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Why You're Exhausted by Their Addiction #addictionrecovery #addictionhelp

22 Jun 2026 · 1 min

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In this talk, Amber Hollingsworth describes how family members of people with addiction often feel they must walk on eggshells, constantly adjusting their behavior to avoid upsetting the addicted loved one. This hyper‑vigilance creates a life that revolves around the "maypole of addiction" and leads to frustration and exhaustion as they chase endless "what‑ifs," magical‑thinking solutions, and futile attempts to force change. Hollingsworth argues that this approach is backward; instead of trying to control the addict, caregivers should turn inward, examine their own patterns, and identify what they can change in themselves to reduce stress and improve their own wellbeing.

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So many, so many family members walk on eggshells constantly in every aspect of their daily life to avoid upsetting their loved one who's using. These expectations, plus a bunch that I haven't even mentioned that follow the same footprints of thinking, these force us to continue to live a life that revolves around the maypole of addiction because we're focusing on the wrong thing. And this leaves us so frustrated with them, and then we just try another worthless effort. And so we're just exhausting ourselves with all these, well, what-ifs, or this, maybe this, or there's a magic bullet somewhere, or this magical thinking I'm sure will turn out to be true. And it's just not. So we're exhausting ourselves and that frustrates us and we're putting it on them. The truth is we should be looking at ourselves and instead of being frustrated that we aren't facilitating change, recognizing that we're just going at it backward. What we need to do instead is analyze what we can do to change