TWIN FLAME READING: The 🎁 in the darkness - are they returning?

Hello, beautiful heart. I'm Dr. Denae Arias, the Awakening Doctor. Welcome to my channel. All right, so today I am here to do a love reading, twin flame situationship, soulmate. You take the energy how you need it. This is a general, so all right, get in where you can fit in and let's do this. Oops. All right, all right, Spirit. All of you, show me the cards I need to see. Be willing to express love. Interesting. Turn on your heart light. Very interesting. I'm seeing a theme. All right, miracles and blessings. Okay, all right, so the overall energy here With: Be willing to express love. Express love to receive love. Somebody in this connection is holding back. It could be the other person, it could be you, it could be both of you. Turn on your heart light. Reflect on a time when you experienced love. This is interesting. Again, two cards about expressing love. So with the planetary alignments that we've had with, um, and Venus just went direct, um, within the last couple of days. So this energy feels as if you in the— could be coming out of this, still in it, or about to head into it where you haven't been expressing your truth or your true feelings. And again, this could be, you know, your counterpart, but whoever it is, love isn't being expressed. Um, there's doubt, there's fear. This is coming from past experiences, past hurts, um, that are outside of your connection. And if this is you reflecting on what isn't, what you've lost, what was, what could have been, all of that, the Divine is saying change your perspective. Change that lens of your mind's eye from looking at the past and all how it was to this way, seeing, looking ahead, holding space, staying positive. And when that negative dialogue comes up, to say, nope, nope, nope, I'm not repeating my past, I'm not repeating those experiences, moving forward. The relationship I want is materializing. The way I want to be treated is materializing. And you can say that with confidence if you're doing the work to give yourself the love, the understanding, whatever it is that you've been searching for outside of you. When you give it to yourself first when you express it first, you set an energetic pattern in your consciousness that is sending out. What you feel, you make real. Every cell in your body is listening to you. It is the greatest scribe. It records your thoughts and your feelings. Every cell has two antennas, one that sends out and one that receives. Your feeling side of life is magnetic, so you will draw to you the most emotionally charged feelings that you have in your consciousness. So if you've been attracting things that feel like the past, feel like the old energy like recycled in different people or different experiences, but it's still the same. You have to go within and ask yourself, what is my inner dialogue? Where am I in the 5 human habits against myself or somebody else? The 5 human habits are judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, and shame. That will— all of that creates doubt and fear that is a roadblock. So essentially, you're praying and manifesting, or wanting to manifest, a soulmate, love, whatever you want, situation, twin flame, whatever. So you set your intentions or you pray, but the moment you step out of that and you put your attention back on either the lack, what you don't have, what you want it to be, the old experiences, you literally just negated what order to the cosmic universe you just put in. Miracles and blessings. Everything has its gifts, and it does. You know, if you're, um, we're all on different timelines, so some of you may still be in that what feels like that dark pit, feeling lost and confused, abandoned, rejected, um, unworthy, all of that. Even in that shit pile, there are gifts, there are golden keys, because that energetic shit pile is a program. It's a matrix programming that has been running in the background, and this started in childhood, so it has a lot of momentum. It's a habit. It's a habitual way of thinking and being. So you can ask yourselves, cells, when did I first feel this energy? Show me a time when I first felt this, whatever you're feeling. And then be aware of the messages coming back to you. Your body is always talking to you. That headache, that muscle cramp, those aches and pains, those autoimmune diseases, those— all of that, it's rooted in your emotional body. It is stored in your body as thought forms. Your body acts out the toxic, dense energy because you are a powerful creator being. Your thoughts and your feelings, that's where you create from. You've just had a history of not consciously knowing that and creating things that give you more reasons to be stressed. It's the law of paradoxical intent. The more desperate the emotion or feeling or desire to have something, the more you'll keep it away and attract more of what you don't want. All right, so there's blessings in that. Those, uh, those times when we feel so desolate and alone, if we're spending our time validating how desperate and alone we're feeling, we're gonna attract more situations and interactions to keep us that way. If you can change your perspective and start to look at those times as your keys, think of it as your golden Willy Wonka key underneath all the crap. For many of you, you've already done that. You're not under that crap pile like you were. You've done— you've looked at yourself, you've taken the pain and the triggers from this situationship and have really turned it inward and was— and said, All right, how am I adding to this? Why am I being triggered? And you've faced yourself, you've faced the fear. Now you have the courage to hold your head high, let go, and move forward because you know whatever is meant for you will not pass you by. I apologize if you can hear Cody losing his mind downstairs. He wants to be up here for the readings. Okay. 2 of Wands, 5 of Cups reversed, 10 of Cups reversed. Yeah. Yeah, so someone here in the connection consciously chose to come out of this Five of Cups energy. That's why it's showing up here in reverse. You're choosing to find your golden keys, find the shining light, pick up the pieces. You've realized your worth has nothing to do with this person or this situation. Um, Actually, sorry guys, these two flew out upside down. Um, Two of Wands, Two of Cups. Yeah, so one of you in this connection got really triggered when the other person put their foot down. Somebody here put their foot down and said, nope, I'm not taking this. Somebody really is putting into action that they know what their worth is. And that person is realizing that they can have their 10 of Cups with or without this person. Um, the one— the person who dropped this has really, um, leveled up. The other person is now stuck. This feels like the tables have turned, so the situation could have been You were giving, giving, giving. This person gave you a lot of lip service, um, breadcrumbed, showed you a little bit that they were growing and doing the work, even tried to match your energy, but their words and actions never aligned because it was— it wasn't truth. They were gaslighting themselves. Um, you know, and a person can't get honest with another person until they're honest with themselves. So you've been dealing with somebody who's not honest with themselves, so they can't get honest with you. They are stuck in this altered ego cycle. There is love here. This is a soulmate relationship. I mean, it is a divine partnership. It could be romantic, it could be, you know, business, it could be anything. But there's a lot of love. The love between you two is mutual, whether you guys understand it or not. It doesn't matter. One person here is evolving faster than the other person, and the other person is this King of Swords. In reverse, who again not telling the truth. They're not getting honest with themselves. They cannot get honest with you. Um, very much in the Seven of Cups fantasy and temptation. They, they think about this all the time. They fantasize about this union. They're even telling themselves that they're getting their stuff together so this union can happen, blah blah blah. But the strug— the feeling of the struggle creates the struggle. You saw the pattern. You, you even tried to help them, but yet they see the pattern, but they're really not willing to change it at this time. Lip service-wise, absolutely. Action-wise, no. Um, and as much as it feels personal that, you know, it's something you did or didn't do, it absolutely isn't. And hear me out on this. This connection is a past life soulmate, have a mission to accomplish type of relationship. You guys were meant to come together because in some way you guys are mirrors to each other, and you both are being called to level up. You've already felt the pressure and started working on it. You decided not to sweep it under the rug anymore, no matter how painful it was. You're going to move forward. The other person had that same opportunity, but they haven't done the work like you have. So, and there's no judgment to that. They are just at a different part of their journey. This connection triggered them. And they've been running. It's a lot of back and forth. You've decided to drop it and move forward with your life. You're not focused on the emotions, on the love. You're not even focused on this relationship like you used to be. Feels like whoever I'm reading for— and this may just be for one or two people, that's fine— um, you feel a bit surprised at how unaffected you are by this. But I want to remind you, you're now unaffected the way you are because you've been affected. This relationship, situationship, really took you through the wringer in many ways, but you found the gifts and the beauty and the miracles in the pain, and you chose to go within. That has catapulted your healing. You walked through a portal, and guys, In a couple of days, the 2/2/2022 portal, a 6-number portal, is, is opening up. This is divine for soulmate relationships and connections. You still hold love in your heart for this person. You've, um, worked on releasing that through this last full moon, and Venus, um, retrograde and going direct really helped you cleanse yourself of the residual. Um, you've dealt with the disappointment, you've dealt with all of that, you've really realized that this connection was holding you back and that you had to let go and walk away at this time so this person can discover what you discovered. You had to do it on your own. This person needs to do it on their own. You realize that you're over here on your own journey now, but you're holding space for this person. You're not feeding this, you're not giving it your energy. You've pulled your energy back. You really are focused somewhere else, but, um, This person's energy, they're still stuck where you left them. They're really, they're confused, they're angry, um, you know, they're in their ego, so they're coming from that trauma, hurt place. You remember what it was like to be there, so you're just holding the compassion, but you're doing it in your own energy. All right, Spirit, give me the messages from the Divine Masculine. What does the Divine Masculine want to say at this time? That's too many, guys. I'm sorry about my voice. Um, I was screaming so loud at the playoff games last night that it's a bit rough today. All right. Yeah, just like I was feeling, the masculine is feeling very overloaded, overwhelmed with emotions, a lot of regret. It's ego regret. It's— they're coming to the realization, they're starting to realize the error of their ways. But yet they feel trapped by them. And yeah, they're feeling very vulnerable, but they're not opening up yet. Um, they are trapped in this energy, this that— and what I mean by, you know, alter ego energy, that victim mentality. They were refusing to see your perspective or see your point of view. I feel like you shared some things with this divine masculine about how you were feeling or what how you were feeling in this connection, maybe what they were doing, whatever hurt you, and they just dismissed it. They just didn't care. And this came out in reverse. Um, they were only able to see it from their needs, their ways, their toxic behaviors, and you just finally said no more. And this person, this person's going through the stages of grief. Um, you on the other hand, you are letting your inner light shine. You have faced, and you could still be facing this, this, um, that codependency energy, that needy energy. That's what you've really gone within and dealt with, um, and you're not coming from that place anymore. That's why this— the Divine Masculine is still in that energy and you're not. You're not feeling hopeless anymore, and you've pulled your energy back and you're protecting it from this lower vibration energy that is being projected to you. Because in the past, you would get caught up in the other person's energy. You're not doing that now. They are now feeling that. You feel very distant to them, like they can't reach you. And they need to walk through this on their own. They really do. Keep your focus on you because they, they have a calling on their life just like you have a calling on your life. And at this point, for you to stay trying to engage and help them and all of that, you're just enabling them and hurting yourself. Because you were being called to overcome this energy, because this was a trauma response that you learned in childhood. All right, Spirit, give me some oracle messages. What is the outcome, um, this week in this new moon for this situationship? All of You and None of Me. Show me the cards I need to see. Reinvention, Return, and Contemplation. Yeah, so you are in this energy of reinventing yourself. They are in the energy of contemplation. They are trying to figure out how to return, how to talk to you again. Yeah, I mean, with this new moon energy And Valentine's Day coming up. Yeah, there is going to be a shift in this, but you need to keep your— keep doing what you're doing. Follow your intuition. Keep your energy protected for now. This isn't done. It's coming back around, but you need it to come back around where this person has put in some work. They're coming back more healed, more illumined. They got to come in with the truth and transparency and vulnerability, cuz divine timing is at play here, guys. All right, Spirit, be a divine goddess Oracle message. Divine timing. Exactly, that's what I just said. Everything has a higher purpose. Yep, this connection is in your life to help you grow and heal, just like it's to do that for this other person. You cannot do the work for anybody else, only you. And Just like I talked about yesterday on Spiritual Tea Time, just like the year has its seasons— a time to plant, a time to harvest, um, a time to go dormant, all of that— so does this journey, and so does this relationship, situationship. All right, Spirit. Let's get a Waikau Oracle card to help out those watching. All right, Spirit, all of you and none of me. You can't have courage without fear. Yeah, and you know that now. You took that false evidence appearing real fear and faced everything and rose. And now you have courage, and that courage is giving you the step to continue. All right, you guys, congratulations to those who use that energy and step through that portal and healed some stuff. Keep going. This person The universe is putting them in that divine opportunity to face themselves and grow, but either way, it's returning. All right, beautiful hearts, I'm sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.