Evening Prayer I You ARE Good Enough I God is My Business Plan

Welcome, welcome, welcome to this beautiful. This beautiful night. So grateful to come out here to my sacred tent. So grateful to sit here with you and create this video, this practice. So are you ready? Are you ready for God? Is my business plan the place where we get to connect in to our hearts, connect to our intuition, our spiritual gifts, connect to God, create all the magic. So. So let's jump in. I'm so excited because I've never brought this drum to our sacred practice. This is one of my most. Well, they're all sacred, so they're all equally sacred. But this is the one that I keep next to my bed. This is like my personal drum that I use quite often. And I'm so excited to show you my Isis drum. So Isis, Isis is such a powerful guide for me. She is the guide that reminds me to rise like a phoenix. No matter how many trials or heartaches or broken things that happen, Isis is the reminder of the inner fire, the inner phoenix. So as I was coming down here, I like, heard, like, she's supposed to be here tonight. So let's see what this practice is tonight. Let's start off with some. Some drumming. So you're just going to do some deep breaths all the way down to your lower belly, all the way up to the top. We might do some holding, I don't know. Let's see where we go. Okay. So breathing in. Oh, how beautiful is that? Breathing in. And in. Hold. And out. And hold. Thank you, thank you, thank you, drum. We're going to start with the sacred creative process. We're going to have this beautiful oil. Take a nice deep breath in, allowing this oil to move through your body. Rub it all over, get all nice and deep into your skin. Right? So breathing in, breathing out. There we go. We're going to invite this beautiful divine light to come through the crown of your head. So palms up on your knees tonight, shoulders up, open your heart. Space, breathing in the light, allowing it to move through your body. Cleaning, cleansing, clearing the space from within. Around, below, above, all the way down through the soles of your feet, Breathing in the light, waking up your gifts of seeing, your gifts of hearing, your gifts of knowing, all of your spiritual gifts. We're going to wake them up in and through the divine light that they will be here, present. We're going to breathe one more in, allowing the light to move all the way down through your body, out to your toes, up and around your body, sealing it up at your toes to be an added form of protection to infuse and Insulate you with light. We're going to call in our angels, our guides, our leaders, those who are here to help us, to support us, to guide us. Those who are here to help you with your work, we're going to call them in and into the divine light to help us tonight to hold this space, and also to bless you and your work. We're going to ask that light will touch our ears, that we will spiritually hear what needs to be heard. The light will touch our third eye, that will have access to all of our spiritual gifts. The light will cleanse our lips, that we speak only what needs to be spoken. Deep breath in. Breathing out. All right, all right. So let's see. What do we do tonight? My mind is very noisy tonight. I have literally just had five ideas that were my ideas. So really trying to quiet my mind. Do you ever experience that? I'm sure you have. So I'm gonna really. I'm gonna actually cover my mind, actually. No, no, we're gonna do this faster way. I'm gonna ask. That light will pour through my back of the head, which is where a lot of our noise lives. I'm just gonna ask. That light will pour through the back of my head, clearing out the clutter, the noise, the chaos, the incessant ideas that are. They're clogging my ability to receive. So I'm just going to ask that light will pour through the back of my head, clearing it out completely. And then we're going to activate my gifts that I will be able to hear exactly what needs to be heard tonight. So just breathing in. So I'm being shown. I'm going down into my navel. So it's like, okay, there's something with the navel, and then it went deep into the sacral. So navel is attachments, and sacral. What I'm hearing is like your sacral chakra. I'm hearing being good enough. Okay, so let's see where that goes. So. Okay. Okay, I got it. Got it. Okay, so there's. Let's clear up the attachment to not being good enough. Okay. That feels. I feel like we just landed on it. There it is. Do you feel like that? Maybe. Do you feel like you're attached to not being good enough? Right. Like there's something about not being good enough. Now, most humans struggle with feeling like they're not good enough. Like, this is just, like, part of the human design. I don't know what it is, but it's here. So what is the attachment? The attachment means that there's something that we get out of not being good enough, that we're attached to it, which means we're like looking for where are we not good enough. So you could be like killing it everywhere. And instead of seeing what you're doing great at, all you can see is what you suck at. That means there's like an attachment to not being good enough. So how are you going to clear it out? I have no idea. Does that give you a lot of trust? I think it should because I'm not figuring it out. I'm going to open up to receive. So let's see. I think I'm going to drum a little bit and see if we can hear it. See if we can hear it. Ah. I want you to go all the way down into your sacral chakra and I want you to ask yourself, Why, Why, why, why, why? Why is it so important to not be good enough? Why is it so loud to not be good enough? Let's go deep inside, let's hear what's stuck. Okay, so what I'm being shown is a ribbon. So whenever I'm shown a ribbon, a ribbon is like, this is a thread of a life. This is the ribbon that has tied up so many things in your life. And so what I'm seeing is that the not being good enough is just one of the ribbons. It's like a ribbon that is just flown, not flown, it is weaved it's way through every circumstance and every pivotal moment in life. So it's not that it's actually like, why is it here? Or like, is it important? It's just like, it's just like part of your life, it's been the ribbon. It's the ribbon that has connected all these pieces together. So one thing about ribbons is that there's an end and you can pull it out, you can free it. So why don't we see if we can do that tonight, Right? So drop back in with me into your heart. We're gonna go down into your sacral chakra. And this is where attachments come in. So it's almost like there's attachments holding the ribbon into your body, into your sacral chakra. And it's because it feels feel safe. So the only reason why we hold things to us that aren't in our best interest is because they feel safe. If you're not good enough, sometimes that feels safe. Because what if you were good enough? What if you were actually the best at something? What if you were the one chosen for something? There's like kind of some responsibility connected to it. But if you're, like, not good enough, then you're a little bit released, right? So there's an attachment to not being good enough because the alternative has a lot of responsibility. Right. But the truth is, is you are good enough. And you have been chosen to do this work. You have been called to the work that is your work. And so let's clear up the attachment to not good enough because it's just really using a lot of your energy. It's not true. You don't even believe it, but it's using some of your energy. So how are we gonna do this? Let's see if we can hear it. Okay, so we're gonna do a visualization. So I want you to close your eyes, get cozy blanket, put it around you. Drop in. Okay. I'm like seeing two visions. So I'm just kind of trying to find my way in these visions. Okay, there it is. There it is, There it is. Okay, so I want you to imagine. Close your eyes with me. I want you to walk with me. I want you to look down, and there's these beautiful stone steps. And you actually can't see where you're going. You just can look down and see the steps. So you're like walking on one stone step and then the next, and you're just following these stone steps. And then you look up and there's this beautiful field. And in the field, it's like tulips and roses and daffodils. It's like all the flowers, there's some chrysanthemums. Just like every type of flower is out there. And I want you to just take a second, I want you to just breathe in and smell the fragrance of these flowers. And as you smell, smell in the fragrance, it just, like, actually goes into your third eye and it just starts to, like, ripple your gifts. It's just. It's so delicious. So you're just going to breathe it in for you to feel your third eye just start to wake up. And now we're going to breathe in the fragrance and it's going to go and it's going to wake up your heart. And I want you to feel just the magic that's coming by being in the presence of all these beautiful flowers. I want you to imagine the concept of some of them not being good enough. So just look at them and, like, can you feel how it's like, literally impossible. You cannot look at them and even have the idea that some aren't good Enough. It's like it doesn't even fit. It doesn't compute. It's so crazy to think that some of these would be not good enough. So I want you to just feel that how, like every one of them, and it's in their different colors and their different fragrance and their different shapes and sizes and height. They're all perfect just as they are. They're all more than good enough. They're all exactly, exactly as they need to be. Just take a nice, deep breath in. Okay, this is. This is getting fun. All right, so you're gonna go up, and I want you to look down, and I want you to see a flower. So which flower do you see? Is it a daffodil? Is it a daisy? Is it a rose? Is it a chrysanthemum? Is it a tulip? What flower is it? What color is it? And then I want you to pick it up, you're going to pluck it, and you're going to put it right up into your face. You're going to breathe it in. And as you breathe it in, I want you to see, like, this golden fairy dust, like the golden pollen that's not really pollen. It's energetic golden light that's going to come up through. Through the flower into your nose, and it's going to move down into your body, all the way into the sacral chakra. So this is our healing agent. So just breathing it in all the way down to the sacral chakra. And this golden light, this golden nectar, this golden love is going to start moving in a clockwise direction in the sacral chakra. And it's going to be embedding into your sacral chakra, this new truth, the truth that you are perfect exactly as you are, that everything you're doing is exactly as it needs to be done, that every step you take is exactly what needs to be taken, that everything that you're not doing is happening at the exact time that you are. So more than enough, you are good enough and more just by being you, just by being you, just like these flowers are more than enough just by being them. I want you to breathe one more in from this flower, and I want you to watch this golden light move up through the crown chakra, the third eye chakra, just activating so many of your gifts, letting this golden nectar, pollen light, move down through the heart and back into the sacral chakra. And it. And when it hits the sacral chakra, it's actually going to create this wave of light that starts moving up like this. It's moving up. It's moving up. It's moving up through the heart. It's moving up through the throat. It's moving up through the jaw, the third eye. And then it goes out through the crown of your head. Creates this beautiful waterfall of light out around you. And as you turn around in a circle, you just see how, like, this light is fire. It's like fireworks coming out to the crown of your head. And just like light is dropping everywhere. And wherever you walk, wherever you move, just this light drops. And I want you to place your hands on your heart. I want you to just really feel this. That everything you have done up till now has been perfectly aligned. Every mistake you have made has been perfectly in place. Everything you have done has been good enough. More than good enough. It has been exactly what needs to have been done. And I want you to look at the list that you haven't been getting to or that you haven't been able to do or you've been feeling stuck. And I want you to feel this, like, deep knowingness all the way down to your feet. A truth that says everything is happening at the perfect time and in the perfect way. I am right on time. Well, that lands real strong. I am right on time. Can you feel that trust in your body and trust in divine timing. Trust in divine timing. Can you feel the ease melting through your body? Like the stress on your shoulders is literally like melting off your. Your traps. Melting. There's a surety in your legs. Like, you are sure you're deeply rooted in all the decisions that you have made and all the choices that you make and all that are ahead. You, my friend, are right on time. So I'm going to bring you back to this beautiful flower garden. And this time, you're going to take the petals of this flower and you're going to pull them off. And what are we going to do with them? It feels as though you place them in the palm of your hand and you blow them. And you're going to trust that that petal is going to go exactly where it needs to go. And it's going to land on the soil that it needs to land so it can create more seeds for more flowers to grow. So just picking them up, letting him go, letting him go, letting him go. That this flower brought you truth and then gets to be reborn as more. As more creations, as more flowers. So we're gonna wrap you in the most beautiful golden nectar from the crown of your head all the way down to your toes. All the way out through the soles of your feet. And we're going to watch. This golden nectar actually pours through the path in front of you. That this path of where you need to go, what you need to do in this world is opened with ease and magic that every person and everything and every creation is pulled into like a magnet, A magical magnet, creating so much abundance. Abundance of love, abundance of connection, abundance of success. Abundance. This golden path is the path that you've been walking, and it is the path that is in front of you now. May tonight be a night of deep rest as you remember that you're right on time. Everything you're doing is right on time. I love that. That feels so good. And my dear friend, may you receive answers in your sleep. May your angels wrap you in love and safety, and I will see you in the morning.