Short personal reflection (spoken) in which the speaker says retirement "sucks," describing a loss of fulfillment and purpose. The speaker reports that after about six months of retirement routine ("sit around, read books") they felt like their previous self "died" and experienced severe negative effects on their well-being.
Retiring sucks. Like, I would say, like, you're gonna die an early death at that age to retire for sure. There's no fulfillment. I don't know. There's no fulfillment for me. It's just like, what am I gonna do? Sit around, read books? It's good. But after, like, six months of that, that was like, death. Death of me literally went crazy.
