Next to Normal Dress Rehearsal - I've Been
In this YouTube video, Kevin Surace delivers a solo dress‑rehearsal rendition of the song “I’ve Been” from the musical Next to Normal. The performer narrates a raw, confessional monologue that captures the anguish of caring for a loved one with a mysterious, debilitating illness. He expresses uncertainty about how to help, frustration with the lack of clear answers, and a growing sense of absurdity as the daily “act” of coping becomes increasingly overwhelming. The lyrics convey a deep fear that lives inside him, a desperate need to be heard, and an unwavering resolve not to abandon the person he loves, despite feeling isolated and terrified. The piece is delivered in an emotive, narrative tone, emphasizing the internal conflict between hope and despair.
