You Get To Have It All (Jessica Final Coaching Session)

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Welcome to the Clarity Corner, where you'll discover how to unlock and express the most authentic version of you and realize that this is exactly what you were looking for the entire time. I'm your host and your coach, Megan Siemens. Now let's make some magic happen. Hi, friend. Welcome to a very special episode of the Clarity Corner. This is our final session with Jessica. Oh, my goodness. It's kind of hard to find words for this completion of such a beautiful experience. I'm so glad we got to do this with you. And I want to celebrate Jessica for her vulnerability, for her openness. And if you have any love notes to pass along to Jessica, please send those through to me and I'll make sure she gets them because, wow. I can tell you I've coached Jessica before, and she entered into this space just like she would enter into any other coaching space, and what a gift that has been. I've heard some of your perspective shifts that you've got. I've heard that you've been on the edge of your seat with what Jessica's moving through. So if there's anything you want to share for Jessica, please pass that along. I will make sure that she gets it. And I would love to hear your love notes and reflections from this series.

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Or if this is just your first session, tuning in and you're like, wow, that was so interesting to be the fly on the wall and listen in. I'd love to hear it. I'm not gonna lie. That'll feel really good for my projector energy as well. I told you all at the very beginning of this series that this was a terrifying project to put out there. I mean, no one ever listens to me, coach, and it has been one of the most special things I have been able to put out into the world. To hear the different lenses and everything I mentioned before, it's just been so special. And it's been so special to share this gift of coaching that I have been doing since 2016 in this very public way. So I will love to hear any love notes that you have for this series as well. We're nearing the end of our season two of the Clarity Corner. There's this final, beautiful session and then two aligned conversations with some of my dear friends that are going to be really, really great for closing out the year and stepping into the new year. I have two different perspectives coming in on how to manage end of year overwhelm and also how to manage stepping into the new year with an aligned vision that is going to work for you and not just burn you out within like a couple of weeks. So you can look forward to those. And then we'll be taking a little bit of a pause and I'll share over on the Love letter list, which is my weekly newsletter, what's coming next. So if you're not over there with us, then do join us. It's free and the link will be in the show notes so you can keep up to date with what's going on with season three. Okay, one more announcement and then I'll tell you a little bit about what we're diving into today and we'll get right into the episode. My announcement is if anything has been sparked within you listening to this beautiful series with Jessica, I do have private coaching spaces open and I would love to hold the container for you. So the first step is booking a free clarity call. And my clients call me the clarity Queen for a reason. We will find clarity in that session before even exploring if coaching is a right fit for you. So we'll just find that spot that feels a little sticky, that feels like a little tension in your life and find some forward motion for you. And my number one goal in those calls is for you to feel like you have a little more clarity, a bit more of a clear path in where you're headed next so that you can really step into that next level of growth with some more ease. And, and then we'll explore if coaching is a good fit. I have my 90 day coaching series that I do with most new clients, but I am also offering or I'm. I am also opening three spaces for a one year coaching container. And if you're like, whoa, you might be on two sides here, you might be like, whoa, that's a lot. Um, or you might be like, huh, I'm really interested in that. I'm curious about that. I'm really excited for these spots because there's one thing we know for sure in 2025 and that's that we cannot predict anything, everything that's going to happen. And coaching is, is. I like to think of it as like preventative care. It's not, oh my gosh, everything's falling apart, everything's chaotic. And now I need help. It's let me hold myself while things are good so that when the other shoe drops, when shit hits the other fan, whatever it is, you're already held. When you create ease in the seasons that already feel like ease, the seasons that are hard, you hold them in a different way. So that's why I'm really excited about these one year coaching thoughts. They definitely won't be for everyone. That's why we have, you know, 90 days. We also have the back to you container as well. But if you're feeling that nudge of curiosity, then I invite you to book the clarity call. The worst thing that will happen is you'll leave with a little bit of clarity. The best thing that will happen is we'll be like a match made in heaven. We'll make some magic happen. Just like you got to witness Jessica do in these 90 days. Okay, so the link will be in the show notes for the clarity call. If you are feeling that nudge of curiosity, book it in. Okay. Now, speaking of Jessica, today's session is, yes, a session of completion. And we, gosh, have a beautiful conversation. This that creates a real energy of completion of this 90 day container. Jessica voices some things that she definitely didn't know she was going to be bringing to the space and it moves her to tears. And as I was re listening, it moved me to tears. And they're also words that I feel like so many people are craving. So I hope that they spark something within you as well. Before we move into that state of completion, Jessica brings to the session that she's craving this state of rest and relaxation. And we have such a deep exploration in this. It's a very juicy conversation. If you have felt like or are currently feeling like you're craving rest, you're craving relaxation, but you're also feeling like if I give myself rest, then it means I'm lazy or I'm gonna miss something or I should be doing more things. We're really gonna enjoy this journey that we go on because we come to this really beautiful place of really hearing the story, hearing the fear, and then hearing the empowerment and we hear the different voices that those two feelings create. And Jessica comes to a really beautiful, grounded place and how she can create rest and relaxation in this moment and moving forward. And then we move into our state of completion. And for the first time, I'm not going to pop in throughout today's episode. I just invite you to lean back and soak in all of the magic of a final coaching session. I hope you so have enjoyed this journey and I hope that you so enjoy this final session. It might be one of my favorites. We had a lot of great sessions in this series, but this one's really special. The places we go and the voices, the voice that Jessica gives to her gifts and her breakthroughs and everything else in between, I find It. I think it's going to open up so much for you. So enjoy. Let us know how it lands after and I'll see you soon. Friends. Hello, my lovely. Welcome to your final session for this series. For this series, we always leave it open for exploring and what's going to come next. So we'll definitely do some celebration today. We're going to make some space for that. But is there anything on your heart first that's really just calling you to explore?

Yes. What I realized what we were talking on inboxer is like, I'm craving rest and relaxation. And I think I also noticed once we got to this pet sit, like, it's a great pet sit. And then I was able to start, like breathing again and I need to provide myself the space. Like, I knew this, but I was reminded for like a day or two after we move into a place of just being and settling and then I can like, jump into things. So there's like been some self beat up on not getting work done recently. And I think it's just because I'm craving rest and relaxation during the times that I'm able to get it right now. So finding like balance and harmony in that. There's more moves coming up before the end of the year.

Yeah. I mean, it sounds really clear that you know what you need. Where does the balance and harmony feel like it needs, like, space in?

I think just like giving myself permission and like managing my time better maybe.

Mm.

Because, like, I feel like I haven't really done self care, like my self care in a while. Whereas two pet sits ago, I was really good about it when that was around when we first were starting. And something else we've talked about is like, like habit stacking and like doing things like with Corbin.

Mm.

Yeah. So I think it's just like reminding myself it's okay to do that with Corbin and doing it.

Yeah. I'm curious about this permission slip.

Right.

Oh. Like, why do you feel like you need permission to do this?

I think permission to rest because there's like self beat up on, like, I should be doing this, which I know better, but I'm still like falling in. That should whole.

Yeah, that's a great phrase. Should hold. We can. We can all relate to that and we should totally use that. It's like the perfect balance of like, this is what's happening. And it also gives me a little giggle and feels like a bit like a pit of despair. But also I know I can get out of it.

Exactly.

Yeah. So I think it's the self beat up that needs a little exploration and. And clearing here. Because when we're in that the should hole and the pattern of. Of self beat up, no matter how much we know the things we can do, like, it's like, oh, I just. I know I can do this, and I know it works. We're just, like, in the pit, like, kind of like clawing at the wall. Will I get out? I don't know. So what's holding the self beat up in place?

I think just, like, I have these goals, and I want to accomplish them, and I create deadlines for myself, and if I'm not getting to the deadline, then it's frustrating because I'm just not managing my time best.

Is that true.

In the sense of me not actually relaxing? So, like, I feel like, yes and no, but yes. On, like, I'm not. Because I'm not giving myself permission to relax and binge, and I'm, like, too busy being like, oh, I'm supposed to be working right now. I should be doing this. I'm not actually giving myself that permission slip to just, like, check out. So I'm not feeling fulfilled. Like, I'm craving in order to be my favorite self in order to show up aligned and ready to work.

Mm. Yeah. So, like, the self beat up is like, excuse me. We have all these goals. Like, let's accomplish them. Let's go. Let's manage our time better. But is that actually working for you?

No, I'm still exhausted.

I know it sounds obvious, but sometimes we have to say these things out loud, right? Because we're just, like, sitting in, like, the should hole in itself, which we're gonna just pull through. The rest of this call is, like, this hole we're sitting in all by ourselves, and we're just, like, in our doom and gloom, like, well, I should be doing this. I should be doing that. So, like, what's the rope you need to throw down to yourself? Essentially? What's the reminder that you need?

Yeah, like, the permission slip of just, like, it's okay to rest. Like, and I've. I've done this in the past is like, I'll catch. I think I'm not catching myself in the. And I'm. Because when I do catch myself in the shithole, I tell myself, like, okay, what do you. Like, I'll have, like, a conversation with myself. What do you want to do right now? Do you want to binge the show or do you want to work? Like, what do you feel? What do you choose in this Moment what feels best, and then I'm able to choose. Okay. I want to binge or no. I actually am in a headspace to work, and I haven't been having those conversations. Yeah.

And I'm curious why you're not like, what is holding you in this hole that's different than before?

I think there's also a piece of me that feels like I'm up leveling. And there's also the fear.

Yeah.

Of up leveling. Yeah.

Mm. Yeah. And that fear will keep us in the hole because it's like, well, if I get out, then what's gonna happen? Yeah. Yeah. It's like, this is just easier to just kind of like stay down here right now.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

So let's let the fear talk a little, and then let's start to shift it a little. So I'm up leveling. And that's scary because.

It comes with new challenges. Like, I've been, like, trying to get health insurance, working on that. And then. And then there's like all this outside talk of banks being shut down and all that stuff. And then if I actually have money in the bank, then what if I just lose it because the bank shut down.

Mm.

And what if I just lose it, which we've already worked through, So I. I think I'm past that piece of, like, saving others with it.

Mm. Start with that, like, statement if you need it. Like, I'm up leveling and that's scary because.

Yeah. I don't manage my money correctly.

Mm.

It's all around money. Like, expectations of people might change. Oh, that's a big one. Expectations of people towards me might change. Like they're going to expect me to start paying for things. And I feel like there's this like, in between phase of like. Like before I get to my million dollar self, there's like the hundred thousand dollar self or the fifty thousand dollar self. And when I'm in that fifty thousand dollars self or a hundred thousand dollar self, if people are expecting more of me, how am I gonna get to that million dollar self? Yeah, that's definitely one. Didn't know that one until just now.

Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Is there anything else there before we start to even look at a shift? So I'm up leveling and that's scary because.

I think that's it.

Okay, so if it's not scary, what do you want it to be?

Exciting, fun, playful.

Okay.

Joyful, confident. I felt really confident yesterday, which was nice. Okay.

Did that support your, like, call to rest, like, keeping our focus Point on what it is you desire here when you were feeling confident.

Yes, in the moment, because I. I felt confident and voiced like, hey, let's go out and do something instead of just like, stay home all day. But then once we got home, then I had a mini breakdown. No, breakdown was. That's an intense word. But, like, I was a little snappy. I was like, I just need a break.

Okay. Does it feel good to line up with the word? Well, let's not even say does it feel good? Because right now it probably feels good for you to be in the whole. In some levels. Does it feel like confidence is what you want to lean into instead of fear? Or is there something else that feels more powerful for you?

Empowered.

Okay, so I'm up leveling and I'm empowered in that because.

I see what you're doing here. I like it because I get to give Corbin the life that I never had, and I get to have a life of just, like, like, experiencing and doing whatever I want whenever I want. And I get to help people and like. And I mean, like, once my bit. One of my big goals is to have a homeless shelter. So, like, big things like that get to happen the more I up level. And that's so cool. Even just, like, starting small, like, as I up level and I'm out of this, like, pit of, like, survival mode. Like, I get to by. I make little homeless bags and hand them out to homeless people. So, like, I get to do that stuff again and I get to easily and effortlessly afford to fly to wherever retreats are that I want to go to and bring Corbin. And I mean, like, yeah, go ahead.

And finish that one.

One more is like, being able to just, like, pay for everything for the family. Like, so Kelton doesn't have to worry if he doesn't want to. Like, you know, we just have passive income and we're just. Sandy.

Yeah. Okay, let's make sure we're staying focused with the statement too. So I'm up leveled and I'm empowered in that because.

I'm sorry, can you repeat that, please?

Yeah, just finishing the sentence a few more times. I'm up leveled and I'm empowered in that because.

I'm up leveled and I'm empowered in that because I get to be my favorite self. Yeah.

So something interesting about these two. The. The scary versus empowered is most of the empowered ones are eye focused and most of the fear ones are external focused. I'm in outside world. I'm expectations of others. I'm not managing my money Correctly, I'm. I'm losing my money because of the banks and all of these things that are out of my control. But when you're empower, it's in I'm my favorite self. I'm living a life that I didn't think I would get to have. It's more of these I statements and there's still some external ones mixed in there, like your big things that are going to happen, homeless shelter, things like that. But there's more of an eye centric within there. I'm even looking at your fear 1. I don't think you had any I statements. Maybe you had a few mixed in there, but they were all external. And so do you see even the connection point of how important and how vital rest and restoration is, is for you?

Yeah, yeah.

Does anything else come up when you hear that?

Just like the self care routine, like the importance of that, which I have, like, I have one I love. I just. And I was like reviewing it before our call. I'm like, it's really easy.

Yeah.

It doesn't take that much time and effort throughout the day to do it. And it's like it could be throughout the day. It doesn't have to be like a morning routine or a night routine. It's just like a daily thing. And it makes me feel empowered.

Yeah. So you think what you can put into practice is stepping into some of these empowered statements as you're in this phase of up leveling, which can be super uncomfortable by the way. And know that like the discomfort might be there a little bit. But if you use these empowering statements as your guiding compass, I'm curious just how much easier it would be to step into these routines that you already know. Like the good news is you already know what to do and now it's just, can I shift the belief that allows me to step into that?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, absolutely.

Okay. Are there any thoughts that are popping up like alarm bells with that?

Nothing that's coming to mind right now.

Okay. So let's just like write out your permission slip that you're craving for yourself too. So it's okay to rest because.

Because when I rest, I'm able to show up very aligned and like my head's on straight. Like me resting is like putting my head on straight. Like, yeah.

Okay. How about I'm safe to rest because.

So I don't believe this yet, but I want to. I'm safe to rest because when I rest, I receive more money.

Why don't you believe that yet?

I don't know.

Have you put it into practice?

I have. When Kelsey and I first started dating, I used to work like 24 7, like day and night. And then once we started dating, I would go and go on dates with him and play pickleball and do fun things. And then I just started, like receiving money like crazy. So I've seen it happen.

Okay, so there's evidence there that can anchor that in.

Yeah.

So I'm curious if that is the statement that you need before you step into rest. So, like replacing that self beat up that comes through like, oh, we have so much we should do. I'm frustrated that it's not getting done. And immediately when you catch that bring forward, I'm safe to rest. Because when I rest, I receive more money and I have evidence of this being true.

Yeah.

Yeah. And it's almost like, yeah, what are you going to say?

Oh, so Corbin's birthday is coming up and every time he rests in his napping, which is usually when I'm resting, at the same time is when he's getting gifts on his Amazon registry and. Or like, people are giving money towards his Amazon thing. So I was. I've. I'm purposely, like, acknowledging it every time on, like, make money while you sleep. You make money while you sleep. So the same. So it's even like more present evidence that's happening.

Yeah. So it's almost like your new challenge, because you mentioned, like, I have these challenge challenges. I have these goals, like, oh, and all of those are holding so much pressure.

But.

And at the same time, you also really like your challenges and your deadlines, like, they feel good for you, but right now they're creating a little bit of tension or discomfort. So it's almost like the new challenge right now is how strongly can I believe this, that I'm safe to rest, because when I rest, I receive more money. And it's almost like your new challenge is how much money can I make when I'm resting?

That's one.

Yeah. It is fun.

So what comes to mind with that is like, how. How are we making money while I'm resting?

Yeah, I'm sure that is the question. That's the question we started with. Really? That's the question that's holding all of this tension together?

Yeah.

It's like, well, how. How can that even happen? I need to do more. I need to put more in place. I need to make more happen. I. And how is that working for you?

It's not.

Yeah. And so my curiosity for you is I'm not saying, like, stop doing everything I'm saying, add more rest in and see what shows up for you.

Cool. Sounds nice.

You're always along for the experiment, at least. Yeah. How many, how many days do you want to give that a try?

So just, like, clarify what this consists of. So, like, I, I, I work or I don't work? Like, I still have to work?

Well, you, of course still have to work. And it's noticing, like, when that pressure pops up of, like, oh, my gosh, I need to do more. Why aren't you doing more? It's redirecting that to I'm safe to receive money when I, I'm safe to rest, because when I rest, I receive more money. I'll write it down for you in your, in your doc. Catching it there and then bringing yourself into rest and, and those routines that you already know. So, yes, of course you're still going to be working. It's not, let's take a week off and just, you know, do whatever you can do that, if that feels good. But it is catching those moments of pressure. It's catching those moments of tension. Bringing yourself to this, knowing that you have evidence around and then bringing yourself into some rest. Does that make sense?

Yes. I, my, my brain is still, like, very loud. I'm like, well, you need to, you need to still work because what you're doing for work isn't working. So you need to figure out how else you can make money.

Mm. Mm. Yeah. Thank you, brain. It's, there's truth in it. There's 100% truth in it. And at the same time, you just said it's not working. So can you, can you even, like, take a moment and just, like, tell your brain if you need to close your eyes, you can. And just, like, tell your brain, like, that's not working for us right now.

So trust, like, show up when I'm aligned, like I've been doing, and then trust that, like, things are already in place. Because, like, the books are there. The books are on Amazon. Books are on my website. Like, people can order them. Like, there's, there's, there's products and there's places that people can, like, trying to find the right wording, give me money and receive what they want. So, yeah, trusting that it's out there enough.

Yes.

And still showing up when I'm aligned.

Yeah. There is an element of trusting what you do already have set up. Showing up when you're aligned. I'm also curious because you said, oh, like, I'm already doing. I'M curious, is that always true for you? Or when does the self beat up come in and you're like, I just gotta. Like, I just gotta make something happen. Like, I just gotta do this. So I would even get curious with how often am I showing up from a misaligned place?

Mm. I think, I mean, recently, not really.

Mm.

Because I know that it's pointless. Like, I feel like the energy that I'm providing it in the misaligned places. It's not. It doesn't. Doesn't do anyone any good.

Do you feel fully aligned with your rest? Come cup feeling a little empty?

No. And that. But that, but that's. I mean, I haven't really done much recently. I've shown up a few times, like on lives and stuff, because it's felt aligned and that's felt good. Or like posting reels and stuff just because it's like, I'm called to do it. It feels very aligned when I'm doing it.

Yeah. Yeah. I think your job is seeing how much more rest you can give yourself, trusting that there are things in place that can support your money and all the things your brain wants to come in. And I'm curious, as you experiment with that a little bit, what things you also might want to shed? Like, what things do you notice in those moments of rest of, like, you know what, that's actually just not working and like, I'm using a lot of energy for it and it's just like, it's really not doing anything for me. It's not doing anything for the business. It's just this curiosity of, like, what comes through in your rest. What if you're like, best. Your best opportunities? What if the magic lived in those moments of rest?

Yeah. So, like, you're talking, like, we've already kind of talked about, like, newsletters and like, shifting those kind of things.

Yeah. Just seeing what shows up for you. Like, what are the things that are. What are the things you're doing that are ultimately holding this self beat up in place? Like, I gotta try this and I gotta do this and I gotta do this and all of that. Is that beat up of, like, it's not working. We have to do more. And so how can we just start to shed some of that away?

Okay, I hear you. Because what does. What. Yeah, yeah.

What were you gonna say? You go first.

What I'm noticing is, like, I really want to reach out to, like, airplanes and get on. Like, that's something that's. It's very important to me. And like, I'M excited about doing it, and I haven't done it because I'm finding I'm like, oh, well, I could do this. So this is whatever. Or like, I'm avoiding it for sure, but I don't want to avoid it.

But I feel like that's like the.

Up level thing on, like.

Yeah.

So if I sit down to work, that's what I do.

I have no doubt that you will get work done in this experiment. Like, that you. That's just who you are. Like, so much of your generator energy is designed to, like, work, do, create. And so knowing that you will still be doing that and gifting yourself some rest at the same time.

Yeah, I like that. We're all about gifts.

Yeah, it's both. And here it's not. We're gonna just work and forget about our rest, or we're gonna just rest and forget about our work. It's like we're tipping from one extreme to the other. It's like we'll have to, like, work, work, work, work, work, and then the things are gonna happen, but then you have this belief of, like, well, if I just rest and do nothing, then nothing's gonna happen. And so let's just bring it to the middle for now. I'm gonna work, and I'm gonna rest, and I'm just gonna see what happens. I'm gonna see what unfolds. I'm gonna see what I want to shed, I'm gonna see what I want to create. I'm gonna see what does feel aligned, what feels misaligned. But right now, I'm just gonna give myself that permission slip to rest, and I have all of these knowings to anchor in that it's okay and it's safe to do so.

I like that. That sounds good. Okay. That sounds exciting.

Does brain feel more grounded in that?

Yes.

Okay.

Very much so.

Great. Is there one specific thing that brain really needed to hear in that?

Just the both. And I feel like. Like it's not one or the other. Just. Just like that meeting at the middle ground, there's the one brain is still like, well, when do I rest and when do I work? But I don't know if I want that answer. Just, like, I just want to check in with myself in the moment. Because the only time that I work or rest is when Corbin's sleeping, so he's really in charge of that, not me. So that's when I just check in with myself and say, like, what do I need in this moment?

Well, even that in itself is the Checkpoint that your brain is asking for. Like, oh, when are we going to do that? Well, when Corbin's napping, we're going to check in. We're going to check in with what I want. And so you can, like, just tell Brain, like, we already have that answer.

True.

Like, why are you trying to create drama? Not you, brain. Also you.

Yeah, yeah.

But really, like, reminding yourself, like, we actually just have so many solutions here.

Cool. That feels good. Okay, good.

The both. And I can't wait to hear what happens in it, though. This is our last session. You are still in the back to you container, so we're still gonna hear.

Yay.

All of the processes and things. Yes. So does. Does that piece of clarity feel complete before we move into some celebrations?

Yes. Okay. Very clear.

Love it. Okay, let's celebrate because it's been 90 days of a journey.

Can you.

It actually feels like, so fast, but also so far since our last session, which actually feels so true for, like, any of our series. Yeah.

I was thinking the same thing.

Yeah. And you've done so many incredible things. Like, when we started this, you just. The simple desire that you had when we started this was you just wanted to, like, bring your focus and heart back to the books. That was like, the most simple desire that all of this started with is like, I just want to, like, bring a little. A little heartbeat back into the books. I want people to know that I have four books published because I didn't even know that. So, like, bringing a little heartbeat back into what started your entire business. And in that, you did your amazing challenge and you, like, blew past your goal. Like, hello, brain. We can blow past our goals when we have the energy to do so.

Yeah.

Yeah. And actually, that's actually such an interesting connection point because you said, like, when we first started this series, I felt so more. So much more rested and restored.

Yeah, true.

How's that for a connection point there?

Yeah.

Yeah. And then so many beliefs knocked out as well. And, like, I can be an author and make a lot of money. And the way you're up leveling that now is just so magical. What. What do you feel like you want to really celebrate and amplify from our first month together, if you can remember, or just trusting what comes through the.

Challenge was a really big one. Just, like, making selling more books than I even thought was possible.

Yeah.

In that time period, which was really cool. Yeah. And then just, like, I'm just more intentional with things like my presence with Corbin. And like, last night when we went out, like, I was. I was aware that I was feeling confident, and that was really cool. Like, I was just, like, walking with confidence, and I was like, oh, this is nice.

I love that. That's so good. Yeah, I know. It was a huge theme. It was either in our first first 30 days or second 30 days of just bringing that harmony and balance back and. And bringing a lot more presence back to your. Your time with Corbin and putting some things in place that supported that. And so it's. It's magical to hear that you're actually feeling that out on a walk, just living life.

Yeah.

Feeling the confidence. Yeah. Yeah. So good. Do you feel like any beliefs really anchored in. During first 30, 60 days?

I'm definitely feeling more and more aligned to the belief of money's energy, which is, like, a more recent one we've been working on.

Yeah.

And just, like, the belief that I can sell books and that they're helpful and, like, supportive to people. Yeah.

And you started your community.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. That feels really good.

That smile. We can, like, hear the smile. Yeah. Yeah. You found your aligned community space, which was the original goal we set out to. To go for, and you're like, oh, did that. No big deal.

Yeah. And my community, just, like, I was thinking about this yesterday, how it just runs by itself. Like, someone was in there asking a question, and then other people were in there, like, supporting them, and I was just like, oh, that's so beautiful, because, like, I didn't have the answer and someone else did in the group, and that was just. And I was out with my family at dinner, so, like, I got to have it all in that moment, and it was really cool.

Oh, okay. Can we, like, double tap on that? I got to have it all in that moment, and that was really cool.

What?

That is, like, everything. That's everything you've been envisioning.

You can at all.

Like, that gets to continue.

Yeah. That really sunk in when you said that. Thank you. I have, like, happy tears right now.

Like, even that is evidence in everything we were exploring today of, like, you get to have it all. You get to, like, be out to dinner, and your communities are running and money is flowing, and your business is doing beautiful things in the world while you're doing a beautiful life.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Thank you. Yeah, that's cool.

So cool. Not to mention, you've really just leaned into your design, and you've really been exploring how your human design actually integrates into life and. And just, like, defining your own energy in so many ways, too, which has been such A support for everything that's been unfolding. Because as you said earlier, like, you're actually just feeling really aligned in a lot of moments. And I think that's what anchors in, you know, going on a walk and be like, oh, I'm just like, I'm just totally confident. Like, great.

Yeah.

So many celebrations. Are there any other ones that are popping in that you want to celebrate?

I think just sticking, like, I think ending strong with you, I get to have it all. Like, that one, like, really hit home really, really well. That's so cool.

Yeah.

And that's just like, I'm gonna say this even though you're gonna say it back differently, but it's thanks to you.

She's trying to mind read me.

It's just thanks to you, like, holding the space for me and, like, providing me that support and holding my hand to be able to get the confidence and, like, sell the books. Like, I wouldn't have taken the action to sell the books if I wasn't, like, with your support and, like, the community, like, I mean, all of it, like, it's just to be able to have it all is. I wouldn't be here right now saying this if it wasn't for you.

Well, I do receive that. Thank you. I will not boomerang it back to you. There is something magical in being held and witnessed in our vision and feeling, a support foundation that, yes, we can create on our own, but it's amplified when we voice it out to someone else and we're held in a container with full intention. And so I receive it.

Yay.

Which does remind me of, like, one more celebration we will 100% end on. I get to have it all. But, you know, which one I'm thinking of right now is receiving. I actually feel like that one has unfolded over this entire 90 day series. And maybe, like, maybe we only had one or two sessions on it. Of course, it came up in Boxer now and then, but I feel like that is one that has just unfolded underneath these 90 days the whole way through. Because what is having a business with the foundation of your books if you're not able to receive in the new customers, the new families that are coming in, what is being able to, you know, go out to dinner with your family if you're not able to receive that food fully present time? And so I feel like that just has been an undercurrent underneath everything. And just the way you've been vocalizing how you receive recently has. Has been such a huge shift to witness in itself.

Yeah, that's been another belief that we've. Yeah. Shifted. Yeah. Thank you.

It needed the full excavation kit, but it was. It was ready to go. Yeah. Yeah. Okay, well, let us come to completion back on those words of I get to have it all, and just anchor into that knowing and, like, let that carry through. We keep calling your month of October, which is when we're ending this series, your integration month. That's what we're calling it. And so let that statement. I know we came up with, like, so many power statements today, but let's, like, let's let that statement carry you through of just, like, I get to have it all.

Yeah. Yeah. That feels very powerful.

Yeah, yeah. It feels like the thing that actually needed to come out today. See what celebrations can do.

We're just resting and celebrating, and things just happened.

It's true. It's true. You're gonna boxer me after, and you're like, you're not gonna believe that I sold a book during this session. No. We're open to all of the magic and possibilities, but let's hear you say that statement. I get to have it all. Maybe even, like, close your eyes, hand on heart, and say it as many times as you want.

I get to have it all. I get to have it all. I feel like it's like a empowerment pose statement.

Yeah.

Like, open to receiving. Yeah, yeah.

So, like, hold that stance and, like, voice it again as many times as you need.

I get to have it all. Get to have it all. Feels so good.

Yeah. It's like full body. Feels so good.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. And it's just, like, open to receiving at the same time. Like, it's just like.

Yeah, yeah. Feels good. Open to receiving. Any other feelings that, like, come up when you tune into it?

Like, joy and happiness.

Yeah.

Like, presence and just, like. I don't know the right word. It's like. It's like proof or like, confirmation. Like, I. Like. Like, in this moment, you do get to have it all. Like, I think presence would be, like, the big piece there, because it's like, I'm not thinking about whatever.

Yeah, yeah.

Past or future. I'm just, like, in this moment, I get to have it all. Totally. Yeah.

So good. Oh, my goodness. Well, I'm celebrating you so big. I'm going to continue amplifying these celebrations for the end of the day and beyond. It's truly been such an honor to hold this space and watch all of the magic that's unfolded for you. And, of course, I'll be on the journey as you. As you go from here. So we can't wait to see how it unfolds from here. But, yeah, just thank you so much for showing up, for being so open and vulnerable in this space and making some magic happen.

Thank you so much. My heart is just so full and so happy, and I'm just so grateful for you.