Summary of The Convoluted Universe by Dolores Cannon Part 2

Hello everybody, welcome. My name is Joy D. Fanning of Astronaut of Life. I help spiritual seekers go inward to explore through meditation. Today we're going to go inward to explore through the book Convoluted Universe by Dolores Cannon. We're in part 2, which includes chapters 4 and 5, and I really feel like this is where the convoluted part comes into play. So without further ado, let's get into it. So I'm— we're starting in chapter 4, and I highlighted a bunch of places as I was reading. So we're right now in Chapter 4. Dolores is talking about a new client. Um, I can't fully remember their name, but, um, Janice, right? She's talking about Janice, and Janice has had lost time, but that she believes is maybe like alien abductions or something. So Let's just read this paragraph. In our work, we discovered that Janice had been working with extraterrestrials all of her life, unknown to her conscious mind. Her experiences had progressed from early reproduction experiments to participating in complicated classes on board the wonderful and enormous Mothercraft. Where she would study any subject in the universe. Of course, all of this teaching was never available to her conscious mind. It was all being held in her subconscious mind until the time was right for it to be released. One part of her knew that there were important things happening to her on another level, but that didn't help the confusion it brought to her normal waking life. So as we continue now, we're going to jump to this part of chapter 4. Dolores is doing one of these sessions with Janice. They're very specific about starting at 11:16. That's what this entity tells her to do. And why I highlighted this is because Um, Dolores— this Janice lady, it's not a real name again, but, um, is essentially channeling like a being, and that's who Dolores is talking to through Janice. So Janice says, at 11:16, we will go to a juncture in time. Time has junctures. You know. What do you want to go— why do you want to go to a juncture in time? Because that will be at the beginning of an experience. It will deal with many things because it is a multi-faceted juncture. Is that why we— she's like, well, now it's 11:16. I'm at that moment. You are at that minute. And Dolores is like, what do you mean? We are talking of the coordination of several different kinds of time. You see, when you speak of mankind's time, you are talking in minutes and hours. But when you speak of time in other realms, it is not measured by minutes and hours. But in order to bring information through dimensional time, you must be at a particular point in mankind time. Otherwise, the information that comes will not be total, and it will not be coordinated elementally. Elementally. I can't say that word. Let's see if there's more. Yeah, another junction, which a junction is like a crossroads, just like on a map when you come to that point. So at this point, they're talking about how this entity, or Janice, is traveling really fast. She's traveling really fast, and then she just stops because she's at one of these junctures. And when you get to this juncture, you kind of decide which way to go. And I guess if you want to connect to our reality, you have to, like, be at a specific juncture and it'll connect to a specific point in time in our timeline universe reality, right? I'm telling you, this is where it gets convoluted. And I don't know, it's cool. I'm not saying I understand it all. I feel like I would need to reread this several times to really figure it out. So this next part's going to talk about how Janice Just to give you a little bit background on Janice's story, she was driving, like, in Hawaii. She needed to turn around. There magically seemed to appear this subdivision she had never seen before. She turned around, and as she was getting ready to exit, she lost time. And when she came back, she was on a different part of the island, like the other side of the island, on the highway. Nowhere near where she was before. So something happened, and that's why they're in this session, to figure out why this is occurring. And what they came up with, the answer is there was a piece of Janice's soul that left her, causing this blip in her reality, in her memory. And this piece of her soul is there simply, like, connected to Janice's Earth body, her Earth life— lives, really— to collect information and to take all of this information and bring it to her home reality, planet, dimension, whatever you want to call it. So This next part is talking about that and how the information is shared. So let me bring it up. This is right here where I'm highlighting with my mouse, is Janice telling— the piece of Janice's soul that is extraterrestrial, you could say, or interdimensional, says, I can go to the ancients, I can go wherever you wish to go, or I can go where we need to go. I can go to creation. I can go to God, Source. So she's talking about she can go where the information is. She, as this light being, can go wherever she wants. And then Janice says, it's an infusion of information. It's also a teacher who wishes to speak to you and to Janice and to tell you that you have passed time and space. And then the voice changed. First, you must understand some basic principles and foundations with regard to source energy. So when they talk about source energy, these other entities, they're essentially meaning God is how us humans would perceive that. The particle that you discovered was actually a source particle. So The Jan is talking right now is just a little particle of light, and that's what they're referring to. And it's a particle of light that's a source particle. Everything begins with a particle of light. Everything that is begins as the most minute pore of your skin. If you could imagine a molecule, you could see a pinpoint of light. You would know that the ultimate source— you would know that in the ultimate source, that is all you are. So what I am telling you is that within the source of all that is, the interconnections between particles from source energy— if you see a type of pattern with a particle and you place that particle over another particle, they will totally match in every minute detail. Now, as energy becomes matter from that source energy, it travels down the beam or out of the beam, depending on your concept of how you wish to relate to, relate to it. As it implodes, explodes out, it divides as a cell divides. To form different individuals. It can divide many times. It can divide once. It can divide millions of times. It divides and it becomes either male or female, or male, male, female, female, male, female. And it continues to divide out and travel through dimensional shifts, and it becomes in each dimension what it is ultimately at its source, and it begins to grow. And as it goes through the universe and galaxies, every place it goes, it still is. When you bring the particle down to practically— to a practical reality in Earth terms, you have human beings who are as inmates. You have human beings who are as in subdivided particles. Example, you have similarities in human beings. You have strangers who instantaneously become total friends because they've subdivided at the source level. Rarely do people become fused. Only when there is a higher purpose would that union take place. I'm going to stop there. So, right, that was a lot of information, but that information means to me or how I translate it, which once again, take what resonates, leave what doesn't. Totally, totally encourage you to read this book, come up with your own interpretation of what feels true to you, right? To me, this is talking about how our souls work, what they do, what it looks like. So we all start out as an itty-bitty particle of light. Of Source, right? So Source is God. God exploded, you could say, to experience themselves. And we— not our body, not this reality, but the, the observer inside our soul— if we saw it in physical form, it would look like a little photon of light, essentially. And where this photon— and this photon is our soul. It's a piece of God, and it has the capacity to split once, twice, a zillion times, whatever it feels like doing. And then it takes its pieces of itself and it sends them out wherever it wants to go— different dimensions, different worlds, different realities, different timelines— sends it all out. And no matter where you go— this is getting into quantum physics, so if you haven't gone down that rabbit hole, do so. It will help you understand these concepts in a scientific way, but it's essentially the same, right? If you split a photon and move it further away from each other— I think in that experiment it was like 14 miles— you tickle one, the other one's going to move. That's quantum physics. The same is true for our souls. We can be in all these different dimensions, timelines. So to me, past lives are essentially congruent lives. They're not necessarily past. That's within time. We're talking about outside of time and space. And it sends its pieces of its soul all these places, and one of them landed here on Earth. Okay, so all of us have a soul that at most split twice and sent one of its little pieces down here to Earth, and that's us. Now, when it talks about— excuse me— when it talks about meeting each other, I remember having that reaction once. I was at summer camp. I was like maybe middle school, high school, like maybe a freshman in high school, and there was a girl who wasn't from my church who was at this camp, and I mean instant best friends. I don't remember her name, I barely remember what she looks like, but I remember we just hit it off and I just felt like I met a best friend. And I had a best friend for like a week, and we did all sorts of things together. We had so much fun. I think that's what it's referring to in that passage. Let me pull it up again for reference. So when it's talking about, you have similarities in human beings, you have strangers who instantaneously become total friends because they subdivided at a source level. So that friend I had as a freshman in high school at summer camp, a church camp, right? That was like an instant soul connection. That means that odds are, could be, we're both little specks, little photons of light, souls that came from the same molecule of light. Of God. And I would say that is also true with, um, any type of relationship. So you can see I've underlined in red here: rarely do people become fused. Only when there's a higher purpose would that union take place. I also feel like I've experienced this, but I feel very cautious to say this because I feel like it's probably going to trigger people. Um, if you haven't seen my meeting my twin flame video, I don't— that will help explain where I'm going with this. But like, when I work on my chakras now and my partner's They're merged, you guys. Like, it feels like fusion. And I know, and I knew before we met, that there was something we need to do together. There's a higher purpose. Meeting each other, having this 3D relationship, it's beautiful, don't get me wrong, best thing I've ever experienced, but that's not the— so like, that's not the main reason for us to be together. There's a bigger one. And I— to me, that's what it feels like it's referring to. And to be honest, I'm not sure I've met anybody who is in union or has experienced exactly what I have in that. So I would say it's very rare, but I bet this is gonna be like, I don't want to say not as rare, but more of a thing as, as we keep moving into the 5D. So here's another one. Let's take a look at this on 154. So they're talking about how this is complicated, and this is what that speck of her soul says. Complicated concepts, that is your job to simplify. They're talking to Dolores now, so that the man on the street can read it and go, oh, so that people will begin to learn to live lifetimes at the same time. That's pretty cool, right? Understanding that everything they do here in the physical on this planet affects every other lifetime. What I told you, remember, past lives, that's kind of a not a very technical term. They're simultaneous lives. The line, their line goes all the way. That trail of energy from where we are now, what we are saying now, what you are saying from where you are to where I am will always stay. The difference is as you move from dimension to dimension, Let's read this again. Let's just read it again. Understanding that everything they do here in the physical, so on Earth, on this planet Earth, affects every other lifetime, past lives, quote unquote future lives, right? They're all connected. Their line goes all the way. That trail of energy from where we are now, what we are saying now, what you are saying from when you— where you are to where I am will always stay. The differences as you move from dimension to dimension. So that trail of energy, I think, is a keyword. So right now you're watching this, odds are you are not in Chicago, Illinois like I am. And even if you are in Chicago, you are not in my exact apartment, are you? And even if you were in my exact apartment, you're not sitting right where I'm sitting, okay? Because we're in a 3D reality and we cannot overlap like that. So what it's saying is— let me stick with that example. So maybe you're, let's say, in Texas watching this, and that trail of energy between us exists and it will always stay. So think about that now as that particle of the soul that explodes and sends pieces of itself in every direction, every way. All at once, right? We're in the now, and those are all connected with a trail of energy because they all came from the same source, which then we can connect to Source Source, which would be God. Any movement I do now, every time I meditate and connect to my higher self, that original particle that exploded. That to me would be your higher self. I'm also— I could also connect to all the different lives. It's all connected. Think of a spider web, or how you've seen photos of the universe where it looks like a system of nerves and they're all connected. That's what comes to mind for me. So I told you it's convoluted. She named the book well, did she not? Let's keep going, you guys. Got one more here in Chapter 4. Would it be correct to call that little spark your soul? So that's this whole particle of light that this particle of light is talking about. You might call it a soul, but in actual— but it actually, in true reality, you should call it your Source energy. So your spark of God. A soul is mankind's name for the source energy because everything is energy. Every, every, everything is energy. Every, everything is energy. Our soul is energy. We are energy. Energy is everything. Everything is energy, right? Just play around with that in your mind for a bit. Every— this is energy. I'm energy. The computer that I'm making this video on is energy. It's all energy. Yeah, that's how it works. So our soul is energy. So now we're going to move on to Chapter 5. Chapter 5 relates to a different client of Dolores. This one also had missing pieces of time. Ah, this is the one where— yeah, they're going back to— now I'm confused. I'm sorry, guys, it took— I'm so slow when I read these things. I don't remember what Janice's name was. I think she was the Hawaii one. If not, it was this next lady who was the Hawaii one, which now I actually think it is this next lady. Oh goodness. So she's missing time and bringing back this information, right? Oh, Janice. Janice, um, is not the Hawaii one. She just had missing time too, and her— this spark of whatever showed up, right? Okay, so right now Dolores is talking to— I think her name's Claire— Clara. And Clara is talking about how this piece of her, just like I told you, left to give information. And Dolores is like, didn't they have any other way to find this information? Like, why they gotta split you, leave— you gotta leave and like go live a bunch of lives and learn that way? And she's saying, from time to time, these beings select their chosen, and they choose to go to other galaxies, to other times and places in space space for information about time and space and place and bring it back to this space of being to learn, to grow, to expand. Because all this time and space learns to grow and expand, it separates, it becomes another time and space. So yeah, through knowledge, things expand. So to me, this is theorizing or saying that universes expand, right? We know that through science. Expands and expands and expands through knowledge. Cool. That's kind of cool because it's alive, because it's energy, and then everything's freaking energy. Convoluted, so convoluted. Okay, let's jump on. So Dolores is like, hey, what if I want to like learn all this information? Because this information place where this lady is going is like an Akashic Record library-like planet. And so Dolores is like, dude, can I go there? And this Clara lady, if I get it right, says it's a special key, a key to just go inside yourself. Meditation. Because going inside yourself is the key to that knowledge. And this is the, the place where all the knowledge is. And anyone, any being from any time and any place can access that by their own desire. You mean they have— they have to have desired the knowledge first? Yes, and the knowledge comes through love. Key, let's underline that. Comes through love. You do— you don't have to go to this place where I am. Like that planet where these beings are. Just ask for the information and it will be given. Okay, let's stop there for a second because this goes into more what I do with Astronaut of Light. This is why I just freaking, freaking love meditation, because if you come from a place of love and you are not trying to control the outcome of what you're going to experience, what at all you're you're just humbly coming forward, you will get the information. You guys, when I do a meditation reading, that's how I get the information. I'm not doing some super psychic-y, you know, Eleven kind of stuff from Stranger Things. Sorry, I can't reach. It's nothing crazy like that. I'm simply going in love, connecting to that person's energy, because we're all freaking connected, right? Because we're all little beings of source energy. And so I connect with their energy, and then I just humbly go with love, and I'm like, hey, let's ask something. And we get the information. You want help with it? Come go over here, take a look. But anybody can do this. You can teach yourself. I'm working on a course that will help you learn to meditate where you can use that to do this, but There's— it's all in here. I'm pointing to my— your heart. It's all inside. That's why my catchphrase, or whatever you want to call it, is go inward to explore, right? It's all inside of us. Nothing— that's, that's so cool, right? That's just like the freaking coolest thing. Clara. Her name's Clara. Okay, so let's see what Dolores is saying now. But I'm thinking of the body that I'm speaking to on Earth this time. Um, let's go back. Let's go back up here. So Claire is doing an important thing, and she says that that's what my purpose is. That's why I came into being, to do— being to be and do. Then do you stay there with these beings of energy very long? Always. This was a shock. If she stayed there, how— what about this body of Clara I was speaking to, as that was lying on the bed in Hollywood? Could part of her stay there but also be here at the same time? So simultaneously congruent. Things, right? I was worrying about causing any harm to the subject, Clara. And this was a strange answer. I mean, do you just stay there until they have retrieved the knowledge? No. This is the being inside of Clara, part of Clara. I will be here until I am on another assignment to another place or another time. It may be gathering information from another world like Earth, another place. But I am thinking of the body that I am speaking to on Earth at this time, the body of Clara. Will this energy that I'm speaking to return to that body, or is it separate? I'm trying to understand what happens. It's one and the same. But yet you said the energy would stay there until another assignment. Yep. But yet it's also part of this body on Earth. Yep. How can it be in two places at once? She don't get it. Is there any way you can help us understand? So here's how they help her understand. She was sent to be in a body and to gather information. I am a part of her who has gathered information and is now bringing it back to this place of knowledge, that homeworld with the spirals, this resource center, this library. She has a great difficulty understanding and learning that she can be the gathering information. She can be there gathering information, and that I can be here disseminating information, bringing information back. And so there is a time where there is, for her, a splitting of energy, not knowing if it— if she's in one place or another. And it does happen to other people. So remember, past lives aren't really past, they're simultaneous. So this can also happen— to me would be dimensionally. So if you have ever lost some time where you feel like something has shifted, anything like this, to me this is right of that same ballpark, right? Like, because all pieces of us in every way— think as big as you can go, guys, think as big as you can go— all pieces of us in every way, we're all simultaneously living out lives in various dimensions and planets and realities. Learning various things from all these things, and they're all part of us. And so there very well could be like a version— well, not a version because it is me— a piece of me that is connected to my Earth body gathering the information. Okay, Joy's living on Earth, she's learning this, she's learning that. Oh, she's experienced this, she's experienced that. And it takes it because that's its purpose, to take what I'm learning and give that information to other beings in another place. That's what's going on. Convoluted, convoluted, cool shit, right? I hope you're staying with me. Okay, let's keep going. Right now, Clara is The observer, that's her job. There's been much talk about shapeshifters. If they are real, I think they are these beings who are able to exist in several suitable forms. Also, energy beings can create any shape or body they choose. My conclusions are that these shifters would not be in positions of power or decision-making This has been suggested because they are observers, accumulators, and reporters. This is similar to Bartholomew from Chapter 1, so it appears to have been ongoing since the beginning of time. So this is talking about how Clara is essentially in two places at once. She can shift, you know, she loses time, right? And she is shifting because of this. So Dolores is hypothesizing that instead of the shapeshifters being like the Queen of England or something, right, positions of power like we see sometimes, they're essentially just observers and reporters because they are the ones that are taking this information to other places. So it seems as though this part of us that is living on a life on Earth is only a small piece or splinter of a much larger us, that we are many rather than one, or rather pieces of a more complex whole. We are only able to focus on the splinter we perceive as our totality, So the life we're living now in our human form, this is a good thing. That is a good thing, because if we were aware of the complexity of what— of it, we would not be able to function in this world or reality. We are only allowed to see the facade that masks such a large picture. Only now are we being allowed to peek behind the veil. I wrote a short story a few years ago that I think kind of sums up this idea. If you go to this website and click on my blog, it'll take you to it and you can read it. It's called The We Inside of Me. It's based on a vision I saw of different versions of myself from different ages at a round table, and I shifted into another one. It's really cool, but when I read that paragraph in this Convoluted Universe, it reminded me of that short story I wrote. Because essentially now I want to write like a new version where you're brought to a table, and instead of it being different versions of you in this lifetime we're living now, it's versions of you, all these pieces of your soul, right? So I wonder if a lot of our guides are simply pieces of us. That's just, just me throwing that shit out there to the universe. I'm curious. Um, let's see if I have any more little highlights. Oh, we got a few more. Let's read them. So, knowledge has not been destroyed because the people have died over the centuries. It's stored in the subconscious mind. And then Clara's higher self version, whatever you want to call it, source piece, it is stored in this, into the cellular level of the DNA. So even though a person might, person might make a transition from a physical body into a pure energy body, that which I am, you never forget. So remember, yeah, Claire, the being that left Claire, the piece of her that went to this other place, is a light being. Yeah, everything's within us. It's always within us. We always keep our knowledge. Okay, moving on. So this is talking about I think you could see it on this page. We didn't go that far. She mentions Machu Picchu and the natives there and how that site is older than, like, the Incas and everything. And they're talking about these ancient, ancient civilizations that essentially together ascended as a civilization versus individuality. So So Dolores is like, what are they doing? Are they still living a life? And Clara says they are still living a life. They can oftentimes be a spirit guide, as you know what a spirit guide is. If a being or an energy would appear to you, it is very possible it could be one of those who have reached such a level of vibration that they become what you would call an ascended master. This whole civilization as a group was one unit, and as one unit they evolved to a place where they no longer needed physical form. So their bodies just dissipated, and then they went basically wherever they wanted to go, and they exist as light. So they're, they're in light bodies. Okay, and we're moving on. Let's see. So now they're talking about God and like, well, does that— Dolores is like, so if they are ascended masters, that must mean they're like right up there with God, right? Like they're right next to God. And Yeah, they're like, yeah, they all went together. Um, we can't really do that because most of us are working on karma. The ultimate goal is to return to Source, right? And then Clara says, that's what it's all about, going to a light, the light which is Source. That is what you would call God. And then Dolores is like, yeah, there's different names for him, aka God. Many different names. It is what you choose it to be for you. So then the people who just ascended are as close as you can get to the Creator or God. They're very close, very close. So I like that because I use different names for God. I've had people try to correct me, but to me, whatever resonates with you, use it, right? Um, I personally don't usually like the word God because of my own Christian background, and to me it has too many connotations to that, but That's like my own freaking issue, right? Um, it is what you— what you mean. So to me, God is source, source energy. I use the word source a lot. So that was part 2, just 2 chapters. They were very long, very interesting, lots of new information. And I think we're, we're headed right into this convoluted stuff. I haven't read the other chapters yet. I'll read them this week and make the video. Next Friday, but I'm excited, really excited. Also, we got a lot of events coming up. Once again, check the website. I'll stick a few down below if you want to meditate with us, tap into that information that's always available. And don't forget, we're going to just have a Zoom where we just talk about this book. If you want to read it, or at least watch these videos and talk about it, just have a cool discussion, you can check that out under groups on my website. But that is it, you guys. Thank you so much for joining me today, for watching this, for being a part of this community. I love you all so, so much. Blessings. Namaste.