A plan fell apart completely, and the speaker realized their disappointment came from trying to control outcomes beyond their reach. Real control is just your own actions. Everyone else is on their own timeline, and accepting that brings peace.
I had an idea of what was gonna happen. That did not fucking happen at all. Yeah. And it was like, oh, okay. I was a little too attached to that. But it also involved other people. Yeah. And so it was like, I can only, obviously I already knew, but it's like I'm getting a visceral lesson here on why I can only control myself. Right. And they, they, at one point, maybe they were choosing that timeline, but now they shifted and they want to do something else or whatever. So it's like, okay, I just, yeah, it was a lot of lessons in that. And I, a lot of surrender. Yeah.
