Trigger Warning: Monkey Mind doesn't want you to hear this!

Hello, beautiful heart. Thank you for clicking on this video. I am Dr. Denae Arias, The Awakening Doctor, and I am here to do today's spirit message for the collective. And I want to start out a little different today. I was gifted this beautiful sound bowl from somebody who is very dear to my heart, and it's with so much love, appreciation, and gratitude, uh, that I want to share this with you. I have been using this in private, and I love the vibrations that this sound bowl gives off. It is a welcome and beautiful addition to my sound bowl collection. So here we go. Are you guys ready? I'm going to clear the energy with this, and as the bowl sings, allow the vibrations to get into a cellular level for you. All right, here we go. So we are still under the full moon energy, full moon in Cancer. It's packing a wallop today. The North Node is in Taurus. We have Venus retrograde, we got Mercury retrograde, lots of spotlights on relationships and love. And if you guys are focusing on the other person at this time and not focusing on you, you could be missing a divine opportunity. Do not let ego steal this from you, guys. I know ego isn't, um, the easiest to keep back. That's also monkey mind. But, um, that's what you've been going through. That's what all 2020, 2021, and first part of 2022 has has been calling for all of us, for us to go inward, get our attention off of others and look at ourselves. Look and see where we have patterns, limiting beliefs that we keep giving our power away and keep attracting more situations like we're trying to get rid of, you know. I've been seeing this a lot, and it's been coming at me a lot as well. People wanting to manipulate energy, guys, that's ego. And those of us who have gone ahead, charted the course, so to speak, or not even charted the course but have walked that walk, we can see it, we can feel it. And there comes a time in everybody's life where you either, you know, make that choice to continue doing the way you've always done and you're okay and comfortable with that, or you make that choice change to say no. You know what, giving in to my ego desires, yeah, it feeds the moment, but in the end It's a bigger crater of— it's like opening the wound even bigger. Um, so yeah, and also guys, tarot, tarot readings, all of that, they're a great tool to look and see what is going on. Excuse me. If you use that information or you view tarot as a direct flashlight into you. This tarot isn't about predicting the future or, um, you know, manipulating others. It's none of that. It really is to gain insight— excuse me, I'm going to sneeze again— um, gain insight into your journey, into yourself, and how to get out of ego But if you're going from reading to reading to reading, wanting a specific outcome, you're setting yourself up. Just gonna put it out there. I know readers don't talk about this, but you know what? I'm not just a reader. I'm a spiritual teacher and mentor, and I would be doing you a disservice if I didn't bring this out in the open. Now, bringing it out in the open, like I said, over the past couple of months this energy has been growing and growing. Um, so when you are already in your head, in ego mind, wanting a specific outcome for a reading, that is control manipulation, and it is 100% ego. And your mind can always turn everything around and make it fit the storyline you want. So ask yourself, are you really watching this? Are you really wanting to change, or are you wanting validation for your ego desires? That's something only you can answer. And I'm bringing this across as a loving public service announcement, because if you're in that energy and that's what you're looking for, know that you are creating a bigger hole that you're trying to get out of. So wanted to get that out there because I could feel it in the energy really heavy. I felt it a lot yesterday, and I was like, no, it's the full moon, not going to say anything yet. And then, um, this was kind of on my heart since about 2 o'clock this morning. Um, so here it is. Just, I hope that helps somebody, because when you're in ego, your spiritual ears are closed off. You cannot hear the message that Spirit is trying to get to you. You're literally in resistance, putting up a sign saying nope, but, but, but. You're not hearing what Spirit wants you to hear. You're not seeing your golden keys to get you out of this situation. Instead, you're stuck in that ego and wanting to argue and want your way. It's manipulation, it's selfish, and it's narcissistic. And if that's the case, I'm just going to let you know in love now, I'm not the reader for you. I will not tolerate manipulation, emotional manipulation, ego manipulation, any of that. I will not. I will not. So just letting everybody know. All right, let's jump into today's reading. We're starting with Grounded. Action and Gift. So yeah, all right, for those of you, um, in that kind of ego energy, that masculine energy, wanting to make something work for yourself or what have you, you're spinning your wheels because you're not grounded. Get grounded, guys. Ground yourself before taking action. Because when you do, when you ground yourself, you're pushing out that human, those human desires, that human mental masturbation and trying to control and all of that. If you're taking action before being grounded, it's ego. And you're gonna get more ego stuff. If, however, you can get grounded, then you take action. The divine gifts that are lined up and waiting for you will then appear. If you're taking action in ego Not saying you won't get gifts, you can, but it'll be fleeting, it'll be illusions, and it won't, it won't be what you want. All right, I'm really trying to move out of that energy, but I can feel it. I can feel it now as I'm pulling these cards, um, Judgment, Six of Swords reversed, Three of Wands reversed, and Six of Cups. Okay, so All right, we're starting off with Judgment. And then Six of Swords. Um, the Divine is trying to get you to see something, to, to get honest with yourself. If you don't, the Divine is going to come in and the lesson will be swift. And it will, it'll be swift. Six of Swords in reverse. You're not moving away from something. This is very stubborn energy. Again, guys, um, this is not directed to any one person. This is collectively. I have been feeling this build. The human ego does not want to let go. Yeah, see, Six of Swords is a movement card. Three of Wands is a movement card as well. For me, it's about wanting to go in a different direction, choose a new path, travel, things like that. It's in reverse with this. You're, you're stuck. You're not going anywhere, and it's because of love. And I get it, you know, love is being highlighted right now, but the part— the— I don't want you to miss this. The spiritual awakening journey is about awakening to what love really is. It is not this Matrix love that you've experienced. What do I mean by that? Matrix love, which is that false love, it's duality love, good and bad. Um, it's not unconditional, it's actually conditionally based. There's a lot of control and manipulation um, and you're not wanting to move out of that energy. So now that we know, I mean, we, we get where we're at, right? So if you can face your own ego, put that aside, move into the High Priestess mode energy turning within, going up, focusing on your spirituality, your gifts, growing, um, putting your attention on higher things. When you do that, all of this other human ego energy is put to the side. So guys, here's, here's the overall answer. Can, um, can you have the love you want, the person you want, the relationship you want? Absolutely you can. But here's your choice: how do you want it? Do you want it with the same energy that you're trying to manifest it in, or do you want this connection to be emotional fulfillment, be happiness? Um, because if you do, you need to change your perception and your energy, the way you come at it. And that is solitude. Look, these are solitude cards: High Priestess, Seven of Wands, and Eight of Pentacles. To have your Nine of Pentacles and your soulmate love, you need to spend time with yourself, focusing on you. And for those of you that are, oh, I have been, I've been doing the work, blah, blah, blah. Okay, that's great. But remember, I tell you, we have a multi-body system. The work has to be cleared on all those levels. If you have not gotten down to the root, if you have not faced yourself completely, gotten down to the bottom, and you're still in this chaotic, control, frantic energy You still have more work to do. There's no judgment in that, guys. We don't have just one dark night of the soul. There are multiples. Seven of Wands. What do you want? Take some time for you to decide and then work diligently on that. Spirit, give me more on this Judgment card. One more, and yeah. This is about foundations. That's too many, so I'm just going to take the two that are upright or flipped over. Justice and Queen of Swords. These are actually supposed to be over here. Yeah, I feel whoever this reading is resonating for, you're trying to sit in the Queen of Swords energy. You're all in your mind trying to figure this out, manifest from your mind. You never want to manifest from your mind because all that's going to do is keep you in this chaotic, confused energy. Tell me more about the Seven of Wands. Queen of Pentacles. Yeah, and for some of you, you may literally need to have a little bonfire, campfire, whatever, stare into that release and allow the Divine to speak to you. Because you're supposed to be more in this Queen of Pentacles energy, which is grounded, it's nurturing, it's abundant, it is love, it's solid, it's secure. But until you make that choice to drop the current energy This is going to be out of reach. Oops, that one fell on the floor. Yeah, if you want the recognition, the reward, the happiness boils down to you have to change the energy you're in. Nobody could do that for you but you. You can get as many readings from me as from other readers, all of that, and if you're not getting the readings that you want to hear that are going to, you know, satisfy your ego and appeal to your ego That's what you're gonna get, and that's okay. No judgment. But just know what's coming down the line. This hunger that you're feeling, this hunger for love, you cannot open yourself up to it because you don't know what it is, because you're not operating from that. You're still operating from trying to manipulate it, control it. Honey, this isn't Burger King. If you want true healing and true love. You've got to drop the old ways. Focus. You are being called to focus on you. I feel like there's some of you distracting yourself, trying and telling yourself you're doing the work, but really all you're doing is distracting. Because if you do not go inward, feel the feelings and work through that by speaking your truth, seeing what they're there to reveal to you, you're just doing surface-level crap that isn't— it will satisfy you in the moment, but sure as shit it is gonna come back up down the road. It's gonna be bigger. Somebody needs to hear this. Even though I'm sitting here going, wow, this is such a strong, strong reading, maybe I shouldn't post it, blah blah blah, I'm almost— my spirit's like, no, somebody needs to hear this message. You know, it's not my job to give you messages you want to hear. I'm not gonna do that. I'm guided by Spirit. I give the messages that need to be heard. Whether you receive it or not, that's not on me, that's on you. But these messages, uh, no matter what they are, they are designed to help you, to help you get past monkey mind and alter ego. But I won't argue, fight, or push anything with anyone. You want to, you know, be in that energy, that's fine. But I may start refusing readings, um, guys. That's something I've really been feeling because it doesn't, um I don't know, we'll see, we'll just see. All right, assess the situation. Yeah, gaslighting yourself. Work through your feelings. Absolutely, you've got to work through these intense, deep feelings for all these other people, whoever they are, whatever they are. You need to go within and look at the feelings and ask yourselves, why am I feeling off balance? Why am I feeling desperate? Why am I feeling anxious? When did I first feel this? I think it was last week sometime, um, in one of the daily readings. This was brought up about asking the right questions. If you're asking the questions of who is this person to me, when will this person do that, what are they thinking, that's all the wrong questions. Those are all ego-based, eager hunger questions that will keep you trapped. You need to turn it and ask Why is this triggering me? Why is this getting me ungrounded? So you can get your own answers. Trust all will be well. Yeah, for those of you that this is resonating with, and if you're still here, congratulations! That means your soul Your soul wants this, um, but yeah, trust that all will be well. Conclusions are within reach. It's time to take action. We got 2 action cards. Your hard work is paying off. I don't mean to minimize anybody's inner journey or inner work at all. I'm not here to judge, criticize, condemn, none of that. My role is to bring forth truth, and if you're coming to me for advice, I'm going to give you the truth. And if it feels like you're in ego and gaslighting yourself, I'm gonna tell you what you do with that. That is totally up to you, but know that it always comes from a place of love, guidance, and support. All right, you guys, I know this was a different message, but somebody out there needed to hear it, and My hope is that you receive it well. All right, beautifuls, I'm sending you guys oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste.