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Hey, hey, hey, beautiful heart! What's vibing today? Dr. Denae Arias, your somewhat friendly metaphysician, here to check in on today's energy and see what is going on. All right, um, Yesterday was really interesting. Um, if you guys haven't seen the 5D reading from yesterday, go check it out. I didn't cut it out or anything like that, but literally when I started that reading, all of a sudden my eyes started itching, I was sneezing. I mean, allergies galore. For no reason, um, no physical reason. In other words, I mean, that reading was done early in the morning, um, so anyways, whatever happens during a reading, it is relevant to the reading. Whatever I talk about, um, different sensations or whatever, it all pertains to the reading. But point being, yesterday's energy was interesting. It started out a bit wonky and weird. Did it improve throughout the day? No, it did not. Um, yesterday, and I think I even mentioned on that reading about being exhausted, like, and I had no real reason to be exhausted. That's the thing. Um, I want to say by 10 AM I had 6 espresso shots in me and I was ready for a nap. Um, anyhow, the point is yesterday's energy was exhausting. Um, today waking up, um, the energy is really different and I gotta— you guys know I get up really early. But I went downstairs to get my espresso going here, and as I'm making it, I'm being really quiet. And guys, take that with a grain of salt. Number one, I'm Sicilian, so quiet, quiet is subject. But, um, I was— I mean, I was trying not to make a lot of noise, and Cody starts talking, and he hasn't really— well, yeah, he hasn't really been doing that in the mornings, at least that early. He's kind of been sleeping in and kind of been a grouch, but I'm prepping my coffee and I just hear him going on, "Rub the bird, rub the bird," and then he starts saying, "Mommy loves me." And out of the blue, he starts saying, um, who's the lovebird? Who's the lovebird? I have no idea where he got that from. And Cody is one of my parrots that makes up his own stuff. Um, where he gets a lot of his words and stuff, I don't know, but he makes his own phrases. He has given himself all of his own nicknames. Um, he loves to call himself Cody Bear. He calls himself Poppy, um, Mr. Smoochie, and Mr. Choppers. Mr. Chompers, that's another one. But anyways, so apparently now he's a lovebird. No idea where that came from. It was out of the blue. Um, it was so adorable, I actually recorded it. Um, I may, I may add it to this video just so you guys can hear it. You'll find out, you'll find out if I did that, um, when you're watching the video or not. But anyhow, um, so this energy today, it feels a lot lighter. Um, ironically, I didn't get much sleep last night, but that exhaustion isn't there. I'm actually, you know, really pumped and ready to go. And in here there's actually only, um, 3 shots of espresso, so we'll see. All right, I know I'm yapping, but the point is, how did you wake up this morning? Did you feel different? Especially if this week has been really wonky for you, pay attention to that. Pay attention to especially early in the morning when you wake up, before you even get out of bed. What, you know, what are you doing before you get out of bed? Are you qualifying the energy? So for this reading, we are going to start off— I'm gonna— this is from the Lumerian deck that I used yesterday. This is my go-to for my 5D readings. For those of you who like that in-depth higher spiritual knowing and energy, this is for you. And this is perfect because what have we been talking about, especially the last 2 weeks? Attachments, releasing, coming away from fear and doubt and allowing. So this one here is number 10, Depths of Love. Let go of the fear to jump into love. Let go beyond attachments. So yeah, for those of you who have been listening to the readings, taking the advice, and really working on releasing the attachments and letting go of that doubt and fear and focusing on on love. Let's look and see where we're at for this Friday. Queen of Wands in reverse, the Devil, Ace of Swords in reverse. I actually like this energy. Um, with this Queen of Wands in reverse, you guys know for me the Queen of Wands energy is a mixed bag, and you can never just take one card out of the reading and put your full attention on that and create a story around it. I mean, you can, people do it all the time, but that's very limited, it's very narrow thinking. Um, in this spread, really what this is saying is, oops, um, this Queen of Wands in reverse energy— I feel, um, you are, you are making strides at letting go of attachments. This wasn't easy. These are karmic attachments. Lifelong attachments and patterns you've had. With the Devil showing up looking right over here at my Queen of Wands in reverse, um, that's letting me know, hey, there's been this tug of war, this pull going on, um, I feel like you have dropped an attachment, but here's the thing, like dropping an attachment, releasing an attachment— another way I describe that is pulling out the root. And here's the thing, when you pull out a root, if you don't replace that root, you know, what you just pulled out, with something new— your new truth, positivity, you know, new feelings, new beliefs, whatever it is— then you've got an open hole, so to speak, where that root had been filling. That hole is not going to stay open very long. It is your job to fill it because that root— nobody else came along and planted a seed in your garden, and I'm talking your garden of feelings and thoughts, um, and that root grew. Yes, projected energy of what was coming at you at that time or what have you. And since we're talking, you know, lifelong karmic stuff, this root of attachment, codependency, unworthiness, whatever it is. Yes, it was deep and it was strong because it has been with you for years and years and years. So when you pluck that root out, you have to replace it with something. You can't just pluck it out and go on about your day. So in releasing this attachment, whatever it is, did you consciously plant a new thought, a new feeling, so that can grow. Here's the thing: when you plant that new thought and that new feeling, it is your garden. It is up to you to water it, and watering it is with your feelings. Um, but what I wanted to say was that original root, because it did start in childhood— it's not like you realized in childhood you conscious creator and your thoughts and feelings combined create your reality. No, what happens in childhood is we take on all the energy around us, no filters. We just absorb it all through our senses and then make stories out of it, and that's how these roots get planted. So the original root was not your innate energy is the point I'm trying to make. That was projected energy that was never yours, but you took it on, planted it in your garden. You've been feeding it, you've been watering it, um, your whole life with how you think about it and how you feel, which has been the experiences, because that's how we end up having experiences. So now that you have removed that This energy is on tap to say, hey, don't just leave that open, because guess what? This old energy, altered ego, is lurking. It sees that there's that open hole. It is going to come in and bring back all the old thoughts and feelings. This King of Pentacles in reverse— now I love the King of Pentacles energy when it's upright. Um, in reverse, because in reverse this energy is very toxic. Upright King of Pentacles is very stable, very secure. Um, in reverse, this— it's an ugly energy. It's not a full-blown narcissist, but it definitely is coming from that wounded, hurt, altered ego, narcissistic tendencies. And hear me when I say that narcissistic tendencies, we all have them. Does not mean we are all narcissists. For somebody to actually be a narcissist and have, um, NPD, narcissistic personality disorder, That's different. I'm not talking about that. Now, can you be dealing with somebody with NPD? You can. But right now, this is the only card talking about that type of energy. I don't have any supporting cards for that yet. So these are the tendencies. These tendencies come out when we're in doubt and fear. We're thinking about our trauma. We're thinking about the past. We're feeling wounded. All of that, that's when we get into that what I call stinking thinking. So that is on tap to come your way if you are not planting the new seeds. That's what you are being called to do. Um, this energy feels new, it feels fresh, which I like that. I mean, we need that I can't make this up. Look at this. This is the Sun, the garden of lovely flowers. What metaphor have I been talking about? A garden. There are no coincidences, there are synchronicities. And here we are, because I was talking about the garden, and now we've got the happiest card in the deck, the Sun. What was I just saying about planting, watering, allowing that sun— the sun is that, those positive thoughts and feelings. And guys, don't think you have to be positive 24/7, 365. That is self-sabotage and unrealistic because you just don't. You're still dealing with altered ego, 3D energy, and the human consciousness factor. So don't set unrealistic goals for yourself. What this is saying is on those days or during the times that you aren't feeling so high vibration, you're more in this Devil energy or this lower vibrational energy. What you want to do to get yourself back to here, to tending your garden with the Sun and the purified water is you get out of your head. There's no room for your thoughts here. This is all about feeling. So when you're in this lower vibration, your goal is to find a feeling that is more on the positive side than what you're feeling right then. That's how you start to move the bar, is you reach for a better feeling. Um, for it can— for each of you it'll be different, but if you're in a lower vibrational energy, feeling unworthy, less than, you've got comparison going on— oh, this person's life is better, so-and-so's life is better, oh, look at them, why me— you know, all of that, then you're gonna want to search for a feeling of, you know what, I may not be where I want to be right now. I may not have what I want right now, but I am on my way. And how I get there is by changing my thoughts and my beliefs. I may not be there right now, but by golly, I am on my way. For those of you dealing with, um, autoimmune diseases, chronic illnesses, you know, whatever that is for you. Um, instead of talking about internally or externally feeling, oh gosh, this hurts, that hurts, I can't do this today, you need to change that up. Start planting that new seed. And that new seed looks like, you know what, today I'm feeling better. Today I don't hurt as much. See how you're switching that up? You're not sitting there lying to yourself. You're not saying, yeah, today I'm feeling a freaking amazing, I'm gonna get up and I'm gonna run a marathon. No, you're not, Pinocchio. No, you're not. Sit your butt back down. Come back to reality. Again, little steps. Inch by inch, it's a cinch. Yard by yard, it gets hard. So then we have the Six of Swords. This is movement. Yeah, this is you consciously, intentionally choosing to move forward, planting your new garden, leaving this energy behind. Then we have the World, the Looking Glass. I love the energy of this card. Life is a mirror. And you are in this process of moving ahead. Look in the mirror when you speak to yourself in your life. Make sure it's positive. Make sure it's uplifting, because that's— that is what is moving you towards a whole new lifestyle. And yes, you can do it. When I was going through my stuff, if you guys don't know the story or you haven't seen the before and after videos or pictures, um, you're going to want to check those out because what you see today, guys, it took years for me to get here. I was not always this way, all right? What I teach, preach, and talk about, I have experienced and I have lived. Yes, I have multiple degrees, but my book knowledge and my degrees, that's nothing compared to my real life experiences. So that's what I'm saying, to stop comparing. Oh, so-and-so has this, they're, you know, they have more credentials, blah blah, whatever. You're doing life, you've got some ass kicking in your past, you got trauma in your past, you survived some things, you've overcome some things. Yes, my followers that have dealt with alcoholism, drug addict, prostitution, whatever it is, it doesn't matter. My cancer survivors, my autoimmune survivors, you guys know, and thank you for those testimonies you send in to me. You know, props to you guys. Congratulations. For putting in the work. Uh, you know, you didn't just sit there on the sidelines and hear that and go, yeah, yeah, yeah. You put in the work, you joined the courses, you looked in the mirror, you took that hard look, and you made the choices to change your life. Keep going. I do just want to call you out and say props to you. That's not easy. So keep it up, keep going. But this is for everybody. It's not just for a select few. You absolutely can do it. Were there times walking this journey that I couldn't see or feel how my life was going to be? Absolutely. Yeah, keeping it real. Absolutely. But I pushed through, especially those dark days, especially those days I didn't want to continue, those days that altered ego, that devil voice was so loud calling me crazy, a liar, never gonna do it, blah blah blah. Well, here I am, never like never before, and helping you guys. This is your story too. Your cells are listening isn't just my story, it's everybody's story. But not everybody chooses to walk this path. So if you're listening to this reading, pat yourself on the back. This isn't easy, but you're here, so keep going. This is saying your forward movement is about to speed up. I've been saying since the end of last year, 2024 is going to feel like 3 years in 1 year. That is not an exaggeration, guys. That is what is happening. You have no time to look back. You really don't. You can't afford to do that. You've spent enough time there. This is the type of bankruptcy you want to welcome in. Bankrupt— bankruptcy from your past. That door is closed. Don't go there anymore. Ten of Swords. The Wicked Witch of the East. Yeah, don't think that you're not gonna have reminders of what you've gone through and that as you're moving forward, new experiences coming towards you, absolutely they're going to look like on the surface the old. That's why I'm saying stay out of your head, stay out of the surface, go deeper, look in the looking glass, look in that mirror, go deep, find those feelings. Because just because that's how it's looking on the 3D doesn't mean that's truth. The only way that's going to be truth and come to pass for you is if you slip back into those old thoughts, the old words, and the old stories. This is coming up now literally for you to, to look at it and go, uh-uh, nope, that's not my truth. I don't need— I'm not in alignment with that anymore. Today I am feeling better than I have Grateful I am that today, today is the day that the pain in my body is lessening. Today is the day that my bank account increases. You know, whatever your, your Ten of Swords is. Yep, Four of Pentacles, the wicked witch of possessions. When this energy, this Ten of Swords, comes up, this one's usually right behind there. And this is that doubt and fear, the fear of letting go, fear of not having enough, fear of what others are gonna think of you or say. Who cares? Are they living your life? Are they paying your way? No. At the end of the day, it's you with you. This is old energy. Yes, it's going to try to come up, but that doesn't mean it is your truth or your story still. That's the big message here. Look at this, absolutely love it. Yeah, Nine of Pentacles. So don't fool yourself, this energy will come up. Literally, when it does, it is your responsibility to make a different choice. Remember what I said earlier, choose a feeling that feels better. You start changing your feelings, your thoughts will change. And here, this is the Nine of Pentacles. This is Queen Alice, yes, from Alice in Wonderland. This is wish fulfillment coming true. This is you bossing up, becoming this queen in your life who who on purpose is choosing to plant a new garden, choosing to water her garden no matter what storms are trying to come her way, no matter who's trying to say what. You're saying, uh-uh, not today, not today. This is who I am. If you're in alignment with that, great, we can chill, we could talk. If you're not, well Guess what? I'm gonna be Edward Scissorhands and I'm gonna snip, snip, snip, snip off that connection. Not personal, it's energetic, it's vibrational. I'm on a new path. You're either going to be on this path with me and be a positive, uplifting, higher vibration, um, influence. And if you're not, then it's just about alignment. I am outgrowing that energy, and I can't look back, and I'm not taking anybody with me that is still of that vibration. Let it be that, because again, guys, you can't afford— you can't afford to pull over, take a pit stop, look back or, you know, bring somebody along who's not willing to do the work on their own life to meet you there. Joy. Yep, you are now in your kayak, and I'm calling— I know this isn't a kayak, but I'm calling it a kayak. For those of you who know why I'm saying that, you know But anyways, um, this is you on purpose being in joy. Yep, patience, patience, patience. Be in joy and happiness. It takes patience to grow this garden. All right guys, I hope that helped. As always, I am sending you oceans and oceans of love from my heart to yours. Aloha, aloha, aloha.