54: Using Trauma As Rocket Fuel

All right, so I just recorded a podcast, and I'm gonna do this again. Have you ever done that where you record something and then all of a sudden it's not there? No worries. Long story short, we are talking about how I healed from physical abuse. It was on my Instagram. I posted about it. People are asking questions, and I want to talk about, in this podcast, what helps me remember why my abuse actually had this catalyst in my life to bring more success, more love, more joy, more connection, more presence, all the things. And how you can use your physical abuse as rocket fuel. Because I believe trauma in the body is rocket fuel. I believe it's one of the greatest things we have as human beings that give us our internal gps. I'd like to think that we're up in what we would call, quote, unquote, heaven, or a different density, a different dimension, whatever word we want to use for it. I do think English really is kind of a language that doesn't serve us in every moment. I think there's a language beyond words, and hopefully you feel what I'm saying right now. But I believe before our souls chose to come into these vehicles, that we in house, these physical bodies, these vessels, these selves, these cells that we chose what we wanted to create in the very first, probably 13 years of our life. Now imagine people that are here that have extreme wealth, that haven't had any trauma at all. Would you think they're an old soul or a young soul? Maybe they've died a thousand times, and a thousand is probably a pretty young soul, and they've realized that they just want more riches and they just want to do this and they want to do that. Long story short, the older souls, like, you know what? I'm gonna let Bill Gates live his life as one of the conquerors on this planet and just create so much negative energy and so much negative karma so that he has to pay that back thousands of lifetimes in the future. And instead, I am going to incarnate and experience a lot of trauma. I want to be tortured, I want to be abused. I want to have that GPS put in me to remember that this life is just merely a dream, that it's the greatest illusion, that it's an apparition, that it's a hologram, that it's the Matrix. And I can wake up from this illusion because of the trauma that I actually experienced as a young kid. And I can be more loving. I can have more light in my heart. So if you're with me, just sit tight because we're gonna remember in this podcast what trauma helps us with. Number one. For me, it helps me remember that my father isn't my real father. We have this misinterpretation with the biological humans. We call them parents. There's a pair of people that rent you, right? But who is really your owner? Where does your divine sonship or daughtership come from? For me, that's God, that spirit, that source to be of this world, but not in this world. So there's no man that can claim me as their son. And I'm sorry, dad, if you're listening to this.

Buddha said it, Jesus said it, right? Some of the greatest ascended masters of our time, we have to identify that we are part of this infinite intelligence to get access to it. Otherwise, we believe that we are just part of this mortal living space on Earth, and we have no access to the immortal faculties that are. Is in every single cell of our being. And we are beyond powerful, my friend. So, number one, recognize that your father or your mother that you were born into, with the parents, aren't your real father or mother or God, whatever we want to call it. That. That's a helpful belief for me, and I may have lost a lot of people on this already. I don't care at this point, I'm just here to be me. Drew be you. You be Drew talking to myself, or you be you in your life. It also helps me remember that the abuser, through the law of oneness, if we want to talk about that. Unity consciousness, right? Which is where the Earth is headed right now, whether or not you like it. The shadow, the ineffective, the inefficient aspects that are happening in the earth plane right now are just waking more and more people up. There's a great leavening. The more darkness that appears to be on the Earth, there's actually more light. Schumann resonance is skyrocketing right now. So it helps me remember that the dad that did this to me, the parent, he is actually me. I am him. He is me. And through this law of oneness, I can have radical compassion for this man. And it helps me remember also that maybe, like me, his dad was just as mean and nasty, or maybe even worse, that he did things and he didn't learn how to be an effective dad. How many people listening to this podcast actually had the greatest dad or an effective dad, an efficient dad, a loving dad, a dad that said that they were proud, proud of them. It just wasn't a common thing. They weren't given the tools, right? And that's okay. So it creates more compassion for me. What? This experience of the abuse and trauma and everything that happened to me from 0 to 5. And I've talked about this on other podcasts, but, you know, having cigarettes put out on my head and my head held underneath the bathtub bath water as a young kid, 3, 4 years old, it helps me remember that I am radically more self sufficient than I can even imagine. And if I could get through it then, I can get through anything now. It gives me power. It's empowering to think that way. So how has this experience that you had in the past create you radically more self sufficient?

It also helps you remember that the skills that I learned from the man that abused me and tortured me one day would help millions of kids that are actually maybe underground, maybe they're on the border somewhere and they're being taken over by this.

You know, dark, dark, dark energy on the planet. Who knows, right?

I know you're. You're tracking me in this. I can feel it. If you're listening to this, you know what I'm talking about. But in any event, it helps me remember that one day, maybe because of all the abuse that I experienced, for a moment, I'll be able to help these kids. I'll be able for a moment to impart a higher level of consciousness in them, to really tell them who the real father is, which is super powerful. So it also helps me remember that we abuse ourselves every single day, my friend, through ineffective, inefficient thoughts, feelings. And because of that, we create actions and habits out of that. But it starts in the mental plane. We beat ourselves up every day relentlessly. 50 to 80,000 thoughts a day. Women have more thoughts than men. 99% of all the thoughts we have every day are just reoccurring thoughts that we had the day before. By the time we're 39, even 99% of what we do is just a pattern. It's an unconscious thing we're doing. So how can we have more empowering thoughts? Create a to be list. How am I going to be today? Right? Set alerts on your phone every hour. I am love. I'm Joy. I am peace. Peace. I'm here to change lives. You can write sticky notes on your bathroom mirror, words of affirmation. Once you do this, you start changing your unconscious mind. You can listen to YouTube 40 to 50 minutes before bed. When you enter a theta state of love and kindness. Thoughts of words that can help you and support you and assist you in thinking better thoughts. About yourself. And when you start doing this, you're going to feel better. It's just law. That's how it works. And it's super powerful, my friend. But we are beat up and we're. There's a race to your limbic brain. With all the media outlets out there, how can I put more fear out into the world? Because when people are fearful, it controls them more. And that's what Big Brother and these other governmental agencies are thinking. We need to control 7.5 billion people. How can we do it? Well, let's just pump them full of fear. Let's create things out of thin air. And it happens every day. It doesn't matter what country you're in, where you are. And the more you buy into fear, the more you forget your true divine heritage, where you were really from. And right now, there's a battle on earth, there's a spiritual war going on, I believe. And the more we can tap into remembering who we are, what we are, why we're here, the more powerful we are and the more personal power we have when we leave this experience, the more we come back with, so.

Jedi. I think Star wars is a documentary. So be the Jedi, be the light, and leave with more than what you came with. It also helps me remember all the abuse that I suffered. It helps me remember, and here's a real tangible thing, that it's a direct reflection in regards to how I feel is what I'm eating, and I can pay attention to it. So when my diet starts to slip up, well, what's going on in your mind, Drew? Why are you abusing yourself with what you're eating? How can I have more high vibing food? What can I eat that's full of light? What can I drink that's full of light? How can I get more sleep for this body? How can I take care of me this. This vehicle? So be the perceiver versus the thinker, and we can give ourselves more self love, because that's what the world needs right now, my friend. So these are a few things that helps me remember the abuse, the trials, the tribulations that were set against me at a very young age served a very distinct purpose in my life. So no matter what you're going through, my friend, no matter what you're up against, it serves a purpose. Maybe now you have radical ownership in your life for everything that happens. I recently had somebody steal from me during a contracting job. They literally took tens of thousands of dollars worth of stuff. And one of the first things that I Asked myself after I was done being pissed for a second, like, what the hell? Feeling violated, right? I asked myself, well, how did I cause this? How have I been showing up in my mind to allow a thief in this house and actually take. One of the things they took was meat. I bought a half a cow and they stole a bunch of meat. Like, how did they take sustenance? How did they take life force from me? And how am I taking life force from myself every day? What's happening? Right? So when we analyze it, when we fix it in the mental plane, it fixes itself in the third density. You've heard my podcast on the Kybalion in the past. Check that out. And, yeah, know that your trauma is fuel. Stop looking at it like it's some bad thing that happened to you in the past. Your narrative, your story creates your future. So change it. You can be somebody new in every moment, any moment that you have. The eternal now moment is full of creation. It's full of magic. So cast your spells wisely. Say things that are empowering. Build yourself up. Use your visions and your imagination to increase the amplifier amplitude of your heart. It's a thousand times more powerful electromagnetically than your mind. Come into your heart, my friend. The longest journey you'll ever take, as my Don would say, is 17 inches. And it's from your mind to your sacred heart. Be there. And I'm gonna record another podcast talking about other things I did to heal the trauma in my body. But I think these are important, important things to remember that will really start to shake, shift and sort out anything that you're holding on to that could cause you more and more dis Ease in your body. Because guess what? If you don't deal with this now, your body's gonna be dealing with you later. So this is a way to pay for your health now or pay for sickness later. Invest in you, my friend. Give love to yourself. Remember, I got your back. This is brother Drew on the Drew and you show. Remember, we're in this together.

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