Dallas Bragg describes how his rules about methamphetamine use collapsed from weekends only to daily use around his kids, sharing needles, and combing carpets for glass shards. He's inviting men into a 12-week group coaching program to break the cycle.
Okay, the lines I crossed when I used Tina. Number 1, only weekends. Soon that didn't last long. I was using every weekend and weekdays. When my kids were gone, I will only use when my kids are gone. All of a sudden that's spilling over into any time the kids are there, I was in the bedroom smoking away. Won't buy my own. I will never be one of those that buys my own. Soon I had the dealers on speed dial. Okay, no slamming. I always said that's just a line I won't cross, and took me about a year and then I jumped into that pool. Won't miss work. Well, that happened the very first time I used, so I crossed that line pretty quickly. I called out of work the very first day I used. Won't use at work. That's a line I won't cross, right? Soon I was in the bathroom stall with my pipe smoking during the day in between board meetings. Won't share a needle. I always said that's just something that's just so gross. I'll never do that. Oh yes. Oh yes, I did. Won't lower my standards. Ooh. In— sometime in my chemsex career, I started lowering my standards all the time. It doesn't matter who you were, what you look like, or how nasty I thought you were. You were fair game to sleep with. Won't carpet comb. That is something I used to make fun of people for, and lo and behold, you found me desperate when I was out of money. Out of supply, combing the carpet looking for the possibility of a shard that I could find. So what line have you crossed, or what line are you saying you'll never cross? Tell me in the comments. If you are ready to stop crossing lines, we are starting a group coaching program. It's a 12-week program with 10 men, 2 hours a week. Let's get this shit under control. Comment group and we'll get you the application.
