Two women share stories of seeking validation through relationships. One lost her virginity at 11 and spent years chasing older men for attention; the other brought her sister to sleep with the same men, blurring family boundaries. Both reflect on looking for love in the wrong places and finding their way toward self-acceptance.
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This is my blood sister we are talking about. I brung her around two guys and I had sexual interaction with these guys. Like, listen, I wasn't like, you know, really locked in with these guys, but I dealt with them. Yeah. And she had oral sex with both of these guys. Oh.
I came from an adopted family that was not really, I was neglected, I was abused. Okay. So when I met my family, I really just wanted I wanted like a mom to listen to me. I wanted sisters, siblings who played with me, who made me feel special. I grew up, I lost my virginity at 11, y'all. So I did grow up young, being sexual, and I do mess with older guys, but it's just simply because that's what, they listen to me and they pay attention to me, but at the end of the day, I look for love in the wrong places. And I learned and I had to grow from sleeping with dudes that didn't care about me. And you know, it definitely had an insecurity about size and stuff, but you know, now I love myself. You know what I'm saying? It's always gonna be big sexy.