Whose love 💝 reading is this? Trigger warning -- love inseparation

Hey, hey, hey, beautiful hearts! What's vibing today? Hope you are doing well. All right guys, let's jump in. Let's see what is going on in the energy today. I haven't done a love reading in a while, so this is going to be focused on love. Um, as you know with my readings, you are on a state of the end because you never know when the energy is going to change up or what is coming out. The intention around around this reading is to get a vibe on a current love situation. What do you need to know? What is going on? So this probably is not going to be a reading for everybody. That's okay. All right, we are starting out with number 40, Darkness. Okay, so we've got some issues in love. Number 31, Faith. Still kind of dark there though, right? And number 22, Wisdom. Wisdom came out, um, in the members reading today from a different deck. And in that reading, I also said I was probably going to make that one, um, public just because the information was so good. But here we have Wisdom again. So yeah, all right. So the energy that I'm picking up right now regarding this love situation, um, this really feels like an energy situation going on that is asking you to look deeper, bring out this wisdom, whether it's looking above you for wisdom, ancient ancestor wisdom, spirituality, whatever you're into. Um, you are being called to have faith at this time. Faith is different than belief. Belief leaves room for doubt. Faith does not. Does she look worried? She does not. She's sitting there nurturing herself speaking her truths inwardly, standing or sitting on faith, however you want to call it. Faith is a knowing. There is no room for doubt at all. Zero. Faith is, I will not budge or move from my truth until it happens. That's what faith is. And whatever situation is going on right now, that is the position you need to be in. If you're still in the believing, I mean, that's a great place to start, but remember, believing leaves room for doubt. Doubt is the nefarious stepchild of fear, and it's completely designed to keep you living small, keep you in the darkness. Even though this can feel very dark, you're not sure what's going on, how it's going to end, look, there's still— that path is still lit up. That's that path of faith, speaking your truth. All right, let's get into this. All right, Spirit, all of you and none of me, show me the cards. I need to see what is going on in this love situation for my collective. Okay, this came out upside down. I'm gonna take it that way. Oh yes, starting out with the Knight of Wands. Playa playa, hottie mcnottie. The Knight of Wands, this is the guy that if he comes your way, he, he gallops in. You do not let your emotions, your feelings out. This is that I'm here for a hot moment and then I'm gone type of energy. Very non-committal, in and out, knows all the right things to say and do, comes in, waits till they have you or they think that they have you, and then poof, hasta la vista, baby, I ghost. And you're like, what the hell happened? Who was that? Yeah, so this Knight of Wands in this story, this energy showed up as the King of Cups. That was what they tried to show you, that they, um, were solid, more stable, wanting this, that, and the other. And here's the thing, you knew from the beginning You saw the red flags, you knew what your intuition was saying, but you went for it anyways. No judgment. It's what we do, right? And that's how we learn, especially, um, on this journey of healing and awakening. Guess what? We've lived our life very toxic. We see a red flag, we don't run. We wait to see, hey, how many flags is he carrying? Let me see. And then we start to go, oh, I think I could work with that. Oh, I could work with that. And then next thing you know, you're like, what the fuck happened? What happened was you didn't pay attention to your intuition. You quieted it down, you justified it, what have you. What happened? Lovers in reverse. Yeah. This really feels like you thought you had a King of Cups. King of Cups, um, it's a very deep emotional person who doesn't let it show. Yes, it could be a water sign— Pisces, Cancer, Scorpio. They are, they are the kings of that. Um, water signs feel very deeply. They don't always let it show. Most of the time they'll show you something completely different. If you're dealing with a water sign that has really been more King of Wands energy, but the facade was King of Cups, you— this reading's for you. You have witnessed a complete change in this person to where it really pulled the rug out from under you, started making you question everything about yourself. Are you lovable? Are you worthy? Yada yada yada yada. Honey, honey, honey, let's have a little chat with Mama D here for a moment, okay? You are worthy. You are lovable. You're not broken. You're not— there's nothing wrong with you. You may be a bit fragmented, living life less than, but that's because you've been living life in the Matrix from altered ego. Yeah, go and check the members reading that I posted, um, for everybody. That is really going to help you with this. Now it's making sense. These two are actually tying together. Um, so if you are seeing yourself and that internal dialogue is about how you're fucked up, what's wrong with you, you're broken, you're never going to get it you've got to change so people can love you. Put the kibosh on that. Stop, stop, stop. No, this is a time for wisdom. That is the human consciousness. That is the matrix. That is a part of you that you learned to play. That is a role you've been playing in your life. It started in childhood and it's just continued on. How you think and feel about yourself and the situations and perceptions is what has been playing out. That has nothing to do with you authentically at your core. This situation, as painful as it is, has— is here so you can learn that lesson, so you can see that, you know what, the true part of me, my true authentic being That heart has never been broken. That mind thinks different. We all have a lower heart and a higher heart, a lower mind and a higher mind. Another way of thinking of that is the Matrix heart, Matrix mind, Christ consciousness heart, Christ consciousness mind, 3D and 5D. It's the 3D heart personality, all of that, that has the hurt, the betray— the betrayal, the pain, and it comes from that victimhood. Your soul, your authenticity, that heart, that higher mind that has never been touched by anything in the world, that has been so protected that it's like— for those of you who are old enough to remember the Tootsie Roll commercials, uh, Tootsie Roll? No, Tootsie Pop. It was the Tootsie Pop with the owl. And how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? That's— you can think of that this way: your true heart, your true mind, your true essence, that beautiful being that you are, that person isn't broken. That person is whole. That person has been hidden. Now you're on this journey, if you allow yourself to be, to find that juicy center of all of you. And you're gonna find that through this situation. For those of you that this is resonating with, this is not just one person that has done this to you and that has just really annihilated you and had you so messed up in your thinking. This has been pattern after pattern, people after people, different faces, different places, same energy. You're wising up to this, okay? Back to the story at hand. So this person, I don't feel you're in communication with them. I feel like there's been a lot of silence for a while. Um, I do feel that you still think about them. They are thinking about you. Um, I feel like you start to move forward and then out of the blue some thoughts or energy pulls you back in. That is this person going through their energy trying to figure stuff out as well, and you're picking up on it. Here's the thing, communication will be coming in. You need to decide on you. This is about that faith. What is your truth? You know, you can leave the door open for this person if they change or what have you and come back, that's totally up to you. But in the meantime, focus on you. Work on you and what you want, because when this communication comes in, this is really going to be about you. What do you want? What is your truth? What is your wisdom? Because, um, this communication that's coming in is going to have you in this Ten of Wands energy. I feel like it's going to kick it up. I don't feel— I feel like this is in the background. I feel that this energy tries to pull you back, but you have literally either been pushing it aside, not looking at it, not dealing with it But whatever communication is going to come your way, you need to see things from a different perspective. This Hangman energy, that's being very stuck and stubborn in, um, really feels like in your actions, the way that you're handling thinking and feeling about this person. Um, so if you're still dealing with energy of, well, I'll do this because they did that, um, they said this so I'll say that, or they didn't say this so I'm not doing this— guys, really ask yourself your whys, because all of that energy, that's altered ego, and that's based on trying to get a reaction or punishment, things like that. That will come back on you. This is the time of this energy for you to really sit back and go, you know, what is it that I want in my life? What— how do I want to experience life? Because you're coming into a time of celebration, happiness. I feel like your circle of friends are changing. For some of you, it's your family, um, but holding on to this energy is not allowing room for the new to come in. Yep, look, the Chariot. Things are going to start moving, but before it does, this is your power time. What are you going to do? What do you want? All of this hurt, pain, all of this crying, woe is me, what's wrong with me, what am I doing, da da da— all of this is leading you back to you. You and only you get to control your life. Are you really ready to take Take the wheel of your own life. Step out and be in control. Are you done letting people who have not met themselves yet, who know what they want, who have healed their life— these people are still coming around hurt, broken from altered ego looking to hurt other people in hopes that the other people will help them. I hope you followed that. This is saying take your power back, lead life on your terms, because if you do, guess what's— what are you going to find? Ace of Wands. Brand new, passionate, happy beginning, guys. It's a beautiful reading. I know there's a lot of hurt and pain and a lot of questions when this abandonment and rejection energy comes up, remember that's what it's all about. It's about the energy, not the specific person. It's time for you to take action. Stop being a passenger in your own life. You decide what you want and then go for that. And if people aren't willing to do the work on themselves but they want to come in and drag you back down, You and only you get to decide if that's okay in your life. Hold your vision. Hold your vision for what you want in your life. You cannot manifest anything into your life until you've created it, an image in your mind first, and felt into it. You have that vision, you feel into it, you let it go. That's when your vision comes to pass. All right, beautiful. I hope this helped. I hope you found something in here for you. If you want a private session with me, you know what to do. Send me an email, go to my website, and you can self-book there. All right guys, as always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Namaste. Bye-bye.