A man describes using mephedrone during chemsex: the intense high lasts minutes, the crash is brutal, and chasing it turns weekend use into a daily habit. Tolerance builds fast. The cycle becomes impossible to break.
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And the only way, apart from the high that it brought, that, you know, is very common, you know, feelings of mass euphoria, you know, feeling like your sex drive is up here and your inhibitions are down there and you're feeling like you can, you know, you can have sex like a porn star. The one thing that it did for me, Dallas, was very simply, it made me content for a very short period of time. But the minute that That content, the minute I started coming down off that high of mephedrone is when the dis-ease internally would start. Yeah. So then what that meant is I just needed to keep using more. So what started off as using mephedrone, you know, on a Friday into a Saturday, then went from a Friday into a Sunday, Friday into a Wednesday, Friday into a Friday until I was using 7 days a week. For however long.