Dallas BraggFormer crystal methamphetamine user, I help men who have sex with men break free from the addictive patterns associated with Chemsex. Currently expanding my expertise by seeking to become a Certified

What’s been your experience with chemsex recovery and attachment styles? Tell us about your experien

13 Sept 2026 · 1 min

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In this monologue, the speaker identifies themselves as having an anxious attachment style that stems from early experiences of rejection and their parents' divorce, particularly the departure of their father, which left them feeling abandoned by the masculine figure. This wound drives a compulsive need to seek validation from masculine partners, leading them to form rapid attachments and constantly message for reassurance. The speaker observes a recurring pattern where their intense need for connection attracts avoidant‑style partners; the intensity of their behavior pushes these partners away, reinforcing the cycle of abandonment and anxiety.

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So I have anxious attachment style, right? So it comes obviously from my wound of being, feeling rejected from a very young age. My parents also got divorced for a bit. So when the masculine, my dad left, for me, the masculine was abandoned me. So it created this really neat, this need of reaching for the masculine to prove that I was, that I was worth staying for, right? So it's been a big problem for me when I'm meeting someone and I get attached very fast. And then it's like, I want to be messaging all the time to just reassure that the person is still there. And I tend to attract avoidance style, right? It's just, it's just the rule. It always works like that, right? So for the longest time, that was an issue. And I would become super intense. And obviously, that would make the people, the person pull away faster.