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Trusting the Universe When the Answer Isn’t Clear

Name: Trusting the Universe When the Answer Isn’t Clear
Uploaded: 2025-10-03T14:03:58+00:00
Duration: 55 s
Channel: Caryn Meininger
Description: In this personal monologue, Caryn Meininger reflects on her desire to participate in a shamanic experience while grappling with serious health concerns…

3 Oct 2025 · 1 min

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In this personal monologue, Caryn Meininger reflects on her desire to participate in a shamanic experience while grappling with serious health concerns. She explains that doctors advise against the ceremony for individuals with high blood pressure, a condition she struggles with due to lingering grief over her father's death six years ago. The loss has left a persistent emotional “brokenness” that spikes her anxiety and blood pressure. Caryn shares her conversation with a facilitator who promised to consult the shamans about her eligibility. She describes feeling devastated and defeated at the prospect of being denied, yet she remains in a waiting period, trying to balance her need for the experience with a trust in the universe: if it is meant for her, it will happen; if not, the shamans will say no.

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During that call. One thing they don't recommend is if you have high blood pressure to do this experience. When my dad passed away, I had a broken heart, and it's almost been six years, and I can still feel the brokenness in my heart, and it affects my heart. And my blood pressure can go really high, especially when there's a lot of anxiety. And so I brought up this concern, and she was like, let me talk to the shamans. I was, like, feeling this sense of devastation. Oh, my God, what if I can't go because of my heart? And I was feeling really defeated. So I'm just in this waiting period of I know I need to do this, but I also needed to trust the universe. If I'm meant to do it, I will, and if I'm not, then she's going to say no.