How Info Comes In Waves/Layers. Stay Open to New Perspectives and Learn More

Hello, my name is Joy D. Fanning, an astronaut of life. I'm a psychic and I help people go inward to explore. In today's video, I wanted to talk about something I touched upon in my previous video. Which is how I'm learning through my experiences in meditation and just spirituality in general, that information comes to us in layers. Or as we go into a higher level of awareness, so does our understanding. So for me, this has happened several times in meditation, and I want to talk about a few of those experiences and share them with you. Well, my first example is how I met the entity Shiva, which is like a Hindu god. When I first met— saw Shiva in meditation, I was actually meditating with Jesus, and, um, I was Jesus, Jesus and I worked one-on-one because I had my own issues with him. Then I was transported to like this meeting hall, this angelic, heavenly-looking banquet hall, really. There was this long table. There was a bunch of entities at the table, but I wasn't really focused on them. And that point in the meditation when Jesus was trying to get me to go inside I was just like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. I don't think I'm supposed to be here, Jesus. This feels like your jam. I'm just gonna like skedaddle here. And Jesus was like, nope, you belong here. This is where you belong. And I was just like, I don't really think so. And he was just like, look. And he was pointing to me. And I looked down and I had this blue body and I was a man, and I got freaked out and I left the meditation. So that was— but I also heard the word Shiva. So I didn't really know who Shiva was. I had to go research him, and there was a lot of synchronicities. My spirit animal is a snake. He wears a snake. She was in the meditation. A lot of synchronicities. I wasn't sure what the hell that meant. Am I Shiva? Is Shiva my guide? What's going on? That was my level of understanding in that moment. As time progressed and I did more meditations, I realized I am not Shiva. Shiva is one of, one of my many guides. And he mainly works with my third eye. When I envision my third eye, it's, it's the same way Shiva's is. It doesn't look like this, you know, it's more vertical. And when he works with me now, he— I always feel in my third eye, and he, he's like the guide of my third eye. He— that's where he works. That's where if I want to meet with him and have like, you know, a phone call with him, I know to focus on my third eye and bring in that blue energy I am there, he will be ready to work with me. So I, I'm trying to explain this process. I didn't have that understanding when I first met Shiva with Jesus in this freaking heavenly banquet hall. It freaked me out. I didn't know what it meant. I was very confused. I had to, to get to that next level, to get to that new level of understanding, How to kind of release what it meant and accept, if it means I'm Shiva, it means I'm Shiva. If it means he's my guide, it means he's my guide. I don't really know what it means, but I'm releasing the need to know. To me, that, that's the key. You gotta release this need to know things in order to get the answer, which sounds Strange, but if you try it, there you go. That's how you get it. I think a lot of times, like, we hold on to things. Oh, I saw Jesus in meditation, he's my everything, I, I'm gonna stick with this. Or, well, Jesus pointed to me and I was in Shiva's body, so ergo I must be Shiva. This is my understanding, I will not change it. No, no, no, no. I think the understanding is unlimited if you keep yourself open. Layer on layer, as you grow, as you understand, you're gonna see it from a new perspective, a new level. So another example I can give you is my meditations with God. I definitely want to make a specific video just on this because it's pretty profound, but My first meditation, I would see God somewhat. He usually appeared as like clouds and light, which was fine. That was at the level of my understanding of God and everything. Beautiful energy, just kind of a big voice in the sky, so to speak. The next time I saw him, I saw a very strange— I had a very strange meditation-like experience that I'll have to deconstruct at some point. I've been deconstructing it for a while because I have to release what it means. Because I was like Lucifer the angel, and God was like this giant, and I was little angel floating by God, and God said to me, I love you the most. And when he said that, I was like, what? No, you don't. And literally it was like glass broken. Everything I was seeing just turned into shards and went away, and I saw a lot of things at once. Like this perpetual zooming out and how everything is infinite. I basically saw infinity and how everything is infinite. And at the time when I saw that, what I saw that represented infinity, I assumed was God. And that became my level of understanding. I had to open up, release that knowing to interpretation. And then a few weeks later, I got the same— I saw that infinity, what infinity looks like to me, except this time I had a completely different understanding. This is weeks after that first one, and then this one, infinity was creation. It wasn't God. It represented all of creation. And then I saw this infinite energy around creation, and that was God. But here's the thing, especially when it comes to God, I heard around that same time— I'm gonna paraphrase it as best I can— but the Tao that cannot be named. The Tao that can be named is not the Tao. I believe that's just— I'm not even— I don't know where that comes from. Eastern something, I'm sure. If you know, put it in the comments for everybody. But, and I was like, that's it. If I can name it, it's not God. And right now my understanding is I know God is bigger than this infinite energy I saw surrounded by infinity creation. I don't quite know what it means, but I have to release this in order to gain that understanding so I can grow. I hope this is making sense. So every time I meditate with God now, it takes me to another level. I see it in a new way. I experience him in a way— I don't even feel like it's a him, it's more like an it, because God transcends duality. That's still basic now. But here's the takeaway for you that I want to get across: keep yourself open to your perspective changing. I find this is crucial If you want to move up in your understanding, you have to be open to different perspectives. This is, this is basic stuff here, guys. Otherwise, if you're clinging too tight to a belief or perspective, it's not going to serve you in the long run, okay? It's like a ball and chain keeping— you're trying to fly and the ball and chain's just keeping you grounded. And you're like, hey, hey, I want to lift off, but I feel annoyed. I can't get up. You gotta take that shackle off, then fly away. That's how it works. The shackle, the ball and chain, that's your perspective or beliefs that you are unwilling to change. When you keep yourself open to any possibility— okay, we cannot put God Source, whatever you call him, it, in a box. You cannot put your experiences in a box. You can, I guess, but you're not gonna go— you're gonna stay at that level, or your growing will be very slow. That's what I want to say when it comes to how you can ask for help from Source, God, your guides, higher self, everybody. Ask for their help to help you change this perspective. And just, if you're a visual person like me, visualize it being released. If you feel things, feel the emotion being released. You hear it, say it's released, right? Whatever works best for you. For me, it's visualization. I visualize it leaving me. And then it leaves me. If you hear it, you say it. All these can work. If your intent is there, it's gonna work, okay? So that's the lesson I wanted to part with you today. I hope it's helped you on your journey. I'm so glad you made me a part of it. I look forward to meeting with you again. If you like this topic and would want to dive into it more, I'm going to be launching an interactive program at the end of February on the 22nd. So, um, check out my website if you are interested in that. I would love to have you there. We're going to learn how to dive deep into meditation and mantras and everything else to build a spiritual practice that you enjoy and want to participate in so that you can have amazing experiences that you desire. Thank you for everything. Namaste.