A notary from Colorado shares how Mark's Loan Signing System program helped her overcome bipolar depression and fear of failure to land her first signings. She credits the supportive community for building her confidence and treating her like family.
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Hi, everyone. So I wanted to take this opportunity to say a few words and say thank you to all of you and to Mark especially. I just got done with my second signing ever. I had two this week, but they were my first ever signings. So I was really happy about that. But it took a lot for me to get here, so I want to say thank you. I actually quit working and when I did, I got my commission for this exact purpose, but it just sat there. I didn't do anything with it for about two years. And at the beginning of this year I started working to do something with it. I came across Mark's program and thought, okay, you know, I was reading reviews and thought, you know, this sounds great, this is something maybe I can do. And so I began to start the program and I ended up completing and did my exams and I got everything set up and ready to go. And again, it just sat there and I just couldn't push through. I couldn't take that extra step. I would just freeze. In the meantime, I'm watching everybody succeed and you know, getting their first checks and getting their first signings and I'm so happy for them. And I think I got comfortable congratulating everybody else online and I was happy for them, but I couldn't do it for myself for some reason. I personally, I battle bipolar depression and I have for many years. It's not something that I am ashamed of or afraid to speak about. I think it's important to speak about. I think a lot of people deal with it and it helps others to speak up about it. So but with that I lack or because of that, I lack a lot of self confidence. I lack a lot of that within myself. And also because of that, I think I have a huge fear of failure. So it really stops me from doing a lot of things that I want to do. There's always things that I want to do. I just don't do them because I don't believe I can or I fear that I'm going to fail. I don't want to disappoint. I. I don't want to mess something up for somebody. I don't want to be the reason for somebody's disappointment. So that's what physically just handicaps me and I freeze and I just don't move forward. So that's what happened to me a couple times. But I have to say that it's your encouragement and your kind words and your motivation, all of your positivity, all of your congrats and you've got this and, you know, just keep going and be relentless. And just the family bond that this group has is what made me feel more comfortable. It made me feel like, you know, even if I made a mistake, it was gonna be okay. I know the questions can be repetitive, but never once did I feel that I was annoying anybody or that it was a dumb question. And even Mark himself. It's not every day that you find an owner of a company that personally reaches out to you, that you ask a question, and he is the one that responds to you, takes the time out of his day to, you know, personally respond to your questions and your needs. I think that's amazing. I think he's a genuine. A genuine person, and I think he genuinely wants to make everybody successful. And I think everyone in this group is here to support each other and encourage each other. Nobody is competitive. Nobody's competing with each other. So I think that's what helps. And I just want to encourage other people, too. I know in the future, I'm sure I'll have my down days. You know, everybody does. But to know that there's a huge support system within this family is what makes it okay. So I want to encourage those that feel the same way I do or, you know, struggle the way I do to know that, A, they're not alone, and B, this company is not just a company, it's a family. And.
