A creator describes using content production as therapy to rebuild their brain after four years of chemsex, comparing it to CBT. They've completed 80 collaborations without drugs and developed a non-judgmental approach to creators who use substances.
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I knew I wanted to, I knew I had to fix my brain. So going into content creation for me, as I say, this is gonna be different for everybody else, but for me it's been, it's been therapy, it's been counseling, it's been CBT. Going into content creation has retrained my brain because before going into this, as I say, I'd had so, I had the chemsex all the time for 4 years, no sober sex at all. And it just literally, it changed my, changed my mindset. So when I went, when I first started going into content creation, I was worried. I was worried that people, some of the creators I'd worked with maybe were on the session. And I could honestly say any of the content creators— I mean, I've done about 80 collaborations, none of them have been on drugs. Of course you're going to get some content creators and porn stars that are on that, and that's absolutely fine. I'm not here to judge.