Delaporte - TAYLOR I (REPUTA)
In this Spanish‑language poetic monologue, the speaker describes themselves as a "young monkey" craving external applause and validation from strangers. They confess to having built metaphorical castles based on devotion to an unknown other, only to see them crumble like porcelain. The speaker reveals a deep internal conflict: they have swallowed poison, hoping others die, and feel reduced to merely what others expect of them, leaving them uncertain about their own desires. They express a profound disdain for love, portraying it as goal‑oriented, full of closed doors and waiting for reciprocation, whereas hatred requires no waiting and is therefore simpler. The monologue ends with a repeated lament of being defined by others' expectations and a lack of self‑questioning from anyone else, underscoring an identity crisis and bitter resignation.
