Someone describes their early meth addiction: starting alone at home, then paying $20-$30 for any supply they could find, and eventually using men to get the drug. They kept telling themselves they were still a good person because they never stole.
So I went and like picked it up from him and just found myself like at home, um, just, just smoking meth to get high. Like, there was no sex involved at the time. There was no man involved at the time. It was just me, the pipe, the drug, and like isolation began. That's when like the full chase kind of happened. That's when I began going on BBRTS, seeking out just anybody that had it. I was willing to pitch in. Like, no matter where I was in my meth addiction, I was still somewhat a good person. Mm-hmm. Um, really, I— if you smoked me out, I'd be like, hey, let me give you like $20, $30 towards, towards this, the dope. Um, if you did anything, like, I was willing to try to pitch in. Um, and I, I've never really— I never stole anything from anybody. Um, I wasn't that type of person, but I would use the man, and that's kind of where the using started. That's when I would
