This your message? It's darkest before the dawn - heart chakra opening - the choice is yours!

Hello, beautiful heart. Thank you for clicking on this video. I am Dr. Denae Arias, the Awakening Doctor, and I'm here to do today's energy reading, your YCAL. Your cells are listening. What do you need to know today? How are you guys feeling? Let me know in the comments. It is the Beginning of a brand new month. Have you felt the shift in the energy? Are you ready for this month? We've got the new moon coming in tomorrow, new moon in Pisces. Hey, hey, my Pisces gang, my fish tank gang! For all of my March Pisces babies, happy birthday to you guys! All right, what are we starting out with? We have Nourish the Soul, Do Not Fear the Unknown. This is going to be a theme every day. This month, actually this whole year. Do not fear the unknown. The unknown is what altered ego wants to keep you away from. Altered ego is a programming. It wants to keep you in that same programming. Another way for me to say this is it's like altered ego is its own sitcom. It goes by a script. It cannot deviate from the script. It can use different players, different actors, but at the end of the day, it always comes from doubt, fear, and the 5 human habits. Um, an altered ego owns the crown on keeping us in fear from the unknown, but it's in the unknown where the magic happens. You have a choice every moment of every day. You could focus on the fear of the unknown and everything that could go wrong, or you can focus on the infinite possibilities of what can go right. Use your energy wisely. For those of you that are really, um, struggling right now emotionally, physically, mentally, nourish your soul. This could even be just releasing, stepping away from the anger, the frustration, the hurt, the monkey mind, whatever it is going on for you, finding something that you can distract yourself from whatever's happening so you can nourish your soul. I'm just feeling like, um, rest is needed. More water, higher vibrational foods, um Challenge yourself this month of March. Part of nourishing the soul is bringing the thoughts and feelings into balance. Nourish your mind, nourish your thoughts. When you catch yourself being negative, um, or down on yourself Flip it around. Don't let altered ego monopolize— monopolize— eek— the conversation in your head. This feels like this is what the challenge is, especially right now. Um, seek the lesson. February was an intense time. We were really forced to look at our authenticity, our truth, love. That was the big theme. That theme carries on into March in that February helped us raise our vibration by clearing out a lot of the density that was weighing us down, that stinking thinking, whatever it is for you. But if you haven't been able to turn the corner yet on whatever it was that went down, seek the lesson. Because out of everything, there is a, a lesson. The lesson is the blessing. And I don't mean that not every— that other things aren't going to happen good. They That's not what I'm saying. What I'm saying is when you seek the lesson, you gain illumination, knowledge, wisdom, more light, those aha moments. It helps you release the matrix programming and those human habits. All right, since we've got the new moon coming in tomorrow, let's get a Moon Oracle. Whoa, card! All right, that one wanted to come out. Change. Absolutely. I don't know about you guys, but I know I feel different. I just feel different in my consciousness, in my body, my thoughts, my feelings, everything. And you know, I've been on this path for a while. But, um, this time, this— the energies, how they have co-conspired to bring us to this point of being able to turn within and radically accept ourselves, all of us, and come from a place of love. Because guys, love is the answer. Love wins. If you're coming from that place of hurt, frustration, anger, control, that fractured idea of love, and trying to, um, ultimatums, things like that, that's, that's the old way. That's no longer gonna work out for you. As— let me rephrase that. Keep— if with this new energy, and guys, we're just going to keep increasing on this energy, moving more into a 5D realm where light and love are the rulers, or the way, however you want to put it, um All right, overall what I'm feeling this energy is, is for someone who is just really fighting and struggling with yourself. You want to change, but at the same time you're really stuck in all that altered ego programming. To where you're not even able to hear how to move forward. It's like a 4-year-old on the playground throwing a tantrum. That's what needs to change, because that's altered ego losing its grip, freaking out. But look, change. You are in a time of great change. That's what this has been. I want to hold that up again. It's 35, so that reduces to 8. Surrender. Surrender to the change. Surrender the— that grip to stay in control, to come from a place of control. Look, I didn't notice till right now, this is 26, another 8. Now we got double 8s, we got magic on the board, guys. Holy crud monkeys! Holy cannolis! We have two 8s here, we have 44 here. Attraction. Yeah, guys, this has been so intense and so up and down. I'm just gonna leave it at intense. You know what's going on. Stop fearing the unknown. It's not going to serve you anymore the way that it used to, coming from that place of control and fear and the old ideas of love and what it looks like and how people should be and all of that. It's time for change. You need to be able to surrender, let go of the parts of you that hurt. Because then you move into the realm of the unknown and attract to you what you desire and what you vibrate with. I love it. I love this energy because, guys, it's right here. And look, 8, 8, and 44. What's 4 and 4? 8. Triple 8s. Double fours, master numbers. This is huge, guys. You are so uncomfortable right now because the Divine is trying to guide you, and you are that toddler kicking and screaming and fighting and trying to get louder and more obnoxious to not go to bed. In my example, the toddler doesn't want to go to bed. For those of you with kids, you have all suffered the wrath of a toddler who doesn't want to go to sleep. So ask yourself, is that your altered ego? Is that what— is that what is going on? Because if it is get stern with yourself. Put your altered ego to bed because altered ego is keeping you away from what you want, what you desire. Meaning you're not comfortable in this energy, you want out of that, but you are fearing the unknown. You're fearing You're fearing love that you've— that you don't understand. You believe it, that it's out there, but you haven't experienced it. And as much as you want it, you're repelling it. It's that law of paradoxical intent that I talk about, um. March is going to be an action month, and if you use this energy to come from love and see everything with eyes of love— and I know it's not easy at first depending on where you're at in your journey and what's going on and through the hurt and pain, but you are made in the image and likeness of God. The Matrix, Matrix beliefs that creates the pain. King of Cups, Justice in reverse, and Seven of Wands. Okay, so there's something going on that you have deep emotions about. You guys, this probably isn't going to resonate for everybody, but, um, for those that this does resonate for, I want to reach out and just give each one of you a hug. Um, the situation is bringing up childhood memories that have caused a lot of pain and heartbreak, and it's been playing out in all the different relationships of love, whether that's friendship, romantic, doesn't matter. It's this fractured sense of love. And remember when I was talking about you want love, you know it's out there, this unconditional love, but you haven't experienced it, so there's that fear. That's what I'm picking up off this King of Cups. I've Don't think I've ever gotten that off of the King of Cups, but I'm getting that now in this energy, in this reading. And look at this Justice card in reverse. See the difference in the light? Um, This Justice in reverse in this spread, to me, is reminiscing or reviewing in your mind, um, the injustices that have been done to you. That's what you need to surrender, um. Seven of Wands. Sevens can be challenging. I personally really like the number 7. It's that energy, um, well, in the tarot, the 7 is the energy of that point where you're not sure if you want to keep moving forward, whether it's a project, relationship, whatever, um, or you just kind of want to give it and just kind of sit there and do nothing. It's that type of energy. But I actually love the number 7 as its own vibration, um, And this is speaking to me about not giving up, knowing that there is a better way or another way to look at the situation, look at things, and release. And this for me is a card of empowerment. She knows she's dealing with some stuff because over here we've got the Five of Wands. We've got the arguing, the bickering, the chaos, you know, just all of that. She's not looking at that. She's in her own energetic protective bubble. Yes, she's facing Justice in reverse and King of Cups, but her eyes are closed. Her attention isn't on them, but she's facing that way because she is connecting and going within, getting quiet, not allowing the opinions or actions of others to disturb her peace. Because when you put your focus on other people, what they're doing, what they're not doing, this, that, and the other— when you put your focus here, you are not living your life. You are living your life based on outside factors. And if you're in your head trying to figure things out on how to get the— these people to act right or whatever, here's the key: you go within, you make this change, you surrender that energy Because you attract what you feel. The Divine is really trying to get your attention to let you know, hey, hey, I love you. What you know and were taught and have experienced about love, that's not how it's supposed to be. That's the lie. Love isn't judgment, condemnation, guilt, shame, or blame. That's what we were taught it was. There is no God Who judges? God is love. God is perfection, light, and love. Okay, the Magician in reverse and the Hanged Man in reverse. Piscean energy. I don't like seeing the Magician in reverse, but it is fitting with the energy I'm picking up on this spread, this energy that you're trying to get away from. It is a manipulative type of energy. It wants to control the energy, the people, what people do, this, that, and the other, all based on what this person feels is right. So in other words, this energy is making— or is trying to weave it. So let's just use these people, whoever they are, do what this person deems is best for them, not what each one of these people get to decide what's best for them. The Magician in reverse, this for me is about manipulation. The Hanged Man, this is a Piscean card, um, but this is in reverse. So I like that because this means that there is a part of you, even though you might be stuck in this programming, you want out. You want to see a different perspective. There is something within you that knows there's a better and different way, but it has been so scary for you to allow yourself to try that way because you keep going back to this in your mind. All right. See, what's going to heal the broken heart, the fragments, is true love. True unconditional love. And true love doesn't have to be romantic, guys. True love. I mean, there's toxic love amongst friends, amongst family, co-workers, whatever. There could be true love in all of that. And what is that? That's that unconditional love that even through the differences, differences of opinions, whatever it is, that both people are coming from a place of love. They're not coming from judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, and shame. When you don't come from that, you don't end up with this. You don't cause it and you don't receive it because that's not what you're putting out. You can only get back what you put out. Love is going— love is the only thing that's going to heal this. Unconditional 5D love, not this Matrix 3D love That's where this comes from, which is really obsession and control. And altered ego is not your friend. No. Take a few moments and ask yourselves, when did you first feel this energy that you're experiencing? Because it, it helped, it helped solidify the programming that love has to be painful and chaotic. And that's not truth. What I feel, I make real. Yeah, I like that. Shift happens. That's what's happening, guys. You're going through this major shift, this upgrade, these major transformations. They're very uncomfortable. They can be very, very scary. And it's only for you to push through. You have to push through that door because it's like you're trapped, um, in a room and you keep trying to find your way out, but as soon as you get to the door, put your hand on it, you want to open it, all that fear, all the heartache, all that just comes back and you just get back in the room and then you just kind kind of walk around like you're blind trying to get out. Keep your heart open. Many of you guys, especially those that are dealing with this fear, um, this broken heart, whatever it is, I just feel a lot of fear around it. Part of the process of moving from 3D love to 5D love is the heart chakra opening. And when the heart chakra opens, it's releasing out all of this pain. You have to release the stuff before you can heal. You can't heal an infection with the infection still in it. You got to let it breathe, let it Release. But when you do this, it opens up. It can feel scary. It feels like, you know, you're being pulled back into all of this. Guys, it is opening up so you can release it. It's in that moment, if you go back into the old ways of handling this that toxic broken love place. Sorry, as soon as I said that, I saw this card, Detoxify. Yeah, and essentially your heart is— your heart chakra is opening. Your heart is detoxifying from all of this. This has been a long time coming. You are a formidable force. Your alter ego is a big asshole, you know it. But now that wants release. So as you go through this, as you open up to the 5D love, open up and accept all of you, your heart chakra opens, these wounds detoxify, Healing comes. Yeah, honor your feelings. Just because you feel a certain way doesn't mean it's truth. Feelings are— they're not truth, they're not false, they just are. You get feelings from what you think. Your thoughts activate your feelings. So if you got stinking thinking going on in your brain guess what? Or in your mind, you're gonna have stinking thinking or stinking feeling feelings. This is how we're designed. This is how it works. Yes, I know we weren't taught that, but now we're learning. And so yeah, it is scary and painful right before the breakthrough. But once you break through, you don't go back here. Why? Because you know that energy so well, because you sought the lesson in all of it. You are not responsible for everybody. You are responsible for you. When you start mastering your thoughts and emotions, you change. Your consciousness changes, your energy vibration changes. Those are you— those who are connected to your energy can feel the change, and it prompts them. Whoa, that was interesting. All right. It's time to release negativity. Wasn't that like the theme of this? Seriously, what do you need to release? Oh, in case you're still watching and you're still questioning, is this really your reading, step out of your comfort zone, my friend. Outside of your comfort zone is where the magic happens, and that is where you are going to transform your life. You are here for a purpose. You are meant for more. You are not meant to be living a life being broke, busted, broken down— body, mind, feelings. No, that is not your purpose. You are here to bring the light, hold the light, and help raise the vibration of everybody else on the planet. You don't have time to live the Matrix life of less than. And I don't care, you could be a billionaire watching me and still be empty and hurting inside. It's not about the bank account, it's not about the materialisms. About your consciousness. All right, you guys, I hope that helped you. And until the next video, I'm sending you oceans and oceans of love. Namaste. Bye-bye.