Evening Prayer I Shame + Gratitude I God is My Business Plan

All right, this is my little moon, full moon ceremony. I've got some crystals that I am cleaning, and I've got a really powerful stone here that activates abundance. I've got some obsidian that's clearing out any negative energy. I love the goddess Isis. She's here as a guide. And we're gonna do a full moon practice. So you're not gonna see me very well. That's okay. Because you're out here with me literally sitting underneath the full moon. And as I began recording this for you, it is 1111. Of course it is. Right. So I'm gonna turn this camera around. We're gonna do a beau. So I don't think you can see me, but that's okay. I want you to just listen in, and I'm gonna put a blanket over my head because it's freezing. Okay? So I want you to take a nice breath in and you're gonna breathe out with me. Breathe in and you're gonna breathe out. We're just gonna clear out any energy that's not serving you, Anybody's energy that you picked up today. We're gonna breathe in again and we're gonna breathe out. We're gonna call in all of our angels and our guides and those who are here to support us. Those who are here to support this moon practice. Sorry. Who are here to support us as we do this beautiful practice. We're gonna invite them to come and hold space with us, to lead, guide, and direct this session that we can see visions and hear divine inspiration. We're going to bless our bodies. We're going to ask that light will touch our ears, our third eyes and our lips, that we may hear what needs to be heard, see and use all of our spiritual gifts, and speak only what needs to be spoken. Take a nice breath in and breathing out. So in this beautiful space base, what I'm being called tonight in this moon practice is two things. One is to release any shame around anything in my life that's currently loud. So any shame, shame around a decision, shame around a mistake. So we're going to release shame first, and then we're going to lean into gratitude for that thing. Okay? So I need to breathe in. Go down into your lower belly, because that is where shame lives. And I want you to think about most recently, or it could be something from the past that's really loud for you, but something that feels the feeling of shame. It wakes up the feeling of shame in your body. We're going to ask the divine light to go within and Gather it, place it in a sphere of light, and we're going to actually just hand it over onto the place that sits between your heart and God's heart. And you're going to let it sit there. I call that an altar. But you can call whatever you want. I want you to just kind of look at this situation. It's completely encircled with light. So it's not going to activate your feeling of shame right now. Instead, it's like a third party view. It's like you're looking at a movie. I want you to see this situation like you're watching a movie. And in this space, as you're looking at this shame, I am going to ask that you will be shown gratitude for that situation, that mistake, whatever it was, so that you can actually see how it was for you. Whatever this situation was, it was for you. Even if it brought up shame, even if it created shame, this situation actually happened for you. This mistake actually happened for you. You're going to look at it. Sorry, this cold weather is getting into my chest. You're going to look at that shame and then you're going to witness how it happened for you. Take a nice breath in. Breathing out the gratitude wipes out the shame. It's wiped it clear out of your sacral chakra. It has no place in you. The shame is dissolved and dissipated in this moment of gratitude. Now, breathing in, breathing out, and breathing in and out. There we go. Now, in full moon, we get to really activate gratitude. So I want you to sit here, put your place, your place of attention into your heart. And I want you to ask. Ask to see what you are grateful for. And then I want you to speak them out loud. So you're going to say, I am so deeply grateful for. Say it out loud. So deeply grateful for this moment, this beautiful full moon and this light and this weather. So deeply grateful to be here with you. So deeply grateful to be a medium, to help people write books. So deeply grateful to be a mother. I'm so deeply grateful that everything is always working out for me. Even in the hell, even in the hard. I'm so deeply grateful for all of the grief that has expanded my heart and softened my walls. So deeply grateful. Ah. I'm so deeply grateful. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I want you to imagine that as you say these gratitudes out loud, whatever you're grateful for, that your sacral chakra softens, that's your lower belly. And any leftover shame completely dissipates when within the presence of this gratitude, the gratitude heals the shame. The gratitude dissipates the shame. And in its place is high, pulsing creation. Creation that fills your whole being. Creation that pulses through your cells. Your vibrational frequency. Creation is now activated. Breathing in and out, imagining this beautiful, warm, honey, golden, divine love coming through the crown of your head. It's going to move all the way down your body, softening your nervous system, softening your heart, softening you all the way down to the soles of your feet. We're going to create a really beautiful shield of light. It's going to protect you. It's going to cocoon you in so much love and protection. And then I want you to speak out. However many things that you want to manifest this month. Going to use the power of the full moon, this pink full moon, to help activate your manifestations. You're going to breathe it in from the base of your belly, all the way up into your heart. Breathe that in. And as you breathe out, you're going to let it expand out your heart, down your arms and out your hands. Breathe it up again and out. Now I want you to speak out loud what you are manifesting. And you're going to speak as though it's already here. I am so deeply grateful for. And then you're going to speak it out loud. So I am manifesting the perfect fit people to come to my new event who have massive creations in their heart. They have books to write, they have programs to create. They have a message to give to the world. That they are magnetized to me under grace and imperfect ways. That their paths line with my path, that they will be at my event, that I can activate creation inside of them. And that magic and miracles will follow their footsteps. So it goes something like that. So I want you to manifest what you want, what you desire, and you speak it in the terms that it's already happened, I'm so deeply grateful for. And then speak as though it's already been done. Let it land in your body. Let it land in your body. Keep breathing it up from the sacral chakra up into your heart and out. Let's do it again. Let's go. Speak it loud. I want you to hear yourself say exactly what you want. Get super laser focused on what you want. Bring it all the way up from the center of your being, out through your arms, out through your heart, up through the crown and the top of your head. Here we go. You're going to change the vibrational frequency inside of your body to match that of your manifestation. Let's bring it all the way up. Let's bring it all the way up. Let's bring it all the way up. Matching exactly the result that you're wanting. You must be a vibrational match for what you desire. Be the match. Breathe it up. Let's go all the way up. From the sacral chakra up into the heart and out. One more. Here we go. And meet your future self right here, right now. Who has already manifested these beautiful creations. And I want you to ask one thing. What was my next step from this moment? What was my next step to this manifestation? Receive it. Hear it now. All right. We're going to wrap this beautiful manifestation in love. We're going to hand it over to God. And we're going to surrender our will. In the words of Florence Scovel Shinn, I place this desire on the altar. Not my will, but thy will. Not my time, but thy time. Under grace and imperfect ways, breathing in and expanding throughout your whole entire being. All right. Grounding yourself back into the space, space and time by taking your shoulders up to your ears and dropping them down five times. Up and down. Here we go. And three and four and five. Shake, shake, shake. Get yourself back in your body. Wrapping you from the crown of your head all the way down to the soles of your feet. My dear friend, what a beautiful evening this was. Sending you all my love. I will see you in the morning.