What your cells need you to know today: These changes bring in true desire!

Hello, beautiful heart. How are you? Thank you for clicking on this video. I am Dr. Denae Arias, the Awakening Doctor, metaphysician, spiritual mentor, author, speaker, and mindset mastery master. All right, I am here today to do your What Your Cells Want You to Know reading. As I said, I am the creator of Your cells are listening. Um, the program is called Mission Metamorphosis because everything you think and feel, those become a thought form, and that gets stored on your cellular level. Most of the stuff you're dealing with today started in childhood. It's on your cellular level. It's a program that when certain energy or people, places, or things you come in contact with, you get triggered. Why? Because it's written on yourself. It's a false belief against yourself in life. So let's dive in, let's see what is going on for you. We are still under this new moon, um, energy, and today we have the 2/2/2022 portal opening. Um, this is a universal 6-year. It is a feminine year. There is a lot, a lot of wheels changing, so I'm sure you're feeling that energy. All right, so far: give yourself the love you desire, altered ego is not your friend, and outside of your comfort zone is where the magic happens. All right, so feels like off the bat struggling with self-love. Guys, don't feel bad about that. Loving yourself authentically and humbly is not easy. It is not easy. There's a lot of toxic veils, um, around all of that. And that's what the Matrix was designed to do. It is the counterfeit to truth. It's the counterfeit to spirituality. What's the counterfeit to spirituality? Religion. Religion— the root word religio means to hold into bondage. Religion is built on fear, doubt, the tree of knowledge of good and evil, and duality. That is counterfeit, completely opposite of truth. Um, a lot of us— well, all of us at some point in the awakening journey, we have to face ourselves. We have to face love. Most of us close our heart off because all we've experienced and all we know of love is the 3D duality— good, bad, um, conditional love. And that's not love at all. That's the counterfeit. Altered ego is not your friend. Your altered ego wants you to think it's your best friend. It has your best, uh, I don't know why I can't think of the word, your best intentions, um, at hand. It acts and talks to you as if it's the captain, captain of your ship, and it knows what's going on and you don't. Guys, It's false. It is— your altered ego was created out of the childhood traumas. Now, you don't have to have a traumatic childhood to have childhood trauma. Most people think it's, you know, if something really traumatic happened. It doesn't have to be. Childhood trauma, we all have it because we all were born into these physical bodies to have this experience on Earth. These physical bodies are part of this third dimension. We don't take the bodies with us. We don't have these bodies in any other system of worlds. It's literally these bodies, the way they look when whether you like it or not, whether you are in a female body or a male body, you either have an innie or an outie, doesn't matter. This is all energy. Some of you have been comfortable in this toxic programming, toxic thoughts, habits, um, and patterns. It's the name of the game. Been spending a lot of time in solitude. Feel like you have been doing the work to give yourself the love that you desire, and it feels like as soon as you get close to that or you make even some progress on it, shadow energy of the past comes back. The more that you're trying to face yourself and make these changes from the inside out, altered ego throws up a programming. You're going to recognize that programming because it is always the same. So for example, you could be in solitude, hermit mode, whatever you want to call it, focusing on you, healing, um, wanting to actualize all these new teachings, make them real to you, get it out of the intellect and into the heart. Um, and then let's say whatever you're trying to manifest doesn't manifest or happen as quickly as you want it to, or you expect, or something contrary to what you want to manifest shows up in your life as some sort of experience. This is when altered ego is going to kick in, and the thoughts and the dialogue internally can go something like this, um, I don't deserve this. This is never going to happen for me. Who am I to think that I could actually do this? I can't figure this out. You know, all that stuff, because that stuff, those— that internal dialogue is cellular memory. So it is being triggered. Triggers, you know, most of the time, well, we've been living in the Matrix, we want to avoid triggers. Triggers. You could think of triggers as like in a dart game, a bullseye. Somebody comes along, says or does something, and it's like they shot an arrow, hit the bullseye right in your heart, wherever it is, and you get triggered. You immediately want to react. You're hurt, you're angry, you're frustrated, you're sad, um You guys can recognize this. That happens, and then boom, all of a sudden everything that you've been working on, like, that door gets shut. You can't hear truth, you can't see truth, you can't feel your way out of it. Before you know it, you're on that downward spiral. That spiral started because of altered ego. There is a false belief you keep believing and buying into. And when you try to make this change, it's like a root under there, and it gets very scary, very painful. You don't want to look at it, you just want to keep pushing it down. Now's not the time to push it down anymore. You need to love yourself through this. Facing yourself head-on and deciding to make these changes. This is one of the hardest things you'll ever do. Facing ourselves isn't easy, really. In this game of life, it's us against us. It's not to get us against anybody else. It's literally us becoming masters over our own thoughts and emotions. This is how we take altered ego and we love it back into its original design, which is ego. Altered ego is fraction. It's like a fractional piece of you, um, and the only way back to Making altered ego your friend is loving it, having compassion, understanding, healing, understanding for you where these programmings started, where they're at at your cellular level, and saying no, this may be my experience, but it's no longer my truth. I do not have to sign up for this ride anymore. And you've put in a lot of this work. Why has it felt so back and forth? Why has it felt so painful? Because you are pulling the layers off and opening up to your true desires, your true heart's desire, what you are here to do, what your purpose is. And you are stepping into this new energy of things happening for you positively, with ease and grace, and not manifesting more of what you've already experienced. This takes diligence, it takes continuity. You need to gain momentum in it. All right, I'm trying to decide which tarot deck I'm going to use for this. Okay, now that we've established where you're at, let's see. Um, the energy does feel different today. Let me know in the comments, have you felt it? Have you felt the energy lighten up a bit? Are you able to breathe a little bit easier? Does it feel like there's a gap in the energy that now you can kind of start to see a little bit clearer? All right, so I've got the Hangman in reverse, Seven of Cups. The Devil. Eight of Cups reversed. Queen of Swords reversed. Two of Cups reversed. Okay, so it's kind of fitting. It's about love, you know, February being the month of love and all that. Okay, the Hangman in reverse. Look at his face, he's all tied up. We've got that knife, this whatever you want to call it, doesn't look friendly, wanting to cut into him. Look at his face. He is like paralyzed, um, you know, it looks like he's totally bound to this rock, but he's not. There's some give in that rope. He can get himself up out of that energy. He's choosing not to. Okay, there is an energy, person, place, thing, idea that you're not walking away from. You need to. Okay, if you are somebody who you can feel the change, you're doing some work, um, but you know you're not really diligently doing the work. Like, you're half-assing it. You start to do it and then you stop or pull back, or things start to work in your favor and you kind of slack off. That is old patterning. That is this Devil energy. It feels as if, like, with the Seven of Cups here, you could spend a lot of time Analyzing options, analyzing how, or thinking, imagining, fantasizing how things could work out, how you would want it to work out. Um, Okay, there's a love, a relationship that you have a desire to manifest, or how you want to be in a relationship, how you want them to treat you, whatever it is. However, it, it's causing a lot of frustration. It's causing this back and forth, this temptation, devil, toxic thoughts and behaviors. Um, it's triggering you. There are some lies and illusions with this person, the situation, this job, this love, whatever it is. And your heart is blocked off because this is something that has been almost like on repeat in your life. This is going back to the beginning, what I said about the matrix love, 3D love and 5D love. Um, your challenge is let— dropping this, letting this expectation idea of how it's supposed to look, how it's going to come in, and staying in this— staying in the illusions instead of walking away. Um, for those of you who have Maybe multiple people or situations that have come up, and right now as you're listening, you're kind of questioning, okay, which one is this? Is it this? Is it that? This is this energy, whoever or whatever the situation is, that causes you to believe lies. To believe lies, to, um, put you in this like reactionary mode. Um, you don't think clearly. This, this energy comes in and it takes your attention off of you. It's very distracting. It wants to hold you. This energy could even blame you, um. It just feels like when this energy— how many flipped? Um, when this energy comes in and triggers you Yeah. This energy makes you feel like you're not good enough, like you have to keep doing more, giving more, showing up more, um, proving yourself over and over. That is toxic behavior. This, yes, it did come from childhood. Um, you could have been raised, um, with narcissistic parents, or could be a latchkey child where you had to kind of raise yourself again. Depending on your own circumstances, whatever they are, it created an unworthy program. Um, so in your relationships, in your work, you became like this yes person, like proving yourself, like, yes, I could do that, I could do that, like not saying no. Um, And look at this. Here's the Six of Pentacles. Look at her in this frame. She's kind of looking over, and the vibe I get is like, okay, are you gonna give to me now? You're giving to everybody else. What about me? I've been here, I'm loyal, blah blah blah, all of that. Um, this could be with like a masculine father-type figure. Um, that projected some energy onto you. Or maybe you grew up with, um, strict father or family and had to act a certain way, talk a certain way, look a certain way. Because if you were actually all that you wanted to be, it wasn't acceptable. You were either too much, not enough, selfish, whatever. Um, the pattern in your life with other people and how they make you feel, that is going to come to an end the more you pull your energy back and focus on you. Um, when this alter ego voice, that inner critic— remember, it always comes from the matrix vibrations, which are judgment, guilt, condemnation, blame, and shame. It can never come from love. Because it's not— it was not created out of love. For those of you who question your intuition, or you really want to trust it but there's doubts or whatever, your intuition is your soul. It's your true voice. It comes from your heart. It's that still small voice within you. It only knows truth. It only knows love. It knows we are all one. You can trust your intuition. What you can't trust is your alter ego, your mind. Your mind will talk you into things and talk you out of things. It will talk you out of your blessings. It will talk you out of going towards the things that will help you heal and awaken and discover truths. Altered ego, that inner critic, is not your protector. It is your distractor. It is— its whole goal, because it is Matrix-born, is to keep you stuck and living less than and be in lack and the 5 human habits. That's its playground. That's its sandbox. That's what it loves. And that toxic thought pattern keeps pulling you back to that because that's what you've known. Love is what is going to get you out of this, but you've got to give it to yourself first. Um, if you guys follow me and watch my Sunday services, the Spiritual Tea Time, The Unchurched Church, where I'm teaching spiritual truths, um, as Jesus left them for us in his letters. Um, that's just more tools that will help you understand truths and the God voice versus the altered ego voice. All right, since it is a portal day, I'm pulling some Stargate cards. Ascension Flame number 4, Liberation, a sense of greater purpose, high expectations. Yes, this is that sandbox play box that the playground that I feel that you're in. Um, it feels as if like you've been dealing with this duality back and forth, and all of a sudden, like a light switch, you woke up yesterday or today and like, nope, nope, I got a new attitude. I see things clearly. We are not doing this today. Nope. And you're ready to cut off anybody or anything who doesn't bring the truth. But guess what? You can't expect anybody to bring you the truth until you bring it to yourself first. So where are you gaslighting yourself? Where are you lying to yourself? Are you making excuses? Well, I really want to, but I challenge you, if that's in your energy and you have a but I want you to stop right there, take a deep breath, and ask yourselves, what question should I be asking? Because anything I say after 'but' is an excuse, and it's a toxic pattern. And anytime you have a 'but,' there's some fear and doubt playing out. Number 29, Sphere of Light. Healing hands, empathetic qualities, animal wisdom. Yeah, your, um, your sphere of light is getting bigger, it's getting brighter, your gifts are opening. Actually, I want a Moonology card. Um, overall, the cellular message is stop listening to altered ego. Stop agreeing with the inner critic. You have been so hard on yourself this whole time. All those aches, pains, autoimmune diseases, headaches, accidents, whatever, whatever is going on It's time to clear it on your cellular level. Give yourself the love you desire. Give yourself the composition, the compassion, the understanding. As you do, your sphere of light will get brighter, your situations on the outside of you will change, and people will start showing up in your life the way that you're showing up for you. So if you're sitting here wanting truth and transparency from somebody else or other people, but you're not giving it to yourself, you are 100% an altered ego, um, and making excuses to stay stuck. The card that came out is New Moon in Gemini. We're still under the new moon. Um, communication is key. Communicate with yourself first. Go into solitude. You've got Solitude and Hermit card here. There's two that's saying, hey, spend some time with yourself, love yourself, get honest with yourself, have these inner conversations with yourself. Yourself, and it will change your whole world. Absolutely. Okay, I want to take all of those. If they're meant to come out, they will. All right, Spirit, let's wrap this up. Didn't mean for this to go so long, but somebody needed to hear this, so that's okay. Believe in the impossible. New Moon again. This one's in Scorpio. Work through your fears. The Death card is Scorpionic energy. Actually, I even feel that off of this Desire card. This is maybe just for one person, um, so be it. You're not feeling desirable. You're not feeling wanted. Nothing outside of you can give you that validation or make you feel that until you choose to feel that way first. And for the person that that is for, about desirability and all of that, um, It's time to do some womb, W-O-M-B, healing. You have some limiting beliefs and, um, toxic thoughts and feelings around your body, around sensuality, around sexuality, around all of that. That is holding you back. It's time to dive into that. It's time to heal that because that is your seat of power. And I don't mean like using your sex or sexuality to manipulate anybody. I'm not saying that. What I'm saying is that, um, your root chakra is blocked. That is a foundational root, and a lot of that has— a lot of that comes from our misperceptions around sex, that energy, and all of that. That is divine energy. The Matrix has perverted it, guys. It really has. But it is the seed of creation. So it is beautiful. So if there's any, um, if you're not feeling desirable or you have issues or hang-ups in that area, it's time for some womb healing. It's time to let that go. Your Kundalini wants to rise. That rises from your root chakra, it goes up your spine through the liquid light in your spine, it goes all the way up and out. It is divine, you guys. All right, I'm gonna leave it here. As always, I am sending you guys oceans and oceans of love. Shoot, I forgot to say this at the beginning. Hopefully you're still here, um, and I may need to do a separate video, but if anybody on any social media platform reaches out to you in any way, shape, or form with my pictures, my message saying, um, they want to read for you or they have a message for you, it's a scam. I will never, ever, ever solicit in any way, shape, or form to anybody my services. If you want time with me, you want a reading with me, you want coaching, counseling, whatever, I will not go to you. You have to initiate that with me. You can do that on my website, drdenae.com. Anybody who ever approaches you on any media platform saying it's me, saying, you know, I have a message for you, pay me, blah, it's bullshit. Stay away from that. Those are scammers and they are out and about, um, all of my social medias. Um, there are fake profiles going around doing that. And if anybody comes into the comments and comments under or something— nope, not me. All right, you guys, stay safe. Sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.