Hacking Your Algorithm (Rinse and Repeat)
24 Aug 2023 · 14 min
Sean Clayton explores how hermetic principles and alchemy can transform trauma into personal growth. He emphasizes self-love and the interconnectedness of life experiences as tools for healing and change.
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Welcome to the Science of Abundance Daily Alchemy podcast. I'm your host, Sean Clayton, and my story's pretty interesting. Went through a ton of trauma, former incarceration, suicide attempts, sexual abuse in my life. And one of the things that's happened in my life is I've actually used hermetic principles, alchemy, all these really cool tools that we hear and we talk about the Illuminati, whatever you want to call it, and develop practices in order to change and affect my lives differently. So within this podcast, I will be giving tidbits and bites for individuals to be able to bite into on a daily basis. That will allow you to take baby steps to change your life. But at some point, you'll find the door that starts to change the effect of how you show up on a daily basis. Enjoy this, give feedback, comment, whatever it might be always open because we wouldn't be here without each other. Please enjoy and thank you, and I love you. On today's episode, I want you guys to walk through some logic with me, and this is gonna connect us back to yesterday's podcast. So if you didn't listen to yesterday's podcast, go back and listen to it, because it talks about giving God a hug. And in the process of giving God a hug, it means that we go back to that moment that there was original brokenness. But that brokenness was in the process of creation. So the brokenness that the all God source created in order to create life beyond itself required it to break itself in the question of who am I? So when we come into the world, into separation, we are given the opportunity to create through separation, by finding our way back to ourselves through the illusion and the separation of others. So now if we walk down that logic even further, if we say that we are born in the image of the larger whole, the all the source, that God energy that's out there, and yet in birth, giving the illusion of separation immediately by being disconnected from the mother. And in that process of being disconnected from the mother, we have to experience infinite versions of duality with every second that we're given. So we're now given this thing called time. And time gives us second by second by second by second in order to experience all of these different versions of separation. And all those versions of separation are blessings for us to find the wholeness in the separation. So we are now experiencing as much trauma and crazy remembrances from the connections of our parents, our parents, parents and past lives and all this crazy stuff that's happening that is literally being embodied through the experience of life. Now take it a step further. You're now given all of this expansion of media to make all of those experiences seem much smaller. So now if you think about what creation has done, creation has said, I'm going to accelerate this to wake us up faster so you can see how much duality there is in the world to understand how to love all of it faster. So whether it's given social media and we get trapped in one side or the other of that duality, we even create our own algorithm in social. Like, I can pull up my Instagram, pull up a friend's Instagram. We have two totally different things that we're seeing. And this entire aspect of monetization, of greed, of secret societies, as we might call them, of all of this insanity that takes place in the world that is now being documented and put on a ledger for us to remember and see everything with the level of speed so we can take it in and learn how to heal it faster. And we say that it's causing more suffering. We say that it's causing more distractions. Like, people are like, hey, don't watch this, don't watch that. But I beg to differ. I say, you're absolutely perfect in everything that you're doing right here, right now. It doesn't matter really what it is. The key of it is to become aware of what it is that you are experiencing. So the faster that you can create a rhythmic state of permanence around the wholeness and the love of the brokenness of creation, which that means you go back to Source, you're going back to God. You're going back to all of that original moment and loving on Creation, God, Source, all in that very moment. Because everything that is broken is stemming off of that moment of the question of who am I? That brings us to this moment of now, to being able to recognize how to heal it. And we all have a responsibility of healing that moment because we were created in the image of that moment. So in order to actually heal that moment, and we are the creation of it. This is why they say, love yourself. This is the actual, like, code of loving yourself, is you have to start loving yourself in order to heal that moment. And most people are like, well, how do I love myself if there's all this trauma between me and all the things that are happening? And the illusion of separation out there has put me in a state that I can't get back to myself because I'm too focused on the outside world. I've created a Rhythmic state of permanence of the outside world that keeps me away from myself because I'm over here in my sympathetic nervous system tackling all the things outside of me. Well, the way to get to that is knowing that all the outside world was created from that original moment of the who am I? From the all that created it. And if you say, hey, I can't heal me first, I need to go find something to give me a reason why all of this is broken. Well, I've got that answer for you. Go. Love on God, unconditionally. Love on God and say, all right, I gotta see something outside of me. And that all that source, that God created every experience in your life, our lives, for us to remember how to love ourselves. And what'll happen is it will be a letting go and receiving and letting go and receiving. And it's the same thing as when you breathe, you breathe in, you breathe out. And that is a reminder of the compression and the expansion of the creation of us as a derivative of source. And it's so badass to think about. And I know this is a little complex. There's a lot of, like, loops in this. And even in a lot of documents, religious texts and whatnot, the Kabylan, the Emerald Tablets, they say, don't get trapped in these straight lines. Don't get trapped in the linearity of what the past has taught us. Because if you can see it on a curve, you can kind of move around it, and you can see all the possibilities that it exist in every moment that takes place. And now you are the cause creator. And it's so cool to see the correspondence in it, because everything that we have in front of us, the acceleration of media, how we capture it, how we spread it out, how we share it. It's no different than having that feeling of consciousness where something you know is wrong. It's like, for instance, there's a mother who has had something traumatic happen to their son or their daughter. They feel it immediately. There's information being passed vibrationally to that individual that has that person feel it immediately. When we watch the news, we're like, well, don't watch the news. This is horrible and whatnot. And, yeah, you can definitely get trapped in it. And if you allow your mind to get there, there's that. But if you know that you can actually watch it and actually go through the process of healing it, because you know why it was created for you to love yourself, then anything that you receive in that is for you to lay your eyes on. And Actually put a loving healing frequency on it. And when we do it by consensus, it's no different than it us receiving that pain, but then us applying a loving energy back to it. So there's so many videos going around about don't get on your cell phone first thing in the morning. Make sure you have the specific practice. And yes, I would say in order for me to even get in the state of being able to hold the space that I am holding it now, I had to develop a practice. And what I also had to do at one point is let that practice go. Because if that practice became the only thing that I ever did, and I would never be able to expand to a different state. It would be like, how do you grow if you're always wearing the same size clothes? It's like, well, yeah, these clothes really fit me when I was a kid. And so I'm going to wear the same underwear that I've been wearing since I was 2. I would tear that underwear up and it would be kind of ridiculous looking and very painful. And so we are here to grow, which is also the aspect of correspondence and recognition that we have toward what our life looks like in growth. We are never here to stop growing. Now we might physically stop getting taller, but once we stop getting taller, what's cool about it is that all that energy that has put our avatar in this physicalness into where it is now, it's the process, okay? We start to go back within. We grow the inside, we grow the outside, we create a vessel, and then we go inside. And then when we go inside and we fill that vessel up with our soul, then what happens after that, there's still continuous growth. Then we start to take that soul and we expand it beyond. And when we expand it beyond, all of this beautiful wholeness starts to happen. Because now we start touching other individuals with our energy. I know we were just taking different pieces of the puzzle and fitting them together. But what I'm most excited about in this conversation is that when you look at the world through that law of correspondence, which is one of the seven laws of you or hermetic principles, it allows you to see all of these gifts that we've been given that we demonize, that we call evil or bad or horrible or whatever you want to call them. They're all literally here for us to accelerate our learning, for us to accelerate how we actually start seeing the world. And when we step into them as a cause creator, we are no longer being affected by them, and we are now creating our own Algorithm. We are creating our own truth. And this is how we alchemize our life to the point to where we become unbreakable in a place that we have been broken. And we go within. We love on God, we love on ourselves. We create this merging that we were intended to do the minute that we were born. And even before that, the minute or the second that God, source all spoke, I am into existence. It spoke. Who am I to go right back to I am? Which is even why in the Bible, the burning bush was the truth for Moses, that was I am that I am. Remember that. It is that stepping back into wholeness so that you can receive yourself as the creator of your life and start loving everything that you were given, because you were given the opportunity to sit at the seat of the Creator and no longer at the seat of the victim, which is the effect. This is the difference between karma, the cause and effect. That law of Karma, how you start to move that into the world and the ability to give and receive, all of these laws are here for us. All of this technology is here for us to accelerate our learning. All of the people that we meet are here for us to accelerate everything. We no longer have an excuse of ignorance anymore. This is why the world is accelerating. This is why we are waking up. And the more that we surrender into that waking up in a space of stillness, the faster this world will heal. But the faster that we will heal and all of us doing it together will create an infinite moment that will bring the world together the same way that the universe was splintered apart and it happens in an instant. Thank you again so much for tuning in, and I love you all.
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