Meeting My Starseed Family. How I met my Starseed family through meditation.

Hi, my name is Joy D. Fanning, an astronaut of life. I'm a psychic and I help people go inward to explore my spiritual to-do list at some point. To figure out this starseed whatever, right? And I decided to meditate and try to meet my starseed origins. So I'm— I'm— one thing I do when I meditate is as soon as I finish, I write down what I saw, experienced to the best of my ability to remember. I would encourage everyone, seasoned meditator or not, to do this because over time you can go back and see what experiences you had. Do they relate? Same, same concept as like a dream journal, right? So this was on December 8th. This was on December 8th. I did my first meditation. I wanted to connect my starseed guides. So first thing I saw was 3 beings that were just outlined. So for me, this means I didn't see any facial features or bodies. They were just kind of 3 blobs. Of energy, and I recognize the energy as Galactic Federation. It's like this inner knowing, right? So I'm like, hey, there's 3 distinct energies here that are representing the Galactic Federation. They did an activation for me and said they did not have a message for me to give to the collective. They did show me making videos and posting them on Tuesdays and Thursdays where I share my own experiences just like this one. So this happens a lot to me where I will be in like this meditative state and connecting to different things, and they will show— sometimes I'll see a glimpse of myself my human self doing something. In this case, it was me making a video like this, talking about my experiences. And the next part that happened was I could feel my Merkaba spinning around me, and I could not take myself out of the spin. By this I mean, I— when I'm in this state, I can sense the energy moving around. The bottom goes kind of like the top goes clockwise. And sometimes I'm inside and I can feel it all spinning around me. I would say this is the most common, and I'm inside of it and I'm just like floating. If I want, sometimes I can jump in that energy and spin around with it. It's like a merry-go-round, you know, those things things on the playground, and it's just kind of fun. And I jumped back in. This time was different. I was in the spin and I could not seem to get out of it, and I was like, uh, okay, I want this ride to be over. I want to jump in the middle, but I had to open my eyes. This was because of the activation, so I didn't write down what this felt like, which sometimes I do. From what I remember, it was in like my third eye crown area. It was in my third eye crown area, and it was just like this tingling— I don't know, pressure. Not bad, but you just feel, oh, that's what's going on. And sometimes I just feel things like downloads or activations go straight down into my energy. I had opened my eyes, I closed them again, and then I was like, well, can my starseed family appear? And I saw a lot of different beings. So this is— imagine like you walk into a room and there's just a bunch of people standing there. Um, I didn't necessarily see, like I said, features. It's more like energy bodies, and I just— oh, there's a lot of energy bodies in this room. That's basically what it looks like. I was told that I was very old and I have been many races in my far past. This is something I want to touch on because— a little side note— because I had no idea my definition of an old soul has grossly expanded since doing this specific meditation to meet my starseed family. Like, when I thought of old soul before, I mean, it was like maybe I'm as old as like biblical times or before biblical times or something, right? No, all of these races that I'm going to talk about, because I feel like I— like I said, I have had many different races that I was. They all felt older than my human race, my human lives. And it just kind of eventually I got lost in how far back it's been. It's been a freaking long time, and it's like Whoa, that's what an old soul means. Oh, okay. I've done like a million lifetimes in each one or some shit. I don't really think I've done a million, that's an exaggeration, but I'm showing you how it blew my mind because I don't know, I didn't add on that many time. I don't know, but then you can also be like, take a step out of time and it's all just happening at once, right? Then the Dracos came forward. I saw myself as a king of some sort. What I remember was, once again, like walking into this— it was like a courtyard-looking space. I could see my lizard like I was seeing from this being's eyes. I didn't feel like I had anything on my head, but it felt— I had this knowing and this, dare I say, almost arrogance of a king as I was walking into this room. I knew, I knew I was a good king leader and brought a lot of peace and stability to my people. But this was so far in their past that they have turned far from those ways, just like Earth. They didn't seem to have a message, so I stopped and searched for— so I stopped my meditation and searched for good Draconian starseeds and found some music. There really is some music. And so I list— I've meditated to it. It was only like 10 minutes or something. And the energy in my crown chakra. I listened to it and felt a lot of energy in my crown chakra and in my hands and body. I saw more of that lifetime there. The message to me was the activation music. Um, then I got another vision of me like making a video where I saw myself explaining God, how God is everything, everything Everything is God. All is one. Dark and light are both God. All duality is God. That means good and bad, he and her, all duality is equally God. Everything is God. God is in everything. So I've been meditating with God a lot, so this was a recurring message for me. I had to look up Draconian stuff because I found it so interesting and a little bit scary that the very first race to show up was this one because you only really hear bad things about them, right? And but then I felt like this good keen ear that I was, I had a good life there, but what did it mean? And I found this website, askingangels.com, and it talked about reptilian starseeds. It talks about the bad ones and the good, all about them, right? I don't— I mainly focused on this last paragraph, and they are heart-centered with a profound power to use their loyalty and sense of duty to awaken unconditional love on Earth. When I read this, my heart center is the chakra I, I currently have the closest relationship to, and I, I have a lot of powerful chakras, but that's the one I tap into the most. And wow, unconditional love on Earth, that literally coincides with my mission. I feel, I feel I represent unconditional love on a higher— my higher self, and I just want to experience it as much as I can and bring it to others, right? So we're talking Dracos, you guys. Freaking Dracos. I want to take a moment to just say, if you're like me and you meditate or you connect with something about yourself that you've been programmed to think is negative. This shows the importance of keeping an open mind, in my opinion, because I'm not gonna lie, I didn't have quite an open mind when I saw the Dracos. I watched it, I watched as I had that snout and I was walking around being wise or whatever. But there was a part of me that was like, oh gosh, I feel they came across first because they were like, girl, you gotta knit this in the bun, right? I'm gonna make another video on this whole concept because to me it needs its own video, so I'm gonna stop it there. But I just want to go home. On a little tangent here because— just a short one, okay? You do past life stuff, you do starseed stuff, and you learn about these lives. They're not all going to be rainbows and butterflies, right? We've all done— we're here to experience everything. That means good and bad. So if you have a life that was not rainbows and butterflies and really bad or whatever, I would say don't judge yourself on that. That was a part of your journey. Break any karmic ties that you need to, learn the lessons, but release it. Maybe it was you, but it is not you, you, right? You're— that version of you and this version of you are both your higher self. And your higher self, you, everything has a piece of God in it. Okay, so I just want to put that out there because when you dive into these things, I know for me that's come up and I have to remind myself of that because learning I was Draco was a little creepy. Let's use that word, it was a little creepy. It was a little sad, almost. Well, yeah, if I'm being honest. So I had to kind of work through that, right? I realized this is my own programming. You can read all about what they do. They're, they're leaders. They're good. This is— I can see parts of this in my personality, so Really, what's not to love? It's something to explore, and I'm— I want to stay open to this. This is going to come up more than once though, because these aren't my only crazy starseed origins. So a while back, I watched a tarot— I was watching a tarot reading, and it was like a pick a card. I don't know if it was starseed or not, but I was introduced to the term Blue Ray Starseed, which I had never heard before. And I found this website, Typically Topical— oh, what a cool name— and, and talks about these Blue Ray Starseeds. And it basically says they can be a mix of any type. They rarely call one place home, as the entirety of the universe is their home. I always felt like one or more than one resonated. The next day I did the same thing and I met the Arcturians. They have visited me before, but this was like the official visit, right? They showed me my life as an Arcturian, I was a wayshower for their people in their ancient times. They said I was like a Moses to them. I'm not saying I was Moses, or like even like a famous person in their history, just someone that wasn't basically like I am now on Earth, right? I'm not super famous, but but I'm preaching. Oh my gosh, I'm preaching like I'm a wayshower. I'm trying to help people. That's what they're saying, to point them to enlightenment. Like I said, this is in their ancient times, okay? This goes back to how old my freaking soul is, like how I'm here on Earth to do the same as they've done on these other planets. How being a human as well is the same as having a unique energy from another planet. So being a human is essentially— if you're a human, is a starseed too, a type of starseed. I saw all these races I have had lives from standing together. Human, Draco, and Arcturian rule it up, since those are the ones I I have connected to, I saw 3 more in shadow. So this just means I— now I'm seeing a visual of an Arcturian, I'm seeing a visual of myself, a human, and I'm seeing a visual of Draco, the reptilian-looking one. And then these other 3 are just energy bodies, they're in shadow, they're like blacked out. They're not evil, they're blacked out because I can't see them. That's what that means for me. I then felt the Arcturian energy. It is a light, soft, and wise feeling that starts around my nose area. I asked them specifically to be like, let me know, give me a signal that it's your energy, like like pick a spot on my body that you will tell me, and that's— it starts here and it kind of fades towards the rest of my head. I then heard them speak in my mind. Their voices are old and wise but sound young at the same time. They speak a little more slowly and have a vibration to their voice. It's like this dual sound. Almost. It's hard to tell if it's a male or a female voice. I felt two of them beside me. I didn't see them, but I felt their presence. It was very intimidating, but not bad. Um, every time I meditate, I put protection around me and say only those for my highest good can connect, so I always know I'm safe. They felt like advisors or priests there to help me. They said they were going to activate me. I felt a lot of energy go through my body for several minutes. It was after this I began to hear them. So they did the activation and then they started talking. I don't always remember what they say when they talk to me. When I'm in the meditation, we have a conversation. But when I come out of it, if I don't remember the exact words, I can usually write out and paraphrase, or I can just say, well, we talked about this. Um, that's one reason I love to write down after meditation, because it's, it's kind of like a dream for me. If I don't write it down, I'll just be like, I just remember I had this really amazing meditation and I think some aliens were there. That's what I would tell you if I— when I write it down, I get some more info. So that's one reason you're always going to hear me toot that. I had to wait a few days. This activation they did, it like— it took a few days for my body to kind of incorporate it. I felt lightheaded. I threw up, I had diarrhea, and it was affecting my body. I literally just took a rest day and then slowly went back to work. It's, as you can see, it wasn't until December 13th, 3 days later, that I decided to, um, 4 days later I decided to do this. So the next group showed up. I was told to put all my crystals on my crystal grid and to wear all of my crystals. And I met with the ant people. They charged and cleansed my crystals. They will work more powerfully now. I'm talking about my crystals. And they are also going to make sure my moldavite makes its way to me. It's in the mail. Um, and I saw myself as an ant person once again, just like the Draco, like as if I was looking through those eyes. But then also like I was watching a movie of that life, and that's that life. I was more rebellious. I love to explore and would take risks. Which wasn't done in their society. It also felt like my lives as an ant person were my first. I had several lives as an ant person. I saw at least two. I also had a knowing I did not have many lives as a Draco. I had several as an Arcturian and have had spent most of my lives as a human on Earth. Oh, this kind of helped me put things in my own personal timeline. Time out for a second. I just want to make a side note that this is always up to change for me. I'm going to make a video on that as well, but I just want to touch it here too because it's coming up. Because this is my understanding in this moment, okay? I could meditate tomorrow and learn, oh no, I was a freaking feline race, that was my first one. As of now, this is the understanding I have of my personal history and what I'm figuring out, who I'm connected to, what energies are I'm taking here to Earth, right? So then the next day I had two more races to meet. So now we have the Empress in life, we have the Draco, we have the Arcturian, we have the human, right? There's two more I felt I needed to meet due to that one vision I had. So I wanted to connect with the last two star races. I meditated and saw two Nordic beings, which I later learned are Pleiadians. In my meditation, they didn't use the word Canadians at all. They just— I just heard Nordic, and they looked like tall white people with like white hair. And it was two of them. And then I saw— I saw two races, two of each race. They didn't really talk to me. I also saw two white Grays. So these are like the gray aliens, really tall, and they were white, and they kind of scared me like the Draco lives. I was like, oh no. Neither group really spoke to me or showed me a past life, more just wanted to show me that it was them who I was connecting with. They let me kind of sense their energy. I remember wanting to connect with the Nordics more than the tall white ones, as I had a human fear with them. So as I was doing all this, I was in the meditation. Obviously, I know they're there for my highest good, and they're there to show me how I'm connected to them and how I more than likely had lives as one of them. But because of my own fears of seeing different looking things, they were like, you're not The vibe was, we're here to show you what you can handle, and if and when you're ready, we'll show you more. Same with the Nordics. I don't know why I've always had like this thing not against Pleiadians, but like, they're everywhere, right? They're freaking everywhere. And so I think it was more like, well, I don't know, I guess either need to be different, or actually, if I'm being really honest, there's this one channeler on YouTube who channels Pleiadians, and I've tried to watch her several times. I'm not— I don't even know her name, like, not that I would tell you it, um, but like, the way they sound when she channels them, I don't like it, okay? I just It makes me feel weird. So I think the reason they use the word Nordic was because of my own, like, to the word Pleiadian. But then when I researched it, they're essentially the same thing, I guess. Um, which I think according to this they're called the Tall Whites. 2 or something. So I don't know, maybe they're not— they're all the same. I really don't know because that— this is the level of understanding I have now, and more will come down the line. My intent now, go with this, now that I have this information, is to, as I'm ready and as my intuition tells me, to connect with each of these kind of starseed races and learn more about my connection with them or my lives there or channel messages they have. Just explore it, right? I kind of want to go at it with an open mind and just see what's out there and see what I can learn from these awesome beings. So this is like literally the beginning of my starseed journey. I've shown you what happened. In February, on February 22nd, I'm going to launch a course to create a spiritual practice, and I'm also going to do a 3-day free course on how to like get into a deep meditative state. So if you want to have experiences like this, you're not sure how, they sound really cool because they are, they feel very psychedelic, and you're not on drugs. So if this is something that interests you, go to my website right now. You can send your email. I'm working on getting all the pages up. When they're up, I'll put a link in the description box below. But if not, just go to my website and check it out because I would love to have you there. I would love to help you figure this shit out because it is a little tricky to— but once you get it, it's Easy as, easy as pie, right? That's how most things are in life. Thank you so much for staying with me. I love you all. Namaste.