Who is the narcissist in your life?

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing today? Holy moly, holy cannolis! Guys, we are 2 days out from 2023. Amazing. All right, um, for those of you, um, interested in grabbing a seat for my intimate insight reading party for tomorrow the 31st. There are 4 seats left as of this recording, and I am recording this at 5 AM Friday. So if you're wanting one, one of those seats, there are currently 4 available. So the link is in the description box below to grab that seat. So I'm keeping it small on purpose. That way each of you are able to get full readings from me, spend time with me, ask questions. We are going to energetically close out 2022, clear that energy, and open up the energy for your highest path for 2023. So if you want to come hang out with me, tomorrow is the day to do it. It is set for 2 hours. So, all right, let's get into this. All right, where are we? 4 of these. You know what, this is interesting. This one came out yesterday. Okay, so we have 17, Compassion. I have been teaching on compassion since November, um, in my weekly classes, and the different vibration compassion is versus sympathy or empathy. Yes, they are different. Compassion comes from your soul. It's 5D energy, where empathy and sympathy come more from the 3D and the human self. Not going to go into all of it right now, that's just a broad overview. But compassion, when you can have compassion, one, for yourself, and two, for every aspect of life, you are holding space in unconditional love for the highest good of all. It doesn't lower your vibration. It doesn't get you into your head. It comes from a place of knowing, whether it's for somebody else. They may not know the truth, but when you stand in compassion and send that love and compassion out without dropping your vibration, That's compassion. All right, 19, letting go. This is the absolute theme. 2022 was all about getting us into position to energetically let go. 2023 is not the year to bring your baggage with you, and you You know, um, yesterday in class I was talking about the Southwest debacle. When I saw those pictures of all the luggage stranded in all the different airports across the U.S. and all the people waiting around and looking for their bags, it really drove home— when I saw that, I just went, oh look, That is energetically— that is like what we do every day with our altered ego and our energetic baggage. We take it wherever and we dump it, and it creates a meltdown. It creates a huge blockage for ourselves, for our lives, and the things that we want to call in. You know, a lot of that energy of when— when's this going to happen? I've been waiting for so long, yada yada. The wind. It's not that it's passing you by. The question you need to go within and ask: where am I getting in my own way? Where am I still lugging my baggage around? Where do I have a baggage stoppage? You know, the whole meltdown, um, with Southwest— yes, it's, it's complex. I'm not going to go into all of that. For those of you who don't know, my corporate career since I was a teenager, I started as a teenager, has been in travel, in the travel industry. So this is my wheelhouse. But literally watching this meltdown go, go on, what for me and how I— what I teach you guys, this is a 3D version with images of what we do to ourselves. Internally, we get messages and things. We know we should be focusing on certain things. We need to upgrade our thoughts and our feelings, all of that stuff. But how many times do we ignore that and push that down, or even say, oh, I've already worked on that, it doesn't bother me, and we put it down there? But yet we still have resentment, remorse, we still get triggered by the old energy and baggage. This is what happens. What's going on with the Southwest meltdown over the past 9 days, energetically we can look at that and go, wow, that's what we do to ourselves. We are doing a disservice to ourselves when we don't take the time to look at our internal foundations, our perceptions, our beliefs, our emotions around all that, and we hold on and hold on and hold on push down, push down, and next thing you know, we're tripping over our baggage. It's everywhere. You can't get away from it. You have to dig out. Southwest is going through a big Tower moment. You know, how do we avoid these Tower moments in our lives? We stop. We gain the courage to go within and look and then let go. So tomorrow we are going to move into that energy of letting go. Letting go of the baggage and opening ourselves up to the flow of 2023, our manifestations, our desires, allowing those to come in. 14. Yeah, dropping this resistance energy. Resistance energy. Another way of saying this is we gaslight ourselves. Altered ego gets involved with our thinking. And we bring up all kinds of excuses why we can't do something, why we can't let go, why we don't want to do this, yada yada, when all of it's in resistance to keep us bogged down, to keep us in our baggage, to keep us lost and stuck at an airport far from home. When soul is calling you, it's calling you home, it's calling you to your authenticity, it is calling you to redemption. Guys, I— when I speak about redemption, I am not speaking about it from a dogmatic religious place. I'm talking about this from a metaphysical energetic place of redeeming ourselves from playing small, redeeming ourselves from altered ego, redeeming ourselves from faulty thinking. And limitations. We've all made mistakes, guys. We've all messed up. It's how we learn. However, in the Matrix, the majority of us learned shame, blame, guilt, humiliation, and so many different things out of the mistakes we made instead of being told, you know what, it's a mistake. This is how you learn. Dust yourself off. This didn't work. Now you know, don't do that. Try something else. There is no failure, only lessons. Now, if you have a mistake or you feel like a failure and you sit in that energy and you hold on, you resist letting go, you resist having compassion for yourself, you are essentially resisting redemption. You're saying you know better and you need to hold on to all of this. How many times are we our own narcissist in our life by taking the different things that have happened in our life that maybe we're ashamed of or whatever making the wrong choice again, whatever story it is, and holding on to that, gaslighting it, and then beating ourselves up. Guys, you're not Jesus. Why have you nailed yourself to the cross? Why are you a martyr over, over a mistake, a seeming failure? When all it really is, is an opportunity to learn and do it better. How are you seeing your mistakes? How are you seeing things that haven't worked out? Are you stuck in a small, limited perception and resistance, or are you ready to open up to the fullness that life has. Open up to the compassion that you deserve. You deserve to give that to yourself. All right. Love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. I pour my love, praise, and gratitude, glory and grace. All right, Spirit, all of you and none of me. Six of Cups. Yeah, a lot of, um, soulmate energy, past life energy, inner child energy has been coming up. Mercury retrograde is bringing this up, guys. Don't shy away from this. Don't go into resistance over this. Allow this to come up. Allow yourself to let go of whatever it is you're holding on to from the past— excuse me— that is no longer serving you, that is trying to shut down your authentic voice. And allow, allow yourself to grow from this. Allow this love that you have— there is some deep love somebody who is hearing this has pushed down. You have pushed this so far down, you put a lock and key over that trunk. You're sitting on top of it. You are in resistance. You're not wanting to open it up and let it go because you're afraid of the pain that it had caused you in the past to push it, and that's why you pushed it down. You didn't want to look at it. You have been getting signs to open this and look at it. You have done sufficient enough work in your life that when you open it up, you don't need to sit in that pain. Have compassion for the whole situation. Let it go. Send it love. Yeah, Seven of Cups in reverse. You are ready to move forward. I feel like you've been in a holding pattern, but, um, over the last few days, um, You've had some insight and you are ready to move forward. You just needed some confirmation and reassurance. Allow this to be that. Yeah, Page of Cups. This Page of Cups, this is new energy, new love energy growing. That is what is going to come from releasing this Six of Cups, releasing that resentment, remorse. Whatever it is. All right, Spirit, tell me more, tell me more, tell me more. Yeah, Knight of Swords. You are allowing yourself to really feel your new feelings, giving yourself that new message. This feels like, you know, you are about to go on a mission, um, going into 2023. You are going to be thinking different and moving different. I love it, I love it. Page of Pentacles and Three of Wands. Yep, um, for those of you that finances really, um, challenged you the last few years. Um, this 2022 has given you experiences to change your perceptions and find new ways to open yourself up to abundance. Most of the time, we limit our abundance and our finances by our own thinking, feelings, and words. Um, if you If you're on a— have a limited income and you keep saying, well, I can't do this, I can't do this, I only get this much a month, I'm on a limited income— honey, you are setting the stage for that to keep playing out in your tomorrows. That may be your experience, it doesn't have to be your truth. If that is your experience right now and you've— that's been your dialogue Now's the time to change up your dialogue. Open up and say, you know what, I am open to unlimited ways of bringing in finances. I am open to many streams of finances. You know, whatever it is, but, um, you have been pushed and prodded and pressed down regarding these finances, um, and you have been kicking around some ideas. For those of you that have some doubt about your ideas or turning your hobby into, um, a stream of finances, you've been thinking about it. You know you need to go in a different direction. Follow your intuition. Feels like there's doubt and fear because you can't see ahead. You feel like there's things you can't see and you don't know, and that alone is keeping you stuck. That fear of the unknown. For those of you that are stuck in this pattern of, well, what if it doesn't work out? How am I going to do this? What if— you know, all of that negative what if. I talked about this a couple of days ago. Change that around. It's a choice. What if it works out? What if it works out better than you imagine it? If you're following your heart and your passion, it is going to work out for you. You really need to move into this Queen of Swords energy with yourself. And what I mean by with yourself, with your alter ego, that inner dialogue, that inner critic, that doubt and fear that is telling you you can't. This Queen of Swords energy, she's no bullshit. She's allergic to the bullshit. She's allergic to the narcissistic energy, the gaslighting, the lies, the excuses that we tell ourselves. This is that energy of getting gut-level honest with yourself and saying, no, no, I am not gonna listen to my own bullshit anymore. Your life comes with a bounty. It is yours. You are supposed to be living a life of health, wealth, happiness, joy, love, abundance. Why aren't you? Because that's all vibration, and you've got some limiting beliefs and lower vibrational energy playing out. It's waiting for you. It hasn't passed you by, but you need to look and go in a different direction. And that means becoming a vibrational match for what you want. Um, for some of you, travel is on your mind. For some of you, travel in 2023 is going to be significant and play a role. You traveling, you are going to be meeting people that are on the same vibrational level as you. So take that however that resonates for you. All right, I'm going to wrap this up with the female archangels. Let's get some messages from, from them. We've got number 17, Archangel Purity. Cleanse and detoxify. Absolutely. Yes, this is talking about the physical body, but more than that, cleanse and detoxify your stinking thinking. The— that inner dialogue. You clean up the way you're thinking and seeing and perceiving things, your life changes. You detoxify, you bring in more light, you level up. 40, Perspective. Zoom out and relax. Yes, yes, yes, zoom out. This is another way of what I say to you guys all the time. Step back, detach, become the scientist who studies the monkey. You cannot do that if you're all up in the mix. You've got to step back and see the bigger picture. Don't focus on all the minutia that keeps you stuck right here. Raise your vibration. Raise your focus. This stuff down here will take care of itself if your heart and soul and attention and energy is on the higher path. 41, Leap. Spread your wings. Yeah, you're ready. You are ready to take that leap. All right, guys. If you need help in taking this leap, if you need help in getting rid of this energy, you might want to grab a seat for tomorrow. All right guys, sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.