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Addiction Can Make You Blame the Wrong Person #addictionrecovery #addictionawareness

3 Oct 2026 · 1 min

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In this monologue, Amber Hollingsworth explains how the repetitive cycle of substance use—initial relief followed by withdrawal discomfort—leads the brain to misidentify the source of that discomfort. Instead of recognizing that the irritability, anxiety, or flatness stems from physiological withdrawal, the brain attributes the negative feelings to external people or circumstances (e.g., a partner, a parent, a job). This misattribution reshapes the narrative a person tells themselves, causing them to blame, resent, or avoid those individuals. The resulting behavioral shifts strain relationships, making family members feel like they are "walking on eggshells" as they navigate a nervous system that fluctuates far more than they realize.

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With addiction, depending on the substance and the pattern of use, the cycle, it gets repeated over and over, right? It's like use, feel better, substance wears off, feel worse, become irritable, anxious, flat, uncomfortable, use again, feel relief. And I hope you're paying attention because this is huge. Okay, I'm going to say this slowly. Your brain starts misidentifying the source of the discomfort. Instead of, I'm uncomfortable because my brain and my body are adjusting to the substance wearing off, it becomes, I'm uncomfortable because of her or because of my parent or because this job is terrible or because everybody expects too much from me. And now the addiction isn't only changing your mood, it's influencing the story you tell yourself about why you're in that mood. This is enormous. I hope you're paying attention because once you've decided that someone else is the reason you feel terrible, your behavior toward that person changes too. You avoid them, you resent them, you snap at them, you blame them. Maybe you start imagining how much better your life would be if they would just stop bothering you or go away. And the family member, oh, they're standing there thinking, what did I even do? This is one reason why families start feeling like they're walking on eggshells. They're often dealing with a nervous system that's fluctuating a lot more than either of you realize.