A single-speaker YouTube talk (Matthew Hussey) addressing regret after relationship mistakes, breakups, and how to interpret a partner wanting to leave. Key points: distinguishing whether a partner leaves due to poor tolerance for relationship difficulties versus unmet fundamental needs; the idea that the "right relationship isn't brittle" (it weathers conflict rather than ending over temporary pressures such as the pandemic); self-compassion—recognizing you may have done your best given your resources at the time; and an invitation to deeper personal work (retreat/at-home program) for internal growth. The tone is practical-therapeutic and reflective, aimed at helping viewers reframe breakups and focus on long-term relationship fit and personal development.
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One of the most fearful thoughts that people have in their lives is, Will I ever meet the love of my life? Perhaps one of the most painful thoughts that people experience is, Did I just lose the love of my life? We meet someone, we fall in love, we want it to work, we'd give anything for it to work, and then we lose that person or that person threatens to leave. And our entire body and mind is screaming that we're losing the thing that was meant for us. I have a phrase in my mind that I believe is extremely important in creating the lens that you look at your relationships through. The right relationship isn't brittle. I look at the situation right now in the last few months and the pandemic has precipitated what we hear in the news, an extraordinary number of divorces in different countries. And I think to myself, yes, this situation may have brought people to the edge. It has certainly created an extreme scenario. And there's no doubt in my mind that even in the best relationships, there are times where it will have raised the temperature of an argument. of a conflict. But I don't believe that coronavirus created divorces. I believe it revealed difficulties in relationships. I believe that even if those things were unconscious until two people were forced to be together for that amount of time, three months in a room together does not end the right relationship. So when someone tells us they want to leave, that they're considering leaving, or that they've made their mind up. There are two things to consider. Number one, they're leaving because they're not good at dealing with tough times in a relationship. Maybe you are having an argument, maybe you are having a difference of opinion, but that doesn't have to be relationship ending. If someone is leaving over something that could be saved, it may be a reflection of the fact that they're not the type to go through difficult times with you. And that's important to know now. I think it's a good thing for someone to leave now if they don't have staying power because that's many years it could have saved you. You don't want someone five years from now leaving because that's the first time you had a difficult situation or conversation. In that sense, this year has been a blessing for many relationships because it's created a pressure that has revealed relationships that shouldn't be far earlier than it would have been revealed otherwise. There are couples that should have broken up and did break up this year that could have taken another five years to break up. The second reason someone may be leaving is because they feel that fundamentally you are not meeting what they perceive to be their needs. Now, this may not be communicated to you. In fact, the argument you just had may have been blown up into something so big and so severe that that's the reason they're leaving. But many, many people break up where the argument that preceded that moment becomes the ammunition that someone needed to end something that they were thinking about ending for some time. You may feel that when I say that, that is just a tragic, horrible, heartbreaking thought. The question you have to ask yourself is, was I doing my best? Have I been doing my best? If the answer is yes, why would you want to be with someone whose needs you can't meet, even on your best day? Or someone who you have to struggle so hard to meet the needs of. See, a relationship isn't the gymnastics at the Olympics, where someone does a flawless three-minute routine on the mat and then beats themselves up because they didn't stick the landing perfectly at the end of the routine, giving them an 8 out of 10 instead of a 9. A relationship is real human stuff. Yes, it shouldn't be easy, I don't think that the right relationship is easy anymore than being fit and healthy is easy. It requires conscious effort to make something great and to keep it great over time. But that doesn't mean that you should be fighting every day to win a gold medal just so that the relationship survives. Being with someone whose needs you don't feel you can meet or you don't feel you can meet consistently instantly is a slow form of torture that will erode your confidence over time until you forget who you were. And by the way, even as I'm saying this, there may be this creeping part of you that says, but I didn't do my best. I messed up. You know, there were a bunch of times where I acted badly, where I was too jealous, where I was too needy, where I was too desperate, where I asked too much, where I was high maintenance, where I didn't make that person's life easy. this may be a complex philosophical point to convey in what I'm trying to make a short video, but failing. But I think that we're even too hard on ourselves when we recall how much better we could have done. I think there's an imagined idea of how much better we could have done that we think, well, I could have been doing this and I could have been doing that, and I could have said this like that. We have all these. imagined ideas, a fantasy version of ourselves that would have kept that person. But maybe what you were doing, even if it wasn't objectively the best you could do, maybe it was the best you could do at the time with your resources, with your current wounds, with the things that you're dealing with internally, with the knowledge that you had in the moment. Maybe that was your best at the time. Maybe it's not your best a year from now or five years from now, 10 years from now. But maybe it really was you doing your best even though you feel your best fell short. That's normal. So remember that when you're torturing yourself over something you should have done differently or said differently. That that idea you have in your head of what you could have been in that moment is theoretical. It's true that we can evolve in each relationship. It's true that the previous relationship you had will allow you to bring a wiser you to the table in the next one. But just remember this, when you find your brain laser focused on something you think you did wrong, the right relationship is not BriTtle. Before you leave today, please understand that the deep work that we do in a video like this is so, so important. I love the videos where I get to give a fun, practical thing that you can say to someone or text someone a technique that works. But this kind of deep work is to making our love lives work. It's crucial to making any of our relationships in life work. If you want to invest more in the deeper side of the conflicts you face internally, the ways you beat yourself up, the ways you don't allow yourself to feel good about yourself or move on or feel confident, my retreat program is where I do the deepest work with people on what's going on inside. If you want to come and check that out for yourself, we have the at-home version now that you can do so you don't have to make it to a live retreat. You can do it from home where you are right now. I'll leave a link here. Check it out and thank you for watching.
