Radical Trust

Hello, I am Joy of Astronaut of Life, and this is a vlog. I've never done this. I am stepping into a place in life where I'm moving into radical trust with myself and the universe. I am moving from being a stay-at-home mom into a single mom, and when I think about supporting myself, what I want to do, how I want to live after this transition. I gave myself the space to do it, but, um, what I— where I was pointed to was to just revamp Astronaut of Life, which for me was a YouTube channel. I had been building it into a spiritual business and then got pregnant and It just— my life changed, right? But it changed yet again. And it would be so much easier to go out and get a job and just give my time for money to someone else, right? Doing things that didn't feed my soul. But that's not what's being asked of me. I am pushing myself radically out of my comfort zone. I'm still learning how to talk about my services. Look, I'm a minute and a half in and I haven't even done it, so now I will. Um, I have meditation reading, which is essentially a psychic reading, but we meditate together. And the whole point of it is to overcome the doubt and fears when we connect with spirit and you're not sure if it's your imagination or not, because I've been down that road and I've overcame all of that. So this is why I created this reading, so you can do it yourself with me in the whole container. We will have an overlap, you will see it. And it's gorgeous. This is, I believe, the 6th time in my life— I'm moving on to something else now— where I've moved through a Tower moment. So if you're into tarot, you know what that means. It's like everything just kind of collapses. Like I said, I went from stay-at-home mom to single mom. Now I don't, I don't have any money. I am living off of credit cards. I'm, I'm blowing myself away with stepping so far out of my comfort zone to just do this. And one thing that came out of it was like, what have I mastered? What am I really good at? And it is actually navigating these tower moments. I've been divorced before. This is my first time with a child. I've lived in foreign countries. I've had tower moments I, you name it, I have lived it. And I want to help other people move through that because I'm very good at taking action and pushing myself out of the comfort zone. Hello, we're doing it right now, right? This doesn't feel safe to me right now, talking like this. No, but I'm doing it anyway. I'm fumbling along. I'm raw, messy, and real about it. Maybe 10 people see this video. I don't know, it's more for me to try to get myself out there and do it, right? That's another service I have. I was, um, I've started podcasts. I'm very active on Substack, so if you like reading— I know we're on TikTok— if you also like reading, please go check me out. It's cool as shit. I write really awesome shit, and I'm gonna start using my voice and making these videos. So if you watch this to the end, bless you, thank you. I'm mainly making this for me. I'm just practicing putting myself out there, so blessings. Oh well, the tarot moment thing is like a coaching. See, I'm, I'm so unskilled in this, but I'm doing it anyway to help people move through it. You can buy one session, you can do a whole package. It's all on my website, which I'm still reorganizing, so bear with me. But going through a dark night of the soul, divorce, all of this— this is where I'm being asked to explore in radical change or radical trust, and so I'm doing it.