Evening Prayer I You are Safe to be Seen I God is My Business Plan

Happy evening, Good evening, Good night. So excited to dive in tonight. I can feel there's, like, there's some bubbling in my heart of excitement. So I don't know what tonight's video will be, but I can feel it, and it feels really beautiful. So welcome to God is my business plan. The place where we dive in morning and night, we create a practice where we open up to receive from God and to work with our spiritual team. I want this space to be the space where you hear God, where you receive, where you see visions, where you. You feel in your body, where miracles happen for you. I want that to be what the space is for you. So that's my intention. I'm cultivating that over here from my sacred tent on my land facing the mountains. I'm in a room literally that's just filled with all my magical things. I've drums, I've got sound bowls, I've got all my crystals, all the things that my soul loves. Because when I am in a place where I love, I'm able to receive more. So I want to invite you that you create a space. Even if it's a corner in your front living room, maybe it's a empty closet in your house, maybe you get a tent and put it on in your backyard, wherever it is. Create a space where you feel super safe. You love to be there. It feels cozy and wonderful. And have your practices in that space because it will only activate your gifts of receiving more. It'll be easier to receive if you're in a place that you feel safe, that you love, and that makes you feel good. So that is my sacred tent here. This place is my favorite place. And I believe that when we create a space dedicated to communing with God, we commune. It's that it's like that simple, right? Like we say, it is so, and then it is so. Before we dive into this surprise video, we're going to start the night with some sound. Then we're going to do the creative sacred process. So I want to feel into. What sound do we do tonight? Oh, fun, fun. Hold on. All righty. Okay, so we've got a few ideas that just came in. This does not have to do with sound, but this is something we're doing tonight. So it does feel like our sound is chanting. So we chant in here every now and then. I do chant every morning. This is one of my favorite things. It is the most powerful way to clear out the body, to clear out anything that's not serving you is to chant. So I'M going to sing with you, Aum. I'm, ah, calling in the angels. Om. And I'm connecting the masculine and the feminine parts inside of you together. We need them both. So we're going to connect them together. Ready? So you just going to sing with me? We're going to chant together. So I want you to just place your hands. How do we want to place our hands for this? Oh, yeah, that feels good. Okay, so like, one here, one here. So, sternum, heart, heart, front, slur, plexus. Okay. All right. You ready, my little collywampus? Hold on. Okay. Oh, my. Breathe all the way to the lower belly. Oh, my. God. Oh, my. One more. O my. How good do you feel? Feel so weird. So weird how fast it works. So we're going to start off with the sacred creative process, which is you pick your favorite oil, place it on your hands. Take a deep breath in, breathing all the way down your body. Cleaning, cleaning, cleaning, cleaning, cleaning, cleaning. All the way down. There we go. We're going to bring this light into the crown of our heads. Way to clear off anything that you picked up from today. Anything feels overwhelming, Anything that shut you down, anything that told you to hide, anything that told you to quit. We're going to clear that off. So all the way down. There we go. Open up your heart. Open up the back heart. Shoulders up. Roll it down. All right. We're gonna place a beautiful shield of light around you, sealing it up at your toes to be an added form of protection to infuse you, insulate you with light. We are going to call in all of our angels, our guides, our leaders, our teachers, our helpers, those who are here to support our work, to support our message, to support us. We call them in and through the divine light to come and sit here with us to support us, to guide us to hold this space in safety. We ask that light will touch our ears, that we will spiritually hear what needs to be heard. The light will touch our third eyes, will have access to all of our spiritual gifts. The light will cleanse our lips, so we speak only what needs to be spoken. All right, so here is what came to me when I was thinking about sound. These are my healing cards, and I'm going to spread them out. And we're just gonna see. What card do I pull for y' all tonight? This is gonna take us through a chakra. Maybe we'll do this every day. This could be super fun. We'll see. All right, so how do I pull cards? Let's See if you can watch me. Can you? Let's see. All right, here we go. So here's my cards. Okay. My little heating blanket cord. It's fine. Okay, so here we go. Put my hands over them and wherever the heat is. So there's definitely some heat over here. So I dance with the heat. I, like, literally move it. I don't know if you can even see it. So it's like something, right? It's this one right here. So. Oh, I like it. So this is for the back solar plexus. These are healing phrases that I feel like I received. I received them when I was learning how to heal in my chakras. So everything I know, we just got some light shifts. Everything I know about chakras, I've heard from them. I can actually hear chakras. They speak to me. And this one is for the back solar plexus. So it says I breathe out and surrender any and all hopelessness. I breathe in and receive. I have hope. I like that. So that's your message for tonight. And we'll just pour a little bit of light on the back solar plexus, which is. Here's your front solar plexus. Back is right on the spine. The very tip of your shoulder blades right on the spine. That's your back solar plexus. So we're just going to pour some light. I want you to picture some light going into that back solar plexus, opening up the back solar plexus, healing it, cleaning it, pouring in hope. Pouring in hope. Awakening hope. All right, that feels good. Okay, so we're going to open up our palms. We're just going to listen. What is tonight's practice? What is tonight's practice is. All right, so I'm hearing. Just feels like a big one to tackle at 11:30 at night. Okay, I can do it. We can do this. What I hear is the fear of being seen. The fear of being seen. It's a big one. This is a big one. It's a big one for anyone and everyone who is called to do something big in the world. Anyone and everyone who has the passion and purpose to transform humanity. There's a fear. There's a fear to be seen. There's a fear to be seen as this change maker. There's a fear to be seen in your gifts. There's a lot of fear to be seen. Even though you may want to be on stages, you may want to write your book, and you may want to be seen and heard, there's always a shadow side that doesn't want to be seen, that's afraid to be seen. So let's pull that up, because that shadow is what's keeping you from being seen. It's like, literally holding you back from the impact you're here to make in the world. But it is a very legit feeling to be afraid to be seen. So I want you to close your eyes with me. So normally, I feel. Normally, this is throat chakra, but it's not tonight. It's back solar plexus, which is interesting because we pulled the back solar plexus card, and it's like, if you have ever felt your upper back seize energetically, that's what I'm seeing right now. Like, that upper back seized in fear. Seized in fear. The loudest thing I hear is just so much fear of being seen in your gifts. So much fear and being seen in your gifts, being seen for who you really are, Being seen for your magnificence, your brilliance, your beauty, your wonder. So how are we going to clear it out? Okay, so I want you to close your eyes with me, and I want you to imagine that at the back, at your back, on the back solar plexus, there's a dam. And it's like a metal dam that, like, can lift up and be pushed down, right? It even has, like, these. These, like, it doesn't matter. It slides up and down. Okay. Oh, I love when I can see it. And I have no idea what the word is. So we're just gonna imagine it like this. I know you know the word. All right, so what I'm seeing. Is we're going to lift that dam up, and it's on your back solar plexus. And all the fear, all the doubt, it's gonna roll out. Like, I don't know why, but it's almost like I'm seeing, like, skittles, right? Like, it just, like, pours out of you when this dam is lifted. So close your eyes. We're gonna lift up the dam, and all the fear and all the hopelessness and all the doubt just gonna roll out. And I want you to see it being pulled out. That there you. That's magnetizing it all to it. It's being pulled out. Pulled out, pulled out. All the fear, the fear of being seen, the shame of being seen, the doubt that you can be seen, that you have gifts worthy to be seen. All that's going to be pouring out of your back solar plexus, and it's moving straight into this brilliant light, like a sun. This brilliant Brilliant light. I want you to do three deep breaths while you let it all leave you letting all the fears leave. Whatever fears you have, let them leave. They're all valid. And let them leave. They're valid. And let's move them along. Right, let's move them along. So we're going to breathe in. You're going to watch all this fear leave your body, all this doubt leave your body. One more breath. All right, so now I want you to imagine it's like all these skittles just came out of your back into a light. The light cleans and clear. Cleans and clears them and then puts them to work. All these things, they just clean them. They clear them. And they have a purpose. They have a purpose in light. So now we've got this open. It's like an open gaping hole in your back solar plexus because we just poured out everything out of it, right? So I want you to close your eyes and imagine the. The divine, whoever the divine is for you. So if this is Christ, this is the divine mother, this is Muhammad, this is God, this is Allah. Like, who is it that you work with? Buddha. Right. Like, who is it that you work with? I want you to imagine for me, I work with God, I work with Christ, I work with the Divine mother a lot. And for me, tonight, this feels like. This wound. I was really just let go of all this doubt. It feels like Christ and the divine mother. So I want, if that resonates with you, I want you to invite them to place their hands on your back, right where your back solar plexus is. And I want you to feel their love pouring through you, through your back solar plexus. Pouring, pouring, pouring in all the spaces that you felt empty, that you felt hopeless, that you felt afraid. We're going to fill it in with love. I want you to just breathe in and feel that love moving through your body. And breathe in. Feel that love move through your body. There we go, one more. All right, so now we're going to take this light, we're going to wrap your back solar plexus in so much love. Waking up, waking up, waking up your power. Waking up your light. Waking up your gifts. Waking up, waking up, waking up. All right, so from here, from this space, We're going to open up our palms. So we're going to ask, what is the next step? What is the next step for us to do right here, right now? All right, so the next step is we're going to imagine the sun, this brilliant golden sun, pouring down upon your heart. Opening up your heart to receive. Opening up your heart to receive. Allowing yourself to receive yourself. Allowing yourself to receive yourself. All of you. The light, the dark, the brilliant, the wounded, all the pieces. I want you to feel the deep love that you have for yourself. And from this place of love. How safe it is for you to be seen. It is safe for you to be seen. It is the gift that you give humanity. For you to show up 100% using your gifts to serve. This is the gift you give to humanity. Ah, there we go. Just really soaking in. If you can stay here for three more minutes, four more minutes, five more minutes by, you know, by yourself, right here, right now, allowing you to feel this. Allowing you to feel safe. You are safe to be seen. You are safe to be seen. Take a deep breath in. We're gonna wrap you in so much golden love. Thank you for spending this time with me. And I want to remind you that this muscle of feeling safe and being seen takes a bit. So if you can come back and watch this video as many times as you need, do that, but know that it just. This is a muscle. It's a muscle on. Can you be vulnerable in the world? Can you share your gifts wholeheartedly, 100% in the world and love all of it? Love you and all of you? Yes to this. Yes. Yes. Yes. Because when we love all of ourselves and we show up and share ourselves, we transform. And those around us transform. And that, my friend, is why we are here. We are here in this beautiful space to serve, to create, and to build beautiful work in the world. And to do that, you get to feel safe in being seen. So may tonight be a night of rest. May tonight be a night of answers. And I'll see you in the morning.