Taniya Pekun | Garment of Glory | Untangled Conference 2023

Foreign.

Connect to the heart of God, and you will be able to see that he's breathing. False right now.

This was his mission.

This was his plan.

He gave us our best. He gave us Jesus. He died and he rose again. And right now, he's sitting in the heavenly places and still interceding on your behalf. He gave us our best. So why do we think that we should give Jesus the rest?

Not our best. Are there any hungry people in the room? Okay, so 80%. And the rest of you don't know why you're here, but I want to tell you that the spirit of God, that God himself have predestined this day since the very beginning. You were not even born yet. This day was already marked. So therefore, I prophesy that this day will mark your life. Do you hear it? This day will mark your life for the kingdom. You know what's the most horrible thing right now? Is that Pastor Hope preached my message. It sucks to be me. I've been set up. But I want to tell you something. The Spirit of God is a deep well inside of us. And I said right there, Holy Spirit, let's go deeper. Let's just dig in. Let's see what only you can do. Hallelujah.

Are there any hungry people in this room? There is one thing about hungry people.

They are thankful people because they got fed.

But they're never satisfied, so they come back for more.

I pray that we never stop being hungry for him, that we hunger and thirst for Him. The Bible says, who is hungry and.

Thirsty, come and drink, and he will fill you. Do you know one thing? That he cannot fill you when your mouth is closed. So today, I want your mouth to be open like you hungry.

Which you probably are because you haven't had breakfast. Hallelujah. So what I'm doing today, I am sharing my bread with you. Something that I have received, and I'm breaking it down, and I'm sharing with you. So I hope that you will be fed today. And the Lord has showed me something about this conference. I want to speak on that for just a second, that there will be amazing transformational things happening. Your life will never be the same. You will be marked for the kingdom. You will be filled and overfilled.

You will be restored, and you will be healed. You will be touched, and you will be marked, and you will run your race.

So let's pray with me. Declare with me.

My eyes I anointed to see. My ears are anointed to hear what.

The Spirit is speaking today.

Father, your word is alive.

And your word is the lamb and the light to my feet. Feet. And that's a promise.

We thank you God for what you're about to do that only you can do.

I declare Logos. I declare Logos, your word that would come alive today. I declare minds that could understand and hearts that could feel what spirit is saying today. Holy Spirit, rule and reign. We give you the full room.

We give you the full room and full permission.

God, we thank you for what you're about to do. God, I thank you for each woman and man in this place that is hungry, that not just intellectual curious.

What can she say and what can.

She bring but God, I want to hear from you. I didn't come all this way to come home the same God fill us.

Every distraction in this room, every lie of the enemy. We tear it down in Jesus name and we say freedom in this place.

And we say, speak Lord, your servant is listening. Amen. The word of God says God is giving us the eyes to see and the ears to hear. So I want you to fix your spiritual eyes and your spiritual ears and read between the lines. Amen. This month is incredible for my family, for me personally. In September, not only my mom was born this month, but also this month, this year. It marks 20 years since I received Jesus Christ in my room. You say, well Tanya, what's so special about you receiving Jesus Christ in your room? I come from a broken home. I come from a non Christian family. You probably know my story. But there was something incredible that night. It's when you're suicidal, it's when you're depressed. It's when you're losing your marriage. It's when you just found out that you're diagnosed with this sickness called endometriosis and you will never be able to have children. It's in that moment right there when your baby nephew dies. It's in that moment that everything is like a ball. It's just coming at you. And you say, God, are you even real? If. If they say that you are real, would you just come and rescue me? And in my room at 12 o' clock at night, I cried out to him And I say, if you are real, I need you and I want to tell you something.

It's when you come to the end of yourself. It's when you're at the end of the rope and you say, God, nothing else will do. Only you. He comes in and he rescues you. He's a good God. It's at that moment when you hit the rock bottom only to Find out.

That he is your rock.

It's in that moment.

This is how my repentance looked. Like I was going one direction, living worldly life, doing everything that I wanted to do. And in the moment when Jesus comes in as a light, I want to say he comes in as a light. Because I knew I didn't grow up in a Christian home, not in church. I knew, if I'm going to open my eyes in that moment, I will go blind. I did not dare to open my eyes. I knew I'm going to go blind. So I was going one direction. I turned around and I went towards the light. Never went back. You know why? Because why would you?

Why would you? God is so good. Why would you? In that very moment, he baptized me.

With the Holy Spirit.

No, I didn't need a preacher laying hands on me. No, I didn't need a pastor laying hands on me. It was the spirit of God that marked me for his kingdom that touched my womb. And I have my daughter sitting right there. The doctor said, come, come on, come on. Somebody doctor said, you cannot have children. The world said, your marriage is broken. I fought for my marriage because when you have a spirit of God, God could turn your mess into message.

Do you have the spiritual eyes to see and ears to hear? I want you to see it in a spirit today. And if you feel icky and uncomfortable, it's a good feeling. It's the Holy Spirit working in you.

So be open.

Position yourself. Speak. Lord, tell me that means he loves you so much. That means he loves you so much. So anyway, the Lord showed me my husband preaching to thousands and thousands of people in a natural realm. It looks so hideous, it looks so wrong. Because he was in the world and every other word that he said was a cuss word. But God says I've dressed him in a royal robe. He will be preaching to thousands of people. And Tanya, the same way that I came and rescued you and the same way that I love you. I love him the same you do. Lord, what can I do as your daughter and I begin to fight for him. I begin to fight for him. No, I'm not asking you to fight silly fights. No, I'm asking you to see it in the spirit first.

I'm asking you to believe. I'm asking you to lock your eyes on the one who overcome.

And I'm asking you to see something that is dying in your Life.

Now.

For 20 years now, we're ministering all over the globe. My husband is preaching 2000s. We're doing evangelical crusades, gospel crusades, outreaches, saving people left and right. Any country that opens their door locally and globally.

This is what God does. He takes nothing and makes it able to.

So good. I believe something for you today. I believe new evangelists are rising up. I believe new preachers are rising up. I believe spiritual mothers rising up.

I believe teachers rising up. I believe pastors rising up. I believe Levi's rising up. I believe for you. Do you believe?

So the Lord speaks to me in visions. Very visual person. And I always say, God, position me to see what you're telling me. I want to know. I want to learn. I'm a learner, naturally. So, God, what do you tell me here? What is happening here? What's happening here? And either I'm on a walk or cleaning or washing them dishes and never mind, never mind, never mind. I pass that baton to my children. Praise God. It's not my season. Thank you, Jesus. So whatever I do, I position myself to hear from the Lord. When I was preparing for this conference, I want to tell you something, that this doesn't matter what you go through. It's your attitude when you go through things. This season, starting this year, was one of the most toughest season in my ministry. And I said, God, you obviously purifying me. You obviously doing something incredible in my life. I want to hear from you. And when I was preparing for this conference, the Lord had showed me a vision. He showed me a woman. She looked so hideous. She looks horrible. She looked strange. But in that moment, I had such a compassion for her. I don't know who she was, but I had compassion for her. And I deeply wept before the Lord. And guess what? Holy Spirit was grieving this woman, too. So I said, God, how in the world do you want me to put this into words? And God says, he speaks my language. So he says, paint it with words. Whatever I have shown you, paint it with words. He said, well, that's a lot of painting to do. But thank God that I did not only inherit this acne skin from my daddy, but I also inherit his artistic skills. So today I want to show you something, what the Lord has showed me in the Spirit. And I believe it's for some of you, maybe for all of you, as long as we position ourselves to learn. Amen. So we're gonna begin with Galatians 5:1. Yeah, Galatians 5:1. It was for freedom. Christ has set you free. Stand firm. Remember this. Stand firm, therefore, and do not submit again to the yoke of slavery. So when I Came to the Lord. I heard the saying. How can I translate it? Because our Slavic community loves to say that I'm hoping to make it somehow to the heaven, just to be by the gate. Somehow I'm already saved. Somehow I'm gonna make it to heaven and I'll be just by the gate. I don't want to be just by the gate. So we think that we have the salvation ticket, that we gonna redeem it.

When we get to heaven.

And all our life we spend in misery, walking around mad, angry.

In bondage.

But we're saved. And I said, something's wrong. Something is wrong here. I don't want to live my life like this. But it says it's for freedom that Christ sets you free. Devil is a liar. It's not only for eternity, it's a promise. But daughters of God and sons of God gotta be free in the kingdom.

They have to be the most efficient.

People in the kingdom. Free, bold, fired up, full of power.

Do we feel full of power?

Sometimes we don't. By in a natural realm, I am very shy. I'm very shy. I won't go up to people, I won't say hi to them because I have no words what I'm gonna say. I don't know what's gonna happen. It's horrible. But what happens when God marks you for the kingdom? When one touch of Jesus, something happens. All of the sudden, from the scary bunny, this lioness arises. And I'm telling you this is supernatural because in a natural realm, that's not what it is. So Christian life is often described as a journey. Okay, say journey. And the key of this journey is the pursuit of freedom in Christ. And this verse actually reminds us that we have this freedom in Christ and importance of living in this freedom in Christ. Because he already won it all. And we have to stand firm. So I want you to remember standing firm. From any spiritual bondage through New Testament, we are told. I'm just laying foundation here. I didn't even start yet. Through New Testament, we told about freedom we have in Christ. In contrast, we are warned about the things that slave, enslave us and entrap us. This message rings today. It's easy to get entangled. It is easy to get entangled in something less. What God has for us. This is what we do. We get entangled. This passage is an encouragement personally for me, but it should be encouragement for us to continue pursuing freedom that God has for us. John 8:31,32. Jesus then said to those Jews who believed in him if you remain in my word, if you abide, if you hold on to, you will truly be my disciples. And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. You know how we quote this? You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. Hallelujah. But we forget something that was before it, and what's before it is super important. It means that we must hold on first. Jesus gave an answer to all our problems in three words. He says, abide in me, remained in me. Hold on. You know why? Because when the enemy comes, when we go through hell, when we go through deep waters, when we go through that family problem, when we go through that health issue, you know, we gotta do.

Hold on to the promise of God. Hold on to what he said in the Secret. And that is the way we move, must go.

We tend to forget.

We tend to forget what God said and what God does.

And we're miserable. And you know what? I want to tell you that 2020 has showed us that not many of us holding on, not many of us holding on to the truth, not many of us holding on to what God has told us. And we're just rocking around miserable. I say, stop giving a room to the enemy. You know what foothold means? It's when you almost close the door, but there is a little foothold, little crack. And he barges in, say, not on my watch no more. Hallelujah.

Because in this world, you have.

You will have trouble, but I have overcome.

See, we tend to forget. We tend to forget.

And that's why the Lord is reminding us, if you will hold on, if you will remain, if you will abide. And. And then I want to remind you today that we must hold on. So holding on to the teachings, and then it sets us free. It's easy to forget. It's easy to forget and to be derailed, but get reminded daily of his truth. And I want to tell you something. I think it's something supernatural when we set time aside to get reminded of the truth. When we say, God, we gonna put things aside, we're gonna move our chores, we're gonna clear our schedule. Because, God, we want to come into the setting when you will get. When we will get reminded, and we will get refreshed. And I believe settings like this, it's a launching pad to what God wants for us. Hallelujah. Okay, so a church in Galatia was in trouble. Guys, when I was digging into this, I'm like, oh, they were in trouble. They were in danger to returning to slavery. So Paul Was like, I got to remind them they were mixing God's message of grace with the law. What Jesus has done is great, but. And they would take it back. The slavery of law is something else. They were heading to a direction of legalism. Paul wrote to them, warning them to remind them about freedom in Christ.

Can you imagine?

This has just happened. Jesus just died on the cross and Paul is writing them to remind them. So how much more do we need to get reminded 2000 years later? Freedom isn't able to do whatever we want because that kind of life, it enslaves us. The desires of the flesh, you know, they're icky. On the opposite end, on the opposite side, some enslave themselves to religious rules. They put the spirit of God back in the box and the ark of a covenant which the spirit of God.

Already lives inside of you. So wherever you go and whatever you do, you are marking your territory.

And we tend to put that back in the box. That mindset of legalism. They are trying to earn their freedom. There's nothing you can do to earn that freedom. It's in Christ Jesus. So I'm just laying this foundation. And since life is a journey, since our life is a journey and we are simply traveling through this world because we're not of this world, what do we travel with? Because I believe that many of you drove in, flew in, and you probably drove in or flew in with something like this that's coming in. I don't know what you want to call it.

Suitcase, bag, baggage, Luggage.

Let me ask you a question. Have you ever tried running with this? You guys, I ran with this not once through the airport, through them connections that don't line up. You have a boarding in 10 minutes and you have a 20 minute run. I want to tell you something. This looks hideous. It's uncomfortable, it's heavy, it's frustrating, and it's horrible. Many of us look like that traveling through life. So if we pack our baggage, we pack something to put on ourselves. We pack something that we will wear, we pack something that we will dress. So I want you to have an open mind with me today. I'm just praying and asking for the grace of God to show you what I saw in the spirit. Probably we be overpacking. Two day trip. You have three bags. Well, four. So let me ask you a question. Another question. I just love questions. Anyway, so who loves to unpack the bags after the trips? Oh, there's three of you. Hallelujah. I do it because I have to, not because I want To. So let's do this together and let's unpack. So the woman that I saw in the spirit. I'm gonna ask my girls to come. They've been set up, too. The woman I saw in my vision, she had many coats. And I want to tell you something. These were not royal robes. It looked heavy. It looked uncomfortable. And she looked so foolish. And the first. Take your time. And the first thing, what I saw, the first coat that I saw, it was a coat of generational curses. This coat, I mean, we had to work with what we have. Okay. I mean, we don't have pretty boxes, but hey, first coat is probably a coat that you don't really put on on yourself. Maybe, but it gets put on you. When I came to, the Lord Holy Spirit began to drive me into my family history. Asking questions. Something would bother me. Why is it that we have divorce, always run in our family? Why is it that I'm constantly afraid to lose my marriage? Who was my grandfather? My grandfather was an Eskimo. My God. I did a DNA test just to find out who he was. Yakut, living in a hut. They do witchcraft. I always knew something wrong. Always knew something wrong. Abortions run in my family. I always knew something wrong. I didn't sit well in my seat. Spirit sickness.

Every other person gets sick with something deadly.

And I had to renounce. I have to confront that. I have to stare at that. Oh, it's uncomfortable. Especially in our community.

What do you mean?

Curses. I had to confront that and look at it and say, not on my watch.

Whatever ran in my family, it stops with me because it ran into me. And I am anointed and I'm adopted. I'm a daughter of God.

Not on my watch.

And I had to stand in the gap. I want to ask you something. Do you see it? Can you stand in the gap of that addiction? Can you stand in the gap of that curse? Can you stand in the gap of that sickness?

Do you have the guts to confront.

It.

And name it how it is?

Little did I know that the Lord will be using me in third world countries where I would have to stare at the witches all the time and say, by the power of God, go. That is not scary to me because.

The spirit of God that rose Christ from the dead lives inside of me. There is nothing that I should fear.

Listen, I'm sorry. I'm not saying this because just to say it. I never say things what I don't mean, and I never say things that I did not live through.

So the way, the boldness that I have to speak with you today because.

I have overcome something, because I have faced that.

And I said, haha, no.

The devil is a liar. Divorce. When I came to the Lord, I said, not on my watch. I will fight for this. I will stand in a gap. And it's not embarrassing to say. I will be transparent. It is not embarrassing to say that my marriage was falling apart. I was falling apart. But the Lord, but God came through. I had to say, you know what? This is not my inheritance.

This is not my inheritance.

Let's go quick. Depression and suicide. I had to jam them together because.

Depression and a suicide.

I'm not saying depression is not real, but depression and a suicide is so high up right now. Especially in youth. You know why? Because devil is a liar.

Because devil knows that if they free, they will run and they will not stop. They will conquer him. In the name of Jesus. He's a liar.

This is not our inheritance.

Anxiety and fear. Peter 5:7.

1 Peter 5:7 says, Cast your anxiety on God by trusting that he cares for you. And that word cast means heap the saddle onto a horse. Have you ever tried that? It doesn't work. You have to keep on trying. You have to keep on trying. You have to keep on doing.

And you have to know that one day it's gonna settle on that horse.

Wars keep holding on. Anxiety coming on. Because you trust your God. You cast it upon him in Jesus name. This is not my inheritance. God did not give you spirit of fear, but the power, love and a sound mind.

The children of God, the daughters of God have no place be in one.

Setting with anxiety and fear, which is real. But it's not our inheritance. Jealousy and envy. You know, if you have a jealous friend who needs an enemy. Have you ever had a jealous friend? One person? Five. Five. Okay. But maybe the rest of you been jealous. Because I want. I want a communication and I want transparency here in this place. Okay? This is how we're gonna do this together. So jealousy and envy. It will make you do crazy things. It will make you plot against somebody that you should be learning from. Let's take Joseph. Joseph has a dream. Think with me. Joseph has a dream. And his jealous envious brothers plotted against him.

Plotted to kill him.

You know what they did? They stripped him off from royal robes.

Jealous friend. Envious friend will strip you off of them robes of those visions, of those dreams, of the desires to go after God.

Because jealous friend sees it differently. You know how he sees. Or she. She. Let's Say she. She's bragging.

What do you mean?

She has visions? What do you mean? God called her higher. They will strip you off from those royal robes and push you to the edge. Pride. Some of you religious folks be like, okay, I grew up in a Christian family, I got nothing. A prideful spirit is something that God resists. And you see them. Prideful people listen.

And I don't want you to think.

Automatically about your friends. I want us to fix our eyes on ourselves, okay? And ask Holy Spirit, what are you telling me? Let's not think about her sitting on the third row. No, let's think about what the spirit of God is telling us. Unforgiveness and self pity and anger. There's so much in the scripture about unforgiveness. But unforgiveness is such a prison cell that it will make you sit there locked up, hoping and waiting that somehow the offender, the person that hurts you.

They will come to their senses and they will come and open up that.

Prison door cell and we're rottening there. But that's a deception because that might never happen. Listen, there's a difference between forgiveness and reconciliation. It takes one to forgive and two to reconcile.

So that means that you have the power to get up out of that prison cell and forgive that offender. You don't need to reconcile with them and walk free.

This coat is not your inheritance. I've seen way too many people, people that live in unforgiveness. I had this woman, she's in her 80s, come to me at one of the retreats and she says, I'm battling with something. I'm battling with unforgiveness. I said, what do you. What is it? She goes like, I can't forgive my father for something that he has done when I was five years old. So her offender no longer walking this earth, but she's still miserable and in that pain. This is not your inheritance. You are not what they did to you. You are not what they said to you. I want you to have the eyes to see and the ears to hear today. This is a good one. Comparison and competition, those are like two little sisters. Because the moment you begin to compare yourself to another person's kingdom calling, you.

Step into competition and you abandoning your. And that walk looks silly.

You're imitating someone else's calling and yours is untouched. This is such a demonic coat. Or shoes. Oh, there you go, it's shoes. And you're walking around in the kingdom looking silly. Maybe you never called to preach. Maybe you Called to mother many children. You're abandoning your own just because you want that microphone. This is just an example. I want you to think with me here. Where are we? Oh, this is a good one. Gossip and slander. You know, I'm sorry, but we all.

Need people in our life that will.

Tell you something that you don't want to hear. Can I be that today? Gossip and slander. There are seven things that God hates and gossip is one of them. Gossip. I'm sorry. No, I'm not sorry. Gossip is targeted to separate people. How many relationships you have lost because the gossiper came in and lied about you, stirred things up and left you one friend less. I've had that happen in my life. This is demonic stuff. To isolate people, to break relationships, to dishonor people. You know why there's so little honor in the Kingdom culture? Because people walk in dishonor. It's so much easier to point out something bad, to slander someone, to gossip about someone, than to honor them and draw near to them or to ask forgiveness, to tear them down. Run from those gossipers and if you.

Want, tear down that code. This is not your inheritance.

I know we have some little jealous clap over here. Unbelief, where are we? Unforgiveness, unbelief and doubt. This one is scary to me. I will tell you why. Because you see, you have those people in your circle when they pray some amazing prayers. You're like, wow, they pray so much and so, so beautiful and it just all flows and it's just so amazing. But when you ask them, do you actually believe what you pray for and half of them don't. It's a double minded person. The Bible says if you're double minded, you will not receive anything. Don't even ask, save your breath. Doubt and unbelief needs to be broken in our families once and for all. This is not our inheritance. Wickedness and lies. What do we got for wickedness and lies? Blindfolds. See the thing is that the lie will make you blind. You see through the prism of that lie and you do this wicked thing. Things that you can't even imagine what you did. And the father of all eyes is the devil. So we got to see who we serve here. Do we serve God who is the truth or we serve devil who is a liar? And there is a war on truth because it's God's truth. There is a war on truth and the only thing that you should have wrapped around you is belt of truth. Let's think with Me here.

Ah.

Manipulation and control. You know, the word manipulation means that grip with hands. Do you have those people that grip you so tightly you. You can't even breathe? Controlling every step.

You go, who you with, who you had coffee with, who you took a selfie with, who you minister with, who you travel with. Do you ever have those people in your life?

Or maybe you're one of them. This is not our inheritance. This is not who we are. We gotta stop with this.

This.

Manipulation and control comes in four stages. It's flattery. Pastor Hope knows flattery. Angel of light, isolation.

Gaslighting.

It's always you. It's always your fault. But they're gaslighting you. That's manipulation and violence. There are four stages. Manipulation is like twistedness. And there is no way to win that. It's only that you cannot play their game. That's it. You don't. You don't step into that puddle of mess because you're not a pig. You're gonna step out of. You don't gotta go because you're invited into that. Does that make sense? Okay. Good. And for those that controlling people, I invite you to surrender. Because God could do so much more with your surrender that he could ever do with your control. Surrender is our identity. We surrender day and night because we.

Tend to get lost.

We're like that sheep.

Do you know.

Do you know why the shepherd anoints the sheep's head? Have you ever like the real sheep? You know why? Because they know that in the walks of life, the sheep might get lost and they might get tangled in those thorns and it might go like this and it will scratch and it will.

Be torn and it cannot get out.

But the oil will prevent that.

So God knows we could derail. God knows we could get stuff. But he's already anointed you for the battle, for the battle, for that task. Jesus already anointed you. You already got that?

The spirit of God lives inside of you. He took care of everything for you. Where are we? Offense and bitterness. Offense and bitterness. So many offended people, especially Christians. You know what they do? I mean, you know what we do? We get this offense like a baby. And we're like, this is what they.

Have done to me.

Give me that.

No.

This is my.

They have hurt me.

This is what we do. This is how it looks like in the kingdom. It looks silly. This is not our inheritance. This does not belong to us. Lust and adultery. David lusted over a woman. Solomon had thousand wives altogether. Be careful what you stumble on. I Never. People ask me yesterday, do you drink water? My daddy was an alcoholic. His daddy was an alcoholic. No, I don't give devil a foothold.

Not on my watch.

Sexual sin is a sin against your own body. You're making that bond. You're destroying your body. It's the sin that you commit against yourself. The only way to deal with this is to flee like Joseph did. And it's okay to get stripped down in that moment.

That's the only code that you could.

Allow to come off of you. You stay pure. This is such a time where everything is accessible to us. It's at the touch of our fingers. Be careful where you look. Be careful what you allow. Be careful what you think. This is not your inheritance. Addiction and trauma, we're coming to the end. Addiction and trauma. Addictions break up families. My father struggled with alcoholism. He left me traumatized so much that I said, if I'm not going to deal with this, I will never going to be a good wife, I will never going to be a good mother, friend, minister, I have to deal with this. So I flew across the world to meet a father that I never knew, just to release forgiveness onto him. You know what happened in that very moment, it's not only do I want to really, maybe not, but I knew I must. I have to stand in the gap and say, dad, I forgive you. In that very moment, this is something amazing. You know, like the bad doesn't die, so the good doesn't die either. You turn around and say, dad, I forgive you. And you're not only getting freedom, but also he's receiving freedom.

This is what children of God has to do. We turn the mess into message and test of life into a testimony.

We conquer evil with good. And how about the addictions that nobody talks about? Ready? It's a never ending cycle. Scrolling, eating, drinking.

More scrolling. Popping them pills, porn, tv. More scrolling, more overeating.

You know what it is? It's excessive consumption. We became so addicted and we're consuming.

And consuming and it's never enough.

How about consuming the word of God? How about consuming scriptures? How about drinking the living waters?

How about walking in freedom?

Self righteousness and legalism. They need to be right all the time. All the time. I'm right. Self righteousness. We must hunger and thirst for righteousness of God more than what we want to be right in. You know, righteousness is like a DNA of heaven because the Bible says that the whole kingdom made up of righteousness and joy and peace. You know in the scripture it says When Jesus took the dirt and spit, you know what he did? He's like, you're blind, but let me put my DNA on you. And that DNA makes us righteous. Are you with me still? Praise God. Don't fall asleep. We're getting there. Abandonment and rejection. Take responsibility. You know, taking responsibility, people say, well, Tanya, it's not my fault that I was raped. It's not my fault that I have cancer. It's not my fault that my father left, left me. You might be right, but responsibility is having the ability to respond to that certain situation. I take the responsibility to respond to what thrown at me. I take the responsibility to deal with those generational curses. I take the responsibility to stand in the gap. I take the responsibility to believe because nobody believes. And I take that responsibility. I respond to it in a God way with me. So I want to share something quickly before we go to the last quote. Something personal. But it's a close circle, so let's do this. When we were with Pastor Hope in February at this conference where my room got flooded, you're not the only one with the room issues. Come to find out there was a mold in the room. But I know for a fact that I would not get bronchitis just because of that mold because I slept there one night. Grief attacks bronchitis right away. Every time when I got sick with bronchitis, I was grieving something. It's either my mom passed away and in that moment I was grieving a betrayal of a friend. It's still personal, talking about it. Have you ever been betrayed by a friend? Close friend, family. You know how it is. And I'm going through this pain, 16 days in the bed and the pain is so bad. And I said, I can't do this anymore. Holy Spirit, I invite you in.

Why is it every time that somebody walks away from my life? Why is it every time that somebody gives me silent shoulder. Why is it every time somebody slanders me, it hurts so bad?

I just dealt with rejection of a father of abandonment. I just, I dealt with that already. What is it? And Holy Spirit says, are you ready to go deep? And I said, no matter how much it hurts, I want to go deep. In that very moment, Holy Spirit shows me a 15 year old girl who was sitting in a room and she was seeking for help, she was seeking shelter, she was seeking somebody to protect her, but only to find out that again you were rejected and again you were abandoned. That 15 year old girl was me. To that very moment when Holy Spirit revealed that to Me, I never once remembered this moment because it was so painful that my brain locked. It protected me. But every time something would happen to me, I would feel sharp pain.

And no matter how much I tried to reach out to that one person, she would block me every single time with them lies and with that slander, because I already knew that she's slandering me.

Listen, I don't want you to feel sorry for me or have pity for me, but I want to show you something here. And that very moment, I began to cry so bad. Because, you see, I never grieved that little girl before.

And I began to grieve that little girl. And I cried and I cried. So if you want to cry, cry because your body is healing itself. God already took care of that.

You know what?

It's not strength holding them tears. Strength is to let them flow. Let them flow. Let them flow.

And all of a sudden, I could breathe. I could breathe. I could breathe. And I said, thank you, Holy Spirit, for this healing. Never once I've been betrayed again, over and over again. But I never felt that pain again. Hallelujah.

I believe for you today.

Holy Spirit, take me deep. Take me deep. The Bible says that Holy Spirit is a deep well inside of us. Someone said, oh, my goodness, my life was so much better before I came to Christ. But I came to Christ and all.

The dirt began to come up. You know why? Because Holy Spirit is a deep well. When Holy Spirit pours in, everything that is at the bottom begins to come up. That's good. That's a good thing. It's coming out of you because he's perfecting you. And the Bible says that the Holy.

Spirit is like a river flowing out of you to bring life. What are you bringing? Are you allowing Holy Spirit to take that dirt out of you? I said, take me deep, Holy Spirit. Doctor says, tanya, your vitals are not that great. Your body is oxygen deprived. Your organs are suffering. I'm gonna send you to this oxygen tank when you're gonna go 45ft under the sea level and you're gonna get 100% of oxygen there. You're going to receive all that. Because, you see, we breathe about 27% of oxygen. But who knows now what they're spraying? I don't know what we're breathing with. So there you're going to get 100% of oxygen. And I went in under and I hear Holy Spirit speak. Do you remember what the doctor said when you're going to go under? Every little cell that was dying out begin to be restored. And Holy Spirit says, this is how it is with me.

When you go deep, everything that is dying inside your life or every dream that is dying will resurrect, will come alive. Every dream, every promise will come up with me. Are you willing to go deep with the Holy Spirit?

I believe that for you. And I believe that was prophetically for this very moment. Because, you see, we begin to forget the promise that God had for us when our children walk away from the Lord, when we got sick, when we got betrayed, when our marriage was falling apart. I believe that this is the day of restoration and redemption for you.

This is the day to grab onto.

It and say, I see it in the Spirit, I hear it in the Spirit. God, take me deep. Holy Spirit, take me deeper.

Today is the day.

And the last quote that I saw was shame. If you're feeling in shame today, this is not your inheritance. During Jesus's crucifixion, please think with me. There is one thing that he despised more than anything. He was beaten, he was betrayed, he was crucified. But there's one thing that he despised so much. It was the shame. It was the shame, shame of the world.

He took up on my shame and your shame. So you don't have to live in shame anymore. So then why we got addressed in this?

The enemy lied to us, saying, go to church, serve. Look busy, look socially good, serve again.

Go on mission trips.

But hide this mess, Live in a secrecy. No one sees this. The Bible says, above all else, guard your heart. Because everything flows from that. Some of you need to turn on that switch in your hearts, let light in. Because everything in a light becomes exposed and becomes light. There's so much freedom living and not hiding things. I want that for you. You see, it doesn't matter. In a spiritual realm, this has no weight. The only thing that needs to be heavy on you is the armor of God. That's the only thing that needs to be heavy on you.

Because you see, willingly or unwillingly, whether you want it or not, you pass something down onto someone else. The question is, what are you passing.

Down to generation that comes after you. Pastor Hope. Talk about getting freed, getting healed. You know why? Because you don't only run your race. You pass it down, you pass it down. You want it or not, you pass something down, pass it down. The question is, what are we passing down? Broken leaders raise up broken leaders. Unhealthy parents raise up unhealthy children. And this cycle never ends. And we pass it down willingly or unwillingly unbelief, slander, secrecy.

Hide this.

Don't tell it to anybody.

You know how much abuse we covered up?

I want you to get up to your feet and I want you to think with me.

If we are not willing to face these giants in front of us.

This.

Will be our inheritance.

And this will be the inheritance of our children.

If we're not willing to fight them giants.

The question is, what are you passing down? Thank you, ladies. What are you passing down to the generation that goes after you? I stood in a gap. I stood in a gap. My grandma, she was the first woman that came to the Lord and she began to fight for us. She began to say, me and my house will serve the Lord. At her funeral, I'm gonna ask you to get the pictures ready at her funeral. People would say this wild woman would come up to the altar every single Sunday. How much can she sin? But nobody knew that.

She's so full of faith and the fire of God that she's coming up on behalf of her children and her grandchildren and the children that she will never see God. I believe I applied action to that faith, and I'm gonna step up to the front and I'm gonna fight for my generation. You know what it's called?

It's called spiritual influence. That never stops. My grandma no longer walking this earth, but I want to tell you something. She was sowing in tears and reaping with joy. Show up. First picture, please.

This is my aunt.

This is my grandma's oldest daughter. She just received Jesus Christ as her Lord and her Savior.

Back in Ukraine, when there is a war, if this is not God, I don't know what it is. Next picture.

This is my uncle from the right, Uncle Leo. He just received Jesus Christ as his.

Lord and his savior and had water baptism. I want you to see this visually. She saw it in the spirit first. She grabbed onto that, she held on to that, and she's like, I'm gonna stand in the gap. My grandma never saw me coming to.

Jesus, but she prayed for me like.

I already was his. My mom never saw me or stand with me on a crusade podium, but she prophesied like, I'm already there. Now this is my turn to fight for my daughter so she doesn't have to fight them. Giant curses, unbelief, doubt, jealousy, slander. The Bible says that our race compared.

To relay race, Pastor Hope showed race today. I want to show you something else. Since you preached my message, I want to show you something else. Relay race consists of four generations let's say, let's take my family. My grandma, one generation, my mom, second generation, me, third generation, my daughter is fourth generation. I'm gonna run this race in such.

A way that she never has to face that giant. That she never has to face that giant. And you say, tanya, but my giants are so big. But my problems are so big, but my addiction is so great, but my marriage is destroyed. I said, God, because no matter where you throw, you will never miss a giant.

No matter where you throw, you will not miss that giant. So today, of course, I didn't get to my preaching even halfway.

But today.

I'm gonna call you out in faith. Maybe you are first woman in your family or first men in your family that see it in a spirit to fight and stand in the gap for your family. Maybe you're making this conscious decision that.

Not on my watch. Maybe this lioness inside of you, raising up. The Bible says the devil is prowling around like a roaring lion.

Like a roaring lion looking for somebody to devour. But have you ever seen a lioness? She's the hunter. She's the roaring one. I am calling you out in the spirit. So if this message resembles with you, and you see this in the spirit, and you hear it in the spirit, and you say, not on my watch, I call you out right now. We have five minutes. Not on my watch. Holy Spirit is a deep well. Listen to me.

If things are coming up inside of you, if anger is coming up inside of you, God, if all these things coming out of side of you, that is good. Because God wants you to get rid of that dirt.

Hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry. I want a worship team with me and I want you to pray in spirit. Everybody else who's perfect, pray in spirit.

God, we give you full room. God, we give you full room. We give you room. We give you. Listen, I cannot do this for you. You have to open up your mouth and say, God, I need you, God, up at the end of this rope.

God.

Nothing else will do but only you. Come back close. Come close. Everybody that came close. Come close. Can you guys give me two minutes?

Think a little bit. Yes. Shake. Fill him, Lord. Fill him, Lord. Fill him, Lord.

Fill him, Lord. Fill him, Lord.

Break every chain. Break.

It, Abala. Oh, yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Fill every heart. Fill every heart. Touch every heart. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

To break.

To break every chain.

Break every chain. Break every chain. Break every chain. To break every chain. Break every chain. To break every chain. Break every chain. There is power. There is Power in the name of Jesus. Oh, we lift the name of Jesus. There is power in the name of Jesus. You can be free as you come. Break every shame, Break every shame. Break every chain. I hear the chains falling. It's falling right now. I hear the chains falling always we lift the name of Jesus. Chains of depression I hear again, I hear the shame? Chains of low self esteem chains of poverty I hear the chains, I hear the chains as you cry out Jesus. Yeah, I hear the chase, I hear the chase. Oh yes, I do sing. I hear the church chain. He's breaking off your he's breaking off of your family. I hear there is power in the name Jesus. Yes, in the name there is power.

The name of Jesus.

Oh, there is power. There is power. It's in Jesus name to break every chain. Break every chain Break every chain Break every chain Break every chain Break every chain Break every.

It's incredible when we are fired up, but now I need you to open up your mouth and say, not on my watch.

I am making a decision.

Today is the day when I am marked for the kingdom.

God.

I take off all them faulty ropes and I put on the robes of royalty and I pass down the baton.

To the next generation.

You know the passing down of the baton.

It's not how fast you run.

So you didn't miss anything yet. You didn't miss nothing yet. It's only the beginning.

It's safely passing it down.

It's safely passing it down.

I want. I don't want to miss this. Before we pray, does anybody want to give their life to Jesus or rededicate your life to Jesus again? Please, please, please. Your hand.

Hallelujah. Father, we thank you. We thank you. We thank you. Your children are coming home. Your children are coming home. And you give them royal robes. And you give them royal robes. I thank you, father.

God, today is the day that I'm standing in a gap for my family, that I'm standing in a gap for my health, that I'm standing in a gap for my children. Are you standing in a gap? There is something God is doing corporately with you. I love speaking to you guys. God has been working on you individually. All of you is like a piece to the puzzle. All of you, look at me. All of you is like a piece to the puzzle.

The Lord says this is a ninth month, which means a month of birth. You're about to birth something. That vision, that dream, you're about to birth it. It's coming through you.

I want you to come into this agreement of whatever you want to do. I don't know, come in hands with circles. I want to agree with Pastor Hope right now. You might think that God has nothing for you, but I want to break off that life in Jesus name. God had so much for you.

Devil want you drugged up, messed up, isolated, tangled. Because he knows when you become untangled, when you become free, when you become delivered, you will be unstoppable.

Wow.

For the kingdom of God. And you say I'm nobody. I love that. Because God takes nobody and makes them somebody. Do you know why?

Do you know why Jesus used broken men? Paul was a murderer.

David was adulterer, and you name it. You know why?

Because they're like wild horses. If they are tamed, if they are tamed by their master, with the love. With the love of God, they will become not wild horses, but war horses.

Come on, somebody. God has a purpose for you. God has a destiny for you. No more brokenness. No more faulty. No more faulty stuff on you. Royalty.

Right now we're gonna sing and I want you to prophesy over your life.

We're gonna give two minutes.

I know the time has lost, but I'm telling you, this is your freedom. That's why this conference. That's why this conference is happening.

Oh, God is waiting for you. He saw you coming and he ran to you. He ran to you and he dressed you in a royal robes. Prophesy, prophesy, prophesy. God, these are your daughters.

Everybody lift your hands. All over the sanctuary.

God, we prophesy that every word and every promise and every vision that you showed them it would come to life. Everything that you spoke to them in a secret, everything that you said.

I break off.

Julie.

That lie over your life, Althea. I break off that lie and God is saying, take up the baton and pass it down successfully. You have people that you're raising up and they're looking at you. What will you do? What will you do in the trouble? Will you be like Joseph? God?

These are your daughters that will run in the kingdom. And they will never stop.

They will be untangled. They will be unshakable. They will be unstable, unstoppable. Let's worship. Let's worship.

Let's worship. As I put my trust in Jesus, I hear the chains fall.

It's falling off of me right now.

It's falling off of you. I hear. I hear the chains are coming on my chains. Open the mind. I hear the church. Jesus. Name the name of Jesus. How much you resurrect the Dead. Break every chain. Break every chain. Break every. Break every chain. Break every. There is power. In the name of Jesus. Break it. Every chain.

One more minute.

One more minute.

And we. And we're done. Listen to me very carefully, because I did not explain to you yet. I just spoke over Jordan. There is a time where the call of God overlives you. Which means it's on your children. And it's resting upon your children.

Watch this first. Kings 8, 17, 19. My father, David, had it in his heart to build a temple for the Lord God of Israel. But the Lord said to my father, you did well to have that in your heart, to build a temple for my name. Nevertheless, you are not the one who will build the temple by your son. Your own flesh and your own blood. He will build the temple. David without Solomon was like a dream. And Solomon without David is like a destiny unfulfilled. But both are committed to God's plan.

I hear. I see a woman in this place. You are grieving your son. He's so far gone. He's so far gone. Listen, if it's you, I want you to agree with me. He's drugged up and messed up. Drugged up and messed up. You're in ministry. You're in ministry and you are giving up.

But you're saying, I have faith.

I want to tell you today, God is giving you a vision that you will hold on to it, that you.

Will claim it and you will run. Even if your eyes will not see him coming to Jesus, believe it. He will come to Jesus. Hallelujah.

I would love to stand with you here and worship forever and cry with you and pray for each and every one of you. But I believe that whatever you've received from Holy Spirit, it's just the beginnings. It's just the stirring. We have two more sessions.

Can you imagine what God will do? Hallelujah.

Hallelujah.