Femi LazarusCEO at Femi Lazarus Consulting

Every person has a story worth telling. This is one story everyone needs to hear. Showing by 7PM WAT

7 Sept 2024 · 1 min

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In this first‑person testimony, the speaker recounts being born and immediately abandoned by his mother, who had become pregnant as an adolescent and chose not to terminate the pregnancy. The mother later explains that she abandoned him to avoid shame for herself and her family, believing he would be a disgrace. The speaker describes the profound anger, rage, and fear that resulted from this abandonment, noting a lasting terror of women who assume a mother‑figure role. The narrative highlights the deep emotional trauma, feelings of betrayal, and the psychological imprint of early maternal rejection.

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I was born and was abandoned. Until I finished my SS3, I didn't know my mom. I was the one that had to look for her. She never— she never looked for me. In fact, when I found my mother, I asked her, why did you abandon me? She said that she got pregnant when she was little and I refused to be terminated. She said she drank even undrinkable because she was trying not to put her mother to shame and her family to shame, and she was a young adolescent that was coming up. So there was nothing she didn't take, but that I refused to die. And then she decided that, okay, since I refused to be terminated. When I am born, she will abandon me. And she did. That was where I felt this woman hates me with a passion because she sees me as her disgrace. And you saw her, what did you feel? I felt anger and rage. I wanted to react, but I was too alone in the world to react at that moment. What she did to me was unimaginable. It made me feel always scared of women that want to come into my life as mother figure. It was like the first woman that brought