59: Vibrations, Positivity, & Crystals With The Gem Goddess, Leanna Palmer
23 Oct 2021 · 54 min
This is an interview-style podcast episode (Drew Canole with guest Leanna "The Gem Goddess" Palmer) exploring Leanna's spiritual journey from childhood tarot and psychic experiences through audio engineering to a practice combining metaphysics, crystals, and jewelry-making. The conversation covers vibrations and cymatics, lucid dreaming and meditation techniques, crystal sourcing and intention-setting (including enchanting jewelry), personal anecdotal encounters with UFO/alien presences, and practical "cheat codes" for manifestation (mindset, feeling/heart, and spoken word). The guest also points listeners to her YouTube channel and gemgoddess.com (soon LunaGem.com) for tarot, astrology, and products.
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I have the gem goddess here, Liana Palmer, and she's got such a unique story, you guys. From being in Canada most of her life, to coming out to la, to teaching people through her own spiritual awakening, she has literally transformed her life and thousands of other people. I mean, you got a. A little following on YouTube, right?
Small.
Just a few people.
Just a couple.
And yeah, it's cool. I've known of her and I've known her for probably five years. Four or five years.
Yeah, it's been a little bit.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I think even when you first started.
Yeah.
People were like, you guys are talking about the same stuff. Do you know each other? Like, we were. I was geeking out on all the woo, like metaphysical stuff.
Uh huh.
And then I looked at your YouTube and I'm like, yep, there she is, the initiate, the mystic mystery school student.
Right? Oh, yeah.
So it's good to have you here.
Thank you so much for showing up. Yeah, thank you for having me.
Yeah. Total Atlantean vibes.
Oh, yeah. And we were talking about that earlier too.
Yeah, you would. I did a podcast with Bridget Nielsen recently and we were talking all about Atlantis and that's amazing. Yeah.
Got to love those magical vibes.
Yeah. So now you're. You have these amazing crystals that I see you creating and different jewelry that you're giving out to the world.
Yes.
Totally charged.
Yes.
Tell us how. Okay, so just give us the backstory for somebody just listening in and. And maybe they're not familiar with your work.
Okay, so backstory, basically where I began my spiritual journey. My mom is super spiritual, so she raised me just talking about like tarot and astrology and we started taking tarot classes when I was really young. She started teaching me tarot when I was 12, and I think we started taking classes when I was like 13 or 14.
And I mean, that's like a special mom.
Oh, yeah.
12 years old learning how to read all that.
Oh, for sure. And I was super interested in it because I'd see her always, like, playing around with these cards and I was like, oh, what are those? And she's like, you know, I'm just asking questions to the universe. And I just thought that was the most magical, coolest thing I've ever heard. And obviously that piqued my interest. I wanted to know more about it. And I had a bunch of like, psychic, I guess, psychic experiences, you could say quotations as a kid where I'd like, see spirits and stuff like that. And I could feel energy just so deeply. Like, you Know, I could, like, for some reason, I could see or feel blockages in people's energy fields and just kind of like, feel it out. And that was always really intriguing and interesting to me. And so I just had a really keen interest in anything metaphysical. So, yeah, eventually I started taking classes with my mom on all of this, and my passion for it grew a lot, but I didn't quite know exactly where that path would take me. I didn't think that it would ever be my career or anything like that, but I just. It was like a huge passion of mine. And then I went to audio engineering school, and in audio engineering, we started talking a lot about vibration, and we started seeing about the vibration of music, and then we started talking about the vibration about how sound passes through objects or how it passes through air versus something solid or through water. And. And sound actually passes through solid objects more than it does through air. Air is actually.
The least conducive thing for sound to go through. So our ears are really powerful, the fact that they hear sound so well. And so this was just really intriguing to me. And it started making my brain, the gears in my brain just start turning, thinking about how energy, since we're all made up of energy and we're all vibrating all the time. So when you come into somebody else's energetic field, how does that affect your own? Because when you're mixing music, you're looking at all the different sound vibrations and trying to make those match. And your. The way that you build sound with different oscillators, it affects the sound so differently. So I was like, okay, well, what happens when you're, you know, touching a crystal that has its own vibration versus, you know, touching another human being? Or when you're, like, touching a table? You know, everything has vibration. Even this table, this glass table has its own vibration, so it can affect you vibration vibrationally as well. And so this just got me super intrigued because I started realizing a little bit more of maybe science and how science connects to spirituality. So that was just my whole. Then after that, the rest is history. And I started just getting so deep into it, and eventually I started doing it on YouTube and just really coming out with it.
Yeah. So you. There was a lot of codes dropped in the sound that you heard, and it was putting pieces together of maybe some other information that you had. You were like, re. Remembering.
Yeah.
One of your past lives, or. I don't even. I don't think we've had, like, past lives. I think it's all happening in the eternal now.
Moment, definitely. And I think every single past life or every single life that we know about in history, I think that's all of us. Because if you think about it, like, 100, all just one at the end of the day. So we've all had every single past life.
It's just like a code of yourself written in time and space. And you've definitely been every single person that there is.
Absolutely.
So you're not disconnected from anything. And cymatics, I think, is the study of sound. So the primordial sound, the sound that originated you before the egg actually chose the sperm to. Because she actually uses sound, like the egg in the womb, like, she's emitting a sound frequency, and it's also bouncing back on the sperm of which is going to be the right one, the chosen one, which gives the sperm the information that it needs to actually find her.
Wow. So I always wondered how, like, how do you find an egg in there? Like.
Yeah. Most people think it's. Oh, it's those. The sperm that wins the race and all these other things, but that's actually a myth. Wow. So she's emitting a frequency and everything's frequency. Right. Like Tesla and. Tesla and Einstein. They talked about that.
Yeah.
So the field, your magnetic field creates energy, which creates a sound. The table has its own sound.
Exactly.
But because our brains are slowing things down in linear speed to keep track of the information, sometimes we don't hear it.
Oh, definitely. And we're so distracted by it because we have so many different senses, too, you know, but if you just slow down, you can start to really feel things and. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Even a. Even listening to a bird, like, we believe, like, birds are so beautiful with their whistles and everything else, but there's a whole nother sound. And I know a few people have probably heard this before, where the birds actually making an entirely different sound than what they're presenting into the third density.
Yeah.
It's like. It's crazy.
Yeah. And we don't have, like. We have, like, a certain spectrum that we can hear, but there's so many spectrums beyond that that are happening that we don't even have senses for. And then some people are a little bit more sensitive to those things.
Yeah. You can use your subtle energy body and actually ride the sound.
Yeah.
And then you can track the sound and go through whatever portal that the creature is, like, traveling through space and time.
Have you done that before?
Not that much that I remember. I've done it a lot. We can say that. But I'M remembering more and more every day.
Yeah.
I remember a hummingbird flying up to my face. And it was like an alien, like a drone alien just flying up. And it was emitting this sound that I've never heard in my life. And it was so beautiful. It was like seven trumpets coming at me versus just the hummingbird sound. And it's as if every cell in my body was hearing this little hummingbird. And I was in a peak state. I had just sungazed. I had just did a little breath work and I moved my body. I was doing some qigong and then all of a sudden this thing just flew up and it was like.
Wow.
So you probably felt your energy and.
I wasn't on mushrooms or anything like that.
Wow.
Yeah, we're all capable of that. We all have these superhuman gifts.
Definitely.
As you know, I mean, you were seeing spirits when you were 12 years old.
Yeah.
Probably younger, too.
Oh, yeah. Yeah, definitely. Yeah.
How do you access. And you're a projector. How do you access that now, your supernatural powers?
Seeing spirits? Usually, I find they like to present themselves when they want to be seen.
Yeah.
You can also tap into that frequency. Absolutely. Like any time, especially in, like, deeper meditation or I find when you're alone and you kind of dampen out your other senses. So usually like a dark room, which is why most people feel energy when you're in a dark room, because you have less of your senses interrupting and interrupting the flow that your brain can even comprehend. Right. And so dark room, no. No sound.
Yeah.
In a really quiet space, you can really tap into that energy a lot. The more that you do it to, the more sensitive that you're going to be to it. And you can kind of feel energy even when walking into a house. Like, everyone has that experience. When you walk into a house and you can feel like, what kind of energy used to be there. You know, like, have you had one of those experiences where you can just like feel the energy of a place all the time?
I'm wondering, who's the guy behind you right now?
Oh, is there a guy?
I'm just kidding. I'm just teasing you.
You can say hello to him. Welcome to the body.
Hello. Hello.
Only these microphones could pick up those frequencies. That would be cool. Yeah. But mushrooms too. Those are. Once you do mushrooms, you kind of. You don't see the world the same way.
It's good training. It's good training wheels for a lot of people.
Yeah, definitely. And I feel like even your experience that you have on mushrooms, you could totally bring it into our.
Real world that we're in, like, in our normal state. You can start to kind of see those same things. Because when I. One of my trips on mushrooms, I was looking at seaweed that was dead, but it was so alive on mushrooms. It was the most alive seaweed I've ever seen. And now I don't ever look at seaweed the same again. Like the seaweed that was washed up on shore and it was just completely dry. Dry beforehand. And then all of a sudden, it started transforming and started, like, almost speaking to me. And it was like, the most alive seaweed I've ever seen. And he was just like, I'm always alive. The universe is always alive. And energy can never be created or destroyed. Right. So even the most minute grain of sand has such a history. And you can tap into the entire energy of the universe and entire history of the world through one single piece of sand. Almost just because everything. You cannot create more matter on this Earth, all the matter that is here has been the old ancient bodies that used to live here, all the old ancient creatures. So it holds that information still. It's still encoded in there. And water holds memory, too. And the water just keeps getting recycled. We. You can't get rid of water. It just transmutes into different things, which is like the alchemy of the universe. Right. Like, it turns into the plant, and the plant biodegrades mushrooms, like, put it back into the earth, turns into soil, but then it feeds the new plants, it feeds the humans, and it just moves through life.
Yeah. So powerful.
Yeah.
People are like, wow, are they on mushrooms right now?
No, not today.
Yeah. I've never actually done mushrooms. Really? Yeah, really. I've. I've been a big dreamer my whole life, So I open up dreams and portals, and I work with a really powerful shaman.
Yeah.
So in dream time, to do all this stuff. So psilocybin portals are fun and. And you can do it in the awakened dream, too. It's not limited to being asleep. It's. You can open up portals here.
So is this like a lucid dream.
That you, like, go into once you're lucid dreaming enough? The hardest thing about lucid dreaming, and the Tibetan monks would talk about this, is actually choosing not to dream at all and just being in the void. Or like the Brahma.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
And then when you're lucid enough at night, you actually become vastly more lucid during the day because you start seeing the dream at night as the dream during the day.
Yes. And I also noticed that the times that I lucid dream the most are the times I'm very lucid in my waking state. I'm not just living in my subconscious autopilot state. Usually when I, like, get out and do something completely different and I'm really something new, aware. Yeah. And I'm very conscious of, like, my responses to the environment rather than using just regular autopilot responses that I already have. I notice that I lucid dream way more often because I'll even notice when I'm falling asleep and I can feel that whole dreamscape and see it just, like, come to life.
Yeah, yeah.
Very powerful.
Yeah, yeah. Lucid dreaming is, like, one of my favorite things. I know you are big into yoga. I know you're big into, of course, crystals. How'd you get into the whole crystal game?
Yeah, so I actually didn't know a lot about crystals. Like, growing up, that's one thing that me and my mom never really got into. But when I started, it was actually after audio engineering that I started kind of thinking and having epiphanies upon how energy affects us. And I always heard about crystal magic. You know, I'd always hear about that. I'd see books about it, but I didn't know much about it. But right when I started having these epiphanies about how energy must affect us. And you look at crystal growth, they grow based on, like, sacred geometry and different. Like, yeah, Platonic solids create the structures of crystals. And I was like, well, that's our natural state. That's what we all come from. So anytime that we feel out of alignment, you know, we put a certain crystal on us. It must interact with our energy somehow, especially if you have it on you. And so I started kind of like buying a little bit of crystals here and there and just seeing how they affected my own energy. And I got more and more into it. And I had a friend that was selling crystals and I just thought it was one of the coolest things. And I was like, oh, I would love to do that. I also love to make jewelry. I had a friend that made jewelry who taught me how to make jewelry. And the rest was kind of history. I started creating bracelets myself. And I love just being able to find and source, like, different stones that had different energy, ones that are less common. Like ocean Jasper. That one.
Love ocean Jasper.
Right. It's so good. And that only comes from, I believe it's in Madagascar where they mine it. And it's only in this one, like, really low down Cave that they can only go into when the tide's low enough to go in there, and that's why it's, like, so expensive.
So cool.
So cool. So, yeah.
So you do have crystal miners that you actually work with?
I don't work with the crystal miners, but I have people that are in contact with those crystal miners that.
Yeah, I have crystal miners if you need contacts.
Thank you.
Outside of here.
Yeah. That would be awesome.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Ocean Jasper is so beautiful.
Yeah.
What do you think of this guy? Oh, isn't that rad?
That's nice. Is that agate?
I think it is a type of agate.
That is gorgeous. I love the color contrast on that.
Yeah. So I've. I've literally been a crystal baby my whole life. Like, when I was 7, I was, like, fascinated with amethyst and, like, total starseed stuff. You know, I. Over time, I haven't given as much power to it because I believe that you and I are divinely empowered, like, get our energy from source. But it's. It's fun to test crystals. Like, I've literally had, like, an aura camera where I'll take a photo of me regularly and, like, look into my orc field. And then I'll take onyx or selenite and these different crystals, and I'll see how they affect the actual aura field, like the auric field, and it's insane.
Wow. I've never seen how it. I never.
Crazy.
Yeah.
Like, the energetic imprint of crystals in your auric field. Wow. So I actually think there's some stuff happening with what is being put into the human body that changes the magnetic field up to where certain cameras that are everywhere in China and these other places can actually see into the magnetic field and know the person without even scanning their face.
That is wild.
So if crystals can change your magnetic field or shun guid or these other onyx, these other protective copper things that are now being created, then maybe you can block from. Be being identified too.
That's so true. Maybe, like, shungite or something like that could totally do that. Or maybe we have more control over that than we think.
I think we do.
Yeah. Yeah. Because even in meditation, we have, like, crystals in our pineal gland that you can activate, and they're really similar. I believe they are quartz crystals, or they're actually similar to quartz. When you put pressure on them, they create that, like, PZ electricity that, like.
Yeah, tell us about that.
Yeah. So in certain meditation, you can do breathing techniques to help put pressure on your pineal gland.
Do you have a technique?
There's one by Dr. Joe Dispenza that's like a breathing technique that I he basically it's really similar to like Kundalini yoga, right? Yeah, it's really similar to that mula.
Bandra where you're clenching it.
Yeah, exactly. And you're like moving your chi from your like lowest chakras all the way back up to put pressure on it. You can also like put pressure on your actual eyelids, like with your thumbs and press in. Of course, that's maybe not the best for your eyes.
She's doing it right now, you guys, right now. She's skilled.
Exactly. But you can do that too. And it like puts pressure back there. You can like really just focus on it. Cuz like we can focus our energy and our qi into specific areas. Right.
What if your pineal gland is just so open and you want to close it a little bit?
Well, I feel like we have a lot of control over that. Just basically you just breathe and I, I don't really have a technique for that. I kind of just imagine a light switch and I turn it over.
That's cool. That's your technique? Yeah, I go like this. Oh, I just like. It is like a switch. So you're imagining it and I just swipe my pineal gland and it's almost.
Like a light switch.
Yeah, yeah. Or I just drink a bunch of fluoride in my water.
Oh yeah, that works too. Or yeah, you just go to like a party or something. Go to a club.
You got any tap water?
A little bit more 3D.
Yeah, I'm just seeing too much. Need some fluoride.
Gotta lower my 5D energy. Gotta come back to the real world.
Going back to reality, man, that's hilarious.
Yeah, yeah, that's a good technique. Yeah.
So you're in Laguna beach and you love the ocean.
I love the ocean.
What, what code have you picked up in the past like six months or what? What lessons, you know, what have you really learned during this whole thing that's happening on planet Earth?
I've learned to be in your authentic truth and to talk about that. Yeah. And to not really. So there's a lot of pressure from society. Right. But we can choose ourselves to be who we want to be. Like, nobody has control or dominion over you. Right. So other people might be going off doing their own thing. And also another thing I've been learning is to not interfere or not necessarily interfere. Like you can always express your opinions. That's important. But, but you know, everyone's on their own path. Right. And we can't control other people. If we don't want people controlling us, we can't control others. So I've learned to very much let go, but then also stay in my own ground and be very sure of myself. And of course, all of us, we don't actually a hundred percent know what's going on ever. You know, it's. Oh, it's almost impossible to know everything. You know, all of us can be wrong. I'm humbled many times. I've been humbled many times in my life. So I've just. I've gotten comfortable knowing that I don't know everything. But what I do know, I'll just keep trusting that and following that and then letting other people live their lives too.
So. Good. Yeah, I think that's powerful, like, especially following our authentic truth now.
Yeah.
Because there's something we get to focus on that we're building as humans that takes our attention away from the chaos, away from the Earth school. I mean, just the. The chaos that's happening on the earth.
Yeah.
Like, it's crazy.
Exactly.
You look at the news, you look at these other things, it's like you need something bigger that's pulling you away from that. So your authentic truth.
Your authentic truth always helps. And, you know, your authentic truth might change at certain points. Then you'll look back on your past and be like, oh, I've changed so much as a person since then. But every single point of your life is going to be so important, you're never going to regret anything, because that's the point of where you learn. Right. And that's where you transform and you move forward, and there's always purpose behind everything. And so even when things are super chaotic, I always kind of remind myself of the analogy. It's kind of like cleaning out your closet. It's got to get messier before it's going to get better.
Yeah.
You know, so I feel like even what the world is going through right now, I do feel like I do trust that there's a divine plan in it all. And I do believe that everything leads to good, because that's just what I personally believe in.
Yeah.
So I even think that what's going on right now is somehow going to help us in the long run, you know?
Yeah.
Yeah. Even if it looks super chaotic and messy right now, somehow there's going to be a deeper purpose behind it.
Yeah. There's like a purging happening.
Definitely.
And that's like the closet analogy. There's this deep purge.
Yeah. And the darkness kind of has to come out and like. Yeah.
And it's above, so below. So if we're quarantining on earth, well then the Heaven realms are quarantining as well.
Oh, yes.
So. And how do you, how do you call upon that divine guidance when it's in quarantine?
That's when you got to follow the authentic truth. Yeah.
You have to vibrate higher.
Yes, that as well.
To get up to be the pillar of light. Be the multi dimensional human that's here.
Yeah.
And just keep vibrating as high as you possibly can. So doing things that bring you joy.
Yes.
Which would be what for you? For me, what brings you joy?
All the joy. I love the ocean, so I love swimming, I love meditating. I kind of love putting myself in a magical world. And so a lot of us are living life and you know, I guess a mainstream thought is that magic doesn't exist, but I believe magic.
Yeah. Like the Muggle world.
So many forms. Yeah. And so I like to live in my magical world where I feel and I embody the feeling of being like a magical fairy. And when I'm making my tinctures, my mushroom tea, or like, you know, all sorts of different things, I infuse it with magic and intention because our energy is what magic is, you know, so I really just live my life very magically and it might be very different than other people. And I just kind of stay in that little bubble myself and that's what brings me pure joy and happiness, is to create that energy and create that world.
Yeah.
Here. Yeah. And so do everything with magic.
Who taught you all this magic?
Who taught me the magic? Well, I definitely pick it up on from other people, but then also in my own meditations, you know, thinking about.
Just what inspires me and different like fantasy looking things like, you know, like Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, living in a world like that, you can actually embody that energy and create a life like that here.
So I'm glad you said Harry Potter because I'm like the biggest Harry Potter fan ever.
Harry Potter's amazing. I'm like rewatching them right now, actually going on to the third one.
What about Star Wars?
I haven't gotten super into Star Wars. I've watched some of it. Some of it, but not a lot.
A documentary that is.
Oh yeah, exactly.
What about the Matrix?
Yeah. Oh yeah, that's of course a documentary and a life lesson right there.
So good.
Yes.
What do you feel about like, do you Think we're living in assimilation or something like that. Have you had experiences? Tell us about that.
Okay, so I've had interesting thoughts about how we're all one and we're basically just energy or consciousness expanded in order to experience itself.
Yeah.
So I think we're more of that. I have heard of the simulation theory, and I think it's a very solid theory. And considering how advanced we're getting with VR right now, it definitely could be a possibility. But I think if it was assimilation, we could, like, wake ourselves up right now. Unless we intended to use the simulation to forget that we were in one. Maybe.
But I think that's what makes it fun.
Yeah.
Because if we knew we were in one, I mean, what fun would that be?
That's true.
Because when we play games, it's like, okay, I'm playing a game and I have codes, unlimited lives, you know, unlimited resources. And then all of a sudden, you're in sims and you're just building all this stuff. Yeah. It gets boring because you've literally won every type of game that there is. And, you know it's a game.
That's true. And then you can use cheat codes, too, because then you know how the simulation work, which.
We have cheat codes, by the way. We're going to be telling you some of our own personal cheat codes.
Oh, yes.
So the Gem Goddess has a whole list of cheat codes for you.
Oh, yeah. And so do you. Yeah, I want to hear some of yours.
We're going to get into some cheat codes. What do you guys think about that? You ready for some cheat codes?
Oh, yeah.
So what would your biggest code be for somebody listening to you or me for, like, the first time?
So, biggest cheat code for life is your mind. You know, your mind is way more powerful than you think. You can change your mind to change your perception of the world, and you can create an entirely new life. So if you want to, like, have control, more control over your emotional state, which will end up affecting the reflection that the universe gives back to you, you have dominion over that. Like, you can change how you react to people. You have more dominion over who you are than what we're told. We're told, like, oh, you were born with this personality. This is who you are. This is the essence of you. And we feel like we're stuck in that. We feel like we're stuck with certain, like, mental blocks. We feel like we're stuck with certain things like that.
Yeah, genetics.
Genetics. Exactly. And now we're getting into epigenetics, which Goes to show us that we can change our genetics.
Yeah.
You know, so, yeah, we have way more control over our lives with our mind. With. With your mind. Yeah.
Which leads me to you. And I have both read this book several times, the Kybalion, which I talked about on the podcast, you guys. And one of the laws, I think it's the third law of the universe, is that the universe is mental.
Yes.
Meaning that everything you think is created in the physical reality.
Yes. And it all starts in the mind.
Starts in the mind. Yeah.
Yeah. And you can also notice that when you're interacting with certain people and your perception of that person is actually based on yourself, it's not based on what they're actually the energy that you're giving that they're giving you. Sometimes. Sometimes, like, you know, I'll say something and I mean it in a totally different way, but somebody else will pick up on it entirely differently than the way I meant it, you know, And I noticed that for myself, sometimes, like, your insecurities will pop up or like, other different mental limitations will block up, and they'll keep showing you that. Because you'll be in a conversation with somebody and you might have a negative reaction to it or a very positive reaction, and it might not be the same experience as the other person, you know, or two people could go to a party, One person has a great time, one person has a really bad time.
Yeah.
You know, it's all mental.
Yeah. I love that. And I love. I think the second one. And I'll do number two, would be. We know that it's a mental world.
Yeah.
And to be a bigger beacon to amplify the mental impression even more on the world, it's really important to be in your heart, because your heart emits a frequency that's a hundred times bigger than your mind. And when you feel like what your mind's creating, that's the secret. So being in a feeling place, how can I feel more love? How can I feel more joy? How can I feel more abundance now in this moment? And the more we tune into that, the more we're going to see, because that reticular activation system, that little part of the brain above the midbrain that, like, spots things that it notices, is all impressions, like you said.
Yes.
So what you believe you perceive and what you perceive you receive.
Yes.
So that comes into your field when you're feeling it. As if. So what I like to do every day is feel, feel, feel, get in a state of love. Get in a state of present, eternal, now, moment, and then broadcast exactly what I'm creating.
Yes.
And I do that through the power, which I would probably say is number three, would be the power of spoken word. So when I'm feeling that erratic rapture, when I'm feeling love, when I'm feeling joy, when I'm feeling like I'm in my heart the most, that's when I want to do, like, prayer out loud or, like, speaking it. Casting spells through the spelling. Right.
Yes.
Being a wizard or sorceress, whatever you.
Want to call it, that is so powerful. And emotions are, like, the most powerful thing, too. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I love that.
Yeah. So mental realm, feeling it and then speaking it.
Yeah. And we have more power over emotions, too. A lot of us think that. And I know I was someone who was stuck in this, where you think you have to attain something in order for it to give you an emotion. But it always starts on the emotional level first.
Yeah.
Every single time. You can embody that emotion before having the thing. Because things do not bring you emotions. They might bring it to you temporarily for a second.
Yeah.
But then you'll notice that whatever natural state that you were before comes creeping back in. Because it all starts. It doesn't happen from the external world. Nothing on the external can give you that emotion that you're hoping for, you know?
Yeah.
Always a little illusion. It's always like a temporary fix. But then when we find the wholeness within, then all of a sudden the external reality gives you what you've been wanting. And it might have been in front of you the entire time is the funny thing.
There's a good chance it has been.
Exactly. Yeah.
So I think that emotional state drives our level of consciousness. Like in Power vs Force, David Hawkins talks about this. Right. So if we're radiating at a state of love, I believe that gives us the ability to communicate more effectively with anybody that's at or below 500 level.
Yeah.
Like, it just opens up bridges and pathways of telecommunication, a bilocation of consciousness, of superpowers, you know, that we. We have yet to begin to understand. Yes, we're starting to. More every day. But, yeah, vibrating at that high level of love would be key.
And when you're in that state of consciousness, too, your consciousness starts to perceive of those things that were around you, and you start to go towards those opportunities, and you start to. The way that you begin to react to your environment helps you find the pathway to, like, your dream life. Yes. When you're on a certain emotional frequency.
Yeah.
Your brain will now React in different ways. So when people come to you, you'll react differently to them, which will lead you on a whole new path. Whereas before, when your brain is on. Yeah, you know what I'm talking about. When you're, when you're in a lower emotional state, you know, there's certain people that'll pass you by that you're not gonna say hi to or that when they bring something up, you know, if they're even like, oh, I have this really cool opportunity. If you don't think you're worthy of it, you're. You're going to say no to it. You might not even notice that that opportunity was right there. Whereas if you're vibrating on a higher level, all of a sudden those opportunities are there and you'll be more magnetic towards those. They'll just fall into your, into your life. And all of a sudden you're going to be saying yes to things that you would normally not say yes to. And you'll find yourselves yourself in a moment where you are bringing out that opportunity.
I love that.
Yeah.
Yeah. I used to play Monopoly a lot as a kid and like the game, the more you travel around the board and the more money or energy you had. Right. Higher vibration you had. Which is.
Yeah.
And you could buy different locations.
Yeah.
So the locations would essentially be timelines that are more favorable to you or anything that you could choose if you had the right currency in that moment to buy the property. And Monopoly.
Yes.
So in your life, the more currency you have, the more energy, the higher your vibration, the more spots you have to land on different timelines that you could choose in any moment.
Yes. And then you can do those quantum leaps.
Yeah, yeah. Because if everything's vibration and energy, then really, it's just you're matching it, your vibrational match to so much more goodness in your life. So much more opportunity.
Exactly. Because it'll resonate with you. Because we only get the things that we resonate with. Those are the only things that are amplified.
Yeah. And most of the time we're self sabotaging. Most of the time we're, oh, this is too good to be true. So I'm going to push it away.
Yeah.
Money doesn't grow on trees. I know. I have to work hard. Like all these false veils have been casted upon us.
Yeah. And those emotional reactions will come out even if you meet, like the love of your life, but you're like, oh, it's too good to be true. All of a sudden your reaction to them is going to be really low. Like if you, if you think it's too good to be true, you get those self sabotaging things that come out. Right.
Yeah.
You know, and even if they're giving you so much love, if your internal state says, oh, this is too good to be true, your reaction is going to be of denial. And if they give you affection, you're not going to be very welcoming of it, you know, because you think it's too good to be true, you think it's a lie and so you're going to be saying no. And so your reactions change so much depending on your internal state and your belief systems. They get reflected back to you all the time, you know, and we like cancel out opportunities because we might have a belief that like, oh, I can't do that, I can't attain that.
Yeah. So smashing through those beliefs, it sounds to me like it would start first in your thoughts, like you said, your mind, and then creating more joy in your life because you're meeting literally like if you're going to meet a romantic partner, you'd want to be vibing as high as you could possibly because you know that whatever you're bringing into your life is a vibrational match.
Oh yeah.
So sometimes when you attract a partner, maybe you're at a low point in your life and then you're wondering why a year or two from now the relationship didn't really work out the way that you wanted it to. Well, it's because at the inception or the incarnation point, the vibration was a little bit low. And I think as above, so below the micro and the macro, when we exit the Earth plane, there's a lot of monks. There's actually a practice where you meditate and you get real skilled at crossing over, going to the different gates and doors. Once you leave your physical body, you just leave your body. So then you're choosing a higher vibrational timeline for your next incarnation. Or if you want to go to the Rainbow Bridge or whatever.
Yeah.
So it's the same thing day to day in the moment of this. But we don't see it because we're so in our heads and we're focused on whatever's in this five or this five sense system. Yeah, but really we're supernatural and we're far beyond all that.
Exactly.
Could literally astral project our consciousness into the future and see what timeline we wanted to be on that day. Exactly. President enough.
Exactly. And you know, quantum physics is also showing us that every single possibility exists all the time. And I really like the depiction in the tarot cards, like the fool card, because he's about to, like, walk off a cliff, and you don't know what's below the cliff because it hasn't been depicted in the card. It doesn't show it. There could just be a ledge there. There could be a pond, There could be a pool. It could be a crazy cliff. He's going to fall off and then, you know, be completely hurt. So I actually believe that depending on our perception, we can actually change the world around us to. To exist in a certain way. But of course, a lot of us think that the world is so. So physical and that it doesn't change or morph. I actually believe that it can morph depending on where you place your consciousness that day. And you can have crazy. Your life can change a crazy amount in such a short period of time.
So short. Yeah, so short. It could completely be a different life in less than 24 hours.
Exactly.
If you believed it in your body enough.
Exactly. And so when you walk into. Into the unknown, just like the full card, it could be the most beautiful experience of your life, or it could be the worst experience of your life, depending on what you are manifesting in that moment.
Is the full card your favorite card in the Tarot deck? What would it be?
The Magician's. Probably my favorite. I also love the Fool.
But what does the Magician mean to you?
The Magician is like a spiritual teacher. He's also. He can also be the fool as well, but he basically is the above, so below. He's pointing at the sky and he's pointing at the ground, and so he's like pointing at the sky, showing how you can change thought, you can change nothingness into reality. And that's the card of manifestation and that you have all the tools in front of you, because that card is also depicted with all the elements, like the cups, this, the wands, the pentacles, and the swords, which represent the elements. So it represents that he has everything that he needs in front of him to manifest anything that he wants. And he's the. He's like the first card after the Fool. So he's like the second card of the entire Tarot deck. And he already has everything that he needs. You know, he comes from a baby, and then all of a sudden he's just like. He's like, here, here. I'm manifesting. I'm going to show you how to manifest. You already have everything inside of you, already within you. Wow. Yeah.
To know. To know yourself is to be known.
Yes.
And I think that's what the magician shows us.
Oh, yeah.
So super, super powerful. What? Yeah. So you've gotten into tarot. You pull cards every day.
Oh, yeah, yeah. Oh, yeah. You know, and I don't really let them dictate my day.
Do you have a course on this?
I'm actually creating one.
Yeah. You need to get this out to the world. I can see a lot of people being like, I want to learn how to do this.
I've been in the works. I'm working on a. A huge tarot book right now that's going to have, like, a lot of information in it. We're going to get into.
So rad.
Deep stuff. Oh, yeah.
And she's in Laguna, you guys, on the beach, working on this tarot book. One of the most beautiful places in the world.
Channeling the beautiful.
Channeling the beautiful energies of the fairy kingdom.
Oh, yes, the magical kingdom. Bringing more magic into this world.
The world needs more magic. The world gets to have more magic.
Or just bringing the awareness that it was already here.
Yeah.
All along. Because it has been here all along.
So let's talk about UFOs. You ever seen a UFO?
Oh, I actually have an interesting story about UFOs. This isn't even my story about UFOs.
It's aliens on the show.
Yeah. So one day they were driving. This is when my mom was pretty.
You saw an alien driving?
No, not me. It was my mom. Yeah. And she was pretty little, but she was with her parents and her brothers and sisters. They were in a car, this was probably in the 1970s. And they were just driving on a highway. And all of a sudden this, like, dark object, and it was. They said it was like spherical looking.
Yeah.
Came overhead. And all of a sudden the world paused and they were stuck. They were literally frozen. And it only lasted, I think, like, a minute.
I need this machine.
Yeah, Right. But they were stuck for like a whole minute. And their car even stopped moving, they said, like, around them it seemed like the world froze, but they could still, like, think and observe it. And I might not be telling the story, like, perfectly intact because it's just something that my mom has told me. Yeah. But everyone in that car remembered it. And, like, my mom's family isn't like, super into spirituality. She is. But, you know, even her family was like, what was the. That. That was completely unexplainable. So there was that experience. Me personally haven't experienced many other than. Oh, wait, I actually do. I have a story.
Yeah, you got to tell Us this story.
I have a. I have a personal story of when I was in Shasta. And in Shasta, I was hearing from some of the people that were there that there were these, like, Pleadian sort of beings on Mount Shasta, or at least they seemed like Pleiadian. And they. Once in a while we'll come into contact with you. And I was like, okay, well, since it's my first time in Shasta, I'm going to ask these Palladian beings if they're willing. I would love to meet them. And so I just, like, put out that intention. And I was staying in my own, like, private cabin. And where we were, we had no cell phone service, there was no Internet, and it was, like, completely black at night. So at nighttime I go to my private cabin and I'm laying there and all of a sudden I feel this crazy magnet sort of energy enter the room. And it felt super heavy, but it wasn't like I couldn't move my body, but it felt like there was just such dense energy. It's almost unexplainable. It's like super dense energy. And I was like, oh, my gosh, something is standing outside right now. And I was like, in my head, I was thinking, if something's standing outside right now, yeah. They're gonna let me know by turning out the light beside me because I had a little lamp on.
Yeah.
Before I could even finish this thought, my lamp completely just. Just completely goes out and my whole body just froze. I was like, oh, my God. Like, this is actually happening right now. Holy dang. And I knew that they were waiting for me to either tell them that they could come in or they're waiting for me to go outside. They weren't going to just, like, invade my private space. And they were. I just felt them, like, communicating that to me. And it was like. It's so unexplainable, the feeling that you get, and you just know exactly what they're telling you and they can hear you and you can feel that energy. It was so powerful. And, like, there was no drugs taken this night of any kind, of any sort. No alcohol, no nothing. Like, this was just pure internal experience. And this is way before I even, like, was tired. And at that point, I just got so scared because I was like, oh, my God, I'm by myself. I'm alone in this cabin, and it's completely pitch black outside. There's no cell phone service. So I kind of got scared and I was like, okay, actually, I don't think I'm ready to meet you guys. I'm so sorry. I'm not ready. And then all of a sudden I feel like the magnet energy leave. And it was very peaceful. It was such a peaceful energy. Like, I knew not to be scared of it, but I just was because I'm like, I'm by myself, so I feel it leave. And then all of a sudden I feel like, okay, if it's gone, I can turn my lamp back on and it'll turn on. It took me two tries to turn it back on, but it eventually did. And I was like, okay, I'm just gonna go to sleep. But that. That was an alien experience that I had, but I didn't actually see them. I was way too scared to go outside. Way too scared.
Yeah. They don't like, fear.
Yeah, no. And that energy, it was so powerful. But it felt. Felt so peaceful. But, I mean, I was by myself. Yeah.
There's so much love.
Yeah, there was a lot of love there. Yeah.
Anything that the news or whatever is trying to dump on you about them being evil, like, this other stuff in my experience has been completely the opposite. Like yours.
Yeah. It's so peaceful. And they weren't, like, trying to, like, just come in my. My room. They were like, literally asking for permission. They were being super kind and just super gentle. Like, they didn't want me to be scared. They just. They were like, we're here. But their energy is powerful. Like, it's intense. It's dense energy.
Yeah.
Yeah. But. Yeah. What are your experiences? I want to know.
So I've had a bunch more than I can count on this show. One of them is really cool, though. It was my birthday coming up. My birthday is February 8th, and I was February 7th. I'm up at like, 4:30 in the morning. I'm jamming out, I'm listening to music, and I'm in Mount Helix. And all of a sudden, I. I hear it. I hear this message. Come outside and just look up. And I look up at the sky and I. You not eight ships. Because my birthday's on the 8th. We're all flying outside the house, perfect level. And I. I looked up at it and it was. I. I felt so much love. I felt so much like, celebration.
Oh, my gosh.
And it was crazy at the time, Rebecca was in. You know, she's still sleeping. And I yell. I'm like, rebecca, get up. Like, you gotta see this. And she thought, like, I was talking about her. Like, somebody broke into the house. Or like, she was like, holy. Yeah, I gotta get out here. So she comes out and she sees it, and we just had, like, one of those moments where it was just wild. That was just one of them. I've had other experiences where I'll hear something in the house and it'll be like, hey, you need to go outside, look up. And it'll be. They'll be specific. They're like, hey, take three steps and look up to the left. So I'll do it. And then all of a sudden, something will fly right over the house. Wow. Yeah. It's powerful. I went to it seti, which is the Extraterrestrial Observatory Ranch. And.
I forget where it is. It Saidi. I think it's Lake Trout, which is in Oregon, like, right on the edge. And James Gilland, you go there and there's people from Japan and Australia and, like, all over the world there to observe. And I went with Rebecca and her dad, and it was one of the coolest experiences I've ever had because you literally see like 80 to 90 observable ships. Wow. If that's what you want to call it. I think it's just a highly advanced level of consciousness, but because our mind's trying to interpret it as something else.
In.
In their. They respond to your thoughts. They're very telepathic. Very, very telepathic. Where you could be like, hey, turn to the left and show me that you're listening. And then all of a sudden, the ship will go.
Turn to the left. Wow. Yeah. And it's all about connecting with your heart.
Oh, yeah.
If you're not in your heart, you're not going to see anything. The times when I'm in my heart the most is when I see the most stuff.
Wow.
But it happens all the time, even in daylight. Like, I see a lot of stuff in daylight now.
Oh, I bet. Yeah. Yeah.
And I'm not, obviously, you guys, we're not telling you this to make it a show to, like.
Yeah.
You know, brag about what we see, because I know some people are like, gosh, I haven't seen that. Like, it's not a feel bad thing.
Yeah, no.
Say get in your. It's a. Get in your heart. It's a. They're here as friends. They're not here to scare us or anything else like that.
Yeah, definitely. I feel like they're here to help with the ascension.
Yeah. And you may be surprised. I mean, maybe even the they is. Is actually you from the future. I've had. I had a dream. I was in the Saras Costa Rica Once and I was in the uret and I was sleeping and all of a sudden I. I grabbed my astral cord and I look at my hand and it's all energy. It's this blue energetic field. And then I crawl, my astral body crawls out of my physical body. If we want to call it that. Labels are just labels. It doesn't really matter what we call it. I crawl out the front door to the uret and I look up and I see this electric blue ship above the uret. And I was like, whoa, what is that? And it's spinning. It's got the whole toroidal field on the bottom and it's all blue and it's just lit up. And I said, I'm okay, I'm going to move my consciousness on that because I'm. I just jumped on the ship and literally I look over at what was driving the ship. Can you guess what it was?
What was it?
It was me.
Oh, no.
I was on the ship and the ship was all electric blue and I felt like so at home, like I'd been there a million times.
Wow.
And I flashed and I saw the energy and then I just went back in my body and I woke up and I was like, holy.
Did it feel like a familiar place?
Yeah, so familiar.
Wow. So did you get any like downloads of like what that life was like? Because clearly that's like another parallel.
I think we're multi dimensional beings and I definitely. Well, I know.
Yeah.
And I know right now we're bridging the gap and we're getting more and more access. The more work we do here in the eternal now moment of Earth, the more power, more personal power we have here, the more personal power we have in these other densities.
Yeah.
So and it's the other densities that we're actually working in conjunction with where they need us to level up here.
Yeah.
Because before we, our multi dimensional selves actually comes to this planet, I mean we got a lot of. To work through.
Yeah, absolutely.
So there's lessons to be learned here in the 3D physical body as well as the lessons that we get, I think when we connect more to that type of energy.
Yeah. And it seems just like a massive web too. And if you can start to connect with like your multi dimensional selves, like your higher self or like, you know, the use that are in different dimensions, like imagine the things that we could possibly do. It's not even like comprehendable.
Yeah, yeah. You want to travel, like there's your access to traveling.
Yeah. Right there.
You don't need a job to do it.
Yeah.
Crazy, right?
Exactly.
Yeah. If you, if we really understood how powerful we are.
Yeah.
But we've been in amnesia and we've forgotten. We have, and it's coming back. We can know that.
But the forgetting was important. Yeah, important. Essential to the learning.
Made it more fun.
Oh, for sure. Exactly. It's exciting to learn when you know nothing because everything seems so new and exciting. And you know, you get to learn so much too because like different parts of your aspect get reflected to you when you are aware of like all the knowledge. You know, we start to make mistakes at that point and those stakes. Mistakes can be like very vital to. To learn from. Yeah.
To your growth.
Yeah.
I think the mace. The mistakes we make are, are actually our biggest growth period.
Oh, for sure.
Yeah. Or when we, when we have a challenge or a breakdown. Those are the biggest moments in my life where I'm like, thank you.
Oh yeah, definitely. And so in any, any time that I have like a friend or even myself that's going through like a harder time, I'm always like, okay, thank you. And what, what is this learning? What is it? It's time to just dive into it, you know, dive in face first to the fear. And that's the only way to turn it into light.
Yeah. And our. I do believe like the. And I like to imagine it this way just because I'm like a whole sci fi kind of junkie. Right. But I like to think our future self is always in communion with us, operating from different densities and seeing like what timeline or path we need to be on. That's most effective.
Definitely.
So even a simple, like, even a simple accident, let's say somebody bangs your. The front of your car to the right, everything's consciousness. So the physical body of the car is likened to the physical body of you. So front right would be actually here on your head. Right. Maybe it's your headlight, maybe it's your eye. So what is there that you need to see on the right side? Which would be masculine.
Yes.
So breaking everything down is a game piece or a symbol. And then looking at symbols in life to wake you up from the dream.
I love doing that. Yes.
I know you. And that's why I'm telling you.
Yeah.
Because you, you and I could talk for days about this.
Oh yeah. And like if things go wrong in your house too, and like you have like water problems, like that's your emotions and like.
Yeah. What is it?
Yeah. Or if you have like Heat problems, like, you know.
Yeah. That's waking up in the muggle world and then using that information to not have. So you can either be hit by a feather, a Mack truck, or a wall.
Yeah.
And you can choose. So the water problem in the kitchen is probably a feather. It's gonna cost you a couple hundred bucks to fix. But if you don't fix it eventually, maybe your whole basement's flooded.
Or. Or it can show up in your physical body.
Your physical body.
Yeah.
Maybe there's a message in your body that's like, hey, you need to listen to me now.
Exactly.
Because you didn't get it in the mental realm. Here it is manifesting itself in the physical.
Exactly. Like, it might manifest out here first, but if we don't deal with it out here, then it starts to manifest over here and, like, all sorts of things.
Yeah. And you can create. Whatever can be created in the body can also be destroyed from the field.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Go into that. What do you mean by that?
So it's important to know that because the mental realm creates the third density, the spiritual realm, actually, the 50 or whatever density you want to call it, creates the fourth, and so on. Then the fourth creates the third. Then by connecting to the supernatural, omnipotent, infinite source of you and then guiding the thought to the physical vessel, you're just channeling electricity, prana, chi, whatever you want to call it. And it can be fixed in an instant once you step into that.
Yes.
I've had miraculous healings.
Oh, yeah. And that's where like, Reiki comes in, too. And you use that, like.
Yeah, yeah. Quantum healing Reiki. Yeah, Whatever works for you. Yeah. It doesn't matter. The medium.
No, it doesn't. Yeah. Because it's all just energy. You're channeling in energy and you're focusing on a certain spot.
Yeah. And that's. I think that's one of the reasons why crystals are so powerful, is because when you wear one.
Right.
And let's say the idea of it is to block negative energy, and you have that belief imprinted on you and your field, then all the negative energy that's coming to you in conjunction with the crystal is actually helping you.
Exactly. And then it's more subconscious, too, and you don't need to be super aware of it all the time, because we don't even need the crystals to do that. Just like you were saying earlier. Yeah. Like, you can just use that energy yourself. You could create that energy field yourself. But crystals also do help because we don't need to be super conscious of that energy.
And they're great tools.
Great tools.
I mean, I feel a difference.
Yeah.
I've been wearing this thing, this crystal necklace, shungite and copper and everything else forever, and it's definitely blocked a lot of the. The frequencies that are going on.
Oh, yeah.
So. And I see you rocking your bracelets over there, too. Where can people get the bracelets?
These are on the gemgoddess.com and very soon.
Beautiful.
Maybe even when this podcast is out, there will be Luna Gem.
Luna Gem. Yeah, we'll put show. We'll put links in the show notes, you guys, to these bracelets.
Amazing. Yes.
I'm a bead freak. I got so many beads.
Yes. And they're all handmade, too. They're amazing. I love beads.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So you make these in Laguna. Yeah. That's beautiful.
Yeah.
So check them out, you guys. Really cool jewelry. Very positive intention.
Yes.
There's a lot of love that goes into it.
Yeah. And you can also enchant your jewelry, too, with different intentions and your crystals, which I love doing because crystals have their own, like, natural things that they do, like rose quartz, self love. But you can also set your own intentions and, like, enchant them too, which I love to do, especially with my jewelry that I'm wearing all the time. So there's certain crystals that are good for energy, and I will enchant it and put an intention into it that says, this is going to be like a cup of coffee for me. Every time I wear it. It's going to channel energy into my body from the divine universe, and I just basically tell it what to do. Or, you know, if you're trying to attract love and you want to have that magnetic frequency, you can put on some rose quartz and enchant it with the energy of like. This is going to open up my energetic field so much. For anyone who is compatible for me, who will love me, you know, it's going. I'm going to be more noticeable to them. You know, you can enchant it with certain things, which I love doing. So.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Enchanting. There you go.
That's how you bring magic into this world. That's how you bring. Realize that it was already there. And then you can live a very magical Harry Potter life.
Yeah.
It's all there.
You become. You become a lot more magnetic when you're intentional, when you're in that space. I like to. I like to call it like the Christ energy that's within us.
Yes.
So the more of that light that you emit, the more enchanting you are.
Absolutely. The stronger your energetic field. That's why you got to meditate.
Cleanse your energy.
Just like you.
We cleanse our bodies and, like, and stuff in the shower. Gotta cleanse the energy too. And, like, meditate and come back to center.
And like, I take an Epsom salt bath every day.
That's beautiful. That gets rid of all of the.
So good.
The gunk.
Oh, I got a soul CBD bath bomb too. You gotta try. It'll help you be so relaxed.
I don't even have a bath at my place.
We gotta get you a bath.
I know. There's, like, ones on Amazon that I've been looking at.
Have you really?
I need to, like, just put one in my shower and just.
Yeah, well, you jump in the ocean too. You're pretty close to the ocean.
Yeah, exactly. Which has the salt, which is great.
Resets your whole zero point field when you jump in.
Yes.
So good.
Exactly.
So where else can the Drew and you family find out more about you?
You can go to YouTube to the gem goddess, and that's me. If you guys are interested in tarot or astrology, I talk a lot about that on there. And also, like, manifestation and. Yeah. My website, the gemgoddess.com and then soon to be Luna. Gem.com.
What'S your favorite YouTube video that you've ever filmed? Not to put you on the spot.
Or anything, the favorite one that I've ever filmed. You know, that's a hard question.
Where's the. Okay, what's the most vulnerable one?
Was vulnerable. Oh, I have a shadow work one where I. Where I talk a little bit about my shadow work that I've been through. I think I actually cried a little bit in that video.
That's great.
Yeah, yeah, that's. That one's vulnerable.
Yeah, that's so good.
Yeah.
Shadow work. We all got shadow work to do, for sure.
Definitely.
So I'll check that out. We'll leave that in the show. Notes to you guys. Check it out. The gem Goddess. Thank you so much for coming in today.
Yeah. Thank you, Drew.
Yeah. So fun. I'm excited to see what's next.
Yeah.
And we'll get. We're gonna have you back on in the future too. I believe in bringing people on again more so than just a bunch of random people.
Yeah, this was fun. We talked about some good stuff.
So we'll get some questions. I'm sure we got some fans of yours, some family members that have been following you. For a while.
Yeah.
So we'll get those, and then we'll. We'll have to have you back. You're only, like, an hour away from me now.
Yeah, it's not bad. It's not bad.
Yeah. Anyway, you guys, thank you so much for listening. We loved doing this with you. Setting this collective intent, this space. And as always, remember, we're in this together.
Yes.