Dallas Bragg describes chasing a sexual high for three years on meth, convinced the next time would match his first encounter with a woman named Tina. He spiraled instead, and now argues that chasing past highs is futile. The answer, he says, is turning inward to find your true self.
You know, I remember after my first experience with Tina, I was so happy. I had had the best sex of my life, and I was able to forget about my insecurities and my troubles for a short period of time. And I remember saying to a friend, where has this world been all of my life? But then the next 3 years was spent in the relentless search to repeat that experience. Sure, sometimes I would get lucky and have a decent time, but I was never able to repeat that first time. But my meth mind convinced me over and over that this time, this guy would be different. Fast forward to me spiraling emotionally and losing my life. I invite you to surrender the pursuit, accept that you'll never find what you're looking for, and begin today striving for the life you truly want. You truly want to look for your best and highest expression, your true self. He's inside waiting to come forth.
