A man traces his earliest sexual fantasy, a childhood dream of being tied up and surrounded by men, to his lifelong attraction to leather and gear. He describes waking with an erection, physically hot, and recognizes this moment as the template that shaped his sexuality.
So I recently was like writing out my inventory and like, I remember that my first sexual experience, like fantasy dream that I had as a child, like at the time I didn't even know it was sexual, but it involved me being tied up and restrained, like shirtless, surrounded by like hot, sexy men. Oh, wow. It turned me on so much as like a little kid. Like I didn't even know what was happening around me, but the idea of that was like my first like sexual fantasy that like sticks in my memory that I remember. Where I like woke up with a raging hard-on, which like at the time was probably not that raging. But, you know, in general, like I was like physically turned on. Like I remember like feeling hot when I woke up, like physically like hot from it all. Like it was, it really turned me on, that idea. And from then, like I've always had that interest in exploring things like leather. I find men in leather sexy. Mm-hmm. Or, you know, gear, harnesses, all of that.
