Takeover Tuesday: Amy Freudiger

Hey, mama, this is Hannah. And I have got such a treat for you. In today's podcast, I'm talking with Amy Frutiger. You have got to listen to this story. This woman was healed overnight. In fact, she woke up with an entirely different body. You're not going to believe this. Make sure you listen to this story. It's going to change your life. Here's the big question. How are these average, everyday moms getting radical results in their lives? How are they able to transform their health, money, families, homes, and have fun doing it?

The trick?

We're not average. I'm Hannah Keeley and I'm going to spill our secrets and answer your questions right now in that mom show. Everyone. I am so excited today. This is Hannah and. And you know, I always love to bring you the best help you can possibly get with motherhood, actually with life, you know, because the way a mom does everything, it just all depends on her power, the authority she is going to have, the skill set she has. And we have got an amazing guest who I love dearly. Amy Frutiger. And Amy has an incredible story. Story to tell you. And I just, I cannot wait for you to hear this, y'. All. I'm, like, right now, just decide. I'm planted here like this. I am hanging out right here for the next 30 minutes because I am going to find out this incredible story and it is going to change my life. Amy, thank you so much for being here.

Hi. Thank you so much for having me. I am so glad to hang out with everybody today.

Oh, I'm so happy you're here. And actually, Amy is Drinda, Cassie's daughter, who I consider her. We talk a lot. She is my spiritual big sister. And she even said one time she is like, hannah, I'm too young to be your spiritual mom. I am going to be your spiritual big sister. I said, that sounds great to me, baby. So I am just so privileged and honored that Amy is here to share her story with us because it is truly a miraculous story. And I want to thank everyone who is coming on. And let me know where you're tuning in from. Let me know what's going on in your day today. Because Amy's a mom, I'm a mom. We know that life is dramatically different for every mom. Like, we have to deal with everything.

That's right. I just got my kids off to our homeschool co op and running around the house, you know, crazy. And so now I can just sit down and relax with you guys.

Yeah, Relax. Yeah. This is our definition of relaxed. So you know how it is. All right. Awesome. I'm so glad people are here. Fantastic. Keep on tuning in. I want to make sure everyone is inside because this is going to be awesome. I am so happy about this. Ok, now, Amy, first of all, let's just. We have all gone through different struggles and we have all dealt with different problems in our life. Yeah. Thank you, guys. So excited you are tuning in. We have people from all over the place. Fantastic. Now, you struggled for nine years.

Yes.

With unknown illnesses, like you had no idea what was going on in your body. Doctors couldn't figure out anything. You tried and tried. And I know that there are some moms here today, there are some women and maybe even some men here today who are like, you just, you just told my life situation right now. Like, I've been to doctors, I've been to naturopaths, I've been all over the place and I can't figure out what is going on with me. I don't know what's wrong. So share a little bit about that.

Well, I went through those nine years. It started when I was around 18 years old and I started to notice that my stomach got hard. I started having digestion issues. So my mom took me to the doctor thinking, well, maybe it's a digestion problem. Let's find out what's wrong. After a series of doctors, hormone therapists going to different people, internal doctors, they just couldn't figure out what was wrong. And they basically just kind of looked at me and said, well, this is probably just the way that you are. You're going to have to live with it. And I've talked to so many women since then who've actually had the same experience. Doctors don't know everything and they study the human body, but there's a lot we don't know still. And they couldn't figure out what was going on. And so that was kind of really hope crushing because you hope to fix the problem and if you don't know what the problem is, you can't fix it. So through those nine years, I looked like I was six months pregnant. And by the time I was in my early 20s, I was struggling with my body. I hated the way I looked. I hated myself. And I had all sorts of just chronic indigestion and pain. I couldn't lay on my stomach. I couldn't do certain things. I had to stop jogging and working out with any sort of cardio because my muscles hurt so bad in my legs, in my back. My hips, that it would just be debilitating. And leading worship on stage, you know, on the weekends, got to be difficult. Plus I was just so embarrassed at how I looked. And so it was a really, it was a really tough time.

Well, now I have, I know about those stories and I got to tell you. So I've got your book right here. Healed overnight. Amazing book on up. Wait, wait, there we go. Healed overnight. And I pulled this out. I got to tell you, Amy, I pulled this out and getting ready for an interview today and my 11 year old daughter ran it. She's like, oh, I love Amy. I love that book. Like she's, she's read the book.

Well, I wanted to make it short enough where kids and adults could read it. It'd be a short read and it would be a faith booster, you know, so people put it in their purse and they'll hand it to their friends, you know, or people they come across who are ill. Because, I mean, God taught me some things through those nine years. But, you know, I was a pastor's kid and people could have looked at me and been like, does God not heal anymore? Like, what's going on? You know? But there were some things that God had to show me about my beliefs that were not right.

Wow. Now I want to, I want to get into that, but I still want to stay, talk about that struggle because so many people are going through that right now. And the stories you share, like people asking if you were pregnant and all of that, like, and the enemy uses people and circumstances to heap shame on us and also to heap doubt on us. Like, like you said, like, like you get to wondering, like, does God heal? Like, if so, why am I not included in this? And I'm sure you struggled with that.

Yeah, I obviously I questioned my faith and I had heard, I'd grown up in church hearing all these things about God healing people, but I couldn't quite seem to see it for myself. And so, I mean, I literally, one of my darkest moments through this period was me standing in front of a mirror just bawling my eyes out and saying, I hate you. I hate myself. You know, I was talking to myself and saying, I hate you. I hate the way you look, I hate the way you are. Why? You know, I hate this broken body and just pouring out all this evil toward myself. And that God kind of caught me in that moment and I realized there's something wrong on the inside of me. And so it went so much deeper than just the physical problems. And, you know, I Had. My spine was straight because of all these things. So it had no curve in the back. I was in pain all the time.

Actually, by the way, your spine is not supposed to be straight. So people are like, oh, that's a good thing. Yes, yes. You're supposed to have a nice curve curve in your spine. Her spine was straight because of all of the problems she was having internally.

Yeah. So we found out, you know, through this whole thing, we found out my, my organs were displaced. It looked like there was a mass in my abdomen. Into my first year of marriage, you know, I got some more X rays and tests done and I kind of came away with that picture of this, this mass in my abdomen. My, my spine was all messed up, my organs were all out of place. And I had a decision to make in that moment, you know, because they, they could have done a radical surgery and maybe I would never be able to have kids. And I wanted to be a mom so bad. Yeah. And I had to come to that moment of, okay, this is it. Am I going to trust God? Right. Or am I going to have to just, you know, go down the path that the doctors may take me down and just kind of go with it and lose maybe the future, my future children? So that was a decision point in my life. Do I really believe this? Do I really believe that God is real and that he. That what the Bible says is true?

But don't you think, Amy, that all of us have to hit that mark like we see it in other people's lives? And I just got an email from someone who's like, okay, I didn't see my friend, who I know was a believer, healed, and now like she's, it's hard for her to believe it for herself. You can't crawl in that person's head. You have no idea. But there, there comes a point when it's you and God and you have to say, that's right. Despite all this, I trust you.

That's right. Yeah. And I came to that, that point, you know, in the spring of that year. It was a year after we were married and my husband had been walking through this struggle with me and praying over me and just speaking God's word.

Thank God for believing husbands. Like, thank you, J.

He started speaking what God said about me. Instead of that self hatred voice always being there and doubt and unbelief and fear, he started speaking God's word. And I did a fast and I fasted for a week and I said, holy Spirit, show me my heart. Show me What I need to fix so that I can be healed. Because I want to have kids. I don't want to live this way. My whole first year of marriage, I was sick. I couldn't eat. I ended up in the emergency room with infections that would last for 10 days. And they couldn't figure out where it was coming from. And my kidneys, all sorts of things. And so it was like, I don't want this for the rest of my marriage. And God showed me several things. But, you know, the biggest thing he showed me was my identity was all twisted. Who I was as a daughter of God, who I was as a person. When I looked at myself, what did I see? And he showed me that I saw someone who was sick and broken. You know, a broken body, but also a broken spirit. And the Bible says that a broken spirit dries up your bones. It literally can kill you.

Yes. Yes.

I'm sure you come across a lot of women who, they don't believe in themselves. They struggle with self identity, self worth, performance based worth, where you feel like you have to perform, perform to be good enough for love. And if you believe that, you will kill yourself because you will run yourself into the ground and you'll feel like you have to be perfect all the time or you're not worthy of love. And that's the way I was.

Wow.

So I realized these things have got to change. First in my soul realm for my beliefs to change. And then from my beliefs come my words. And from our words, we create our world.

Amen. There is someone who missed that. You're gonna say it again. Because what you just said is the key that unlocks the miracle that people are waiting for. I need you to say that again.

Okay. So my soul realm was all messed up. And I realized I had lies that I believed. And God had to show me those lies. And I had to tear them down with the word of God.

Right.

So my soul realm could be healed. And from that healing of my soul realm, beliefs could get down in my heart. My beliefs could change in my heart. And from our beliefs comes our words. What we speak out of the heart, the mouth speaks.

Yes.

And then from our words, we create our world. We create our future. We create our destinies. And I was speaking things about myself that were wrong. I was saying things about myself. Oh, I always do this. Oh, I'm so stupid. Oh, I hate my body. I hate the way I look. Why can't I look like her? Why can't I do like her? Why can't I Be organized like her. You know, all those negative thoughts about myself, like, what's wrong with me? I'm broken, damaged goods. And that belief right there caused my body to be broken. And I am so convinced of that. And so I had to change my soul realm. That belief could finally get back down into my heart, my belief in God. And from my heart I started speaking the word of God. And so I went on a 30 day challenge where I spoke scriptures out loud over myself, healing scriptures three or four times a day. And I turned off the tv, the radio, Instagram, so nothing could bombard you.

You could get no other message than your identity in Christ. That is so powerful. Because sometimes we'll say, well, I'm going to only speak this. But when we're constantly hearing the world, it's hard to frame up our, our world with God's word.

So you turn it off. I mean, you can't watch a regular nice TV program, whatever it may be, without seeing commercials about prescriptions. And if you've had, you know, the chickenpox and the shingles virus is already in your body and all those things.

The symptoms that they say really fast.

And then you're like suicidal thoughts. Yeah. Do you have this? Do you have that? Do you have that? Yeah. Oh my gosh. Yeah, I do feel a little depressed today. Oh my gosh. I need to go to the doctor. You know, it's this downward spiral. So I shut off all of those things because every time I tried to believe God through those nine years, something would happen or Satan would have someone say something to me that got me down again, got me hurt, got me emotionally insecure again. And I couldn't get myself to that place of confidence. And faith is just simply unshakable confidence in Father God. And so I had to receive that love of God for my self worth. I had to receive his love, my identity, and realize that healed is not just what I'm trying to become, it's who I am.

Oh, you heard what she said. Healed is not something she was trying to become. It's something she is. I was talking with a woman yesterday, Amy, who is believing for healing. And she said, you know, I believe that I am being healed. I said, no, no, you are already healed.

Right?

And you're transforming your mind to believe that about yourself. Because, I mean, even God's word said that he wants us to prosper and be in good health. Just as our soul prospers. Our soul has to prosper before we're ever going to get it on the Outside. Because I bet during that struggle, Amy, it was like, the minute I see this, a lot of times, if the soul issue is not fixed, then the physical symptoms are just going to keep popping up like, whack a mole. Like, okay, maybe I. Hormones.

Okay.

Oh, yeah, fix that with my diet. Okay. So it's like playing, like, physical, whack a mole until you fix that sole issue.

Because you're just pulling up the leaves off the plant. You're not getting to the root of the problem. And fear. Fear was another thing that I dealt with. Obviously, fear is a huge issue with people who are battling illness. Yeah. What if. And there was a lady who came and heard my story. She had had asthma, chronic asthma, to the point of, like, she lived in the hospital when she was a kid. So bad she heard my story, and she realized she had also accepted, that's who I am. An asthmatic is who I am. That's my identity. And here she was in her 30s, and she realized, oh, my gosh, I don't have to live this way. So she literally reached out in faith and to say, God, I'm throwing away this inhaler. I'm throwing away these pills, these steroids I have to take every night. Like, she had them under her pillow, in her purse, everywhere she went. Yeah. And God told her to do that. I'm not telling anybody else to do that.

You know, unless God talks to you and tells you, I have an inhaler. I am not an asthmatic. I will tell you that for sure. But every now and then, I'll need it. I'm not going to say, like, I'm an asthmatic. I'll say, you know, I am healed. Absolutely. I do not have any trace of that. If I need to treat a symptom, I'll treat a symptom. So if God tells you, get rid of it, get rid of it.

So, you know, I'm not telling anybody to throw away whatever it may be. But it was an act of faith on her part, and she knew that's what it was. Take off that illness as her identity. So she did it. The next day, she woke up and didn't take, you know, anything. And she was like, I'm healed. They planned to go to the zoo, if, you know, her and her boys started planning going to the zoo. She started to get symptoms, and she had that decision, okay, what am I going to do? I've thrown away my medication. So she got out the scriptures that she had written down the night before when I prayed with her and she started speaking those out loud and marching around her living room and saying, I am not going back from that moment. This is four years later. She has never had another symptom since then, and it completely was gone. So now you got me encouraged. There comes a moment when you have to take that stand. And so I came to that moment of, okay, that 30 day challenge. I shut off every other message and every other voice and anytime the enemy would try to come to me with lies, it's not going to work this time either. Oh, you're going to be this way the rest of your life. You're not going to have kids. All those lies, every time they started to come, I wouldn't even let Satan finish his sentence. I would start speaking the word of God. Amen.

Amen.

Romans 8:11 says, the same power that brought Jesus out of the grave is now healing and quickening my mortal body by the power of the spirit that dwells in me. You know, so I got out my scriptures, I memorized those scriptures, and I spoke those out loud for 30 days. And something changed on the inside of me.

Now let's talk about that.

Okay.

Okay. Was there, like, was that a specific moment or. Because how long did this process last? You said that you did a 30 day challenge. Yes, that's right.

Tammy, no word curses.

That's right. I love it. I love it.

Yeah. So it was a reprogramming that had to happen from the inside out.

Okay. So you decided, I'm going to do this 30 day challenge. And what did you. What did you. I don't want to say the word feel because we don't go by feelings, we go by our beliefs. But what did you sense changing in you?

Yeah. So obviously we don't walk by our feelings, but our feelings do follow.

Yes.

So, you know, and our soul is not the strongest entity in our life. Our spirits actually should be. So the problem with me was I was living out of my soul realm. And my physical issues then were second and my spirit was last and it was malnourished. And so I spent those 30 days building my spirit and I didn't feel a thing. Like the first week I did it, I mean, I didn't feel anything. I was encouraged to see, to see with my eyes. These are God's promises to me. But I didn't feel anything.

Okay, everyone got that. She felt no physical change.

Nope.

No physical change. She felt no physical.

No. In fact, it was really bad. I mean, physically, I felt really bad. It was one of the worst times for This, I had just come off of a 10 day infection that landed me in the ER. It came back, you know, a couple weeks later. So it was just. It was a really hard time. So.

Well, you know, Satan puts up the opposition when you are right, getting, getting closer to your miracle. So that's just a good sign, you know.

That's exactly. So that first week I didn't feel a thing. Even. Even inside I was, you know. But the second week, something started to change and I started to get a little excited. And every weekend, actually during this time, my dad was preaching on healing. And it's a series called Live Whole if you want to get it. It is incredible. So every weekend he had healing testimonies. People who had been healed in our church of cancer, you know, who were planning their own funeral and God raised them.

Wow.

Someone was raised from the dead. I mean, these were like crazy miracles.

By the way, that Gary could see and go to Faith Life Church, right?

Yeah, yeah. Faith Life Church is our church. The Live Whole series is on Gary cassie.com. okay. So it is amazing.

Anointed. So good.

Yeah. But I listen to that throughout the week as well. So I'd get the cd, I would listen to that every single day. The message from that past weekend, I'd speak those scriptures. The second week, something started to change inside of me, my belief about myself. So I started to see and get excited that I could be healed. This was real. Yeah, this could change me. The third week, there came a moment where I was speaking my scriptures out loud. You know, by his stripes I was healed. And all these things that I was speaking from the word of God. And all of a sudden I started to laugh and I started to cry. I realized that, oh my gosh, this is who I am. Yes, Just something I'm trying to become. This is who I am. This is real. This is. It's done. You know, I just had this sense of, oh my goodness, I am the healed of the Lord. And it was like you got it down in your soul finally. It's like you plant seeds and then you water them and you water them and you don't see it come up out of the ground yet. But finally that tree grows and it shades out all of the fear. It blocks out all of the emotions that you felt before. So joy. I mean, people ask me, well, what does it feel like to be in faith? You know, we use that term like in faith. How do you get in faith? And it is literally just agreement with heaven and unshakable confidence in Father God and what he said, but it feels like joy.

Yeah. Yes. Oh, I love that.

That's the feeling that comes with being in faith.

Because, like, the joy comes because when. When you have convinced your spirit of the truth of this.

That's right.

Like, finally you've been saying it. You've been saying it. Let's say someone's dealing with. Dealing with poverty right now. They're dealing with life. They don't know how to pay their bills and they do this 30 day fast and they're like, I'm only going to speak God's abundance over my life, his wealth, his riches. I walk in riches. And so. And then you get to that point where the words finally have taken root and you're like, wait, it's really true.

It's really true.

This is my lot in life. I get this. I'm entitled to it. It's mine.

I.

And that's when it bursts forth. And that's when this bursts forth in your body. You finally realize, wait, no, no, it really is true.

That's right. Well, actually, Hannah, it happened on the inside first. But I always say, you know, sometimes I think there's this little gap between what happens in the spiritual realm and what happens or how it manifests in the natural. Because the natural. Slower than the spirit realm.

Yes.

You know that like angels are around us, but they're, they're, they're flying at the speed, speed of the spirit realm. The natural realm is a lot slower. So that moment came and I told my husband, I came and found him. I was dancing around the house like a crazy woman. And I was like, I'm healed, babe. Like. And he looks at me and he's like, yeah, you're healed. But like, you look the same. You know, nothing's changed. I said tomorrow night was. It was church. I said, we're going to go forward. We're going to have the elders lay hands on me and come into agreement with God's word and have them anoint me with oil like it says to do in James. And from that moment forward, it's done. It is finished. I am. I am not going to be the same.

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So we did that, and they prayed with me. And I knew that it was done. I knew that. I knew that you could not convince me. A doctor couldn't walk up to me and say, you're going to be this way the rest of your life. I would not have even heard it. But I walked away from the altar the exact same way as I walked down to the altar. So there were two weeks between when I received that prayer and when the change happened. I'll tell you about that in a minute that I had to keep standing. And some of you guys, you know, you've come to that point of, I agree with God's word and it's mine, but you haven't seen it in the natural realm yet. And I believe that, you know, it takes time sometimes for everything to come into alignment. So my body had been this way for nine years, and the truth of God's word was now restoring my body. And I couldn't see it on the outside, though, but I knew it was done. So two weeks later, every time those thoughts came, oh, it didn't work this time, or whatever. They totally bounced off this time. I didn't even receive them because the word of God was so strong inside of me by that point. That's what the shield of faith means. We have the shield of faith. It means literally, those thoughts just bounce off. They don't affect your emotions. They don't get you down again. And that's what happened. So those two weeks, I had that decision to make again. Like, okay, I am healed. It's done. It is finished. I went to bed one night, I weighed myself, you know, I was in so much pain. Brushed my teeth, laid down, and I had. I was just. My physical body was just not good. It was not good. But I said, lord, I thank you tonight as I go to sleep that I am the healed of the Lord. And I just trust you that I am healed. Like I did every night, you know? Yeah, yeah, I've been doing.

There's something here. Wait. Like she did every night leading up to that. Like she did for weeks and weeks and weeks, not seeing any. Not seeing any change. She went ahead with the same routine that she had in place of thanking God that she was already healed. Just. I had to call attention to that. Because it was a routine you had in place every single day.

That's right. And you talk about this a lot in other areas, too, but having that fallback plan, that routine, it will save you in those moments when it seems like chaos is trying to come and you have that fallback of no. So, I mean, I had my iPhone filled with scriptures, and anytime, wherever I was, I don't care if I was at the grocery store, I would pull those out and be like, no, this is what the word of God says. So that night, I went to sleep with my husband and read those scriptures again, like I did three or four times a day, out loud. Because it's good for your body to hear your own voice speaking.

Your mind's got to hear your mouth.

Exactly. And I woke up the next morning, and I felt different. I slept like a baby. Like, I did not have a dream. People, like, did an angel show up in your room? I have no idea, because I was out like a baby, sleeping soundly. Woke up the next morning, and I sat up in bed. And when I sat up, I didn't feel that hard growth in my abdomen. And I felt my stomach, and I was like, oh, my gosh, it's soft. My husband looks over at me and he says, babe, you better go look in the mirror. What happened to your body? And I ran to the mirror, and I literally did not recognize myself. I mean, it was so drastic. My spine was curved. My legs didn't ache. My stomach was so soft and flat. And I went. Ran and weighed myself, because I had weighed myself the night before, which I typically don't do every day. Like, I don't want to be depressed every day, but I did that night for some reason. And I also had just been measured for a dress that I needed to wear for a wedding, a bridesmaid wedding. So I measured my waist, and I weighed myself, and I had lost 13 lbs. 9 inches in my waist was gone literally overnight as I slept. And from that day to this, I literally have never had another symptom. I have never had another problem. I have not had indigestion. I have not had pain. I have not had another infection in any of my organs. And it completely rocked my world and my church. I mean, I was the worship leader. So when I got up on stage to sing, everybody was just like, they couldn't believe that this was me.

Give me the numbers again. I gotta hear the numbers again.

I had lost 13 pounds overnight. 9 inches in my waist. 9 inches in my waist, gone overnight. And these, I don't know if you can see, but these two were taken.

I want you to show.

Okay. These two pictures were taken within eight hours.

Oh.

So I don't know if you can see, but you can see the growth and in my abdomen and I have the spinal pictures and all of that. They're on my website, healedovernight.com and you.

Can read more about it. But that is incredible. That is amazing.

Wow. So. But the thing was my faith saw this before, this after picture. My faith saw that after picture when I was still living in the before.

Yeah.

And that's what you have to realize is when you're still living in the before, your faith has to literally visualize the after. What are you, what is it that God has promised you? And I saw myself healed. Even before I received that physical healing. I saw and I, I imagined what it would be like to live without pain, to live like normal people. To buy the same clothes that other girls got to, to buy instead of maternity clothes. Like literally I, I had to buy, you know, baby doll tops and maternity type looking stuff before. But now, you know, my mom took me out shopping that week and she's like, let's go shopping.

We are hitting Bloomingdale. We're hitting Dillards. We are hitting, we're hitting, we're hitting all the stores.

So you know, I, but I, I looked like, I almost looked like a skeleton when I, when I was healed because my body was so malnourished from all of these issues that I was like, I'm 510 and I was like 119 pounds. So it took some time for my body to actually like start to gain a little bit of weight and you know, start to be like strong again. Yeah. But that malnourishment went away and all of everything. I got X rays done later and everything's back in place. All my organs, my spine was, was perfect.

Yeah. You have those in here too. Like you have like your X rays and everything. The, I mean I, I could not get over this. Amazing. Absolutely amazing.

So God, God is awesome. But the thing is, Hanni, Hannah, people think that oh God just did a miracle in Amy's life. Isn't that cool?

He's no respecter person.

Everybody. That's right, everybody who is a child of God has the same identity as I do. That healed is who I am. Everybody who's a child of God has the same promises that I do. There are, I think it's over 900 promises in the Bible. Yeah. So whatever your situation, if it's not health and physical issues that you're dealing with, maybe it's emotional, maybe it's depression, maybe it's poverty and lack, whatever it is. There is a promise that you can find in the Word that gives you the answer, but you have to put in the work. I mean, I was sick for nine years and I could have done like three days of reading the scriptures and be like, oh, it doesn't work. I'm still sick. And I have people tell me that they've been sick for 20, 30 years and they want that instant miracle. And obviously the gifts of healing do flow. But the same thing that got you sick before could get you sick again. That belief, that heart issue that I had, it didn't matter if God instantly healed me before I dealt with that. That self hatred would have broken down this body again. So I had to deal with the soul issues and the heart beliefs before God could come in and heal my body. So it's an order of progression that is important not to. So don't get discouraged if you're believing God and you're like, why isn't that happening yet? You know, sometimes if we have like 20 years of sickness, we have a lot of strongholds built up in our minds that we got to tear down. And I did for nine years. It took me, you know, that fast of finding out what was wrong with my heart. God showing me the issues, the unforgiveness, the fear, the self hatred. And then it took the 30 days of just pulling that junk out and putting the right stuff in for me to overcome those nine years of disappointment and things I went through. So that's important.

It is so important because I think even when we, like you said, some people will come to you and say, why isn't it happening yet? You're still displaying by those words that you still have the identity of a sick person or a broke person or a depressed person, or you have anxiety or whatever it is, you still have that identity. If you're saying why hasn't it happened yet? But if you're believing we've got to, God tells us that we can call the end from the beginning. We can say, this is my identity and I believe it. And you had to get to that point. And it isn't easy. It isn't easy to take like nine years of one message and just literally, it's like de brainwashing. It's getting back to who God designed you to be.

Yes. And there darkness had taken some territory in my mind. And I realized that so literally, when the Bible says to take captive every thought and make it obedient to Christ, it's like you're taking a hostage in war you have to treat it that way. And sometimes familiar thoughts feel like you. They feel like, oh, that's me. But that's actually a demonic thought. That's a demonic spirit that is trying to convince you something and twist your identity. And so I had to separate that spirit of infirmity from me and who I was. I had to separate that spirit of self hatred and reject that instead of rejecting me. Because it's weird, that thing turns and it wants you to reject yourself instead of rejecting it. So I had to separate the darkness from the light. And that's what the word of God does. It's a lamp to our feet and a light to our path. And then the Holy Spirit is our counselor and he's our comforter. So he would show me and say, amy, what are you talking about yourself like that for what? You know, you have some hurt and unforgiveness that you need to deal with. You have this and that. That's not fun, though, to hear those.

No, no, no, it's not. But that's where that tough love is like. Look, you have to change who you are on the inside if it's ever going to happen on the outside. And that's why God's word. Word is the essential element. You cannot. You cannot conquer without it. You can't be victorious. You can't even fight without it, because it divides truth from reality. Because the reality that you're living right now may not necessarily be the truth. And the truth is what God designs you to live. And when you, like, look in God's word as your weapon. All right, God, show me what's true about me.

Not.

Not what the doctor says and not what my bank statement says. Show me what's true about me. And when we get that into our heart, and it does take time, because I always think about it this way, Amy. I think about, like, when we plant seeds, it would be like us going out there and saying, well, I guess that tomato plant didn't work, because I'm not seeing it. Things are happening in the spiritual realm and it's. And faith is the substance of things.

That we're hoping for.

Is that evidence. Like, we don't need the evidence in our body or in our bank account because the evidence comes from that belief that it is a done deal. And that's like that day that you started laughing about the reality of it. I believe that's. That's when the tide turned. Do you believe that?

That's absolutely. That's when I knew that I knew that I knew that I was healed, and that's what my identity was in that moment. And it took that length of time of shutting off everything else and really focusing and honing in on what God's messages were to me and his system of operation. You know, I was living by Satan's playbook basically before I was totally receiving everything he said about me and my body.

And basically, I need to say something really quick because this is like, Amy Gary and Drenda Cassie are faith people. So it's not like she could just get that by association. You know, this is your battle. And I think some people are like, well, you know, my kids should be like that, or I don't know why my spouse is like this. Not something that just happens when you're in the company of believers and you're in that company of the faith message. It's something you have to take. Your headaches not going to be, you know, you're not going to have pain relieved from your headache by someone else taking aspirin. It's like, no, I need to take God's word. I need to take it in and I need to do this. No one else. You can ask people to pray for you night and day, but until you get that belief in place, ain't nothing gonna happen, baby.

Man, that's so true, Hannah. And I've had a lot of people come to me asking for them to. For me to pray for them. And I agree. But then I'll ask them and try to locate what they're believing for. And they can't take. Tell me, right, can't tell me one scripture that they're standing on. And they. They just hope that someone else's faith will do the work for them. And like I said, the gifts of healing do flow. Yes. And God does do that sometimes, especially to show unbelievers who he is and unbeliever's life. And we're like, wait a second, how'd that happen? But there's something about building your own faith that will sustain you through every storm. So what I learned through that situation has given me strength to conquer other issues in my life and other circumstances. But, yeah, my parents taught me healing since I was a little girl. But I had let some other things overshadow who I truly was and who God said I was. And so I had to look at those facts. It's okay to look at the facts that the doctors are telling you, as long as they don't become your truth.

Right?

And some people ask me, well, is it okay to, like, say. Say, like, I'm battling Crohn's or I'm, you know, I. I've been diagnosed with something. And I said, absolutely, it's okay to say I've been diagnosed with this. Here are the symptoms. And maybe even, like you said, you'll deal with the symptoms with a temporary solution, like a medication.

Right.

The temptation is to let that become the identity of the situation. Truth. And so that's where you have to be careful and realize, like, the truth says that by his wounds I was set free and healed of all my infirmities. Even though these are the facts, that's separate. That's in the natural realm and the supernatural realm is so much stronger and so much bigger. And God's promises are so much real.

Yeah.

More real than anything we face in this world. So we can't put our trust in doctors. That's very easy to do in the United States. And I do believe that's why we don't have as many miracles. I do, too, in India and places like. Like that, where literally people have no other choice but to believe God or.

Like, people are being resurrected. Like. Like blindness is being healed.

Oh, yeah, we just.

Yeah, it's kind of like we tend to. Yeah, it's like the afterthought. But this needs to be our first go to. Is going to God's word. Now, I want to. I would love for you to pray over everyone who is tuning in, but I definitely want to give a shout out if you have not read Healed Overnight. And this is a book like, my kids love. Like my middle schoolers, they loved this book as one of their favorites. And I loved it. It's like, it has no age limits, no gender limitations, nothing. Also. And also, can they. Can they get this off Gary Kase.

They can. They can get on Amazon if you're an Amazon.

Amazon. Yeah. I'm not at all. I bought it off.

It's on Kindle or. Yeah. Ibooks and also Gary C. Dot com.

Okay.

Ministry as well. So.

Yeah, Well, I want to write. Oh, I almost spelled Cassie. It's K E. E. S E. K.

E, S E. I put like E.

I was trying to get it out there really fast.

Yeah. You can also go to healedovernight.com and.

Oh, let me write that down.

That's my blog. And yeah, some of my music is on there as well.

Awesome. Awesome. Healed overnight. Yes.com and also that, Gary, Cassie.com is where you can also find Live whole.

Live whole series that I think everyone.

Needs to get Their hands on you cannot get enough good faith teaching. Get it down in your heart and make sure you go to healed every night.

How many fear messages do we hear every day? We need to realize, oh my gosh, I'm seeing and hearing all these fear messages. How am I combating that? With what am I fighting? Totally weapons. Am I giving my spirit to fight that battle and get them in your hand, man.

Powerful, powerful message. Thank you so much, Amy. I just, I love your story and I especially love the hope that comes with is powerful, powerful.

I want to tell someone, I just feel this really strongly. This is your year. This is going to be your healthiest year yet. So just write that on your wall, write that down somewhere. This is my healthiest year yet. And that encompasses a lot of different areas. Emotional health, spiritual health, physical health, and also what we do to help our bodies stay healthy. But this is just make that your confession. This is my healthiest year yet.

I want people to in comments. I want people to like, let's start making this message, our message right now. This is my healthiest year ever. Like, put that in there, put that in the comments. Believe it right now. And let's start making that our confession.

Amen. And that also applies to your well being, your soul realm as well. Because we can get heartsick as women. They say one in three women battle depression. And I think some of that comes from the fact that we do put ourselves last in taking those first advances, to fight off the enemy and to take time with God as women, as moms, to take time with God and to really be with him, make him the love of our lives, make him the man of our dreams and stop trying to make our husbands be that or other people be that in our lives. But it's got to be him and us. And as women, if we will do that, he will totally reinvigorate our lives and give us that fresh breath that we need to fight depression, to fight discouragement, to get the hope back in our lives.

Yes, praise God. We do not need to be struggling under depression, but God created us for a life of joy. And I want to give a shout out to Charlotte and Lori and Angela and Carrie, Jessica, Casey, Joe, Tiffany, Babette, Akisha, Jamie, Van, Andrea, Lacey, Theresa, Tiffany, Janet. I mean, it's just Sherry, Estrella. This is going on and on. This is our healthiest year ever. Praise God. Thank you so much, Amy. If you pray over us. And I want to remind you it's not that she's praying, healing over us, because your healing's already happened. It's just. God, show me like show me who I really am. Thank you Amy.

If you pray over us. Amen. Father, thank you so much for your word and thank you so much for who you are. I thank you that you are the life giver, you are the sustainer of our lives, God, you're the breath of life in us. And right now we receive that breath of life. God, just breathe into us this year a fresh power and hope, God, to see things change not just for us, but for those around us who need to hear our stories, our testimonies, our miracles. God, I thank you today for every person who's watching right now. I speak the blood of Jesus over them and I bind the enemy. And I just say for my sisters watching, God, that you would strengthen them by your spirit and that your courage would surround them like a shield, a strong shield so that all that fear bounces off and it does not touch them. And Holy Spirit, I ask that you would just speak to them over the next several days. Just show them God, what it is that you would love to see changed in their heart. God, in their belief, in their mindsets about themselves. Lord, show them their self worth, show them their identity and as your daughters, how much you absolutely adore them and love them, God, how much you just admire and just you're so proud of them, Father, all the good thoughts you have towards us, help them to hear those thoughts and not the thoughts of the enemy, not the lies that the enemy would try to bring against us to twist our identity or to hurt us. God and I just bind the spirit of infirmity as well from these women of God. I thank you Lord that they take their stand against that spirit that would try to break down their bodies and they do not allow that voice any longer. They speak by the power in the name of Jesus. God, you said in your word that we can be healed. We can live a long and satisfying life on the earth. God, that healed is who we are. Jesus, that you have given us the power, the keys of the kingdom to bind up and throw out, kick out anything the enemy would try to bring. And Lord, I thank you that these women of God won't even let Satan finish his sentence. They won't even let him speak one to their life, God. But Lord, they speak your truth and they see change happen. They can laugh at the days to come because grace and honor are their shield and their reward. I thank you Lord. Their children rise up and call them blessed. God, if there's anyone barren I thank you, Lord God, that you give them that child that they want right now in Jesus name. If there's someone diagnosed with breast cancer, God, we just come against that. In Jesus name, we speak health and healing to their body. I thank you, Lord God, for every disease that, that. That human beings have discovered or would come down with. Jesus, for every stripe on your back, it was written one of those diseases. Yes, thank you, Lord, for every stripe you took on your back in that whipping. God, you took every disease, every sickness, every tumor, every spirit of depression and discouragement. God, every soul sickness. You took it on your body so we wouldn't have to live in it. God, we thank you right now for your healing, anointing, flowing in our families, lives, in our households, in the atmosphere of our life. God and I thank you that you help these women to speak your word as bold and courageous daughters of the most high. We thank you for it today in Jesus name, Amen.

Amen. I need to say something really quick. Somebody felt a shift and somebody felt hope wake up in their life. And I need to tell you that the enemy is going to come after that and say, well, that was just an emotional thing. I need to share that with you because that was a very clear message while she was praying that I received from the Holy Spirit that someone felt that shift happen and they felt hope come alive. And you will think the enemy will try to convince you. Oh, it was just an emotional thing. You were just all caught up. No, it's not. That's the truth. That is the truth of who you are. So thank you so much, Amy. I love you, love your whole family. You have been such a blessing to us.

Thank you so much. It's good to hang out with you girls and just encourage everybody. You know, I have two kids. God bless me with my miracle babies. I have one on the way in five weeks.

Five weeks.

Yeah. So my third. My third is on the way. So you know what? But they're my walking miracles. They are my milestones of God's work in my life. So if God's done something for you in the past, put those milestones up and look at them and remind yourself of who he is. And don't be discouraged by all the things that the enemy would try to bring, because greater is he that's in you than anything in this world. So thank you guys so much for letting me hang out with you guys. Thank you.

Have a so much.

Bye.

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