Spiritual grace comes as a gift, not through effort or practice. The speaker received Siddhis and divine silence without seeking them, but integrating these experiences and working with shadow aspects proved harder than the initial reception.
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it's the grace energy. It's, it's, you get gifted, uh, by divine grace. It's, it's not something you work towards to and, and, and strive to reach. It's, it's something that comes, yeah, as, as grace. And, uh, these are the two. It's also the descendants of energy, uh, in the bodily form. It's like the embodiment we may talk about later. Yeah. And in hindsight, all my life it has been like this. It's much more— I see most seekers or spiritual people, they are on the Chinki 55 path. You read something, you go to workshops, you have a goal in mind that you want to reach and you work towards the goal. And for me, my whole life, also with other things, not only Chinkis, was also always the other way around. I got gifted by the Siddhis. I got flooded by divine silence, immense love, heavenly energies. And for me, this was the normal. But what was not normal was the embodiment and the shadow parts. This is what I had to learn or still learning. And all the paths. So yeah, this is more or less how the Gene Keys came into my life. And from then, you just have to break me up if I'm talking too much. You're doing great.