Dallas BraggFormer crystal methamphetamine user, I help men who have sex with men break free from the addictive patterns associated with Chemsex. Currently expanding my expertise by seeking to become a Certified

Losing My Mind

21 Mar 2025 · 1 min

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In this brief, first‑person monologue, Dallas Bragg recounts an extreme crystal‑meth binge lasting nine consecutive days, during which he experienced severe physical deterioration, hallucinations of "shadow people," and compulsive partying via Grindr. He describes the disorienting aftermath—realizing he was typing meaningless notes on his phone— and expands his personal story into a broader definition of chemsex. Bragg emphasizes that chemsex is not merely drug‑enhanced sex but a destructive pattern that steals days, weeks, health, and sanity. He concludes with a stark warning, urging anyone considering chemsex to contemplate its full, long‑term costs.

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The longest I ever stayed awake on crystal meth was 9 consecutive days. Shadow people literally became my friends. My body deteriorated. I kept thinking that the next party was right around the corner, so I kept staying up on Grindr. Later, after recovering from all that, I saw on my phone that I wasn't even on Grindr. I was typing inside my Notes app to no one. This is chemsex. Chemsex is not just getting high and doing the deed. It's the loss of the days and the weeks that follow. It's the long-term detriment to your health. It's It's the thief of your sanity. Before thinking about engaging in chemsex next, think about the whole package that comes along with it.