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In this spoken‑word monologue, Dallas Bragg delivers a stark, first‑person narrative that both provocatively invites and condemns the use of "Tina" (crystal meth) within the chemsex scene. He describes the ritual of scrolling Grindr, meeting strangers whose online personas are outdated, and the compulsive drive to engage in drug‑fueled sexual encounters despite repeated health consequences. The speaker recounts a cycle of deception—lying to friends and family, maintaining a double life, and confronting a distorted self‑image after binge sessions. He lists concrete harms: multiple syphilis infections, unsatisfying sexual experiences, prolonged awkwardness with technology (TV, laptop), and a lingering sense of shame when looking in the mirror. The piece functions as a cautionary, almost nihilistic confession that underscores the psychological, physical, and social toll of chemsex addiction.

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