Intrusive Thoughts’ Gi Is a Pit Bull in a Skirt and Out of Control

So it started because I was a young boy in Philly and I got into it with some mobsters and I had to go and live with my auntie in Bel Air and—

This is a bunch of bullshit.

I don't know what you want. I have a friend that don't eat catfish, but she eat human cat. Do that make sense?

What the hell?

And you talking about you don't eat meat, but you eat D-I-C-K. It doesn't make sense to me.

Well, that's a different type of meat. That's like, that's elite kind of meat. You want to have some while I'm talking about you?

Okay. But drink your water, because I didn't see you take more than 3 gulps. I want it. Can you make a little dribble down so I can see that it's water coming? I don't trust shit. Move and go.

Okay, okay.

I'm going to drink my water now, for sure.

But you were in a very long-term relationship though, right? You said it was 11 years.

Okay.

These fuckers. Uh-huh. Yeah. And you were not just in a relationship, you were married.

Okay, cool, cool, cool.

And you have children. You don't? I thought you said— Talk less, do more.

I got, I got, I got, I got loyalty, got royalty inside my DNA. I should be a fucking rap star for real.

I think you should. You're talented. You can do anything and everything, honestly.

I know that's right. Are we filming? Are we going?

We've always been filming no matter what.

Okay, go. So, so what you want me to do with my hands? I don't know. This is my first time being interviewed. Did you know that?

I do know that, and I appreciate the exclusive.

Uh-oh.

Why are you laughing? What's funny about that? Uh-oh.

Uh-oh. Real life. Okay.

But also, it's the first time me filming in a hot. Never filmed in a hot before.

Oh, there's a first time for everything.

Right. So I'm saying, I was like, I got to give it to the first timer. It's like I'm losing my virginity. Yes.

Thank you for being on the same type of time. Are they getting my shoes? Does any camera get my shoes? Do you have a shoe cam?

You can, you can show them. I mean, right here. Or you can show it right there.

Right there. Okay, go.

You like your shoes? I do.

I'm very fond of them.

Mariah's had them in pink.

I got them before I realized that they were a knockoff of the red bottom. But at this point, I don't give a fuck.

Who cares?

Not me.

Exactly.

Not I. Uh-uh.

Uh-uh.

Said a particular guy, OK?

I need to understand what the fuck is going on with your TikTok. Can you tell me?

I got loyalty, got royalty inside my DNA. Um, so we are going through what we lovingly refer to as a rebrand, wherein I am The Intrusive Thoughts, wherein I am the host. So we are dropping all of the old anything and we are picking up with new. So we do have a new Intrusive Thoughts TikTok.

Okay, so I thought, we get sisters for real?

No, no, no, it's just not real sisters.

Not real sisters?

No.

Is it like—

but to give you a point of reference, I don't consider myself real family with anybody, including the people that share the same bloodline. So there's that.

Wait, hold up. So also, I, I don't want to be messy or dramatic.

You can be messy. Okay, okay, give me the mess.

So you don't follow Kylie on Instagram anymore? Ayo!

Hey yo, hey Daddy, where you at? You outside?

Yeah.

Okay, Daddy.

All right, you might have to go get him. You might have to go get Daddy. Yeah, listen, you unfollowed K on Instagram. You don't follow her anymore cuz I was trying to find your Instagram, I couldn't find it.

What the fuck? Okay, so this is new to me. I've never been interviewed before, and this shit is hilarious 'cause I be running over people on my shit. You know what I'm saying? I'm what you refer to as a big Tonka truck, a big pit bull in a skirt, if you will. And I'm hyped up 'cause I'm excited to be out 'cause if I'm not out, I'm in. And when I'm in, it's only me. So I be excited like this for real, even if the camera wasn't rolling. But anyway, all that being said, you said that I don't follow Kali. That is really hardcore. Deep down messy shit. No, I don't follow. Damn. I don't follow Christ either. So there's that.

You follow me.

That's all I care about. He's amazing. So, you know.

You don't follow the Bible? I don't. Me neither.

Um, I follow God. I follow the powers that be. And I believe that the Bible is a guide, a key, if you will, to the door.

We got Big Daddy in the building. Goddamn. Woof. Where you find him? Guys, listen, she pulled up with like two big daddies.

No, that is our head of security for Velvet Iron. Velvet Iron Protection, VIP if you will. It is my security company, and I hire my own security, and he's the first one. You have to be handsome. You have to be over 6 foot 2, 6 foot 2 or above, and you got to have some D-I-C-K on you because I might just hit you. So that's J. Cree.

Hold up.

Say hey. We did.

Okay, let's, let's go back to the beginning because I need to understand where, where are you even coming from? Because it's like, I feel like you told me that I popped out of nowhere. I feel like you popped up out of nowhere and there's no information on you whatsoever. That's why I appreciate—

I'm not the bitch to do that with.

No, I appreciate you giving me the exclusive for that because you're Moving to Atlanta. But can you give us a little bit of a background?

You didn't ask me when I'm moving to Atlanta though. Ask me that, go.

No, when are you moving to Atlanta?

Oh, I'm glad you asked. I'm moving on the 28th of this month. Yeah. So I'mma be in the motherfucking building.

I love that. We need you here.

Ready to frolic. You hear me?

Yeah, we need you here.

Ready for witty banter. Witty repartee.

Take me back to where you coming from, because how did you even start with the podcast? Like, where is this all coming from?

Um, okay, so one thing about G, I don't really think about the past. My mind doesn't really go to the past. It's right here and it's forward, right? So it takes me a lot to like go through those files and shit. That, that, that's like, that's like, uh, um, oh, I forgot. Um, but that, that's, that's the file system that's deep down and buried. So it started because I was a young boy in Philly and I got into it with some mobsters and I had to go and live with my auntie in Bel Air.

And this is a bunch of bullshit.

I don't know what you want. No, I just like, um, I started a podcast because I was already doing social media and I started making money from doing that. I started making money via post at first and then I started making money from videos and it just kind of grew into a thing. And I was like, hey, you know what, I don't want to Okay, so I'm a serial entrepreneur and I got used to making hella money, and then I saw that social media was making good money and I didn't have to stress half as much because I owned a few trucking companies. Didn't know that. And, um, it was a cash cow. And anything that I get into, I do try my best to master it, right? And so I found out— I found ways through research to run trucks that I don't own, right? So And most people with power do that. They have the control over a thing, but they don't have the liability of owning that thing. So if that truck breaks down, that ain't on me. We need the bell.

Give it up for the intelligence, for the smart.

Right. And so I was— money just piling in, but it was super stressful. And me, I have a problem with delegation. So it was hard for me to give up what I was doing because I was doing it so well. I have a low tolerance for the learning curve. So, so if you hit more than one learning curve, you're off the street, you hear me?

That's a strict program out there.

Very much. I do run a strict program, especially with trucking business, because that's like a, you know, that's a male, a male-dominated field for sure. But all that being said, I got used to making money. I saw I was making money on social media and I was like, you know what, I want to make money and not stress. So that's what I started doing, and I just dove into it headfirst, and I lived off of my savings. And legit, my shit was 4 payments past due when the money came the fuck through. That being said, when it came, it came, and, uh, uh, everything was straight after that. And everybody, everything's been straight since. Give me next question.

Go!

Wait, clap it up, clap it up, clap it up, clap it up, clap it up!

We gotta follow the script, okay?

Oh, my bad.

Okay, y'all, no, there's no script. There's no— do you want some, some, uh, some Slim and Husky's pizza. No, go ahead.

Why don't you want the pizza?

I don't eat meat.

And that's what I was trying to get you to, because it's like females will say one thing and do the opposite. I have a friend that don't eat catfish, but she eat human cat. Do that make sense?

The hell?

And you talking about you don't eat meat, but you eat D-I-C-K. It doesn't make sense to me.

Well, that's a different type of meat. That's like, that's elite kind of meat.

Like, you know, you got, you got to— God, that can— I mean, listen, you got to touch the right energies though.

You can't just So you out here sucking D? On the right energy, yeah.

That is very interesting.

On the right energy, person.

Everybody knows G don't suck no D. Ain't that right? I mean, near what?

Wait, what do you do with it?

Nothing. Huh?

You don't do anything? So why do you need him to have it on? What? D-I-C-K?

Uh, next question.

No.

Okay, so everybody knows that if you in G Staff, yes, you getting, you might, you may, you stand a strong chance of getting F-U-C-K'd. And I'm not saying it's a guarantee, but you stand a strong chance. That's all I see.

Okay, let's drop the fucking character. Is that true? I need the G, like the real G who is not in a character of Intrusive Thoughts G right now. I want the real one. Yeah. Is this the real G? And she's very sexy. We know there's like the fumes that are just fuming this way. I can feel it. Trust me, I can feel it. You don't even need to do that. You do, baby.

The fumes is the clap. Oh yeah, I'm known to have STDs. I carry them, I carry them in a satchel, if you will.

I heard that there's a herp. What the fuck is that? Herp?

I just got one herp. I don't have herpes, I just got one herp. That's it. What's next?

No, but okay, but okay, so you asked me to be real, right?

Yeah, but that's the thing, I am real.

You don't— so you fuck your team?

Some of them, yes. Why not? How many?

How many? So okay, I think this is a really good conversation because, you know, a lot of girls are Or maybe I hired people that I have previously fucked. Hey, that's smart. Okay, that is smart.

So I like to— I like to have people that I trust with my life on my team.

Hold up, uh-oh, hold up, we need to dive into that. You know how like this whole classy lady, like a woman, she's supposed to fuck just one guy, you know? Do you subscribe? Dibble and double into multiple D-I-C-Ks in your life?

No.

So it's only one?

Yes.

So if he gets hired on the team, that's the only one that you're going to go after? Yes. Really?

Yes.

So what about others? They don't get nothing?

No.

Why not? What's going on with the lips?

Because I'm a virtuous woman of God.

Okay. So how long does this season last? Do you fire them after when you're done with them?

Fire them when I'm done with them. Why would I be done with them? I always need services.

So hold up, you pay them for the service, so you buy dick?

I have a question. No, never mind, never mind. No, okay, can I ask him? No, it's okay.

I want to know. No, I want to know what's inside of your head.

I just, I just want everybody to feel comfortable, so I was just going to ask him a comfortability question, but I think he's comfortable. As my security guard, because that's my security guard. Are you comfortable?

You, you already, you, you in it. You already know nothing strikes you. Oh, my man's just cozy.

He real cozy.

It's like I've been in this a blanket, if you will. Oh, I love this.

But yeah, it's not an act. And that's the thing, if you know me in real life, you know it's not an act. Like, this how, this is how I act with, with, with with my bitches. And I get to act like this because I'm not in a crowd of people. It's just me, you, and a couple of hood niggas. I mean, right?

It's not—

and a couple of hood men of Christ. I'm trying to stop saying the word N-I-G-G-A because we can get high and smoke weed all day. It don't matter if you lonely, baby. Need a thug in your life.

Bitches ain't loving.

You right. I apologize.

Go. Okay, let's do the intro.

Oh, now you want to do an intro? Okay, cool. Now I want to do the intro.

You see how I want to like help a conversation. I want to know what we're dealing with first.

I like that.

Yeah, because you don't want to— like, when people start watching, you know, we got to think about— we're going to get them through the day, right? So like, if you get into the intro, they're like, okay, we need some action before we get into it.

I like that. I like that. Let's go on and get to the meat that you don't eat, but you do suck.

You want— you want to try? I don't suck. Suck, suck. Oh, you want to have some while I'm talking about you?

Okay.

Yeah, there you go.

But drink your water, because I didn't see you take more than 3 gulps. I want it— can you make a little dribble down so I can see that it's water coming? I don't trust shit moving, girl. Okay, okay, I'm gonna drink my water now, for sure, for sure. Hell yeah.

They have never seen this side of me.

I don't trust shit moving, so I'm not gonna drink. I'll wait till you pour your water, and then I want the other half of yours, and then I gotta see you drink it first.

Girl.

And then I know it's good.

I got you. All right, you guys. Well, today's guest is the kind of woman that walks into a room and you immediately don't know if she's about to make you cry laughing or completely dismantle your whole perspective on life. Probably both. She's unhinged. She's overly articulate. She will use a word you've never heard while roasting you with it. You might know her from the chaos she and Kali cook up every week.

No, reread it correctly.

Okay. Okay. You might know her from the chaos that she cooks up every week on Intrusive Thoughts Podcast. And if you don't, today it's about to change your life. What people don't talk about enough is that underneath all the comedy and the chaos, this woman is sharp. She sees people, she sees patterns, she's not afraid to say what everybody else is thinking. I went on her show, I have survived, and now she's sitting at my table. The food is hot, the tea's hotter, and we're not leaving until we said something you probably shouldn't have. So welcome to Talk Less Show, G.

Okay, give it up for G!

Give it up for G!

Give it up for G!

Nobody's giving up for nothing.

You're not even gonna give it up for G? Don't worry about it. No, that's fine. It's fine. The moment's gone.

Girl, what is up with the phone?

The thrill is gone.

What is up with the phone? You don't put your phone on silent when you film?

No, because I need to know what's going on.

See, this is how you know you're a control freak.

No, for sure. I never said I wasn't.

Yeah, no, I love that.

Good. Take care. We agree on that.

We agree on that. Yeah. Okay.

So matter of fact, let me put it closer.

Put it closer. Don't put it too close because it vibrates. We don't know what's gonna happen. Okay. We love a good vibration, baby.

Give it up for good vibrations, huh?

You do? You prefer— you like vibrations?

Here you go. Are you talking about sex toys?

Yeah.

I don't have an official one. I have a back massager that I turned into a sex toy and it beats up my, my pearl to the point where it bleeds. Yes, it does. Yes.

Oh my God, I just got this brand deal with the neck massager and like the waist massager. Oh, that shit was so good. I didn't put it on near the pearl, but it was like for real good.

I am in the market for one. I want one that like— I don't know about sex toys, right? But in my mind, I want one that goes like in, that penetrates, and it goes in and out and it vibrates at the same time and it has heat, and then it also has like a sucking motion on the outside Because, you know, like, there's like 3 different ways to come. Did you know that?

I hope you did. Yes, of course.

Okay. What are they?

There's vaginal. There is— you can come from, from your clitoris, hitting the G-spot. Okay. I don't know. What's the other— the fourth one?

Squirting.

Squirting.

Oh, okay.

Yeah, there you go. See?

Mm-hmm.

Yes.

Yes.

Go.

Next question. Go.

What's your favorite sex position?

Missionary.

Really? Do you like the eye contact?

That's fine. I like it because I can cum multiple times. That's how I cum.

Men, please take notes.

It has to be a slow rhythmic pattern. I don't like the pussy beat or mangled or mishandled in any way. I'm a respectable bitch, if you will. And yeah, I like a slow, comfortable screw.

So when you hire them, is that like in the contract? It's not in the contract.

It's not in the contract. But this is what I like. If I hire them, 4 to 6 times out of 10, I probably already hit it. Will you stop looking at that, yo man?

What the fuck?

I'm not saying that I hit that. I'm saying the odds are ever in their favor.

So you don't mind—

Call me Cagnus Everdeen, bitch.

Hold up. You don't mind that people can think of you as if you were like, so easy, you give it up and all of that. Do you care for that?

So most people are actually sheeple and they follow the herd. Why would I care what a sheep thinks when I'm a wolf?

Ooh, talk to me. Grrr. Mm-hmm. Yeah, I love that. Okay. Every person that comes on the show, there is—

You like that witty refrain, huh? Yeah.

Hell yeah.

Hell yeah. Give it up for I Know That's Right. Where's my bell? Go.

So every person that comes on the show, they answer this one question. If there is one thing you can talk less about, what would it be? What?

One thing that I could talk less about?

Yes.

Bitch, do you know me?

Go ahead.

You tell me one thing that I could talk less about.

Maybe do more of.

Oh, talk less, do more.

Yeah.

You know, sex. I talk about it a lot because I don't get it a lot. So I'm a very, I'm a very discriminating woman. Yeah.

In what sense?

Okay. Oh, I'm a discriminating woman in the sense that I don't intermingle my vaginal canal with men who possess lesser energy than me. Either your energy has to match or supersede mine. And there aren't that many men out there like that. That fit that description. So how do you fit that description?

How do you fit it? What is like— I don't need no names. We don't need no names. We don't do that. We don't do the messy shit. You know, drink it.

Drink it.

You know where I was going.

Bitch, what?

Hey, yo, I hope the seat is warm because, you know, Monday. What? What? Somebody came through. I know the energy, but I want you to describe. How does that— I don't need no names. I want to know.

No, it's not— if you're gonna be real, keep it real.

What's the name? Go.

'Cause I ain't afraid around these parts. I'm a pit bull in a skirt. I'mma do this shit even when it hurt.

Go. It's your favorite man.

Who?

We talked about him. Who? I can't say it.

No, you can. Go. Deadass, you can say it.

What?

Who? 'Cause I have no fucking clue who you talking about. I have a lot of favorite men. Call it my favorite man.

He's a musician, okay? Okay. An independent artist. Okay. Not signed to any label. Lou Will is associated with him.

Who?

Lou Will. Okay. Basketball player.

All right.

He dresses in a very interesting way. Really? Yeah.

Eclectic, have you?

Eclectic, not N'Klektik. Okay. Yeah, but both of them actually sat on that chair.

Okay.

N'Klektik also sat on that chair.

All right.

With a hat on.

That is fine. A Kangol, if you will. I'm pretty sure it was Kangol.

I mean, it was a kimaali.

Oh, give it up for King Mau Lee!

Yeah, but it's fine. I mean, we don't— I just want to— because I know he was a guest on your show, so I wanted to like, you know, just tell you that the seat is warm.

Yeah, no, for sure.

You're the second person after him, so the first person after him actually. Um, and I want to know what kind of energy a man needs to possess for you to be like, you know what, I'mma give up— what's this, vaginal candle? How do you call it?

What does that have to do with Akeem Ali?

I'm just saying, I'm— I don't know why, I just—

you're not sure?

My memory just was kind of like, it's just blurry now. No, no, no, I'm just saying that that was the last guest that we filmed.

Or Lesya B. Go.

We filmed the last— that was— he was the last person to film.

That's fine.

I'm just saying, I'm just saying, do we need a cookie for this man?

What are we doing?

I'm just saying, what does a man need to possess I'm not referencing— this is what I'm telling you. I'm not saying nothing because I don't know shit. But what kind of energy does a man need to possess for you to be like, you know what, I'm gonna give it up?

I miss you.

You miss me? Has he hit you up?

We talk.

That's my homeboy. I don't like that whole homeboy, homegirl shit. Like, don't call me a homeboy, homegirl You know, if we exchanging energies like that.

I never told you I exchanged any energies with that man. I have no clue what you're talking about.

Oh, no, no, no, no. I'm just saying, if it's like you missing him, I don't know who you talking about.

Okay.

I'm just saying that like—

Me neither.

He calls you a homegirl?

He calls me a friend and I call him a homeboy. That's the homie.

Switch up that vocabulary, whoever the fuck you are. Let's, let's, let's— that's—

to what? To what? If you're not with the person and you're their friend, you're my girl. But that could be misconstrued.

I don't give a fuck.

Okay. Um, but no, I don't, I don't mind being a friend.

Oh, okay.

I'm a good friend.

Tell me about what the energy has to possess. I want to know. You would best friend?

Well, a well-type energy, a well-type of a man. They have to be— they have to possess more energy because when you are having sex, it is an energetic exchange. And I don't care to not get anything out of it because say if I'm fucking somebody with lesser energy, they are going to siphon my energy and that leaves me therefore depleted. That don't make no damn sense. So I'm gonna fuck with a whale of a man that can, can feed unto me and that also knows how to properly transmute my energy, because ain't no sense in, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, giving pearls to swine, if you will. Oink oink.

I love that. Oh, I agree with you. I'm on the same page with you. I feel like you gotta, you gotta, you gotta like— that energy gotta like uplift you.

Oh, for sure.

Oh, for sure.

But again, I don't know, you, you skip, you skipping, and I don't know where we going with it. I feel like Crash Bandicoot, bitch. I don't know where I'm going with things.

Well, let's go back to the podcast. I feel like— or you want to stay on the sex topic?

Either one. It's your show. I'm your hoe. What's next?

You my hoe?

For the show.

For the show?

What's next?

Okay. I think I want to go into the podcast because I want to understand this whole thing behind it. Why'd you call it intrusive thoughts? What is it? Because, you know, I— so I texted you yesterday when I was looking up intrusive thoughts. You were like, look up the podcast. The first thing it says, intrusive thoughts are associated with mental illness. Okay. And also there was a white lady that kept popping up. It was a white lady with orange hair on like every single picture.

You don't understand. You don't understand. Like, you just don't know.

No, I don't know. That's why I want to know.

You don't know what's going on right now.

No.

And I wish I could tell you, but I just can't because it's just too much.

Tell me. It's a lot.

God, it's a lot. Um, just ask your questions. I'll get through it.

Why did you call it Intrusive Thoughts?

Oh God. Um, because The thoughts are intrusive. I don't know what you want from me, bitch. I mean, I feel like it's self-explanatory. I don't not.

Is it associated with mental illness?

You know, fuck Will is not associated with mental illness. It's just people, I say the things that people might may or may not be thinking, I say that shit. The things that you might be thinking of doing, I'm inclined to do that shit. Therefore, I.E., intrusive thoughts. I.T., not to be confused with the technical program down at ICDC College. Give it up for higher learning.

I'm sorry. Where is all this vocabulary coming from? I don't know. You are like one of the most— I don't think you understand, you're like one of the most intelligent women on the internet. The way you can say those things, the way you can, and the way you can properly use them in the right sentences, that just like they hit the nail on the head.

Thank you. So somebody referred to me as a genius the other week.

As they should, as they should.

And, and I said that to me, the definition of a genius is your ability to properly interpret the messages from the heavens. So art is vast, and I consider what I do to be art as well.

It is.

And again, that— I believe that the most talented among us are the most gifted messengers of the heavens.

Beautiful. That was beautiful. Oh wow. Oh, I feel like you channeled that.

Exactly, exactly. Like, you know, when you get into flow state, that's when you are properly channeling, and that's when people come up with their best art.

That's how you came up with your art?

That's how I come up with— that's how I am me. I allow myself to be used. That is going to be used as some shit. You know, when people— when like, when like, like when Beyoncé is like, I have an alter ego, and then people like, oh, she's possessed, blah blah. Yeah, that sounds like that. But all that being said, like, yes, we, we are, we are conduits. All of us are. Either we are— we're at different levels of it, but we're all conduits.

Yeah. Well, yeah, because what you're doing is not something that is accepted Okay, it's not normal.

It goes against the social norms.

It all— it goes very much against the social norms. My favorite part was when you had the interview with Fannie Marco and you had this like bigger guy come in the frame and you were like, you need to remove your hefty self from the couch. That was such a good moment, which I was like, you might think that, right? But very unlikely you're going to say it out loud because you don't want to offend nobody.

You don't think he knew he was big?

The way you use the word hefty versus—

I'm pretty sure when he woke up that morning, he was well aware he was a hefty motherfucker. I didn't tell him nothing new.

It's like, you know, like, it reminded me of trash bags, you know? Like, they have the hefty word on them.

Hefty, hefty, uh-huh, uh-huh. Okay, but my favorite moment, if there ever was one, was when Sleepy Brown, shout out Sleepy, he put his hand somewhere on my body, and I said, if you don't get that leather glove off of me. And I thought that was pretty funny because he didn't have leather gloves on. It was just a very malnourished and poorly framed hand.

Really? Oh, what makes a hand poorly framed?

Sometimes older.

Okay.

African-American men, if I can say that, their hands are tore the fuck up.

Wait. But you think that that's okay for you to put your hands on them, and you love to wrap them up a little bit in your hands. You love to grace them. You're a little— mm-hmm.

So are you saying that I think that I have a double standard?

No, I'm just saying I like that.

No, but what are you implying?

I'm just asking. You like to, because usually that's what I'm saying. So we're going back to social standards. If I were to touch every man that comes on the show, I would be labeled as a hoe, if you will.

Excuse me? So you mean physical touch means that you're a harlot? That's kind of outlandish, don't you think?

I agree. I think it's— but okay, okay, okay, hold up. If, if, if I have a man, if I'm physically touching another man, that's a little much.

I don't have a man. I had a man for 2 weeks, and it was a very beautiful relationship, and we didn't cheat much.

What do you mean much? Hold up.

And who cheated a little bit? I'm, I'm, I mean, I don't know, we don't live together, so, you know, I'm, I hope he got his rocks off, you know. And I, so me, I like to be in, in, in spurty, uh, uh, relationships. I like the feeling of being in a relationship, just not for long. So I might do a little 2-week span here and there, a month span if I'm feeling frisky, stuff like that, just so I can feel, you know, the heat. I want to feel the heat with somebody.

Inside of you?

There too. Okay.

Oh, it sounds like I was just reading this book. I'm finishing the book called Attached.

You still read books?

I do.

That is childish as hell, girl. I love reading books.

I'm childish as hell.

I am too. You want to go to the park?

Huh?

Do you want to go to the park?

Yeah, let's go.

Okay, cool. Hey, you know I'm dead serious when I tell you I'm moving here on the 28th, bitch. We're going to be out and about. Okay.

Yes, I love going. I go to the park every day with my dog.

Okay.

And I take him on the playground and he, like, runs down the slide.

What kind of dog do you have?

I have a husky.

Word. Not to be confused with Hefty. Go.

No, but going back to, like, this person relationships, usually they say that it's, it's a sign of very avoidant attachment style.

Read a book, don't read me. What the fuck are you talking about, bitch? I am. I'm well versed on human psychology and I am well aware that I do have an avoidant attachment style, but it is underlying, uh, anxious is what you don't know.

Oh wow, huh? Really?

So it might be cool on the outside, but I might be hurting on the inside. So I have to deal with multiple men so I don't feel that not so good on the inside. So I'm like a pitcher, if you will. Okay, a 32-ounce and, uh, one, one 8-ounce cup can't handle all this, so I gotta pour it evenly amongst a few. You do the math. Give it up for mathematics.

That's 4.

That's fine.

The fuck?

Damn, we need to get in Rachel Cruze, don't we?

How do you remember out of 4? How do you remember who said what?

I don't give a damn. If I misspeak, I just misspoke. But I don't think that I actually do forget.

Uh-oh.

I don't think that I actually do forget. Uh-oh. Because nobody's called me out on anything, so I guess I'm not forgetting.

But you were in a very long-term relationship though, right? You said it was 11 years.

Okay.

Uh-huh. And you were not just in a relationship, you were married.

Okay, cool, cool, cool.

And you have children.

Uh-uh.

You don't?

Uh-uh.

I thought you said you did.

Oh, bitch.

So how did you transition from that into the modern dating world?

I dropped that zero and I became a fucking hero. I became the Nigga with money. What are we talking about? It was pretty easy. Once I'm done, I'm done. I don't give a fuck anymore. So I ghosted them for almost a year. But now we're cool though. That's my homie, because we were best friends before. We were best friends for 11 years before we got together. And we were married for 11 years, and now we're best friends again. That's the homie.

Damn. How do you stay cool?

How do I stay cool? Because that's the homie. Um, I tell him everything. He's cool as shit. He doesn't like everything I tell him, but I still tell him everything. Oh yeah, he'd be wanting to fight sometimes, but that's fine.

But would you ever go back to him? Yeah, for what?

I've already rode that ride. Do you go to the used car lot and rebuy what the fuck you had?

Ah, some men do. Some women do.

I don't— I'm not a bitter bitch.

You just want to keep— see, this is what I'm telling I keep telling them that women are good friends.

Women are good friends.

Yeah, we are. We can be friends. We don't have to fuck necessarily with men.

Okay, cool.

Yeah, that's what you do, right? With your bestie.

Exactly.

You don't?

No.

No. There you go. See? So therefore, we're good for abstinence. I'm confused. Who are we fucking? Are we abstinent? What are we doing, G?

I am not currently fucking anyone.

No.

Okay, I can still talk about it though, right?

Yeah, cool. I knew that. Wait, excuse me? I also kind of— so this is what I think about you, right? I've recently met you.

Don't tell me what you think, bitch. Tell me what you know.

I— what do I know? Okay, we don't know much about you. You're very good at being, you know, under the radar, discreet.

Yeah, yeah. I don't trust shit moving. I'm not playing when I say that. I keep my business to myself and I only mess with— and I only put people in my personal life that can uphold that standard, right?

Which I— we talked about it for, for a second, how you only have people who are either on the same level or in the same industry. You don't have friends who are regular people.

I say shit— I, bitch, I say that you did.

That's what you said.

What are you talking about? When did I say that? Because I told you, bitch.

Okay, okay.

I never said that. I have two friends 2 personal friends in the industry. That's it.

But you said you don't have that many friends in general, right?

Yeah. So do you have a lot of associates? Okay, correct.

So do you have a lot of people who are like not in the industry?

Yes, I'm mostly friends with my exes.

Men?

Yeah, I'm a tomboy.

What about girls?

They're fine too.

No, but like, you like them?

They're fine.

Whatever. What you want me to say, Les? Do you have threesomes?

Fuck no. For what? Have you, have you, have you heard about this?

Mm-hmm.

That it don't need nothing else to go with it. This is the full entrée. This is the Hemi. This is the 8-cylinder, if you will. But you don't like girls?

You don't like girls?

For what?

Good. Okay. Okay.

I'm all the girl I will ever need. Do you like girls?

No.

Cool, we can roll. No, but, but I have, uh, uh, I have homegirls that like girls, and that's fine too. Uh, give it up for, uh, freedom.

Freedom.

That's right, freedom. Have you ever had acid? Go. Me? Sure.

Yeah, one time.

What was it? Say, say with me, same time. 1, 2, 3. Chlamydia.

Boom!

I knew it, I knew it, I knew it, I knew it. Me too. I can tell it in your spirit. You know what's crazy?

It happened in Atlanta too. When I came out here, it wasn't even like— I wasn't— I didn't even live here.

Uh-huh.

And I was like, fuck.

That's when I learned the statistics.

The statistics were not in your favor.

Okay, so what did it— did it have a stench to it?

I don't remember, it was so long ago.

How long ago was it?

Like 5 years ago?

3 months ago?

No.

Anyway, um, but no, um, STDs, you know, give it up for health, or the lack thereof. Um, but no, I, I'm, I, um, yes, have— never mind.

I feel like men love you though.

Oh, you do?

Why?

Why do you think that?

I think you entertain them. Okay, but I feel like they cannot get to you though, to the real you.

True that. Give it up for discernment.

Discernment. Yeah, that's why they're like, oh, we're gonna keep it entertaining. What made you decide it? I don't know, I just feel like you are—

this is what you get.

No, I feel like you are a very deep spiritual person. You just— I feel like we're very similar in that sense. We're outside, we see something, but like inside you don't really share that. Unless it's— do you have a therapist?

No, I should get one though.

Do you talk to ChatGPT? Who do you talk to about your life?

I do talk to ChatGPT, girl, but, but so are you in a lot? I keep my feelings in a lot.

Why?

And I— because I'm afraid of my feelings, because I don't want my feelings to control me. Yeah, so most people look to control others, which I do that as well. You have to, huh?

You're a business owner, you have to.

Oh, for sure. But, um, but I think that most people have a hard time controlling themselves. Everybody says that they do. No, the fuck you don't. But all that being said, I, I know myself, so I'm not going to do things to make it harder to control myself. So there are certain thoughts and feelings that I just block off. That's why I say I don't think about the past. And at this point, I've trained myself to— it literally does not come up. Unless somebody asks about it. Then I gotta go through the archives and look in different office buildings and shit just to find the information. It's very much buried deep, deep, deep.

Do you find it or no? Because some shit you block off, you never go back to it.

If I'm asked about it, usually I don't even turn around to look because it doesn't matter. Only thing that matters is right here and right now, because that's the only power you have. I don't have the power in the past. Why the fuck would I revisit it? I don't get paid to revisit the past. I'm not a goddamn historian.

So you're only going to do it if you were to get paid. Would you revisit it? Yes. So what's the price?

A lot. 21 Savage.

Next.

That's how much you want.

Yeah, but that's what I can tell about you, because usually people who are funny, there's a lot of Have you ever been depressed?

Hell yeah, I'm depressed now. You can't tell?

I don't know.

No, I literally am.

You diagnosed?

No, you don't have to diagnose depression, bitch. You feel it.

How does it turn out? Like, what's the feeling that you feel?

I feel hopeless, and I feel like I don't have the control that I want to have, and I'm past the point of manipulating to get said control. I honestly think that the things that I'm stressing over right now are out of my hand, and I'm not used to things being out of my hand, and I'm not used to not getting my way. So it's making me very depressed and hopeless.

You said hopeless?

Yeah.

What makes you feel hopeless?

Because I don't have the power to change it, bitch. And I just power through.

But you know, sometimes you just have to let it go and let God We're on the same page.

Do you like to sit in uncomfortable silences?

I don't like to fill it in because you told me not to.

So, hey, I love that you learned that quickly. Quick on your toes. I love it. I love awkward silences. You want to know why?

It's so fun.

Exactly. It's a fucking thrill. And I like seeing people squeal because they don't know.

That's how you manipulate. You see, you guys, we just witnessed how she manipulates other people. But it's a beautiful thing. That's a tactic that everybody needs to learn, though. It's a very power tactic by silence. Silence.

True, true. That's a power move. But the deepest way, in my opinion, to manipulate a person is by getting them to speak. Mm-hmm.

But that's why if it's— if there's a silence, people are going to try to do what?

Oh, feel it. They want to speak. Exactly.

S-P-E-A-K. You trained me, so now I know. Oh, not to do it. Huh?

What's next? Them thick-ass cars. What's next? All right, do you know what my man call me? Big Mama.

Big Mama. You are Big Mama.

You could tell. Uh-huh. I have a very nurturing energy.

You do. I think it's a, you know, I, I, that's why I'm like, there's a lot of interesting parts about you.

So it's like faceted, if you will.

Multifaceted. Very. That's why I was like, I wanted to sit down with you because I told you before, a lot of times when you sit with women, it's always going to conversation. I want to get married. I am such a virtuous woman. I want to have children, and I only do right by God. And it's like, okay, we all fuck up one way or another. We all have different intrusive thoughts, if you will. Okay, we have different experiences, if you will, right?

But then when I get to it, I wouldn't say fucking up. I aspire to be holy in every sense of the word. Just add a W. At the beginning of that. So where there is light, there is dark. Where there's good, there is bad. Where there is birth, there is death. Everything has its opposite in nature. So why are we to think that God didn't make us that way as well? So I don't subscribe to being a good person, a good woman. I subscribe to being whole.

What's a good person? What's the definition of a good person? I just had a conversation with my friend about that because I feel like it's a very interesting—

I think a good person is in the scene that you catch them in. If you catch them in a good scene, they're a good person. If you catch them in a different scene, they may be the villain. But all of us are whole.

Mm-hmm.

So it just depends on the scene.

But what if they— what if you catch them in the bad scene? Does that make them a good person or a bad person?

It makes them whole.

Hmm.

They're living life as a whole human. Thank you. Not to be judged for good or bad.

Thank you.

Just existing. And what the fuck is fucking up?

Being human.

That's what it is. I don't think there's any fuck up other than taking advantage of somebody sexually. That's the only fuck up. You see what I'm saying?

Yeah, because sometimes I feel like, you know, when you go through experiences in life and you think, hmm, this person like fucked me over, but then you come to a realization that You had an idea of this person, and that idea was not the reality, and that idea just got shattered. And that's why you think that that person fucked up.

I agree. I think that it's less of the person being fucked up in actuality. They just did something that your ass didn't like or understand. But rarely do I find that a person was just fucked up, because if you talk to that person, a lot of times they have a damn good reason why they did what they did. Whether you agree with that or not. So with me, I take everyone lightly. Again, I'm a big-ass pitcher. I only— I'm only gonna pour so much into one cup, and that way you don't get your fucking heart broke. Because when I was trying to pour this big-ass 32-ounce into an 8-ounce and an 8-ounce alone, I was drowning him and I was depleting me. Now what sense does that make? Give it up for What the fuck?

Oh, what about friendships though? Is it similar with friendships or no? Because I feel like friendships— I said this before and I'm gonna say it again— I feel like friendships are way more complicated than relationships.

I put my friends above my relationships for sure, because men of God, come and go, your bitch is gonna pretty much always, always be there. So yeah, I'm a roll with my bitches.

Mm. And do you have like a circle that's been going on for a very long time?

Or you don't keep circles? We're like, I mean, I don't like shapes too much. You don't?

Oh, okay. That's about right.

Couple of hoes. That's it.

But how long you've had them around you?

I've had one for about 8 years. Then that dissipated. I had one for about 14 years. That dissipated. Now I'm on to bigger and better bitches.

We are about to start our friendship. Cool.

Okay, so let me tell you a little bit about G. So every now and then I collect a Caucasian, if you will. Thank you. Okay.

Girl.

And that I am very fond of. Like, I love this bitch. Mandy and Susie. Susie's right here. That's my bestie, right?

Uh-huh. Uh-huh.

Uh-huh. In blood. But all that being said, like, every now and then, it's just this nice Caucasian girl that comes along, and she just captures my heart. And I've been thinking about it ever since you came on my podcast, and I'm pretty sure you're next. So there's that. The last one was in 2005, so that's been a long time. No, I'm sorry, not 2005. 2005 currently, currently, you know. But damn, yeah, but the one before that was in 2005, so it's been a minute. Oh yeah, and Alex, Alex as well.

What happened to Alex?

We just fell off, we just fell off. But one thing, don't play with me, okay, girl? Don't play with me. Jungle gyms is playgrounds all amongst this shit. You could play there, not in my shit face.

So, so what I've experienced with friendships is when I started doing the show, when I started, you know, somewhat bringing more people on especially men of status, high energy, high value, high earning.

High value for what?

I don't fucking know. In their eyes, it's high value.

Okay. In their eyes.

Okay. In their eyes. And what started happening is I felt like there was a lot of undercutting going on. There's a lot of like, let me be around you because you're around him and him and him, and let me be in his DMs and let me do this and that. So like, it just became a lot of like, I don't know if it's like fangirling or it became kind of like, so I want to be around you because of the access that I can get to places, people, events. And it's like, so you're not adding to my life in any way. You just want to use what I got going on, which is fine to an extent, but I need you to tell me that that's the type of time you're on. So I know—

who's going to tell you that?

Well, that's what I'm saying. Like, obviously they're not going to tell me that, but that's what— that's what I experienced with my friendship. So I've lost a lot of friends in the last couple months.

Okay, so, okay, okay, so I'll tell you how to mitigate that problem.

Well, how did it happen to you? As a—

I don't trust shit walking. How many times shall I repeat that shit?

Great.

Okay, so I mitigate that by not getting into that in the first place. My friends are the— okay, friends and those adjacent are on the same level as me. So either they're on the same level as me, or they're just in my personal life, and they were people, you know, that I knew before. But those are generally males. And so with that being said, if, if I did get that inclination from a male, yes, I would cut off. And with the people that I rock with now, they are on the same level. Not to say that you couldn't be jealous of a person that's on the same level, but so far I have not encountered that And I think I'm a good judge of character. Like, for instance, there's this— there's this guy that I met at an event a couple of days ago. And as soon as I met him, it felt opportunistic. It felt like a catfish motherfucker on the ground, you know what I'm saying? Eating the leftovers and stuff like that. And he didn't— like, outwardly, he doesn't look like that.

He looks—

looks like he has his shit together. But my spirit told me otherwise. And I said, no, sir. And so my spirit keeps me away from a lot of the bullshit.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah, I've only— I've only had dealings with one person in the industry, and I plan to keep it that way.

Good, good. I love that. Very smart, very smart. Oh, how did you come to live like this? Is it experience? Is it hurt? Is it— what is it?

Okay. Oh, huh, how you literally encompassed It experience hurt for sure. Discernment, indubitably, most definitely, without a doubt. So like, this whole thing is, is, is learning. And one thing I learned is your ass better listen the fuck up to your intuition. So now I move super smart. If my intuition, if my intuition tells me something is off, bitch is not on. You know what? What is that?

I'm about to tell you what it is. So when I started doing the show, this is something that I came across. I would have people on before, like, because none of those episodes are on the, on my new YouTube, right? So it's on the previous YouTube that I had, and I'm not planning to bring some of them back just because, you know, I just didn't— it doesn't serve me. So, um, yeah, some, some relations went sideways. Yeah, just some fallouts, you know, some just misunderstandings.

So this is one other thing I noticed. You have to keep even the people that you love at arm's length. And I say that because overexposure does breed contempt. And if you love somebody, sometimes you do need to back them up a little bit. And so that's how I keep my relationships healthy now. I don't spend too much time and I don't overexpose myself to anybody because I need you to miss me, baby. Me in order to treat me right, and vice versa. Let me miss you, Big Daddy. Let me miss you, Little Mama. And I think that that helps out a lot because I have had friendships go south because of overexposure.

Fact. When you like, you pour so much, it's like— I remember my therapist that I had back in the day, she used to say, if you eat a spoon of peanut butter It's good. But if you eat a whole jar, you want to throw up.

Oh, for sure.

And that's exactly how it feels sometimes when you eat peanut butter.

And one day I thought it was a great idea to chomp on that bitch. It was not, bitch. I damn near threw up. Damn.

I probably would. But what I was going to say is this. So I would have men sitting across from me and, you know, your element is very flirty, right? You're very chaotic. You're very flirty.

Excuse me, bitch.

It is. It is. It is. Who do I flirt with? I mean, listen, but so I'm a personable bitch.

That does not mean I'm a flirtatious whore.

Well, that's how it comes off. Flirtatious. Very like— I was going to say innocent, but it's not innocent. It's very intentional.

You don't think so? It's very intentional. Okay, so I am a child in spirit. I really am.

Yeah. So, but I'm just saying from the outside looking in, I know, I know what it is, but I'm just saying because that's what they say about me. They say I flirt with every man that comes on.

I think that they would think that I was flirting with you if you were a guy.

Exactly.

Yeah. And I'm just having a dope-ass conversation, right?

So, but what I was going to say is that, so this is where I would find myself. I would find myself after filming the show, I'd walk out and I'd be like, I don't know if this person is flirting with me or if they're doing it for the camera and if they're being real or if they're just making shit up. And I don't know if they're talking about, like, they're describing women or describing certain experiences. And I would find myself questioning, are they describing me? Are they putting me in that box just so I can like get their attention? Or like, I was just getting so confused, like when I just started with my show. So I don't know, how do you feel like whenever you film, you know, you film your shows, you have— obviously it's a very intense exchange. It is a very intense exchange whether you want it or not. I understand this is how you are, but for people, it is intense.

It is really—

no, and I remember I feel like I'm I think so. You are. But if you read the comments, people are like, this episode is stressful. I had anxiety watching this episode. This is doing a lot. So, and I love reading comments. I actually respond to all my comments that come in on my YouTube. Yeah, I love it. So I'm very engaged with my audience. And so sometimes I'd be like, oh my God, like my heart rate is like going up watching you on the episode. Yes.

Me?

Really?

Yes.

Oh, me? Yes.

Are they? I don't see it.

I love that.

Does it feel like pressure when you were on the show? Did it feel like pressure?

No, no, no. When you are in the moment—

pressure bust pipes and you look like the I like it rubbed type.

And then my skirt was also kind of like, you know, it was very open, very open-minded. But I'm just saying that, like, when you're in the moment, we feel a certain way. But when you walk out, I would get in my car and I'd be like, damn, it fucked me up right now. I don't know what I feel anymore. I don't know if I trust those people, if I don't trust those people, if they're flirting with me, if they're not flirting with me. And I feel like I'm like the most oblivious person when it comes down to relationships.

Trusting a person means that you are putting hope and faith in them that you don't have to put, right? That's not— that's not a requirement to put anything into a person. So no, I don't feel like— I don't wonder if I can trust them. I'm not putting anything into anyone. I still got my 32 ounces. Have you forgot?

Yep.

So I, I said it to say I only pour into cups that I know can handle it. They little 8 ounces, they still can't handle the 32. I ain't met a 32 yet, but I made a— I met a few strong 8 ounces, and I'm gonna pour them up to the goddamn brim. That being said, I'm not pouring into anything else. So therefore, my answer is I, I'm not putting into anybody to have to trust them or question, can I trust them? Fuck them. With all the love, fuck them. Like, like when we, when we had our interview, I didn't have a second thought about, about you. I mean, not in a bad way. Like, I thought, I really like her. But other than that, I never wonder, like, is she being real? I didn't give a fuck. As long as I know I'm being real, that's all I have control of.

I love that.

And I know that I liked your energy and I want to get to know that energy more, and that's all I can go off of. The fake gonna come out in the wash anyway.

True.

Them short-ass jeans, they get acid washed quick.

Especially— Huh? I feel like I just— this is what I discovered about me. I'm so oblivious. I don't understand shit about relationships. I feel like you're like more of a guru in it.

You are more real.

Yeah, bitch. Me? Yeah.

My mom's always played these niggas.

I mean, who? Wow. What?

Play these young men of God.

Of course.

And I don't mean play, I mean just don't put your all into one person. That's how you get hurt.

Exactly.

So if you are spreading yourself evenly, not thin, and you are dealing with people that genuinely love you and have your best interests at heart— I think most women go wrong here because they deal with men that don't give a fuck about them, or that man cares less about them than they care about him, and that's gonna get you fucked every time. And I mean, well, but my motto is I don't allow people in my personal life or to stay in my personal life that don't love me down. You gotta be there.

So if your tire explodes— because they came after me, they said, oh, you're asking for too much if you're asking a man to come help you when your tire explodes. If they don't come, what would you do? Would you keep them in your life?

If I asked them and they didn't?

Yeah.

It depends on the circumstances. Like, if a person is at work and they can't—

No, no, like, they're, they're available.

Okay. And they just don't come?

They just don't come.

He just ain't gonna come then.

Ever.

Yeah, exactly, exactly. I'm glad you picked that up because I threw it out there. I just want you to pick it up. You motherfucker right. No, I wouldn't keep a person like that in my life because obviously you're not even concerned with my well-being, bitch. You rather— you'd rather keep your, your comfortability at the fucking crib than to come help G of all bitches? Oh, we have a discrepancy. Uh-huh. That's what I call, uh, having to cut, um, having to cut a young man of God off. I'm trying to stop— did I say that? I'm trying to— okay, cool.

Do you think that a lot of relationships in this day and age are genuine, or if they're fake?

I think that relationships have historically been fake. And I say that because most of the time people are getting with each other out of deficit, meaning that a person wants to be with another person to fulfill something. So if you're doing it for that reason, it can never be genuine. The most genuine type of relationship are the, are the organic ones where you are enjoying that person's time and they are enjoying your there where you, where you guys are enjoying each other's time and presence. And it is a spiritual exchange, just like every other thing in life. And maybe it blossoms into something more. Maybe it doesn't. But going into it with no expectations, that's the beauty of it. That childlike wonderment.

Well, so, but yeah, I agree with you, but I feel like now we're in this era where all the social media experts are like, you need to have defined relationships with men. You gotta understand what their intentions are. You gotta do— I'm like, bitch, I ain't gotta do shit.

I do, I do believe that you should be your hoe's favorite hoe. And in that, I don't mess with a man that I'm number 2, if that makes sense. So I don't care who you mess with.

But how do you know that you're number 1?

You could feel it.

You can feel it.

Don't show up for you. You don't have to talk about the entire—

that's what I'm saying. So you don't have to ask the question. What are we?

If you have to ask what are we, you ain't her. You're not her. You're not number one. You're asking what are we because you're number three or four. So if you have asked that question, you probably shouldn't be asking that question. You might just need to mosey on down. So, but if you're number one, you're gonna feel it. And if, if— and I'm not saying like, so, so if you're number one, you don't have to ask if you're number one. Even if you're number two If you feel like you're number one?

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I love it.

How do you feel right now?

I love it. I feel like we're having a very good conversation.

Okay. Who has been your favorite guest? And you not have to say me just because I'm sitting on your motherfucking couch. Be real 'cause I'll tell you.

Can I give you top 5?

Sure.

Okay, Carlos Miller. Okay, Nav Green. All right, Moneybagg Mafia.

G. Hmm.

And another one was that this episode is hidden. It's Shannon McComb, who is Lil Yachty's dad.

Okay, okay, okay. All right, fuck. I've— it's been a fucking blur. I can't give you top 5, but the people that come— you know what, I can't give you shit because I'm my favorite person and I was there for every episode. So every episode is like kind of my favorite episode because I was there.

Why did you guys decide to do guests at the time? Because you were doing just two of you, right, for some time? Yeah. And I feel like people were coming because they were wanting your energy. And at what point did you decide, okay, we need to bring guests on?

So I knew that we were going to have guests before we officially started the podcast. So I always say this in my personal life. There are some things that I think, there are other things that I know, and those were one of the things that I know. So I already knew what was to come.

How did you get a hold of all those guests? Because I feel like that's one of the questions that people ask me all the time. How did you get a hold of Cam Newton? How did you get a hold of Carlos Miller? Like, and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, so on. And so on. How do you get a hold of those people?

Have you seen me? I know they got a hold of me, bitch. Okay, now I'm just playing, but nah, they, they reached out.

This is it.

And you set an intention, and so be it. You speak things into existence. You don't ask. And people have prayer wrong. They get down on their knees and they beg and they plead and they cry. I speak things into existence, and it is.

So every guest that you had on, they all reached out to you? Majority? Because I know Funny Marco reached out to you. He said that on the show.

Um, that I can think of, yeah. Um, we just, you know, got management, so now management—

okay, give it up for management! Give it up for Big Time!

Um, but no, like, now management does handle a lot of the guests, but there are still guests that reach directly out.

Do you like having guests on?

Of course, yes, I love that shit.

Tell me about the preparation, cuz I feel like you're very similar.

Cuz preparation, hemorrhoids?

No, baby, preparation for your show.

Oh, okay, go.

Cuz you have an iPad with questions. Okay, how do you come up with those?

So I do— I don't do a lot of research. I do a very little, little bit of research because I like I don't want to know everything. I just want to just ask shit. And I like going with the flow. So this is kind of like my outlet. It's not kind of, it is my outlet. And it's deeply entertaining to me and is a form of art for me. So I'm very much in love with the process of it all. So with that being said, what was your question again, bitch?

How do you prep?

Do scolvi prep?

How do you prep for the episodes?

Oh, um, I think what I might want to know from a person based on their content a little bit and from the ethers. Like, I just make this shit up.

Do you, like, do you care for— okay, like, this person has been asked this so many times. Like, for example, Kim Newton. This man has been asked about marriage every goddamn near like everybody's talking about.

That's why I don't like to do a lot of research, because I don't want to know shit. So okay, I'm gonna be honest with you, right? Most of my guests, I don't know shit about them before they come on. Like, like, I might— I may have heard their name. Like, for instance, with Akim Ali, I heard a couple songs and I knew of him.

I didn't even know even one.

Hey, you got to get on.

Do you want to know how I even got Akim Leon? Not really. Um, somebody told me to interview him.

Not really, I don't care to know. But, um, but no, um, his song—

I would—

Going Again.

Oh, okay. See, I wouldn't be able to help because we're going again. And she can sing. Yeah, girl, you're a man's dream.

Going again. He's— oh, never mind. Go. Yes, he says I can't sing.

Who said that?

Okay.

Fuck him.

What?

Hard.

Go. But no, me and that man have never had sexual relations. Go.

You can sing? That's so rude of him.

I can hold a tune. Yeah.

How did you know you can hold a tune?

Because I just held that motherfucker. I didn't drop it, did I? How you know you holding a bag, bitch?

You don't drop it. At what age did you know you can sing?

I've always tried.

See, can I sing for real? Yeah, you, you, you can sing. Okay, do you want to sing a song for me?

I kind of do.

I just said— I just said go in Russian.

Oh my God, what'd you do?

What'd you say? I said davai. Oh, davai. I got so excited.

Okay, um, oh, give me a song.

Sing me some Usher.

I don't know shit about Usher. Um, I win my love. Keep going, don't stop! So, no, I can't sing. So, no, uh-uh, so, no, that's not the right—

try it again.

So you call that to her, you still family, and it don't seem fair for every Are you laughing, bitch?

I'm crying, this is so good. Just sing like, what is it? The, the, the, the—

I tried and I can't fight it cuz I'm still Is that what we're gonna get on the live show? Hell no, bitch! Have you heard that squealing? I refuse to do that.

Why the fuck do you care about what sheep think? That was good singing.

Okay, stop.

Give it up.

Well, I know that's right. No, uh, what's the Star-Spangled Banner? How does it go? You probably don't know that, do you?

I don't know shit.

Did you have to sing that to get in the country?

What?

You gotta sing the Star-Spangled Banner.

No, no, I don't have to sing shit. I have to just go with my passport, steal my visa, and that's it.

You do have to singing the Star-Spangled Banner, bitch. Let's go!

When you cross the border— no, you don't. Have you ever came back to America? They don't ask. They ask for a visa. Am I supposed to do this?

Aye. You see how I dropped and picked it up, baby?

Hold up, I have to take my hat off.

And the home of the real bitches.

Go. Did you just make me a citizen? Did I? Yeah, you just converted me.

Okay, because you are Ukrainian. Russian. That's what I said. Go. Yeah, I just mispronounced it.

I know, I heard it. Yeah, it was a very, very little mistake.

Have you ever had sex with anybody on the podcast since you told me last?

No.

You've only had one person, right? How many people have you had since me? How many people have you been with since me?

Um, one person. I had the same person. I had sex with the same person that I told you about again.

No, you're You lying, bitch. You gonna do this again? When? Since we talked last?

No, not that person that I told you about.

Uh-huh.

The different person that I've been having sex with. Who? Oh yeah, let me tell you who. Who? Who? A man. A man of God.

Don't use my shit.

Oof, his energy just—

When is the last time you had sex? Thursday.

What's today? Sunday.

That's BV.

No, it's not.

If you smell anything funny, that's BV.

I don't smell nothing.

If you do in the next day—

oh my God, see him after this. You would? Oh really? Yeah, that's good, girl. I've been in a drought, so this isn't—

I don't have anybody in my life like that I'm just fired up about, you know. I want to feel the heat with somebody.

Well, there's like two right there.

Mhm. I already—

never mind.

No, no, no, no, no, no!

Those are employees. They're professional men of God. Men of God?

Yes, yes.

But if you get needy, would you? No. He's getting shy.

He's a shy bean.

I love men who get shy.

I do too. Because I will crack that motherfucking nut.

Would you climb that tree? That tree? Mm-hmm.

Would I climb that? No, I wouldn't.

You can step on the branches.

No, I would not.

Why not?

Because he's a wholesome man and I want to keep him wholesome.

Is he married? No. Yeah, no, she would never. She's, she's, she's a very wholesome lady.

Of course. Everybody knows that.

She doesn't have sex.

No, she's abstinent. Uh-oh.

She doesn't wear clothes that reveal her cheeks and her little cherries.

I told you that I have a video shoot after this, and I literally have to leave directly after this and go there to be somewhat on time. So I had to wear what I'm going to wear there. And yes, I'm going to have this ass out.

What's your workout routine?

I work out in a sustainable way, meaning that I have a gym at home. So I have a power rack and I get down on that shit and I do a lot of ass and leg exercises. But, but honestly, I haven't exercised in like a month and a half, maybe even two, for real, because I've been like, like literally depressed. Like the only time I'm alive like this is when I am filming. Yes. Really? Yeah. Before this, like, my hair was fucked up, my eyelashes didn't have any on, no contacts on, beat up, down and depressed. I was walking around naked in a robe for like 4 days and crying.

In Atlanta?

No, I don't live here yet, remember?

Yeah, I know. So it was back—

why would the fuck would I just come to Atlanta in a fucking robe and naked walk around?

I was like, what if you made that situation like 10 times worse?

No, bitch, I was at the goddamn Residence.

Golly, damn.

Not to be confused with Residence Inn, a nice inn and hotel.

Go.

Hey, I feel like I'm a walking, talking commercial, right?

I feel like they need to pay you a little bit more. Do you have sponsors for your show?

Don't ask me stuff like that, you bitch.

Why? I'm not a bitch. Don't call me a bitch.

I've been calling you a bitch, bitch. You really have a problem with that? Because if you do have a problem with me calling you a bitch, I feel like that's how you say you bitch or bitch. You want me to say it in a friendly way?

Yeah, in a loving way. Okay, love me down.

All right, my bitch.

There you go.

Okay, cool. Um, but not you bitch, like not that.

No.

Okay, cool. I respect your boundaries and I appreciate you for telling me that, and I'm not playing. I'm— I really do appreciate you for telling me that because nobody knows how you really feel unless you tell them. Exactly right. And I don't want to offend you, so I'm glad that you gave me a boundary. I love boundaries.

Me too. Oh, very big on them.

But that being said, I'm not perfect, so I may do it again, but I will definitely try not to, earnestly. But what were you saying?

I'm just saying, do you have any sponsorships for the podcast?

I thought we went past that question.

Oh, okay. Well, let's talk about relationships. What patterns keep showing up in your dating history that you're finally ready to call out? Um, um, What? We already know what patterns.

Hey, Bill, ho, wait, what? You already know? The fuck does that mean?

You do 2 weeks and then you out.

I'm not out. They're still in my life. I love them very much.

Yeah, you just don't do nothing with them, like, on that level, on a relationship level.

A relationship with me for 2 weeks is like a lifetime with an inferior bitch.

And is?

Okay then. I'm giving these young men Charity? No, not charity.

Donations? No.

And on top of that, it's not multiple young men. It's only one. I mean, it's only one man that I've done it.

The entire time?

Yeah, it's only one man that I've done the, the, you know, the, the encapsulated relationship with. Yes, only one so far. Yes.

After divorce? What?

Oh yeah, yeah. Fine, yeah, I was in one relationship after that, like one real relationship, but he left me for 2 weeks. No, what the fuck? Drop the goddamn 2 weeks. No, he left me because he told me later, because the man just ghosted me.

What the fuck? Who ghost you?

No, no, not him. No, he don't. No, not him. Not him either.

No. Why would he ghost you? Why would a man ghost a A woman like you.

He said that he didn't want to hinder my success, and then he came back in my life when I got successful, and he said— that's gonna sound horrible.

No, um, what'd you say?

No, okay, he didn't come back in my life. I, I called him back into my life. I said, I want to be your friend, and I want people that are grounding to me because I have a lot of things going on, a lot of great things. And I just want people that know me and knew me beforehand to be in my personal life to ground me. And I asked him to come back into my life, and I'm glad that I did because our relationship has flourished. And, and we, we grew so much from that. And like, when we were together, we weren't even telling each other we love each other, but now we do. And I love him very much, and he has definitely has a spot in my heart.

Is that where the chlamydia flourished?

I was trying to have a real moment with you. No, he didn't give me chlamydia.

Okay, that's beautiful.

We did have a scare, but it was just me. I was just scared. There was nothing. I'm like a hypochondriac when it comes to like STDs. Like if I, if I have sex with somebody and like anything— if I pee within 2 weeks of having sex with you, bitch, you gave me something. So we mitigate that by going to get tested first before we ever have contact. Yeah.

And how do men receive that?

If they want to receive me, they gonna do that. What are we talking about? I don't get it. Yeah, if I, if I ask a man— one, one man stopped talking to me though. One man that you— that you're a whore.

I don't like that.

You would know who they were if I told you. They, they like— we were cool That was my homeboy. And like, like, I would always like come to his house and stuff whenever I come to Atlanta and like spend the night. And he was cool as shit. I, I liked him a lot as a friend, but he was really territorial. And I'm like, honey, why are you territorial? We've only kissed. And he was like, do you kiss every man like that? And I'm like, no, but I want to know who that is. No, I'm not gonna do that. But he was a Cancer and he's well known, and he stopped talking to me. Well, he After every episode, he'd be like, "Is there anything I need to know?" And I'd be like, "Bro, I am tired. I am ready to go to sleep. Can we lay the fuck down?" And I told— because he was trying, he was making advances in the bed one night. And I was like, "Look, real quick, my nigga, I require you to go get tested before you ever touch me." Okay? And with that being said, there was no— I told him there's no promise that I'm going to let you touch me. I'm just saying you need to have that on file for if it does happen. And he was like, did you ask that NIGGA, da da da da, to do an alcohol test?

Yeah, I did.

Why, yes I did. He was like, what did he say? I was like, he got tested next day. What's next? And he was like, oh, da da da da. And then he stopped talking to me after that. That was the last day we spoke.

Is he an athlete?

No.

He's a media person?

Mm-hmm.

He got... Something. Has to. Why wouldn't you get tested?

Or he— that, I'm not saying that that's irrelevant. Yeah, because I did think, I was like, that was kind of weird. But also I think that he might have been a little bit overwhelmed.

Mm.

And a little bit hurt because he, he, he, he was bothered by a lot of things, things that I just don't care to change. He would be bothered about things I said on the show. And some things I say are true. Some things, it could be true, but it could be old, right? So if I say something and it's true and you're taking it as this happened last week, and I'm, I'm actually— this happened 20 years ago and it's irrelevant as fuck in real life, and you're getting hurt over it, that's on you, right?

Also, like, this is my job, bro. Like, I make money from this shit. So like, this is something that I do. Like, you can't— this is— that's the same thing I come across all the time. Oh, you can't do you can't do that. And until like recently where I'm kind of like at now, right?

Okay.

That little scenario, because that person understands that this is something that I do for a living.

Who's that person?

He's a great man.

What, is he an athlete? Because that's what you say you wanted last.

Maybe.

Come on, tell me, tell me the, the tea. Not the tea, but like I'm asking like surrounding questions, you know what I'm saying? You can tell that That's nothing to tell. Is he an athlete?

Maybe.

I told you that mine was a social media personality.

Oh, he's, uh, not really. He's not an athlete, no.

Okay, what is he? What's his profession?

He's a business owner.

Okay, he's an African-American, off top?

Of course, of course.

And what's his name again? Because I missed it.

John Smith. Okay, give it up for John Smith.

Just like James Allen. You got that right.

John Smith. Um, um, what?

Yeah, I was about to ask you something. It totally went out of my mind.

As a business owner?

No, it wasn't even about him. Oh, oh, so, so just further, further about that, like, we never had sex, and I kicked it with that man for months. And that's how it is with most of my homeboys. Like, I kick it with them a lot.

Did you know that he liked you or no? Yeah. Hmm.

Yeah.

How do you tell that a man likes you?

Because he's nice and he does things for me. And he spends time with me. Like, whatever I ask.

Well, what do you ask?

I don't ask for much, actually.

What do you— what's not much? Is it like— what is it that, like—

I don't ask for tangible things.

Okay.

I ask for the intangible.

That's why I love you.

And I built my life. Yeah. Yeah, for sure. I, I built my life in a fashion to where I don't have to ask a man for money because that makes you have to step up and give more. And on top of that, I've created my life to where I am the nigga with money because I noticed that money is power. And when somebody has power over you, they tend to mistreat you. And ain't nobody mistreating G. Nope.

You're a powerhouse. Oh, uh-huh. You got gum? Uh, no, you do.

That's not gum in your mouth? I thought I saw something.

Oh, I have, um, so I just got the Invisalign thing to fix my teeth. Okay. Yeah, so it's like the little attachment style thing.

Is it blue?

No, it's like, um, I see something blue in your mouth. Am I tripping?

On the right side. On the right side.

I don't know.

Maybe it's your tongue. I don't know. Okay, maybe it looks refreshing. Whatever it is, it's fine.

Oh, it's probably from Gatorade that I was drinking.

Okay, that makes sense.

But yeah, no, because they— everybody told me you need, uh, they said I have a horse mouth and they said that I need to fix my teeth. So you know what I did? I got a brand deal with the orthodontist and, uh, fixing my teeth because I've always wanted that.

Let me see your teeth.

Smile.

You have horse teeth right now? Yeah. Well, yeehaw, I guess. I don't fucking— it don't look like horse. They look like regular teeth to me.

That's what I'm saying. But like, people always say they keep telling me about my mouth, about my lips, about my teeth.

You have big lips. They're nice, though. Yeah, I can show you a picture. I thought you had filler.

I'll show you a picture of me as a baby. I've always had the lips like—

I got filler, but I think I'm gonna have to get it dissolved. I don't feel like getting it fucking dissolved because, like, she overfilled it on one side and it's like, it looks like a bump. But I kind of like it though, because you don't really notice it, you know what I'm saying?

I don't— I wouldn't think you have filler. Is it on the top lip?

Yeah, it's a little bit on the bottom, but, but more so on the top.

Yeah, yeah. I don't— uh, see, my girl that does my face and stuff, she's like, I'm never touching your lips, I'm never touching the lips. She was like, you can go to somebody else, but I'm not touching.

You legit don't need that. Like, you have the lips of a goddess.

Oh. I love my lips. I love my eyes more.

Excuse me?

I love my eyes more.

Oh, your eyes? Okay, that makes sense.

They do magic.

That deserves a conversation.

Yeah, yeah, because my eyes—

you don't have anything else to ask me?

What you want to know? What would you— what would you want to answer? I have a lot of questions for you.

Give me something spicy.

Okay, let's do this. This is— this is something. Okay, what's the biggest misconception people have about you? Okay, we got like 15 minutes, 10 minutes, 20 minutes, 15. We got some time.

Yeah, about 10 minutes.

Okay. All right, what's the biggest misconception people have about you that genuinely irritates you?

It doesn't irritate me, but I do know that the biggest misconception is that I'm a wayward woman, which I'm not. But I don't, uh, I don't demonize anybody for thinking that because, uh, the way that I speak, I understand that. I don't know why I do it. Yes, I do. I do it because it's deeply entertaining to me and it makes me laugh. And I do things to make myself laugh. Even when I'm by myself, sometimes I make myself laugh. Even last night, I thought about something and I made myself laugh like 3 different times. It's weird as fuck, but I have a very entertaining mind and that shit be hilarious. So a lot of things that come out of my mouth may or may not be true is more so funny to me. And for some reason, SEX is fucking hilarious. I like to say things— Do you giggle?

During sex? Yeah.

No, for what?

Just for shits and giggles.

Have you seen my sex? Ain't nothing to giggle about, bitch.

Where can we see your sex?

I mean, I don't know if you FaceTime me.

You will pick up if I FaceTime you? Like, okay, bitch, look. Yes, you would.

Yes.

That's a little too intimate.

No, then don't call. What do you want from me? If you, if you called me I would assume that you want me to pick up. Don't be mad if I do. You—

I would hope you don't look at your fucking phone when you were in the moment.

My phone is right beside me. It's right beside me at all times.

Do you manifest during sex? Yes.

Sex magic is real for sure.

So what do you manifest?

I manifest a lot of things.

Did you manifest your show?

Mm, no, not in that way. Way. Some things I think, other things I knew. That is what I know. So some things, the manifestation is already there, so I don't have to really put in extra. It's already there. So I already knew that before I started it, that it would work. I knew I would be successful. And I would— and there are other things that I won't speak about that I also know. I don't speak about future things until they've already come to pass, but those things I do know as far as my show goes. But that being said, yeah, I definitely manifest during SEX, but it's more so about that person. I'm manifesting a bond with that person. I'm binding them to me in a way.

She does sex magic. I thought it was only me. Not by far.

Go.

Really? Not by far.

That's why they stay attached. But there is leading up to sex magic, right? So there are things that are done before, way before sex ever happens. It's from the moment you meet a man. Yeah.

What happened?

So my sex magic starts on ground zero, D-Day, day one.

It's when you do this and leads up and leads up to the act.

And by the time the act— never mind, go.

How do you know a man is going to give you good sex?

I think it's the lead up, and I think kissing. Kissing is a fucking a tale. Kissing is a fucking tale. So like, if a man doesn't kiss that good, usually he doesn't fuck that good. I've never had a man— well, I'm— I've had that one time, but other than that, if a man can't kiss, he can't fuck. So I'm not even about to test the waters with that.

I don't like men that don't kiss. Like, get the fuck out of my face.

The man that kissed me the best also fucked me the best by far.

Yeah, because they're affectionate. You know them too. I might be moving. You heard me, huh?

You would know them too if I told you. If I told you the name, you would know. But I said that to a couple people. I said that too for a couple people. The people I was talking about, they're not the same person, so it's more than one. So you just don't know who.

I don't know who.

No, of course you don't.

No, you don't. I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't want to know. Yeah, that's yours. That's why keep it to your—

you Of course.

I believe in privacy. Would you ever have a public relationship?

Why do you ask?

I just thought about it.

Um, you did.

No, I just thought about it because that's something that I'm— because we're talking about privacy. I'm very big on privacy.

I am in my personal life.

Yeah.

So I would say no, I wouldn't be willing to have a, a what? A public relationship at this point. I want my relationships to be private. I want them to be for me. But there would be signs.

Like what?

They're probably— they would probably be somewhere within a video. Not every video, but there would— they would be somewhere in there. They might be somewhere in, you know, BTS footage. They might be somewhere in a picture. They gonna be around if you see a face enough. Maybe there will be no fucking signs if I'm in a relationship. If I'm— if I'm like, my person is my person. I haven't found that one person yet, so I just, you know, pour into a few different cups. But when I do find that person, there will be signs, but I won't say it like outwardly.

All right, let's, let's, let's, let's wrap it up on this.

Why wrap it up now? You ain't been doing it. My bad. Keep going. Give it up for Raw 6. I do apologize. Now I gotta go be a whore on camera. Go.

It's okay. It is what it is. What do you want people to know about you that they never get to see?

I want people to know that I am a deeply intellectual woman. I want people to know that there is— that I'm a multifaceted being that what I display on camera during my interviews is not all there is to me. And there is a lot more. I just— it's just not that interesting, I guess. When I am in front of the camera, I'm really happy to be there. I'm happy to be around people.

Mm-hmm.

And so that's why I act with glee and joy. And that's why I'm super jovial. And I do have a childlike whimsicalness to me. But again, I want people to know that there is more to G than just what meets the eye.

Where is G actually going? What's the real dream?

I'm letting life take me. I believe that that is the most powerful thing that we can do, is just allow life. So I'm allowing life.

You're gonna go big places though. I see it.

I'm a big bitch. Of course I'm going big places.

Places. You're already there for sure. It's not even like in the future. It's like—

it's not—

it's now. Yes, here.

Yes, these are facts.

It already is.

I been G. I'm just getting here.

Yeah, exactly. You just letting them know.

Oh, clip that.

Oh yeah.

Anything else for me, Big Lesya?

If you could say one raw, unfiltered thing about love and life to every single person listening right now, what would it be?

God, Damn, that's fucking deep. Okay, yeah, that's a lot. If I could say one thing all-encompassing about love and life, that love should be free. It shouldn't cost anything, and it should be freely given. Love should not have bounds, and love should fulfill, not deplete. Life, let life, the end. I think we try to overcomplicate things that are super simple.

This is how you know that G is way more than just a stressful, anxious, chaotic person. She actually thinks deep. She has connections. Like, she's tapped in, tapped into the, to the source, to the others. And that's, that's how you can come off as you know exactly what to say, you know exactly what to do. I think that's what people say about me because they always think, oh, somebody has to have a conversation with her about her not calling herself white. And I'm like, bitch, do you think I give a fuck about what you got to say about my life? You sit there and argue in the comments. I'm living. I love it. And I'm thriving.

I love it. I was going to tell you that. Please, like, some people, they can live in the comments. I can leave in the comments thus far. Not gonna say I never get anything that's, you know, negative.

I just don't look. If I don't like it, I'm like, there we go. Yeah, no, I don't really believe in like— because at the end of the day, there's a, there's a screen that separates us.

Oh, though there are those that do, and there are those that criticize those that do. So there's that.

But majority is beautiful though. Majority is such like— for sure, I get so much love, it's crazy.

For sure.

And I think that's why for me it's important, 'cause I deal with depression too. And so sometimes I'm very, very sad in my house and I'm just like, fuck, am I making the right choices? And then I look and I'm like, damn, there's so much love out there.

I tell you what, definitely love from supporters gets me through tough days.

Yeah.

Isn't that wild? Like—

People you don't know.

Exactly.

But they're your biggest supporters.

And I don't know if they know that, but you feel it. You know, like, I'd be like, I'd be like, I got motherfuckers that love me. The fuck am I putting up with this shit for? I got motherfuckers that love me. The fuck am I moping around ass naked, pussy out for, you know?

I mean, let it breathe sometimes.

That's true.

That's true.

Give it up for letting that pussy breathe.

Yeah. All right, I got a little gift for you.

You're lying. I love gifts. I rarely get them. Oh, really?

I'll get you more too.

Okay, okay, okay, okay.

I just wanted to give you some, some of our merch.

All right, let's see. We need the merch too. Yeah, let's see.

This is the new blue. Okay, it's in tall, but it's less. Do more. Do more. Okay. Yes.

Okay. Oh, and it has the thick crew neck. You see that fucking thick ass neck? I love this shit. Please don't ever get rid of the thick crew neck, because one thing a bitch doesn't do is the sexy neck. Okay, okay. Let's see what else.

All right, nobody has a show. Yes, so this is the new one. This is—

nobody has this.

Oh shit, it's only me and you, fucking bitch. Oh, and it's, it's oversized, so it's the large size.

Let's do more. And then we got—

what is it? Talk Less Show.

Talk Less Show. Hold on, let me, let me do the proper— that shit is gangster as fuck, bitch. Do you know I'm gonna be walking around my house with this shit on? Yeah, with like my little Speedos under under it. Bitch, you have. Goddamn right. I gotta get some gifts for you, but it's cool because we're gonna kick it in real life.

Yeah, for sure. Well, thank you so much for coming on. Where can people find you?

People can find me at Intrusive Thoughts, uh, across all platforms. My name is G, and if you don't know me, get to know me well. The end.

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