This is a YouTube video titled "From Millionaire to Suicidal" containing a personal narrative by Dara Akbar Ladjevardian discussing her struggles with depression, lack of motivation, and adverse effects of psychiatric medication leading to suicidal thoughts. The content is a monologue reflecting on mental health challenges.
I was just feeling in a rut. I wasn't motivated anymore. I didn't really want to work anymore. I was going out, I was partying. I was searching for something. I fell into a deep depression. Went to a psychiatrist. Yeah, here, take this pill. You'll be okay. Okay, thanks. Took the pill. Had a reverse effect on me. Made me suicidal. I remember being there in the back. My house had this 70 foot dock out back. And I'm standing there and I'm contemplating going in. I'm thinking about what I could put on my ankles or what I could wear that's going to sink me to the bottom.
