Trigger Warning - this reading took an interesting turn - easily offended? There's a reason!

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart, what's vibing? Welcome back, welcome back, welcome back, welcome back. All right, let's jump in. There's a lot going on cosmically. We are about to have 6 planets in retrograde, um, when Mercury goes retrograde pretty soon. So guys, we've got a You thought July and August was a bit bumpy? Strap in, we are going out with a bang for the rest of the year. So all good, all good. So let's jump in, let's see what is going on today. We have got 10, Harmony. All right, Spirit, all of you and none of me. Patience. I know I could feel some of you groaning, ah, not patience again, guys. Patience really is a virtue, and when you can master patience— and I love how this card depicts that with the different moon cycles up there as well— when you can discipline yourself and really welcome in patience and practice it a whole new world opens up, and it's just, it's really an amazing feeling. Took me years to learn that lesson because, you know, stubborn, stubborn like that. And number 4, participation. What I get with this is, are you actively, actively participating in your own life, in your own change, in your manifestations. You know, we can go through these different phases where, especially when it gets overwhelming, that we pretend to be an ostrich and we bury our head in the sand and we don't want to, you know, participate. We go into hiding, we go into the witness protection program pretty much, and we're just like, nope, not coming out. But you know, When you can harness patience, harmony comes online in a whole new level. Harmony, patience, and participation. Guys, this is a whole different vibe, a whole new way of being. And this participation, when you're participating in your own life It's not like, you know, back in school PE, you know, and we had to participate. And this isn't about, um, I guess '90s and 2000s when, you know, you just showed up or your name is on the roster and you get a trophy. No, this is more like going back to the '70s and '80s when you actually had to do something and participate to get the award. Or the reward. So if you have been kind of sidelined yourself, put yourself on the back burner, it is now time to come out, to come out and play, participate in your own healing, your own resurrection, so to speak. Guys, you know, and for many, many years I played that ostrich. I buried my head. I didn't want to participate in my own life, and it wasn't easy coming out of it, but I was determined. And as I did— you, many of you know my story— my life has completely changed. I mean, yes, I physically look different, but everything has changed for the better, and that's what's waiting for us when we can learn to work with ourselves, our cells, because you know your cells are listening, and Source, God, our Divine team, whatever you want to call it. All right, moving on. The Star. Major healing is going on. Many of you, through this full moon cycle and this lead-up, uh, in pre-shadow phase of Mercury retrograde, you have gotten very clear on some things that you do not want in your life anymore, and you're healing from it. You're making progress and those steps to keep going forward, to go after the new, what you want to experience and create in your life. And it took a lot of courage. Many of you are walking away from people, places, things, jobs that were so important to you, that played a critical role in your life for years. I'm not talking about, you know, this new person or this new job, things like that. No, I'm talking old cycles. Old energy, things that really disrupted your harmony, had you anxious, had you wanting to just back up and isolate. That's what you face. That's what you're walking through. I know it can feel very tough and scary because look, this Wheel of Fortune card, this is for me the shadow side. This is that altered ego the subconscious coming up and you're not even aware of it. Why? Because it's been such a habit for so long, we get blind to it. We just say, oh, that's how we are. No, no, no, that's really not. That's a program. And if you hang out with me any amount of time, this is what we're gonna address. One of my purposes here is to help others. Come out of the old energy. Understand your why. Understand why you think negatively, why you self-sabotage, why your inner dialogue is the way it is, why you keep repeating these patterns in your life. That's my role. That's what I do, and I'm fucking good at it. Not bragging, I'm just saying. Altered ego has had the momentum for so long, and it blinds us. It blindfolds us, and we don't even recognize what it is. But those of you that have been doing this work, you faced it. You've gone within and you've looked at this, because this Wheel of Fortune is— yes, you've got your eyes on the sunny days, yet internally your thoughts, feelings, and words are still about the old, what hasn't gone wrong, all the doubts and fears of what you're going to encounter before the sun shines. All right, all right, Spirit, what does my collective need to know going into this weekend with this cosmic energy. What do we need to know, Spirit? The Chariot. Yep. All right, you've made some choices lately, some tough decisions. You have decided you do not want to be stuck anymore, so you are doing what you need to do to move forward. This is Cancerian energy. Cancer is a water sign. Cancers hold a lot of emotions and feelings deep inside, and they don't let other people know. So deep they even hide it from themselves. And you're saying no more. You're no longer on board with that. The Throne of Swords. This is the King of Swords. This is you getting really honest with yourself, no longer tolerating your own gaslighting, your own lies, your own story. And yep, I'm talking to you, those of you that— and no judgment because we all do this, it's all part of that altered ego programming— we look back on the past, the hurts, the pains, and And we literally make stories out of the stories. We romanticize all of the hurt, the pain, the lack. Altered ego has it twisted. Look at that. This is all that reminiscing. All right, Spirit, give me another one. Where is this going now that the collective is getting honest with themselves. They're having this courage to move forward and leave things behind. You are spilling your own cups on this old story. You're saying no more. I am canceling my subscription to my own shit. It's not serving me anymore. You're walking away, and when you're walking away, you are on the move. You are moving forward to your new path, your new life. All right, Spirit, love, praise, and gratitude. And what is in store for you? What are you going to find when you really let go of all of this heavy baggage, that beautiful luggage that's filled with your hurt, pain, limitations, lack, yada yada yada yada and yada. What are you moving straight towards? And for many of you, you don't even see this right now. Many of you are sitting there feeling like, I know change is coming, I feel it, I sense it, but I can't see it. How's it going to happen? When's it going to happen? And then you start to really, um, lean into the how, what, when, where, and why. Guys, be careful of that. That is more altered ego. Those W questions— I don't care if the W is at the beginning of the word or the end of the word, it's all centered around that human consciousness, the 5 human habits. You drop that and you discipline your thoughts, your words, your feelings will match, and you head straight into the King of Pentacles. This is grounded, stable energy. This is a business owner. This is somebody who really has gone through it and has gotten their shit together. This energy is the Midas touch energy. Yes, the King of Pentacles in the tarot is the Taurus of the deck. Taurus rules finances, luxury, sensuality, um that energy is all about, you know, touching things, smelling things, tasting things. It's not about quantity, it's more quality. It's a beautiful, beautiful energy. Make no mistake about it, nobody is doing this for you but you. You are the magician. You are the master alchemist. You are seeing what no longer serves you. You're digging deep and saying, no, I am not on record for what doesn't serve me. I am only here for all the good in my life. I may not have been living that, but I am calling that forth now. And I love that this Magician— I mean, roses are all around him. This is boss energy. What is fueling all of that? What are you going to find when you go down this path and you consciously start creating your reality? What do I mean by that? You consciously change the words you're saying, change your perceptions, the way you're thinking. Thinking. Your feelings then change. You're running smack into love. Now, this Lovers card, this love energy, this could be with somebody else. It could be, um, so many different things. But the first thing that it starts with is you. Unconditional self-love. And I want you to notice the snakes. There's a snake right here and there's one right here. Snakes are very symbolic in the spirit world. They are beautiful creatures. I know a lot of people don't care for snakes, um, and a lot of people buy into some false beliefs. We have the Bible to thank for that. Not really bashing the Bible totally, just a little bit. But in the book of Genesis talks about the serpent came and tested Eve and talked about, you know, the tree of knowledge of good and evil. Let me just take a sidebar moment here. I taught on this last night. There are two trees— there were two trees in that story. One tree, it was just mentioned, it's the Tree of Life. It's even mentioned as the Tree of Life. And then the other one with the serpent, the, the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. What is that programming of good and evil? It's a man-made program. It's called the Matrix. Has nothing to do with the true God. It has everything to do with man-made images, versions, all about control and manipulation. So yeah, many of you are waking up to that. Many of you are coming out of that religious hangover. You might not even have realized you were under the religious hangover, but that creates filters and beliefs about what's safe, what's not safe. Something I mentioned last night in class was this, you know, especially— and yes, I'm going to pick on Christianity because one, it is one of the biggest cults. And you know, if you get offended by that, I'm not even going to apologize because offense is all rooted in altered ego. And when we get offended or triggered that's really a big neon sign and clue that there is a false belief playing out somewhere. Christianity and religion creates a false narrative, and it keeps us away from all the true things. So if you have a lot of that old programming of, oh, mysticism or mystics or Spirit, ascended masters, magical things— that's the devil, I got to stay away from that, woe is me. Why? Think about that for a minute. Religion is man-made. They are not teaching you the true God. They're not teaching you the true word of God. They're teaching it through a false narrative, to keep you stuck in a sleep. Why? Because when you learn the truth, when you really discover what alchemy is, what magic is, what, um, mysticism is, what the occult really is, all those things that you were taught to fear, when you realize that there— that is truth There is power in that, and that, that is how Jesus did what he did, how Muhammad did what he did, Buddha, all of them. You become free. You become free. You open yourself up to truths. You heal. You shine your light brighter. Think about it. If you're still here and I didn't totally offend you and you didn't tell me to fuck off and click off, and you're here listening to this, there is power in truth. Truth. And that's what altered ego is afraid of, because altered ego was created out of false perceptions, false beliefs around the whole narrative of good and bad, worthiness and unworthiness. It keeps you looking outside of you It keeps you looking for validation and approval outside of you from others that haven't even found their way fully yet. If you want to really pull back the veil and think about it, and if you break it all down and look at all the religions, what do they teach? They teach the 5 human habits. They teach judgment. Guilt, condemnation, blame, shame, and gossip, especially Christianity. And they disguise it in love. You know, I saw a story the other day, um, and this happened to somebody that I know, and they, um, have come out. They are expressing their true self. They went into a place of business because they liked this small business, and the business owner starts asking some personal questions. This person says their truth. The business owner then says, "Oh, you're wrong. God makes no mistakes. That's not God, and being gay is wrong," and went off into this whole tirade of judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, and shame, and gossip. Based on their own filters, their own beliefs. Guys, nobody has a right to tell anybody else what's right or wrong. We are all unique. We are all individuals. We are not here to please a God. We are here to express God in our own individualizations. Love is love. There is no God anywhere that cares who you sleep with, who you fall in love with. Doesn't matter. That is all man-made, man-made laws, and it's all rooted in judgment. It's not okay because that business owner forced their humanness, their toxic thoughts and beliefs and energy onto this other person. This other person left in tears, very hurt, very upset. Guys, all of us can relate at some level. We have all been there. We have been the victim of somebody else judging us, telling us we're wrong, we're not good enough. That's the cycle you're breaking through. The only validation you need is yourself. There is no God outside of you judging you. It all comes from within. And when you grasp this and you walk through this and you discover the truth— the truth about love, the truth about God, the truth about you. You become unstoppable. You become untouchable. Why? Because now you are walking truth. You are shining your light, and you're doing it from a place of higher love, unconditional love. And that's what this world needs. All right, you guys, this reading took a whole different turn. But somebody needed to hear it. As always, guys, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.