're live. Queen of Cups, my dear. So fitting, um, for you. I know that emotionally you have been going through a lot. What I want to say with this card is I want to encourage you. You're doing better than you're giving yourself credit for. Stay out of your head as much as possible right now because remember how I was talking about this postponement and that, that claw of the past wanting to pull you back? It's wanting you to get in your head. Because when you're in your head, your emotions are just spilling out all over the place from that altered ego state. Don't listen to monkey mind. You are more in control and coming from a better place than say even 6 months ago. Exactly, it is, it really, really is. But you're, you're going through this, you're learning the difference between finite mind, monkey mind, the human consciousness. And guys, the human consciousness can only come from fear, doubt, and the 5 human habits. Judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, and shame. So anytime that inner dialogue has you in any of that energy, it's absolutely 100% altered ego, because your I Am presence, your soul, Christ consciousness, you know, whatever you want to call it, only comes from love. It can't come from any of that. All right, hey, hey everybody! Interesting, this is the Two of Cups, and in this deck two different colored arms. It was very interesting, um, the energy I got off of this feels as if there has been, um, some issues in a family, um, Could be cultural differences, it can be race differences, and so forth. Feels like somebody is like really worn down and tired fighting this battle. Hang on, I can't see the comment. Let me see. Oh, okay. Yeah, sorry guys, it's so tiny. Okay. Um, whatever this conflict is, however it's playing out in your experience, whether it's cultural differences, age differences, um, racial differences, whatever the differences are, this has been a long battle, a long journey. You feel worn down, um, There is going to be a shift in this, in this energy. Um, whoever this is resonating for, let go of the past energy of it and all the schematics of who's done what, this, that, and the other. Because a whole new cycle is coming and it is going to be much better than what— it feels like there was this outside jealousy energy that didn't like the choices you made. Um, and this energy, while it comes across as loving, it's very toxic at the same time. You never know what side of the coin you're going to get. Keep your focus on you, your healing, your happiness. Keep giving this over to the divine because it is going to work out. Got the Sun card right on top of this energy, and this energy is very, um, divisive. Is— I guess that's the best way I could put it. So, and it may not have to do with race, cultures, or anything like that. This is an energy of somebody out of fear and doubt and their own issues trying to come in between other people. Um. Okay, I hope that resonated for somebody. All right. Hey Kelly, awesome! Jelly Beans, you've arrived again! Hello ma'am, did you bring me back some water? Some water, some water. You had the Fool card. I know it's been an emotional roller coaster. Um, there's some planetary alignments right now helping Pisces out in this. You're more ready than you fully give yourself credit for to throw caution to the wind. And the reason I say that is look at this energy on the card and go in a new direction with no guilt, no shame, no, no anything but pure love and Love and happiness towards yourself and life. And I Oh, you can't put— okay, all right, I'm gonna move decks as I continue. What are you doing, Mr. Man? At least you're not screaming, so I'll take that. All right, let's See, Michelle, Michelle, Michelle, Michelle. Spirit, what message do you have for Michelle? The Hierophant. Feels as if you are about to, um You may have already met this person. If not, you are about to meet this person, and it is going to be somebody like a spiritual guide or a mentor. Um, The energy that I'm getting is like, uh, whoever this person is is going to help open your eyes to a hidden talent or something like that within you. There is a gift, a talent, whatever you want to call it wanting to come out, and I don't feel like you see it. Um, I do feel like through the years people have mentioned this, or, oh, you should do this, things like that, but you've never felt comfortable doing it. And it almost feels like you kind of resisted this for a little while, but you're going to feel very comfortable with this person. This again— teacher, coach, whatever it is, um, where you've resisted learning about this or from certain people, you're just going to open up to it. I hope that makes sense. Queen of Swords, Miss Jenny. Feels like you are really digging deep at your own thoughts about yourself and your own truths. Um, Feels as if there were some truths you didn't want to look at, but you faced them. You looked at them. You— I just get this energy of, I want the truth, the whole truth, I want the damn truth. That it's just what keeps coming through. You're gonna get truth. You are about to get some truths, um. And it's going to set you free. These truths, don't be afraid of them, any of that. Let it go. Yeah, as that fell off. Yeah, stay out of the Nine of Swords. Stay out of your head. Don't make up stories about it or analyze it. None of that. You don't have any time for mental masturbation. You don't have any of that time, so let it all go. Okay, um, let's see. Cynthia, Joe, Jenny, who else is in here? I did Michelle. Kelly. Miss Kelly, you still in here? Cynthia, my dear. Oh, Ace of Swords for you. I like it, I like it, I like it. Um, this is a big yes. This is a big yes, yes, yes, yes, yes to the question that you have been ruminating on as soon as you got on here. It's an absolute yes. Miss Kelly, Seven of Pentacles. Look at that card, Miss Kelly. Keep focusing on you. And you're healing. This is a timeout right now. There's a lot of, um, I'm looking at these Pentacles and what I'm getting off of them is truth. There's a lot of truths that need to come out on both sides. There will be a time where you both can come and have that conversation when the defenses aren't so high. Until that time comes, keep your focus on you. Okay, all right, you guys, now I'm like really hungry again. Gotta eat. All right, so my dears, Julie, what were you having everybody crack up about? Wait till you see the pic. Which picture? Should have baby powered it after. What? No, I don't clip, um, their wings. Cody, um, Cody can't fly very far. He can fly a little bit. He's more like flies down. Um, when I rescued him He— it was a sad, it was a sad thing. But the lady, the lady bought him as a baby who didn't really know much about birds and just wanted a bird that would talk and all of this. I got the call, he was maybe 6 months old. I got a call from the breeder who sold this lady this bird and asked if I would go and get the bird and take care of him. So I go and I go to get him and he's in a tiny cage in a dark garage with blankets all over him. And as soon as we walked in there, he just started screaming this horrendous scream. And she was all upset. She's like, he won't play with toys, he won't do anything, he just screams. And I'm like, okay, really? Obviously not very happy. So she didn't want him because he wasn't talking. He's 6 months old, okay? And she ended up picking out an Eclectus. An Eclectus has way different nutritional needs than a cockatoo or a macaw or whatever. All she wanted was— she wanted it to talk. Um, anyways, that was the first time I saw Cody, and I had a little travel carrier. He looked at me, went right into there, and he was screaming all the way until I got him into my car and I closed the door and turned the car on. I kid you not, this guy, 6 months old, turns to me and just says, hi. And I went, oh, all right. Homie talked all the way home, and it was, it was a long ride home. I was in California at the time, and just traffic alone. But from the moment I got him and brought him home, I mean, I didn't even have a cage for him or anything at first. It was that last minute. Um, he, he was a great bird. He talked He played with toys. He loves snacks. I mean, he's my in-house comedian. He did not like her, but whatever happened in her care, um, he can't fly right and there's an issue with his feet. So, um, he has— it's not really like arthritis, but I have to kind of get in there and massage it and things. So he's the guy that will crawl down and he'll run all over the house. Like, he could fly upstairs. Does he? No, he takes the stairs. Yeah, I'm talking smack about you. So that's little Cody Bee. I can't see all the comments. You're right. Oh, the lizard! Oh gosh, yes. Let me see. I don't know if you guys can— I'll post it. But Lord Lizard, his name is Spike, I call him Lord Lizard. This is the most pampered lizard and he's got this amazing personality. Okay, let me see, here it is. Hopefully you guys can see this. Like I said, I'll post it, but that's the look I get I got right after I wiped his dirty bottom with a baby wipe. He's just looking at me like, what is wrong with you? I don't actually know. This isn't technically— it wasn't my lizard. This is my son's partner's lizard. So, um, but he I think is like 10. They may live, I don't know, 10, 14 years, something like that. This guy, with the life he's living now, my goodness. I'm a slave, by the way. You know, I offered him one day, I offered him a piece of kale. I had no idea that kale would change both of our lives. Because he became very entitled with that kale. Of course, my pug— you guys have heard my stories about my Goomba pug— she had an obsession with the lizard. And we make jokes because she would just lose her mind, and we're like, what is she training him? This lizard is very much like my pug. What? He's like, yeah, have you ever felt— yeah, I know. Oh, and right before that though, so, you know, he doesn't like just like to lay out in front of the fireplace. He likes to be under a blanket, of course. So I had him under the blanket and then he got too warm, so he turns around. So he had his head hiding under the blanket and his butt to the fire, warming his butt. Well, and then he went to the bathroom because that's what they do once they warm up, they go to the bathroom. So I cleaned it up. I went to clean him up with the wipe, and that look was like, woman, it took me 4 hours in front of the fire to warm my butt, and now you just wiped it with a cold rag. What is your problem? Anyways, anyways, guys, thank you for just letting me ramble. All right, I am going to hop off. Cody looks like he's gonna head over here any moment, and we don't need him over here running amok with another card. So guys, thank you so much for hanging out. I hope, um, these little readings gave you some sort of clarity for today. I'm gonna go rest and be back at it next week. By the way, the webinar is Tuesday, March 1st, 10 AM Eastern Time. All right guys, hope to see you there. Bye!