A man describes the moment he recognized his compulsive sexual behavior on Grindr had become unbearable, asking himself if this was really his life. He calls this realization the true beginning of recovery, not the day he quit, but the day he decided to change direction.
When you've been lying on the bed for 6 hours straight, one hand on Grindr, the other hand you know where, staring at a screen, your body starts to ache, and you look around and you ask yourself, is this really my life right now? That is when Tina recovery begins. Those moments are when you are making a decision to take a new direction. Not when you stop using. In those moments, that is your day one.
