Episode 53: “Nice For What!??” "No, You’re Not Obligated to Be Nice to People Who Violated You"

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Welcome to the Trigger and the Truth podcast. I'm your host, Tina White, and this is the space where we take a deep dive into the complexities of relationships, romantic, family, friendships, workplace dynamics, and of course, entrepreneurship, and how they intertwine with our mental health and wellness. As a dedicated mental health advocate, we don't just have conversations. We lean into the hard truths, peel back the layers, and journey together toward understanding, closure, and personal growth. More than ever, we're on a collective mission to find peace, clarity, and healing. This is your safe space. To explore the moments that shaped you, discover your triggers, uncover the truths, and find the healing you deserve. So whether you're searching for solace, insight, or a fresh perspective, you're in the right place. If this is your first time tuning in, welcome to the conversation. I'd love for you to like, share, and pass this along to someone who might need some encouragement or insight. Now let's dive into today's episode and start this journey into self-discovery and wellness together.

Welcome back to The Trigger and the Truth, the podcast where we pull back the curtain, face our triggers, and uncover what's really going on underneath the surface. I'm your host, Tina White, and this month we're diving into the intersection of money, mental health, and relationships. But today's episode, this one's for anybody who has ever asked themselves, why am I still being nice to people who were never nice to me? Let's get into it. There comes a point in your healing journey where you realize that being nice was never really about being kind. It was about survival, about peacekeeping, about not being seen as too much or too angry or too sensitive. But once you've done the real work, I'm talking therapy, journaling, walking away from everything and everyone that disturbed your peace, you start to see the game clearly. You take those rose-colored glasses off and you're like, wow, I tolerated a lot of foolishness over the years. I stayed too long. I smiled through disrespect. I watered myself down to make insecure people feel full. I accepted crumbs and called it nourishment. I confused loyalty with self-sacrifice. And now I'm not doing that anymore. Let me say this right here: being nice is not a personality trait. Sometimes it's a survival strategy, sometimes it's social conditioning, and sometimes it's trauma. We've been taught, especially as women, especially in certain cultures, to be polite. Keep the peace, give people the benefit of the doubt, even when they're dragging us through hell. But at some point in your healing journey, you wake up and ask, nice for what? I was showing up in love and respect, and what I got in return was hostility and emotional instability. So I did what healing people do. I removed myself quietly. No drama, no back and forth, just distance. Let me tell y'all what happened. I had an encounter with someone who was consistently mean, nasty, emotionally unstable, and had these wild mood swings. One minute they're laughing with you, and the next they're tearing you down out of nowhere. And listen, I tried to be understanding, I tried to set boundaries, I tried to be nice, but it got to a point where I said enough. So I removed myself. Silently. No drama. Just peace. Time passes, and out the blue, here comes a message. "Hey, I was just hoping we could be friends again." Excuse me? You want to circle back like you didn't verbally tear me down? Like you didn't try to dismantle my confidence? Like I forgot?

Nah.

So when I said Respectfully, I owe you nothing. Stop contacting me. They had the nerve to act shocked. I just thought we could still be friends. Friends? For what? My friends don't act like that, nor do they speak to people they love like that. Absolutely not. I'm not offering emotional access to people who only ever knew how to weaponize it. See, once you get to a certain level of healing, your tolerance for dysfunction disappears. And it's not that you're mean, it's that you're clear. You start to recognize something real. A lot of people are dealing with undiagnosed mental health issues. And while that deserves compassion, it does not mean you have to be their emotional punching bag. This isn't just about one person. This is about the mental health crisis that's hiding in plain sight.

To tell the truth. Let's unpack a heavy bag that's been bursting at the seams. We owe it to ourselves to hold ourselves accountable, owning our part in the breakdown of a relationship. One of us might be a narcissist, or maybe both of us. Are you willing to tell the truth about your role? Did you burn sage only to pass out from the fumes? Are you perhaps the root cause of the problem? I'll go first. If I'm being honest, I can be problematic when my buttons are pushed or when I feel my boundaries have been crossed. God is still working on me, and that's why we're here. I'm taking this journey with you because I need healing just as much as anyone else. I've had to confront my own tendencies. I've realized that in conflict, I almost always become an avoidant. I shut down, walk away, and don't look back. That's not healthy. So, here's the question: Can you face yourself and admit to your part? The first step toward healing is honesty.

So, let's break this down. There are people walking around with serious behavioral patterns rooted in undiagnosed bipolar disorder. Unpredictable mood swings, impulsive decisions, emotional outbursts, or undiagnosed borderline personality disorder, fear of abandonment, emotional dysregulation, black and white thinking, or high-functioning depression, showing up to life but numb, irritable, constantly exhausted, or anxiety disorders. Needing control, avoidance, hypervigilance, shutting down over minor stresses. And narcissistic traits: entitlement, lack of empathy, manipulative tendencies. Now look, I'm no clinician. Well, not yet. But I know enough to recognize patterns. And when someone is constantly cycling through chaos, lashing out at the people around them, refusing to take accountability, blaming you for their pain, it's time to stop trying to be the fixer. Now look, I'm not saying these folks are bad people. What I am saying is this: you don't have to be the collateral damage in someone else's untreated diagnosis. You're not a therapist, you're not a rehab, you're not Jesus. If they won't do the work, you don't owe them your peace. You are not responsible for someone else's healing. You are not obligated to stay in relationships where your peace is consistently under attack. I don't care if it's a friend, a sibling, a partner, or a coworker. Disrespect is not a mental health condition. Let me say that again. Disrespect is not a mental health condition. And once you start protecting your peace, people will call you everything but a child of God. They'll say you switched up, you're acting brand new, you're distant, you're cold or mean. Nah, I'm just healed. And healing makes you unrecognizable to people who benefited from your brokenness. So when they spin the block, asking to be friends again, to talk it out, to start over, nice for what? Once you've done the work, real therapy, self-inquiry, journaling, crying, releasing, walking away from what doesn't serve you, there's this moment of clarity, and it will thoroughly piss you off. Because now you see everything clearly. You see every red flag you ignored. You remember every time you chose peace over your own truth. You recall how many dreams you buried to keep someone else comfortable. But the most powerful realization is this: You can give grace without giving access. Let me also say this. Loving someone who refuses to heal is one of the most painful things you will ever experience because you want better for them. You see their potential. You remember their light. But here's what I had to learn the hard way. You cannot want healing for someone more than they want it for themselves. If they're not willing to do the work, if they're dismissing the damage they cause, if they weaponize their pain instead of process it, get out of there. It's not going to end well. The Trigger and the Truth now has a dedicated call-in hotline, and I want you to use it. Whether you'd like to become a guest on the show, you have a sponsorship inquiry, or maybe you just need a safe space to vent, we got you. Call us at 715-702-8845. And if you're in need of support, we also have access to several local and national mental health resources we can connect you with. Your voice matters. Your story matters. And now you got a direct line to share it. Call today, 715-702-8845.

Again, you are not the therapist, the healer, or the rehab center. You're not the redemption arc in their story. You are allowed to exit. Let's talk about those relationships where you do love them, but they refuse to get help. They refuse to acknowledge their behavior. They blame you. They downplay your pain. Let me say this clearly: clearly. You are under no obligation to stay in emotional bondage for someone who won't even go to therapy. That's not love, that's codependency dressed up as loyalty. Listen, there's nothing noble about staying in the fire trying to rescue someone who likes the flames. And what helped me heal? I built something. I started building something meaningful. First, it was my sanity. Second, it was getting reacquainted with my solitude. And all of a sudden, that writer's block that I had been dealing with for years suddenly disappeared, and I began writing nonstop. Since this past May, you guys wouldn't believe everything that I've created. Once I blocked out the noise and then I shifted focus back to my consulting business, then my real estate business, and now we're working on something epic. It's called the Contract Code. Now, on paper, it's a business framework to help small, under-resourced businesses in NYC tap into procurement contracts on the government, city, and state level. And I've even learned how to put together a bid package, which was no small feat. But in real life, for me, It's therapy. It's structure. It's proof. It's a system I built in the aftermath of my lowest point. Every process I created, every template I designed, every piece of that code, it pulled me out of the mental spiral. It gave me something to anchor myself in. So when I say, nice for what, I'm not speaking from bitterness. I'm speaking from boundaries. And as always, if you're listening, I wish you well over there. I forgive you over there. But you don't get access to this new version of me, this peaceful version, this healthy version. You don't get to re-enter the house you set on fire. So to anyone listening who needed to hear this, You are not mean for protecting your energy. You are not cold for choosing silence over chaos. You are not heartless for saying no, we can't be friends again. You are healed. You are honest, and you are allowed to be done. As we close this episode, I want you to take this with you. If you're listening to this today and you've ever felt guilty for finally putting yourself first, This episode is for you. You don't owe them a callback. You don't owe them closure. You don't owe them anything nice. For what? You owe yourself peace. You owe yourself progress. You owe yourself the kind of healing that doesn't require you to shrink for someone else's comfort. This is the trigger and the truth. Where healing is loud, truth is unfiltered, and clarity is currency. I'm Tina White, and I'm giving myself permission to protect my peace, even if it makes me look mean to people who were never kind to me. Thank you again for listening. Share this with someone who needs it and follow me @TinaWhiteOfficial. And if you're building something that the old you could only dream about, keep going. Until next time, take care of yourself and stop being nice to people who try to destroy you.

Thank you so much for spending time with me today on The Trigger and the Truth. Remember, it's all about uncovering those triggers, finding the truth, and building stronger, healthier relationships for ourselves and with the people around us. If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love it if you'd like, share, and send it to someone who might benefit. Together, we're making mental health and wellness a priority. And always remember, never let your emotions supersede your intelligence. Take care of yourself, be kind to your mind, and until next time, let's keep uncovering truths. One heartfelt conversation at a time.

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