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In this spoken monologue, Dallas Bragg recounts a moment on a Saturday afternoon when he was chatting with a man on Grindr about a potential chemsex encounter. He describes a mental tug‑of‑war between two internal voices: one urging him to pursue the party and the other warning him of the potential fallout—psychosis, regret, and a disrupted work week. He weighs practical concerns (rest, work, safety) against impulsive desire, even humorously considering the man's nude photos as a decision aid. The conflict leads him to question his own identity, asking who is observing these competing parts of himself. He frames this self‑inquiry as a “spiritual epiphany” that emerged during active substance use, highlighting a moment of heightened self‑awareness amid the chaos of chemsex.
